If only I could be an Eagle..... When I think of the Hopeless, So many people feel discouraged looking at them selves. We all can not save a whole race of People like Esther. I have a deep desire to be transfered from an ordinary woman into an Extradinary woman who is reaching my potential in all areas of my life.I try to express this thought.... When the expectations of enjoying leading people to the Light is unfullfilled, I long to do something else. Are they listening? Are they using the god given messages for selfishness? Emotions Rage and my Daily choices are somewhere between contentment and dissatisfaction. When my ruling passion is contentment, I am able to choose the action of waiting~ with my eyes open. My biggest battle during this time is to rewrite my myth and change it to truth, Feeling creative restlessness in your work does not translate to feeling discontentment with Life. God, the world but actually it requires reprograming your self with honesty with the following questions, first on paper then in Prayer with Our Maker... even face to face with a sister or friend works. In Our Lives...
1.What causes most of my frustration,anxiety, and pressure?
2. What produces most of my fun,pleasure and enjoyment?
3. Why am I doing the job I am doing?( If the answer is money That is not enough)
4.What really motivates me?
5. What is the most meaningful compliment I ever recieved?
6.If I could do anything I wanted, without restrictions of time, money, education, or current responsiblities, What would it be?
7.What do I want to be doing ten years from now?
8.What do I want on my epitaph?
9. What are my greatest strenghths?
10. What women currently living do I admire most?
As you review these answers from these questions Keep this scripture in mind..... "Thou wilt show me the path of life:in thy presence is fullness of Joy: at thy right hand there are the pleasures evermore" ( Psalm 16:11KJV) Remember the creative restlessness in your heart is Gods way of preparing you to risk something New! The process of becoming who we are is ongoing... There have been early days of struggle with all of us it may have included motherhood, teaching,school, consueling,family it may progress to your own business,allowing others to do little to affect your moods and feelings...Even public speaking ,a new totally self driven Mentor to the masses . It is Gods way to stretch us beyond our comfort zone. Will you stay in the comfort zone? The answer is No You have offically moved into the risk zone! More than a few times most of us flap to fly, maybe fail usually succeed. But we try again With each success comes greater confidence. And then one day we spread our wings in the updraft.being lifted by the thermal of Gods undying love and support..Soaring and Gliding- thats what we were made for not free of risks,not removed from failure we still live in this Fallen World but soaring with a new sense of trust and an inner burst of freedom. To most peoples suprize -They end up loving the adventure !