Silent depression creeps into my life,
Misquided romances and a bitch for a wife.
Creeping flesh at the cost of mistrust,
Give into the fear,take satans lust.
*****
Waiting in the shadows Death's Door opens wide,
Minions of hell come forth wishing me inside.
Their glowing eyes they make me feel free,
Seeking to join them i can sense the need.
*****
This wasted life so alone and confussed,
Trusting in others just to only be used.
Lies and frustrations that burn in my mind,
Wanting out a release i wish to find.
*****
The room smells of death cinders on the floor,
Crying in pain,i wish not this nomore.
Love gone cold ,spirit lost and abanded,
Was all this my life,hell i can't stand it.
*****
Open Deaths Door let me walk inside,
Nomore guilt my heart has died.
Thought of this life as something to cherish,
But was not meant to be,twas never nourished.
*****
Darkness of this room full of gloom and dispair,
Who gives a shit,there is nothing to compare.
Alone and depressed or a death by the knife,
I wish at times i had killed my wife.
*****
Time means nothing to a lost soul as mine,
To continue here would be just a crime.
The door to my freedom is open wide,
Will walk thru it here and step inside.
*****
A rusty dagger upon an empty table,
I walk to it very sure i'm able.
It's blade is dull yet ready to serve,
My blood up cold if i have the nerve.
*****
Just a cut to the wrists will make the blood flow,
But this is a death that would be much to slow.
Rip at the throat,let the blood spill,
But memories would follow,is to slow still.
*****
Eyes slowly close as i knell on the floor,
Looking to the minions waiting at Deaths Door.
Clutching the dagger it's tip to my heart,
This spot will do,has been my pain from the start.
*****
Bloodred tears slowly drift down my cheeks,
From sorrows and pains i have endured for weeks.
No further hurt or this anger shall i continue to feel,
For with a plunge of the blade my fate will be sealed.
*****
Silence takes hold as the blade goes deep,
In only a moment my heart now sleeps.
Minions of hell to Deaths Door i come,
To rest now in peace,my life is now done.....
*****
Sabbath..5/17/99
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