I, I try so hard
To hide from you
Learning what I
already knew
I, I am confused
Fighting within
Wanting to
Fucking kill him
I, I am starting to see
Just how badly
fucked I mite be
You, you pull me
Closer to you
I struggle
To get out of you
I hate you
Why am I crying when I talk to you
I love you
Why am I feeling like I need you
I want you
Why am I pushing away
Thinking about you everyday
I cant stand you
I feel so helpless
My, my insides are torn
Slashed and bleeding
Bleeding for you
This pain I feel no one knew
I’m For, for no one to see
or feel, unless you love me
Each, each time I tried
Getting closer to you
It increased the hurt inside
I, I want to give in
to needing your help
I, I thought I knew you
But it jus goes to show
How much I really don’t know
I hate you
Why am I crying when I talk to you
I love you
Why am I feeling like I need you
I want you
Why am I pushing away
I cant stand you
I feel so helpless
I hate you
I hate your face
I love you
I love your taste
Ripping inside of me
Don’t know how to be
All I want is you
Please just let me in you
I hate you
I hate your taste
I love you
I love your face
Why , why is it you
Ripping me apart?
Constantly Tearing at my black heart
Im so confused
When did this even start
Feel your hand on my face
Ripping my head apart
I feel so helpless
Why am I crying when I talk to you
I feel so helpless
Why am I feeling like I need you
I feel so helpless
Why am I pushing away
I feel so helpless
I hate you
I feel so helpless
I love you
I feel so helpless
I want you
I feel so helpless
Why?
My God why?
Please God
WHY?!
…I hate you…
…I love you…