The Time of my Life
Mood:  crushed out
Time of my Life!

There I was, sitting on the Roof, 27 stories above down town Dallas with a beautiful girl, an incredibly smart girl, and a girl scared of heights. The evening view over the city, and the company of some who just clicks is amazing. This lists as one of my top 3 life feelings. The curage she use to stand up on the roof amazed me, it moved me.

The Next night, we ate up there. It wasn't much, but the sight was beautiful, even though the sky was dark, the light ever bleamed more.

Mid of the day
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Date with the night.
What a lovely day, played with whips, handcuffs and surgical gloves!!! Well kinda, I was just helping someone prep for a photo shoot, but the whip did bring back fond memories. I am still eluded by drama, or I am just to naive to have spot it.

The Parents are off at an open house, where the parents of student get to be fully embarrassed in front of other parents, and deliberately lied to in there faces. I feel somewhat bad for my younger brother, but my feeling are superficial.

Oh, THE GIRL!!! I feel that I must not push to hard, or she will be scared off, but show enough interest to tempt her to talk. Because I am not much of a talk, more a deep thinker, I am a safe place in this world of abundant gossip and lies, for one man once said, "a lie told enough, binds the public from the truth." And how very true that is.

It seems as though I rushing this, but this may be caused by me rushing =P, the stomach calls for fullness, and taco bell is closed!!!

Grrr...it's my 1st!!
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: Slow
This would be my first time using the blog, and I hope I could further use it without fear of RL confrontation (A.E. people walking up to me in school to confront what I have said here.) But that is the risk I am willing to take.

Anywayz.. Oh, one of my favorite manga out is Tramps like us.... but the real title in Japanese was kimi wa petto pretty much, you are my slave. Though this manga is rated OT the only reason is that the feelings used may be harder for a younger child to understand, I find it funny and heart felt.

Arg, last night was a football game, and again we lost, but it was in overtime, so the team is doing much better then the years before (last year was close to 2-8 win-lose score) and though I was not at the game, reasons being nothing more then the will not to go because of last year's vast disappointment, I still silently support the team.

arg... and something personal, a dear friend of mine found out about a resent transgrations pertaning her past boyfriend.. mainly lies.. and she was so heart broken (because he broke up with her [break up happened 2 months ago], and she didn't know why, so she felt bad). It pained me SO!!! I wanted to hold her tight, and wipe her tears. But she held a strong face, much strong then one I would hold, and thought of everything.... and the only thing to come from my mouth "You are thinking to much, what has happened will be lesson for latter." ARG!!!! all I could say to myself is Grrr to my incompetence. As I watched her face, so distressed, yet calm... oh how I envy her for her strength. "You know your right, I am thinking to much." what sweet words, I know she only said them was to comfort me when she was in need of comfort. AHHHH BAKA!!! but all I know Is that I should be there for her, and I will, and cheer her up, and make her laugh to the best of my abilities. Pf, here I am venting my anger and distress, sorry.

BEST BOOK SO FAR->
old romance: Wuthering Heights though the book was confusing with all the name referrals, after you make yourself a character sheet, you can better enjoy this book. A love Triangle, so some one is bound to be hurt, Then revenge, but then somewhere in that time, another love triangle. Then POET JUSTICE or Karma as me and a friend much rather prefer to say.

Well, that is it for today... or this morning.


My own personal drama, sence my friend says I was wonderfully absent of one.