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What can I say about my littlest angel? After only 4 weeks after having Gabriel, I was pregnant with Mariana. I wanted to badly to be pregnant. To prove to everyone...(maybe just myself) that I could have a healthy baby. For the first 4 weeks I was in the doctor's office every other day. Just to see if I was even still pregnant. I had such mixed feelings about this whole pregnancy. But I could do it. I thought I could. The bleeding started about 9 weeks into this pregnancy. I was in terror. Back to the doctors office. Again. More ultrasounds, more tests, more doctors. I was on bed rest. No biggy. Small price to pay. Friends and family helped out so very much. While I laid on the couch. Helpless. Praying everyday. "God please don't take this baby too...." 
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