Even with the shades down
The darkness isnt enough to hide
All this hurt that i have inside
This side of me is the one u dont see
The one i dont want to be
The one that burns for you painfully
The side that is why i hate me

I try to run away

I hate me more each day
I fell my life crawling
My life falling
Out from under me
I need this dark
To keep from tearing myself apart
I feel my life crawling
My life falling
Out from under me

I wake up with a hole inside

Light creeps in from behind the curtain
I block it out and continue to live uncertain
The Darkness makes me feel at home
Helps me stay, to the world, unknown
But inside i burn not to be alone
Save me from my life of bein on my own

I try to run away

I hate me more each day
I fell my life crawling
My life falling
Out from under me
I need this dark
To keep from teariing myself apart
I feel my life crawling
My life falling
Out from under me

I try to run away

I hate me more each day
I fell my life crawling
My life falling
Out from under me
I need this dark
To keep from teariing myself apart
I feel my life crawling
My life falling
Out from under me

Its swallowing me

Swallowing me
changin me
Something i dont want to be
Please God
...Spare me...
Please girl
...Love me...