When you look at my eyes
Do i look just as ugly
As the man i despise
The one hidden by my lies
They do
And i feel so damn lonley
Without you to hold me
Inside Im so empty
I need you to tempt me
When the hurt seems to much
I think of your touch
It helps to ease the pain
And gives me a taste of being sane
If only you knew
When you look in my eyes
Do you see the pain and the lies
When your with me is the only time
That this smile is not a disguise
When the hurt seems to much
I think of your touch
It helps to ease the pain
And gives me a taste of being sane
If only you knew
And i hate my insides
i hate my eyes
I hate my face
i only take comfort
in this sweet taste
These demons inside
Arent easy to hide
I would do anything
To save you from the lies
When the hurt seems to much
I think of your touch
It helps to ease the pain
And gives me a taste of being sane
If only you knew
...How much i love you...