DEVOTIONS OF
THE SOUL
There is a need to feel the sensations of Your hands around my wrists pulling me to You, as You look down into my eyes, going deep into where only You know i dwell.
But at times i have a need that feels almost overwhelming, taking me to depths of a fear but also to a hidden happiness. There is a need felt deep within my stomach, a feeling as if it is knotting up, even burning with a need for a release not yet understood, but knowing that only my Master can give me.
There is a need to feel the sensation of Your bonds tight around my wrist, Your leather snug against my throat, it feels almost like a hunger. i gave You my freedom such as it was, but something inside now needs my freedom to be taken from me as well. To be taken by You as You see fit and in whatever way You wish, to serve to Your pleasure. But now there are times, I have a need to serve You in pain as well. A craving to feel Your power and domination over take the body and senses, to push the limits of my submissive being, to again allow me the growth You want and desire in Your sub.i will always give and serve You with love and complete devotion. When i think of being with You that feeling returns deep within screaming to be released by You, to give to You through pain and total submission. To be bound tight within Your leather and rope, to feel You power and strength overtake me in mind and body.
Every fiber of me being needs and craves for Your touch, Your strength. You race through my veins with each heartbeat. my heart leaps at the sound of Your voice, and as with every breath i take there is a silent wish to be with You, in Your grasp, at Your side, knelt at Your feet.
This heart cries every moment of Your absence, and life feels hollow while we are apart, but one day we will be together, to be complete in heart and soul.
You are my Master, my protector, and teacher but You are also my life. The last two years You have become my world, i gave You my freedom only to be given such a freedom, as I have never known, a happiness that makes me soar.02-12-02
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