What Is Love

Have thought at times in my life, That i was so happy. A cover to my sorrows is all, I have learnt within. How do you love, Where is the feeling, I believe it is all a lie and sin. ***** Has felt my heart beat fast, My emotions run wild. Told myself yes this is love, This is what i seeked to find. But when the heartbeat slows, And the emotions subside, The fear returns And i regain my mind. ***** It is a fake, A momentary feeling for closeness And compassion. It does not last or withstand time. Love is not real It is all a cover, Should be outcast, For it's lies and crimes. ***** Feelings, Yes i have them all. I have seen both sides, Was up then i'd fall. My heart will never know True happiness. It does not exsist. Is only in words That are etched in blood Upon a wall. ***** A smile, When i am sad. A laugh, When i feel the sorrow. And the worst pain of all The tears, When my heart is broken. ***** They ask me why, Tell us you don't feel. Well i do feel, I feel much inside. The anger, When i see love misguided, By deceat. ***** The tears, When i see my past, And how it fell around me. ***** The weight, Upon my heart. When it was ripped apart, And cast down to my side. ***** But mainly, The inner thoughts. That i must live with daily, And see in my dreams at night. ***** To ever feel true love, And to be able to manage A life of happiness. Well i guess would be, To see the eyes of those, Whom pass my casket. When i die. ***** For i feel, The only true love Is the one's who will cry. As your last day passes by. ***** So for now. I shall go along with the rest. A fake smile, When i'm sad. A phony laugh, When i hurt inside. And a tear, In my eyes. When i here their lies. ***** Love, What is love? ***** Sabbath..4/26/99

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