March 19th, 2002
Seems much longer than it really has been since I wrote last. I had no motivation to write, and then the last few days when I did have motivation it wouldn't let me on the website! Stupid motivation and computers. Geex. Um, first, let me say the German kid needs to get the FUCKING HELL AWAY FROM ME! Okay, and second, I'm on Spring break--2 weeks! Of course, since I have no friends, nothing exciting is really happening. However, the other day I did get bitched out by a little sophomore girl from Castle--well she tried, but it didn't work because she got no reaction from me, and then she got bitched out herself by the person she was bitching me out for--HAHA. Good stuff (great oldies) okay sorry. Um, I think I'm a slug, well, nevermind "think" I am one. I can't even think of what has been going on. HOLY SHIT! HOW COULD I FORGET! Well, it's exciting atleast to me. Debby finally took me to Barnes, and let me shop, and I got like6-7 books! Niceeeeeee, one about the Holocaust, one about Prauge, one by Elie Witzel (sp/correct name even?)...then there was one about a Vietnam girl--and then like 2-3 more about Asia (stories takin' place in asia) and then the newest James Patterson book. That at least is exciting to me. I might go to Indy on Thursday and look at Butler--w00t--if they don't accept me I will be very dispointed with them! *frowns* Oh yea, and every time I get online today, warren has just gotten offline, and then as soon as I get offline, he gets online--and it's rather obnoxious (but we both know we have bad timing avec eachother--oy gevalt! Okay, I'm going to go and avoid a report that I still have due. Shiznitch! Aurevoir
March 13th, 2002
Yo Yo What The Dilio! (okay I'll stop) Um, today was intersession--first day. I'm doin' the journalism one so we went to the paper today for a trip--guess what! We got paper hats! Woohoo! Ummmmmmmm yea, and at 3 I went to my stupid counselor, bah. And I came home and was absolutly so exhausted for no known reason I slept until 6--thank God. I got up, ate, went to pick caitlin up. She's in a bad mood :-/ So I went to barnes and drew her a book. It only has like 6 or 7 pages, and most of it's pictures--I slipped it under her door cause she's sleeping and hopefully she'll see it tomorrow and be happy again. :) She's cute. When I was comin' home from barns, Vann to Weinbach was out of power--all the lights were off, and Vann to Lincoln just flat out had no power, all the houses were dark--it was fuckin' dark to drive home! I was like "Hell-fuckin'-o!?" Yea but anywy..my cat is very cute--his name is Tucker. But I'm going to go to sleep soon cause I'm very tired. Adios y buena noche
March 10th, 2002
well, I got up at like 12....and worked on my essay and finished it (the on about tourette's) until about 1:30 prolly...and then...I watched ellen play the mario go carts thing....and bum bum bum...layed for for like 30 minutes...and at 3:30 I went to barnes to work on my reports. Well I was there until fucking 8:50!!!!!!!! UGH! See, I have 3 reports due on tuesday, and two tests on tuesday :-/ piss. :-/ But umm, I saw matt there and it was really funny cause he was walkin' back from break once w/ denise, and she was sorta lookin' the otherway, and the whole time he had his head completely turned around watchin' me and smiling while he walked--killer! *swoon* and earlier I glance around from walking just to see him watchin' me--what a day. Stupid reports. I didn't eat dinner or lunch. I had 2 mochas and 2 huge things of ice water! Little did I know that my 1st mocha was a double shot, LOL, as I found out later. Oh yea, matt was hella hyper tonight, it was funny. I came home and watched the 9/11 documentary, where the guys just happened to be doin' a doc. on the fire department the day that happened :-/ oh my. Absolutly awful. Tomorrow is the 6th month anniversary. Terrible. It just makes me so terribly sad. Oy. I need a boyfriend damnit.....but all the same I'm taking my wet pink nails and going to dry my hair. (Oh yea! I put in an application at barnes last Monday! I REALLY WANT A JOB THERE!!!!!!!)(*crosses fingers*) Adios
February 25th, 2002
The FUCK. Monday morning, 1st period, AP English, Zimmerman, Vocab Test! Could it get any worse!??! Apparently. The stupid bastard. 9:10 rolls around Z:"okay put down your pencils...you guys..stop writing..hello, stop writing" *ashley, lindsey, sean, and I continue to finish our sentences* Naturally, he walks to ashley and I and literally yells at us to STOP writing and that we can't finish our sentence!! Z:"Jenna, stop writing" J:"hold..finishing senten..." Z:"Well I don't want you to!" J:"Well I DO!" Z:"*rips paper out form under my pen"--isn't he a stupid fuckin' bastard! I just want to hit him!!!! UGH! Other than that...beat Pepe on spanish stuff...got subway for lunch...had to listen to someone talk in their obnoxious voice about eye-mud during computer graphics...not much doin' really besides that. I saw Cara and Justin at barnes--I am jealous: they get to go out any night they want becaues they BOTH get to SLEEP IN IN THE MORNIGN!!! Silly Billy's. Speaking of sleep....bonne nuit!
February 24th, 2002
Hi. Sunday--I hate sunday, it's a shitty ass day. You just sit there alllll day knowing that soon you'll have to do work, and that tomorrow you'll have to be back at school. Shitznitch! Ugh. Yea, I got up, took a shower, caitlin made sure to turn her shower on while I was in it so I ended up getting shitass cold water and only able to shave one leg! Stupid sister. Not really, but obnoxious. Um dum duh dum...i called my aunt--my god is she pissed at every one of us, sure she has a reason, but I hate people yelling at me :-/ But I love her all the same. I watched some thing on TLC about like...I guess the top 10 best architectural things today...they had the Dome of the Rock on it! And St.Basals Cathedral, and Big Ben and the Colaseum (sp?) and...and...the White House (bah)...oh! And the Leaning Tower of Piza (pretty cool)....they may have had the Eiffle Tower on and the Statue of Liberty when I wasn't having the chance to pay attention (people kept talkin' to me grrr)...then I went to barnes from 3-5....works...went to los bravos and jon took me back to barnes to get my car and I went to ashleys and got her vocab (my wasn't that an experience!) and then went back to barnes to study that, and then I came home...and goodnight
February 23rd, 2002
Wow my connection sucks, I haven't been able to get to angelfire in a couple days!!! But yea. Oh well. On Wednesday I was unbelievably sick--I guess I had the flu--I didn't leave my bed from 11:30 on Tuesday until 10:00 on Thursday. Yuk!!! Ummm we are getting glasses for prom because we are better than them and because that's what we are supposed to get. Really nothin' much is going on right now....sorta hanging out, and I need to dry my hair....I doubt anything exciting will happen today, but if it does, maybe I'll let you know....
February 19th, 2002
Still havin' some trouble w/ the fact that it's 2002 and not 2001--oh well. Ummmmm a very boring boring....BORING day. and Caitlin needs to STOP TAKING MY STUFF!!!! I had my stupid counselor, so I decided to NOT let her talk and that it was my turn to bitch the entire time--that's right, take that!!! Uhhh....oh! womens skating was tonight! W00t! I didn't see it so don't tell me about it yet!!! I am going to watch it tomorrow after school and after workin' out w/ Jeff. Okay, my legs are about to fall off cause they itch so badly (just shaved)...grrr....maybe if I go to sleep I won't feel it...good idea jenna--bonne nuit!
February 17th, 2002
Well my dad begged me to go to church w/ him--but I won and got to sleep until 1130! then Caitlin and I got all readied up and went to my grandfathers for a big family lunch for caitlin. It was alright--we had the Olive Garden. Spaghetti--goodstuff. And me, Justin, Cara, and Caitlin never new what fun some chocolate, candles, cake, and matches could produce!!! HAHAHAHHA! *evil laugh*...we went home, caitlin took a shower and while we set all her stuff up, then she came and opened them all! She came down and looked and was like "I have gooldfish! do I have goldfish! I have fish!" Hehe :)Um...bummed around a while, and then went to barnes...supposed for just like 30 minutes, but ended up stayin' an hour and a half, and when i was leaving I went up to matt and was like "seriously, how can you stand this stuff" (there were WEIRD people infront of the cafe doin' weird play and monologe shit) "I really dunno, you leaving? okay Good, you can come take my break w/ me" So I ended up sitting outside w/ him for 30 minutes--w00t--and in that time I found out that I was pretty! Sliiiiiiiiiiide! (dun ask) but I'm gonna go, adios
February 16th, 2002
I went out shopping for caitlin today. But first I talked to warren! YAY!! I miss warren, I wish I could see him more often :-/....but yes, I went to T&P and got a big Jewelry box....then I sorta went to barnes and stoof festering in present confusion! (I had to get stuff for my dad and I--her bday is tomorrow) I talked to Paul and he wasn't too much help. But I ended up getting a picture frame at Peir 1 and some funky lookin' goldfish for her at Petsmart :) Yay! Good stuff. (and yes, Justin gave me the fish idea)....Caitlin and I went to the Ching for dinner (w00t) and started to go to a movie, but the line was out the door and across to the 1st row of the parking lot, so we went to barnes for 2 hours instead, LOL. On our way out we saw matt (*swoon*) who we talked to for a few minutes. Then we went to see Crossroads--I personally thought that it was actually a cute little movie!!! Hehe. So I'm home, adios.
February 12th, 2002
Ughhhhhhhh, I woke up shivering and freezing cold with sinuses allll over my body (trust me, I know what that feels like) I had to yank myself out of bed :-/ I got king cake for Marti Gras in Spanish class--WOOT! Neither Adam nor I got the baby--Lucien and stupid person got them. OY. However, during lunch, I got Chinesse food that Seigert went and picked up for the Asian History classes! WOOT!! 3rd period--draw and then 30 minute nap. Last period, we went to barnes, I got to say hi to paul. After school I had a dr.'s appt. and since I'm starting to feel sick I killed time at my house, didn't make dinner, just went to Raferties....:-/ I'm feeling sick: I CAN'T BREATH DAMNIT! I HURT EVERYWHERE! And I want warren to come over!! :( I am going through Warren withdrawl for some reason :-/ But yes, drying my hair, and going to SLEEP AT ELEVEN!!!
February 10th, 2002
Well I didn't get up until like 1:30...I kept waking up but just didn't have the energy to get outta bed.Tennis semi-starts this week and is really stressing me out. Caitlin's friend Kevin came over, HE CAN DO A BIRD CALL. Like it doesn't almost sound like a bird, if it were dark outside and you couldn't see him doin' it you'd think it were a bird..."Where's the bird?!" Um...I went to barnes, and I saw Matt, and I studied, and then I came home at 5 to eat and it was really good noodles!!!! yum. And then I went BACK to barnes, I saw matt twice--such a hottie. He let me try some of his drink, and I wanted to puke. Ew. Oh well. When I left I got a big hug tho! Yay! Hopefully when he comes in to barnes just to come in he'll FIND ME like he always says he will (dork)...Umm, came home and got really stressed out because of my upcoming tennis schedule. Well, it's fun to make fun of caitlin w/ jon...she just sets herself up every time. OMG my cat is CUTE and he looks like midnight right now :( Awww....I just got outta the shower, and I really want warren to get online :-/....But, yea, i'm gonna go, overall a good day :) Prolly the last one for a long time.
P.S. $50.00 to anyone who'll break my right wrist
February 7th, 2002
Well, Caitlin and I slept in this morning, got up around 9ish, and then got ready and watched A Personal Story on TLC...I guess it's a new one, I thought that they only had baby, dating, and makeover...but oh well I guess. It was werid...about breast implants. Oh yea, my daddy left at like 4 to go to the caymans w/ mike to scuba. So we got in at like 1120 and I went to my "class" meeting about prom--they first wanted PLASTIC CUPS and then we were like NO! We are getting a nice glass cup if we get anything! "Well all of those cups indicate alcohol" Well look at this one, it's plain, and indicates water" "no that looks like a beer mug!" "it has no handle and is the same shape as the plastic ones...but it's clear" "well we aren't getting the plastic ones either" WHO CARES ABOUT THIS IT'S A PROM!! GO ALL OUT FOR IT YOU STUPID BITCH! Seriously. Okay, down from the anger jenna. After school I had tennis, I haven't played in like 4 months and MY GOD I SUCK!!! I thought I'd be better than THAT!!! So I'm gonna play like none other this weekend to get a lot of practice in! Oy. And then doris made us yummy dinner, and I went to Barnes and found the coolest music....wheee! g'night
February 5th, 2002
Well, it started out FREEZING TODAY!! MY GOD! I put on 2 shirts and a huge sweatshirt and was still frozen. That's awful! Nothin' really happened, until last period, where we were all learning some nice AP Gov't about Congress and Parliment....when it happened. *BUZZZZZZZZZ* = fire alarm. We were all like "who would do that to us on such a cold day!? They must REALLY HATE US!!! We FINALLY go back in....start don' some more Congress and Parliment stuff and stupid Harbaugh comes in and is like "the firefighters want us to vacate the building" (to put it in formal terms) I am like OH MY GOD, the school damn well better be burning down to make me stand out here right now! So we go back out AGAIN and the FINALLY let us back inside for the remainder of the 30 minutes. Grrrrr. I made chicken and alfredo and breadsticks for dinner!! Mmmm! And then I went to barnes, Mr.Sharp was there, and I put my stuff down, and just glance around, and some nasty nasty dude who looked like Zimbardo (for all you psych people) and who was like in his 30s starts lookin' at me and smiling and I'm just like DUDE STOP THAT!--he did it all night! Oy!!! Stupid people. Yea, so I just finished a FREEZING cold shower, and am gonna go dry my hair...
February 3rd, 2002
Well Friday, jUstin and I went and hung out, went to Yen Ching, the mall, to Barnes, and then to see A Walk To Remember---good stuff. And then we drove around and I beat the shit outta him and won. You can quote me on that. Nothin' really happened yesterday. I was forced to go to Church this morning, and after that I went to cara's so that we coul dye my hair, we had a HUGE 'war' w/ her dog Marley who go out of his room and ran around the house teasing us cause we couldn't get him back (he's a HUGE huskie!!!) But then we dyed my hair...and you can't even tell :-/ unless it's in the light...oy! That sucks. I NEED IT BROWN DAMNIT!! BROWN!!!! Ugh. Then I came home, slept for like 2 hours,went to dinner, went to barnes, saw Chris Mitchell (ugh) and and did h/w and came home. my mom is on a rampage! Oy Because caitlin is livin' here sorta now. Anyway, i'm gonna go watch some t.v. and then sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
January 31st, 2002 EXHAUSTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 30th, 2002
Man, so I wake up, and laid back down. I normally get up at 6:50...or 6:45...but I fell asleep and didn't get up until 7:15!!!!!!!!! I was like FUCKING SHIT! And just barely got ready, and thank God ashley called and said she wasn't comin' until later otherwise we would've been God only knows how late! Ugh! I hate when that happens tho cause you have to jerk yourself awaKE! (yes, I ment to capitolize those 2 letters)...We had a tennis meeting today, Jenny Smith is our coach, so far it all sounds okay except for 2 things: the first week we have to run a timed mile...and then the entire tennis season, I will be gone from 7:30 in the morning until 11 at night! my GOD! Umm...I found out that I might go get to see the V.P. Cheney speak this next wednesday! How cool would that be? Well, went to yen ching where some woman flipped out because she was a stupid idiot and tripped over an unbelievably OBVIOUS and HUGE object--stupid people, man. Course I went to barnes, I saw Emily there and we talked for a while and she gave me Justins stuff (yay!) And I finished fleety's essay test...but honestly...the last two quotes on there were so unbelieveably appalling and offending and I can't believe that they were ever said! They implied that certain races should not be aloud to breed and shoudl be forced to die out! How TERRIBLE is that and how much does that sounds like Hitlers shit? OY! Okay yea, I'm tired. I'm drying my hair. And I'm SLEEPING!
January 29th, 2001
Ehhhhhhhhh SUCH a long day, but I came home and slept for 2 1/2 hours, thank God. My dad was about to die so I suffered through the Outback, good thing: they had Mahi Mahi!! Well, I went to barnes, and did some Asian History and Gov't...and came home and took a shower, and talked to warren a bunch....but now, to my great dismay, I have to go watch the State of the Union that my dad recorded for me for AP Gov't--adios!
January 28th, 2002
Sooooo tired cause I kept waking up last night!!! Not much happened today really, tho Mrs.La Grange informed me that what she told me she wanted she really didn't want (stupid ho)....ummmmmmmmm, yea. Took ashley home and saw Teri...went to McD's and got a Dr.Pepper, went to barnes, came home, fell asleep on the couch on the porch until jon walked in and scared the shit outta me. A lil' later jon came into my room and kept throwin' a tennis ball at the wall right above me cause it freaked me out. So I would sorta throw it back and he started going "ya gotta put some arm in it! raelly throw it! don't throw like a girl..." da de da de da along those lines, so I threw it back a few times, and he kept makin' fun so damn i fucking THREW the ball (all in fun play) and it smashed him on the lip and cut it! Ahhhhhhhhahahahahahha!!! He deserved it (of course he got me back tho)...we made hamburgers and fries for dinner...and I went to barnes and sorta did my work, and just got outta the shower, so I'm gonna go dry my hair, and then SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 27th, 2002
nearly the end of the 1st month! Weird. Um. Got up, sat infront of the tv....but then caitlin and I went out just about all over the evansville area. First we went to Barnes--Matt was there, yay! We got free drinks....thennnnn we went to treasures and pleasures...where I got this kick ass purse, it's red w/ little mirrors all over it...and there's BILLIONS (7) of pockets!!! And two SECRET ONES IN THE STRAP! wow. Totally Wow. Umm, then we went to target and got some stuff, and then to the Factory Card Outlet to buy fake tattoos for fun....I wanna real tattoo of the Buddha, but Jenna is only 17. Then we went and ate at Hacienda, and I took her home, and then went to barnes and found lucien and lauren. But I went downstair and got another mocha..yae yea yea, and that was free too--I've never gotten so many free drinks. So I talked to matt for a second, and then went back up stairs and like 5 minutes later he came up and was like hey! on my break, wanna come? Hell yea I wanna come! I'd be stupid not to! So yea, I spent like an hour total talkin' to him and only had an hour and a half to do my work--oh darn *cough*...yea, so now I'm home...took a shower, talked to warren, sorta....someone got arrested out side of Justin's appartment....and...I drew, and so now I'm gonna go!
January 24th, 2002
Well, I got up and the first thing that I heard was that my sweetest little dog had been put to sleep yesterday. I cried all the way to school after I came out of the bathroom (which I had locked myself in)...:-/ Poor Dakota, all he ever wanted was to play :(
I have a 8th grade buddy tomorrow...Emily Fleetwood---UGH could I have had any WORSE 8TH GRADER LUCK!? UGH! Then I nearly fell asleep in gov't and diane was laughin' at me cause I always make fun of her for fallin' asleep--haha. Oh well. Um. Yea, went to my counselor and I tried to talk but then she took over talkin' about her cooking and gardening and her new job. Hrm.....great counselor. I got yen ching, then fell asleep on my bed for like 20-30 minutes. Hrm. Barnes. I found these Tattoo magizines, which are the coolest things EVER. I wanna subscribe but they are either 24 or 34 $$$$$!!! I have all of zero dollars! Hey, zero is a cool word....! But they were AWESOME, great designs, some were really pretty, there was a really neat one where someone had a 3D spider, it really looked like one!! On my way home I nearly got KILLED! I'm at the lincoln green intersection...and I'm tryin' to turn onto lincoln. Well the lincoln lights turn red, and our arrows turn green, so I start goin' into the intersection, and just happened to glance something comin' my way so I stopped and WHOOSH this stupid ass black mustang went through a red light that other people were beginning to go through at like 60, and had I not stopped he would've NAILED my door!!! UGH! I hate people like that! I just wanted to chase after him and hit him! But right now, I need to draw a lil' more on my ABC train, and then go to sleep cause I Have to be at school by 7:45 at the latest for the stupid 8th grade thing..ugh. ADIOS!
January 23rd, 2002
Well...I got to wear jeans today which is always a good thing! But uhhh, I cooked today, and it actually turned out pretty good. I made this chicken and rice dish, where rice is mixed w/ cream of chicken soup w/ chicken breasts on top of it--VERY good...and the corn and pineapple and biscuits to go w/ it even tho they don't go all that well. But GUESS WHAT!! Warren came to see me at barnes!!! That made me really happy :) He showed me his impalla and I got a ride in it! Woohoo! But yes, I saw warren and he makes me happy, so I'm happy now :) I saw him and Ran and gave him a HUGE HUG! I like hugs and he's fun to hug! Well so now I'm happy! At home I took a shower, wrote a letter, and then searched for 15 things that were made in an Asian country....soooooooooooooooo much is made in china! I knew lots of stuff was, but my God! I think everything I own is from that place! In fact, I bet that the Chinesse made america...! When they were buildin' their wall they prolly just put all their extra dirt over here....oy! Oh well. Sleep.
January 19th, 2002
I did nearly nothing today! Took a shower and watched tv for the most part. We ate at the Ching tonight and then Caitlin and I went to barnes...neither matt nor paul were working! Bums! So then we went to Toys R Us--hehe, cause they have those neato toy machines where you put a quarter in and get stuff! WELL GUESS WHAT! THEY HAVE THE COOLEST THING!! It's called "Hommies"!! You put 50 cents in, and you get a toy in a little bubble...they are all people who are like ghetto! It's GREAT!! I have 6 of them and I plan to go back and get more! ;) They are awesome tho. Yea, so yea. Bye!
January 17th, 2002
God, I keep writing 2001--I just had to change the entry below cause I did that. Um, yea. Not too much happened today, we got to listen to Disney music in gov't tho! Everyone would listen to the song and guess what is was (they were all remade w/o words and in classical music) Naturally *cough* Osman knew the very first one was Pochahauntus after just the first few notes, and what was really funny is that Adam S. named all these songs right after another before we even got a change to think about it! We were like 'woa! dude!'. Yep. Well, yea. I came home...and sorta wandered around, and then started cooking at 4:00. Never cut a big yellow onion--it will kill you, I didn't cry, but I got a headache and felt as if I was going to throw up, all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball. Debby came over, and we cooked until 7:30. And we were only making one dish!Christ! It was funny tho, we had allll these thing boiling at the same time while we were tryin' to mix dough and stire and chop at the same time. A couple times the butter tried to attack me...dun ask. Oh well, it turned out relatively decent. Then I went to barnes, and this STUPID kid sat next to me and SLURRRRRRRRRRPPPPPEEEEDDD his nasty lookin' drink! He didn't just slurp when it was empty, he slurped when it was completely full! I was about to beat him up! It was the worst thing ever! OY GEVAULT! But I came home...and am still typing my Butler essay--God help me. I think I am going to go. Bye.
January 16th, 2002
Well, I slept in until 12:30 today. Cramps=ouch! I got to school at like 1:15 and then went to psych. Ugh, we had to give our presentation, not exactly sure how well that went! Who knows, but oh well. Um, home, shower, jon found out what we all could eat--little weird: chicken fingers, left over chinesse, and left over green bean cassarole. Hrm! Watched the new real world episode...I think it will be good, I hope it will be! I like the lesbian chick, can't remember her name, but she seems cool. Umm, went to barnes at 8 and damn did that time pass by. But yes, i proofed my essay: read it once for each thing he has listed to check it for...that was oh...about 15 times. Came home, and sorta worked on my Butler essay. I'm gonna bring what I have in and show it to Teri and to Vega and see what I should take out and what I should add. Um, and my sr. page is due for me tomorrow...I sorta have all of my pictures, yet on the other hand...ugh. And I only have Churchill quotes! (besides one) and I dun wanna put 2 of more on there...so I have 3 quotes I can use, tho I dunno which other churchill one I'll use, so now I have to go and find some more quotes damnit! Oy! Okay. Sleep.
January 15th, 2001
I had 2 seigert tests today...oy...and as everyone found out by the screaming, beth got accepted to depauw ;) Ummmmmmmmmmmm, I was gonna make tomato soup, but I got lazy and went to yen ching instead. then to barnes, and then to my dads office to type my essay about what I'd bring to a tropical island. I know there were a bunch of really funny things I was gonna say but I can't remember them so if I think of them I'll let you know.
January 13th, 2001
OWWWWWWWWW! Right now I can't see ANYTHING because I got something in my eye and it hurts and my eye is watering and I wanna die!!!! *POUTS FOR A GOOD REASON!* If I could find whatever it is that's in my eye I'd beat the livin' shit outta it. Lets see, highlights of today: made brownies (huge war w/ that, Jon won tho and finally got it to work)...made spaghetti....that was good...and went to barnes. I thuoght I was gonna see matt there but I didn't! I'll be mad if he worked during the day and I just assumed he'd work until 9!! Especially since this was the 1st day in a LONG time where I actually looked really really good! Argh. Yea, but my mocha was good. Oh yea, my cat spazzed out tremendously, it was cute, he jumped on my legs that were dangling in the air crossed (I was on a stool)...jumped and clung to a post up in the air,e tc etc etc, needless to say he was being cranky so he took a 2 hour nap by force cause he wouldn't otherwise! Okay, I'm taking my eye and ognna sit...
January 12th, 2001
Shower...went grocery shopping with caitlin. MAN was that a chore. We had to go through every section twice! We had a horrible battle w/ the tomatoes! The only kind that had the crushed, didn't have them in the can size that I needed, so welooked for another brand, and not a single other one carried the crushed! It was awful! And the stupid dried onions took like an HOUR to find! thennn...we went to hacienda and then to barnes. Caitlin kept complaining, so I took her home, but then I went back and talked to Araf for a few minutes, and then had to go talk to Paul cause I was stressin' about coffee boy! But finally I just went down to the cafe, and talked to Matt, and I got the biggest and longest hug and he smells so good! mmm, and he's gorgeous! Okay, but I'm going to read and do stuff that's boring, adios!
January 11th, 2001
Well...yea...and yea...and then I talked to teri and Linda a WHOLE lot...and turned my U of C application in--that's my last ap, we'll see what happens w/ it. Um...went to my counselor (ugh) and then went to pick my sisters up and find some pictures (I found some ADORABLE ONES! Yep, went to Olive Garden. And then Caitlin and I went to barnes where I found out that I am discriminated against and will therefore never get a scholarshop because I am a white, middle-upper class, straight, female with no disabilities. However if I were a black, poor, lesbian, with 1 leg 1 blind eye and 1 deaf ear and majoring in engineering...I could get every scholarship that is on the face of this earth! Oy. And then....on the way home this woman tried to kill me! I'm comin' up to the Boeke/Walnut stop sign...a truck comes up and stops to my left, and then I get up and stop. The truck looks, then goes, and the car behind it pulls up and stops, and I look and go (all happening w/in like 2-3 seconds...and I'm a little bit out win this bitch just FLOORS it across the intersection! That WHORE! I was 2 feet from hitting her and it would NOT have been my fault!UGH!!! (but of course you know that I would've been blammed because I am a teenager) Fuck. Oh well, bye.
January 10th, 2001
Well, I went to school, took 2 tests...and then at lunch I went home. I'm not full blown sick, but if I don't take care of myself, I will be. So I picked up some soup at Yen Ching on the way home, and when she gave it to me she said "Jonna! I have put a spoon in there for you so that you can eat and not look for a spoon and then go to sleep after eat!" Aww, isn't that nice/sweet and funny? So I ate my soup, and then slept from 1-5. A little better, but still feelin' not my greatest. I'm also working on my college essay for University of Colorado at Boulder...I need to ask Mrs.W if Boulder is where Emily lives so I can see if sheknows anything about it! I sorta do wanna go, but it's $$ :-/ and my dad doesn't seem too keen on that. Ug. I think that my essay is actually turning out relatively well so far. They better damn well like it. Dum de dum. I'm off, I need to do another paragraph or two on my essay before I go to sleep and it's already 11:44!
January 9th, 2001
I'm getting sick :-/ I came home yesterday and slept for 2 hours, and then stayed home the fist 90 minute period today to sleep...and all I want to do right now is sleep. But I have an unbelievable amount of things to do :( I have to go dry my hair, and I have to right a college essay, study for a shit ass vocab test, read a chapter from Zinsser, write a spanish essay (in spanish mind you), study for a vocab test, read some more stupid books, and take note cards. And I'll never ina million years get it done. I want sympathy :( And someone to do my spanish essay and college essay..:( Shit.
January 6th, 2001
Yesterday:my bitch neighbor who is about to die (hopefully soon) was bitching about my car parked where it was, it's not like she didn't recognize it! And then Kim ransacked my closet and made me clean it and give her old clothes. However, on an up side, Warren (I love you!) wrote me a poem that was so absolutely great and sweet that I almost started crying! *hugs*
Today: Got up and...uhh..got dressed...and played w/ tucker, and got a grilled cheese and chili from liqs...watched some tv, helped ellen w/ amazing days. I worked on my house, it's actually starting to look pretty good, I'm just REALLY stuck on the damn roof! I can't even think about what I could draw! Eh, and on the more productive side of the day...I went to yen ching, LOL...and then went to barnes until 9...then came home, took a shower, got some stuff together, my dad and I hung some pictues on my wall...oy, maybe should've put them there (points) instead of above my bed. Um, so then I cleaned a little because apparently a fanatic cleaning lady is coming tomorrow! oh yea, last night I was having a fight w/ the stubborn tv, and the doorbell rang and it was caitlins friend ian who tried to talk me into going to a movie w/ him, LOL, he's 17...I didn't!Oh, and I woke up this morning from a dream of me being in Jerusalem! Oy Gevalt! Next year in Jerusalem...;) Adios
January 3, 2001
First day back at school! Oh My! It sucked, and on top of just that, they TOOK AWAY OUR COMMONS STUDY HALL! NOW EVERYONE MUST BE MONITORED! I'm sorry, but I can't be w/ 5 little juniors who chitter chatter in THE LOUDEST VOLUME EVER...in a confined space, trying to do my work. It just doesn't help at all OY!!! Yea yea yea, but then I went to mccoulagh (sp) library for gov't after school. Got home. Jon has moved in. 5 months living with a BOY!!!!! He has already tramatized my poor cat! My cat is scared and runs away from everyone now! And it's only been like 5 hours!!!! AHHH! So yea, went to barnes, saw justin emily and cody, I got a massage--wooooo! Then I saw matt, he sure was sleepy!! Um. came home. Took a shower...tried and attempted to paint my fingernails. I ended up first spilling it alll over my hands and some on my keyboard! And then once I got all that fixed, I was fixing two nails that had gotten fucked up...and alas, wouldn't you know it...I repeatedly mess those up! And in fear of doing something else that is destructive, I can't fix 'em! Oh my. Goodnight!
January 2, 2002
Eh.
I start school tomorrow.
Bah.
January 1, 2002
Yay, it's 2002--which means I graduate and get outta that hell hole!
Um. Woke up. Um. Took a bath. Ehh.....I dun remember. But I went to the Old Lock and Dam tonight. Newburg cops are bitches. One saw me parked there, pulled in, zoomed STRAIGHT TOWARDS ME, then barely missed me by swerving around, and peeled to the end of the parking lot where he stopped...repeatedly pressed his break lights, and he did not move until I backed up and went over the hill, then he got back on the road. Oh well, I went back anyway, but that was pretty bitchy of him--it was a public place w/ no hours. Grrr. Once I went back, I sat and thought, called matt b., sat and thought some more. Then came home at 11:30....yea, I think I might watch An Affair to Remember.....
December 31st, 2001
Happy New Years Eve!
I discovered I have no friends, and the music of the night is Andrea Bocelli.
Got up, took a shower, laughed at/with caitlin for trying to peel a grape fruit cause she thought it was an orange. Um. Yea. So, yea. Went to my grandpas. Went home. Watched Meet The Parents: You know how he prays and goes "day after day...after day...day after day"...if you listen closely right before that, in the drugstore, a song in the back ground is exactly what he says when he prays--funny stuff. Oh. I'm gonna go and listen to my Andrea Bocelli. I'm also going to hope for a great year, one that's actually worth remembering. Um. So, everyone have a great new year.
December 30th, 2001
Didn't get up until 2--who knows why. And then I watch a whole lot of WW2 stuff on the History Channel. Um, caitlin and I went out--to Walmart, I won some Harry Potter glasses and then we got paint samples there, although I couldn't exactly find what I was lookin' for. Argh. Then we went to barnes. Matt was there! I'm such a 'pretty lady.' Although, I fear I may have looked like an idiot when I nodded (but I heard later it may've been cute?) (Damn well better have been otherwise I'll cry!) Went and talked to paul. Then we sat in the parkin' lot talkin' for like 30 minutes and then went and saw Kate and Leopold which was a GREAT movie, and now I'm in my hopeless romantic mood! Aurevoir et bonne nuit!
December 29th, 2001
So I woke up to the awful sound of...back up...I first woke up when I hear some one run in my room.. Igo "umm helllloooo?" "getting tucker...vet...bye!" Right. Then the phone rang and I had to get it cause i knew it was my dad and he was like "oh the kirkwoods are comin' down!" Argh! Then I learn that Jon (who goes to UE) is movin' in w/ us--thank God, he's not using my bathroom! But stilL! I have to live with a boy for like 5 months!!!!!! Oy Gevalt!!! And then, lets see...ahhh...went to barnes, read for like and hour and a half...came home...ate some AWESOME food, and I can't wait to have some more of it tomorrow that's heated up. Kirkwoods left at like 7:30ish, and then caitlinand I went to target and got some picture frames...then caitlin got disfunctional so we went to barnes. I got my drink, and turned around, and who would it be? None other than matt! So he came up and gave me a big hug. We might hang out sometime soon (I hope!) and ehhhhhhhhh yea, we went home then...mmm but man he was lookin' good...and well.....yea, I put all my pictures in the frames...and then I read. Read read read! So now I just had to force caitlin inside at 12:46 in the A.M. so she's in troooooooooooooouuuuble! So I'm gonna go to sleep now, for I fear that I just may be forced to go to church tomorrow--aye!
December 27th 2001
Ehhhh! Got up, did my blue laundry for I had no jeans to wear!! played w/ tucker cause he's sooooooooooooooo cute! and then watched a bunch of the dating/wedding/baby story stuff and then a trading spaces (that I hadn't seen before)...ummm....went and got soup and salad....and then to barnes and read for 3 1/2 hours! And then realize that I need a boyfriend. And justin and I decided only to eat 3 days a week--HAH! Okay, yea I'm going! oy gevalt! adios!
December 26th 2001
Christmas was pretty damn cool! Yesterday it was! Merry Belated Christmas! Um lets see, I got up at 8 thanks to ellen, at my moms house....and we opened presents...got some CDs (No Doubt, Garbage, The Beatles) and a DVD (Moulin Rouge)...and uhhh...some things that I can't remmeber worth crap. Mia kitty is so cute(that night she had slept w/ me, took my pillow from me most the time, and once I woke up and she was sleeping on my neck! aww) From there went to my Grandpa's where my dad meet up w/ us and the entire family met. That was pretty cool! Yummy food!!!! Hehe, and apparently Justin was hungry, LOL. Um, and we opened presents--got some good things there too (Meet the Parents DVD, two little boxes that are GORGEOUS from cara...some $, and ummm....I'm forgetting again!) Then we went to my house (dads) at like 4:30ish, and opened presents there! MY DADDY GOT MY A UNICORN!!!! YAY!!! I also got a DVD player and these awesome candles and cool picture frame and this neat vase w/ fake flowers (it's awesome you just have to see it) and ummm oh yea my kick ass rainbow bright sweatshirt, and my BEAUTIFUL full length blue sweater that is absolutly gorgeous! And then I also got that kick ass black and white scarf w/ red ends. Sweet! My favorite is the unicorn though :) Hehe.
And then today, Lets see....I got up at 11:30 when ellen ran into my room "it's snowing!" Hehe--yay! It was just little flurries, nothing came close to sticking, but it was still the 1st of the season! Woohoo! And I got up for a second, but got back in bed cause it was cold...and ended up falling asleep until like 2, LOL...woops! So I got up and took a shower and shaved 1 and a 1/2 legs (water got too cold!!!) and ummm...played Candy Land w/ Ellen (some how I won all 3 times)Uhhh...tucker slept ALL DAY! poor guy! Dum de dum....ate at the Ching! And then, then....well I came home and finished my OCD paper and then had a fight w/ the printer upstairs. Then I ventured out into the unbelievably freezing cold to see if Fleety was at barnes so that I could give him my paper, but he wasn't. I ended up getting a mocha and reading 1/2 of a book that I found: it was about Chinesse baby girls that are adopted, specifically about a husband and wife who went there to adopt them. And so I came home, got a Diet Sprite...and HERE I AM! Now I'm gonna go read! AUREVOIR!!!
CHRISTMAS 2001!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 24th, 2001
Well, I got up and my grandpa shows up w/ a kuchan (sp)...riiight....and then I just got outta the shower, and we have to go to my moms at exactly 2:30...ARGH....we better not be going anywhere! Oh well, it is Christmas! Last night I stayed up until 1:30 reading...and I started reading at 9! Geez! So now I'm dying to finish my book! Anyway, I gotta go dry my hair so that I'll be ready to leave at 2! Catch you on the flip side! <--haha!
MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!
December 22nd, 2001
Got up, saw my kitty who looked and looks sooooooooooooo sad and ouchy!! :-/ I took a shower, and got ready, then caitlin and I went to barnes. Aww, paul gave my a 30$ gift certificate! how sweet was that? A bunch of people are like "watch out, I bet he's one of those freaky old men," but I tihnk he's just genuinely really nice and a big talker. He knows everyone: Rose, Matt, Mrs.Brownley, Andrew Baily, and a WHOLE LOT of other people. So we got Cara and Justin's presents there, and then went to the mall to get one more present for my pop pop that's from ellen. Umm...home...and ate dinner that my pop made and it was good. And then my kitty started shivering really bad because I don'th think that his immune system really liked the medicine he got at the vet :-/ So I wrapped him up in a blanket and rubbed his back for like 30 minutes, it's 11:53 and only like 20 minutes did he stop shivering--it was so sad. But now I'm writing my OCD paper, started on it at least. So I'll catch you all later.
December 21st, 2001
For some odd reason i didn't get up until 2 PM. Yea. Talk about pissy and annoying. But my poor tucker kitty had to go to the vet today :-/ he had to get nuetered. He comes home tomorrow. I went to barnes and read, saw paul for a split second, gotta go back and see him tomorrow, give him his card! And lets see...watched tv...watched tv...played on the computer...that's about what it brings me too now, 'cept I just painted my fingernails the most BEAUTIFUL color of red w/ small sparkles that I've ever seen, ever! And right now, for some reason caitlin took over my bed and is laying there 1/2 asleep under my covers...hrmmm....aurevoir!
December 20th, 2001
Well, i didn't get up until 1 today! Every time I woke up I just rolled over like "aw, few more minutes" the final total turned out to be a few more hours, hehe :) Um, I did laundry and watched tv. And we ate at Yen ching and then I went Christmas shopping w/ my dad. In fact, I risked my life at Peir One getting things for my sister!!! (I was lookin' at something, and it was broken, and my finger got cut by the glass!) And also, I dropped him off and went to barnes to get another present, and I looked at some books and got a mocha and 2 cherry strudles (YUM) and umm.....came home....and decided where I'm going to college and what I'm going to major in there! But it's a secret so if I keep that plan, you'll find out LATA! Bonne nuit!
December 19th, 2001
Ah sleep. Until 9:30! My last and 2nd final was at 12-2 today, and that was AP Gov't. 50 multiple choice and 2 essays, plus a page of bonus. Sound easy? Well I blow ass chucks at m.choice and the essays were weird, but the bonus was as easy as shit. Ah Well. So being the kind sister that I am, after the test I took caitlin and louisa to the mall, then dropped them back off at school, and went to say hi to my daddy at work--being the KIND daughter that I am to do that, what do I get in return? Oh, lets see "wanna do your filling today?" "not really" "okay, go get in the chair" I mean it didn't hurt the slightest bit--but it was just obnoxious! Um. Ate. Shopped. Watched tv. And...and...went to barnes, bought a journal and a Life Photojournal book! Okay. Sleepy time!
December 18th, 2001
So I got up at 9:30, and tucker was fuckin' spazing out unbelievably bad--at one point I actually had to wrestle him down and pin him!!!!! I got to school at like 11 or something, and at 12 took my AP English final. I think I did really well on it! Yay! I damn well better have because I deserve it! I AM a dictionary and grammer book now! And uhhh...so yea....talk about horrible time studying for AP US Gov't! There isn't anything I can really study*....so I just was like "damn, just in case" and looked over all the notes which I seem to know relatively well minus like 3 things.....and tomorrow I'm gonna learn the cabnet members and other tiny things incase it's bonus (cause I NEED that) and if I don't get a B on the test I think I am going to cry. And the bad thing is that supposedly it's multiple choice, and I'm really really bad at that :-/ Oh Poo. All I want is a B and I'll clap and sing a song and buy him a present about IU (his fav college of all time) okay, I'm gonna go to sleep so that I can get lots of it since I dun have to get up until 9:30 or 10...aurevoir et bonne nuit!
December 17th, 2001!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea, so it's 1:30 am...and I am a walking, talking, live dictionary. Not only that, but I am also the complete Elements of Style book. You have a question? I have an answer. Ugh. Finals. Gross.
Um can we say Zimmerman final? Better known (thanks to me) as the ZEVIL FINAL
December 16th, 2001
Well I got up, and then Caitlin and I went shopping--yay! (sorta) we went to Treasures and Pleasures which has GOT to be the best store ever, man I want every single box that they have in there. And of course to Barnes, where I got another shitload of books....poor matt seemed to be having a bad day. Then we went home, wrapped some more pressents, and then went to my grandfathers to eat (MMMM GOOD FOOD)...then I went BACK to barnes, and did Zimmerman homework for that stupid Zevil final...grrrr.....!!!!!!!!!!! but oh yea, there was a little girl named Haley who came up and pretended to read my a story about Cinderella and her 6 cats (Cindy, Susie, Mousie, Foreheady, Chair, Tap Shoes, and Jackety!) It was the CUTEST THING EVER! And now I'm back and stilldoing that!!!....12:38 am--after sitting in the same indian style position for the past...3 hours straight...i'm pretty sure that my legs are going to be God damn SORE tomorrow because they already are sore now!! But anyway, I'm sleeping because it's so sweet and precious....but I know that I'm going to unfortunatly be dreaming of a Zevil final.....
December 14th, 2001
Ummmmmmmmmmmm, yea, so it wasn't raining....but it wasn't sprinkling, but it wasn't misting...maybe a drizzle? Plus about 200 MPH wind!!!! Of course it stopped 30 minutes after school started...s.o.b.! Dum de dum...."did my research paper," complements of the 'net. And uhh, sorta happened to have a gov't quiz and I had NO KNOWLEDGE OF IT which pissed me off a lot, I damn well better get a B on it or I'm gonna be pissed! Thanks for writing it on the board w/ the rest of our assignments! Hrmmm...went home, fell asleep, and my phone rang so I answered my alarm clock....Goodnight
December 13th, 2001
Hrm. Surprising that I got a C on yet another Zimmerman test...oh wait. In Spanish, we went to Los Toribio for lunch--yum yum yum, plus the waiters aren't freaky like they are at Los Bravos! That's a plus. And at the end they gave us all bumper stickers and reallllllly cool pads of post it notes, 'cept customized, and that stick in the MIDDLE! Woo! In Psych I got a 90% on my test, I'm assuming that Osman did relatively exactly the same, haha. And yea. My counselor is stupid. IHOP pancakes are REALLY GOOD. I have WAY too much Fleetwood homework...and I saw Justin at barnes and we talked for a long time. But so now I'm having college conflicts. Again. Shit. Bye.
December 12th, 2001
So I was walkin' down the hall to the gym to get a drink and mrs.B is walkin' infront of me w/ some little kid who's going on and on about monsters or halloween or something...but she gave me a "how cute!" and she turned around, and all the sudden this little kid made a really tiny fart...but turned around and looked at us both, clasped his butt, and goes "I'm...I...I....it was an accident....I sorry..." Hehe, it was really cute. I saw justin during lunch, and durning meeting there was a little mouse that kept running across the floor, the poor thing was scared shitless! It was only like a baby, and it was really cute, but the guys got it to run out the door. Blah blah blah. I hate Mexican men who disgustionly and blatently hit on me in a rude and crude manner. So, went to barnes, Justin and Emily were there, Fleety too of course, Matt was in w/ Tristan and his girlfriend...but he came over and talked to me w/ Tristan--SUCH a cutie (both)....I finally started on my homework...psych test, but then remembered I sitll had two big ESSAYS to do! So I spent the last 1/2 hour doing that crap. Came home, memorized my play, so I'm gonna go readddddddddd
December 9th, 2001
TOO MUCH FLEETWOOD HOMEWORK! Oh sorry, hey. Woke up, Kirkwoods were supposed to come down, they did, they walked in, peed, and left. Seriously. SO I went to barnes and did my h/w from 3-8:30 minus an hour when I ate--lucien at w/ us--at the olive garden. And uh, apparently everyone on earth was at barnes tonight. And those OBNOXIOUS LITTLE KIDS!! Two broke a bulb from some decorations and ran away, all of them kept running up and down escalators and screaming and yelling at each other and bah bah bah!! And I just got outta the shower, so I'm gonna go dry my hair and do some MORE FLEETWOOD HOMEWORK!!!!
December 8th, 2001
Sleep, Shower, Bake Cookies, Eat, Watch Movie, Look For Cat, Go To Barnes, Buy Ellen Book, Read, Sleep.
December 7th, 2001
I've just been happy today. Ummmm I got a B on a test, then a C- and then a B...all in English, Bah humbug. So uh, we played our songs and talking in Spanish today and apparently I read really fast like I'm supposed to in spanisH (at least I think) so I did really well I believe? Oh well. I went to Ritzy's for lunch..........we finished Memento in Psych(o) class, which is the most confusing movie and the hardest movie--you have to constantly be thinking about where things link up and what was the last part of the previous scene compared to the first part of the present scene....yea yea yea, it's good, but fuckin' confusing!!! Um, I've just been happy giddy pleasuring in my thoughts. Ah what a day. I came home and then we went to dinner at Yen Ching w/ jon--good deal. Came back, and I read, and then for the past DAMN HOUR I have had to sit here trying to read, hearing the DISGUSTINGLY SLOPPY NOISES of my sister and her boyfriend, WHO SHE WANTS TO BREAK UP WITH, make out! And it's disgusting! I'm reading, and I'll be in a very serious subject, and all the sudden I hear "SLOP SLOP SLOP" And it's DISGUSTING and they will NOT STOP! ugh, I think I'm going to kill myself! I will restrain myself, but until then, I'm gonna go hide under my pillows w/ music on obnoxiously loud...
December 6th, 2001
I woke up, and after 2 great days of sun and warmth, the first thing I said was a ghetto "oh no it isn't...." second thing I said was a "oh shit it is!" (raining that is)So I was like MAN OF ALL DAYS! But I got dressed, got ashley and went to school. Mmm I found out that there is orange juice in the gym machine, at first it tastes like airplane orange juice but then as it sat out longer (but still cold) it started tasting like it was real carton orange juice. So after school I RAN (drove) HOME, and took a bath, got all my clothes together, got my make up on and made sure it looked better than normal, LOL, man I'm pathetic. So I got to barnes like 15 minutes early cause I wanted to see if Paul was there. Well sure enough I found him, but he's like "I'll be riiiiight back" Right. I could've killed him, Matt got there before he got back, I was like AHHHH! LOL. But Matt and I looked around barnes for a minute, and then went to the mall to look for a hat for him, he's a lost cause concerning hats--met his bro, ROFL. We went to...Pennylane? Saw Courtney. I wasn't having the best time talkin' cause I was still nervous and am naturally quiet. So I felt awful. But once we got to Steak and Shake, we both just started talking on and off on and off....we were there two hours just talking! I was like WOA! "What time is it" I ask, "prolly about 10" he says, I look at my phone "it's 11...." Haha. So then we went to the Old lock and damn and stood there talking for about 45 minutes. I got home at 12 (yikes) and now I'm off to study for this tiny spanish quiz...aye ai ai! But it was a very good night, we both had lots of fun and we are both huge weirdos, hehe.
December 5th, 2001
Ahhhhhh....? I had that STUPID vocab test, and I better have done damn well on it! Geez! Stupid stupid vocab...Lets see, I did eat or drink all day, until like 6 pm. My stomach was ACHING from lack of anything in it. Oh well, I went to Fridays and got face :-/ But then we went to Express and I got some clothes (I haven't shopped in foreverrrrrrrr!) I got these 2 turtle necks, that was real thin, ribbed shirts that are fitted, very cute, one is red and one is like an olive green. I also got two other shirts that have a color and they button down to about my boobs, one is navy and the other is gray. And then I got this zip up sweater w/ a hood and tiny pockets, it looks SO COMFY!! It's red and pink (it goes together very well tho, trust me, I also have a thing w/ putting red and pink together even tho those colors are notorious for clashing).....and then I got two Christmas presents...even tho I picked them out and know they are coming..I can't have them until Christmas, which is going to DRIVE ME CRAZY! Cause they are the BEST! One is a scarf, that is black and white (yarn just mixed randomly together) w/ a red strip on the very end. I can't wait! And the other is the best thing and the most beautiful thing in the world. It's one of those sweaters that goes all the way to the ground almost, and the yarn or whatever sweaters are made of, is really thick and has all different colors of blue mixed into it, and it buttons up the front w/ these neat hook things--it's absolutly gorgeous! I can't wait until Christmas! WHEEE! Okay sorry. then I went to barnes, tried to study for AP Gov't, but couldn't because I had no attention span, so here I am now and I'm gonna go paint my fingernails for tomorrow....blue or red? Hrmmmm...
December 4th, 2001
Oh now....what did I do today....vocab. It consumed my ENTIRE DAMN DAY!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I HATE VOCAB!
December 3rd, 2001
The day seems long when it was happening, but by now it went damn quick. Not too much happened at school...Spanish was funny...and in theatre arts I started writing a play w/ a spaz prep keeps correcting a college interviewer about his grammer and stuff--I hope it turns out good! Man. And in AP English we had to write AGAIN, about the SAME THING...AGAIN! (It's what, the 3rd time we've written about it?) And mark jokingly beat the shit outta me in psych, he was "trying to teach me with classical conditioning that when I heard the word fish to automatically shy away" (he kept smackin' me w/ a pencil. Um lets see, I got to barnes at 8, and I talked to paul for lke 30-45 minutes, I was fretting, LOL, and we were making fun of customers--haha. "they are fucking up my serenity!" haha! So I went down and got a mocha and matt was all like that he'd saved his last break for me, how kind, LOL, so we went outside and talked for like 20 minutes, about immune systems and a lil' about our parents...don't ask about the first, LOL. And we made plans to hang out on Thursday, so we'll see, Expect something about that! Hopefully you won't see something really embarrassing, like that I completely couldn't talk or fell on my face or something. Esh! That'd blow. So at home I had to carry tucker upstairs in a laundry basket--he jumped in and I would've had to chase him otherwise, but he was freaking out, LOL. It was funny. So now, off to dry my hair! Wooo hoo, una fiesta! Aurevoir!
December 2nd, 2001
So I wake up to *POUND POUND POUND* on the door...I'm like "whatever" and roll over and caitlin got it...grrr, in charges Kim, Emily, Caroline, and Holly! And MAN, I'm like SHIT I have to get up and dressed and decent looking...Fuck...and then they took over the kitchen and started cooking....and then they dragged me around evansville to barnes and booksamillion, and ben franklin.....ARGH....so after that....I was in Heaven at barnes. We'll see about tomorrow...But now, at the end of the night, I have one word: GIRLFRIEND
December 1st, 2001
Wow, 1st day of the last month of the year! So I didn't get up until like 1, then I took a shower, and didn't get around to starting and finishing drying my hair until 230 and 3, so by then to was too late to eat any food (at least for me) and I was like OH WELL, I'm going to dinner tonight. So I layed around and talked and watched tv, and then got all dressed up (sorta) and make-up uped, and caitlin and I went to IHOP for dinner (MMM PANCAKES!) then we had about 40 minutes to kill, so we followed someone (hey they were ghetto and obnoxious!) from Morgan and Burkhardt, all the way to 1st ave. on the 1st side and a lil' further. WE WERE BORED! And then we went and saw Shallow Hal, which wasn't that good at all, but we sat through it cause there was nothin' else to do. So then we went to Barnes, and hide from 3 people we saw, and looked for paul, and since there was a HUGE line we sat over waiting for it to die down, but realizing it was never gonna, we got in line, I got my mocha for 1/2 price since there were so many people there (I'm not complainin' tho) and then he came over and talked to caitlin and I and was like "I didn't know if you were going to come in and was all like 'i miss my girl'" (AWWW) and then was like "so when are we hanging out?" "hmmm, I dunno, you tell me" (*over the noise of the cappachino machine*) "well here.............*walks away, walks back*....lemme give you my number...*writes it down and hands it to me" and he told me good times to call and what not---OH I was and am soooo excited...the day has come folks, the day has come....
November 30th, 2001
Poor ashley wasn't at school today, but I don't blame her, I'm sure she's exhausted! 2nd period in comp. graphics, we printed out part of my picture, and everyone was like "WOA!!!" so we took that and put it up on the wall, hehe. It was really pretty, even just about 1/15th of it! In my 2 study halls, I think I read more government than I have combined up until now! the 2nd studyhall, I completely fell asleep reading until lizzie came and stood infront of me (I could feel someone standing there) and then she gave me a hand massage! Yay! Man that nap was great* though. I came home after school and slept from about 3:30 to 8:30, talk about being tired! And once again, since people suck, I had nothing to do so I opted for tv and my book....tomrrow though I have to find some way to get to barnes....doing something or not, I have to find a way to get there w/o looking like I haven't done anything...ughhhhhhhhhhhh
November 29th, 2001
I picked ashley up who was perfectly fine...but 5 minutes later she was horribly ill and had to go home and then to the er....poor girl, she's perfectly fine now tho, they didn't know what was wrong....so uhhh....went to my counselors which was OBNOXIOUS. Umm, went to dinn dinn at Yen Ching (surprise surprise) and then went to barnes (surprise surprise) and got myself a 1/2 price mocha (the little korean girl was back there so I couldn't get a free, had to pretend like I was paying) and then he came up and talked to me for a long while (I got a hug and head on my head and hair played w/)...he went back to work and I went back to homework, then I talked to him as I was leaving. He's completely awesome all the way around....I went home...took a shower...fretted over the fact that I'm awful at conversations....and I'm talkin' to Sean now, so I'll go to sleep soon!
November 28th, 3002
Man it was fucking COLD today! Talk about 40 degrees when it's rainy and windy! Shit! I was numb the whole day and my toes have been cold...since about 8 this morning, haven't warmed up once. Grrr....and in computer graphics I had to sit for 90 minutes w/ my face about 4 inches from the computer because...well I dunno I was just REALLY concentrating...Ummm, I came home...and went to dinner w/ Debby at Hacienda...Came home, watched Dawsons Creek cause I was too cold to go back outside again for even a second....man that show! EVERYONE WAS HAVING SEX IN THIS EPISODE! Shit! Dawson and Jen hooked up, and Pacey and some random chick hooked up. Man, the Dawson and Jen part, they started to get actually get naked...I was like "ummmmm, since when was this show this??" So then I went to barnes of course, got my mocha, sean was there and mark was there (his gf katie showed up later) and dan keesling was there whom I haven't seen since like 8th grade. So now I'm fucking COLD and am GETTING UNDER THE DAMN COVERS! aurevoir
November 26th, 2001
Not much today in the morning, 2 study halls...as usual. And Congressman Hostettler came in AP Gov't to talk to us--he seems pretty nice and relatively down to earth. Ummm, I finished my very good book, and started on the next book which I presume will be very good. At barnes we had a 1st Amendment crisis! Then I got a mocha for free (mark and I think it was actually hot chocolate it was so damn chocolatey! LOL) And then it was such a looooong night, an hour and a half later I went back and got a mocha frap. Sorta. This is how it went: "It's just a looong night so can I have a...mocha frap? *lean on counter*" "yeaaaaa....or do you want the Matt Special?...well what size?" "Ummm tall" "hey, you aren't payin' for it *grin* what size you do want?" "Grandi I guess *laugh*" "*makes mocha frap...sorta*" This is what went in it: ice, mocha frap juice....shot of chocolate, whipped cream sprayed into the stuff before it's mixed....two HUGE squirts of godiva chocolate....blended together w/ a shit load of whip cream on the top. Oh yea, w/ tons of hersheys chocolate drizzled on top of the whip cream on the top. And when he was done making it--turned out to be a HUGE VENTI! Man, am I going to be wired....off to my gov't!....hehehehehe
November 24th, 2001
EEEEE!!! I had to go to my moms today, at least my aunt and uncle were there. Esh. So I got there, and no one was there! How ruuuuude. Yea, so I waited around and played w/ kitty...and then they came back and we didn't do anything. So I worked on my page....then barb caitlin and I went to barnes, to schnucks, to my daddies, and to premire video (America's Sweethearts and Along Came A Spider) Yea, and then we ate reallllly gross food for dinner ('cept the rolls, those were tres good!) And on and on....
November 22nd, 2001
TURKEY DAY!!!! Starts off at 7 w/ horrible MEEEOOOWWWING as if he was dying, LOL, so I had to let him out, and I slept some more until 930, got up....talked to warren some, got all dressed and ready and then at 11 headed to my grandparents. I WAS thin. Then we ate, and I got chubby. I came home, messed around, every one left, and I was only on like an inch of my bed petting tucker w/ 1 foot under the covers and the phone rang and I tried to get up and I fell off by bed smashing onto the floor and my desk. But then I went back to my grandparents and ate some more turkey and I got fat! YIKES! The I watches "Who's Line Is It Anyways?"--hilarious! and "Who Wants to be a Millionaire" (all supermodels were on...esh) so now I'm reading! adios
November 21st, 2001
We had 45 minute classes today, and had all of my B-day classes: AP English (hell), Spanish 1 (ehh), Theatre Arts (ehhhhh), and Psychology (esh). And then we got out at 11:10. We had a test in psych. I studied, but didn't know some of it--uh, so mark, osman and I had a system going on. Osman and I were doin' ini-mini-miny-mo on one, and he finished and was like "I got D what'd you get" "hold on...I got D too" "okay must be right then" LOL. After school I went to lunch at Ritzy's w/ Lauren and Lucien (who is the cutest) And then they came over and we played w/ tucker and watched tv. We were watching the baby story and they showed some VERY UNAPPROPRIATE things that they NEVER show and I didn't think that they were aloud to. Umm, then I slept from 2-5, my dad and I went to Yen Ching--mmm crab ranguin!!!! And uhh, I got home, wrote and email, and when caitlin got here we went to barnes and got mochas, and I bought a book (OCD for psych) and a magazine (Gwen is on the cover)...and came home. So I'm gonna go and take a shower cause I like to be clean and cause I have to be at my grandparents tomorrow at 11 and won't have time to take one in the morning. *hopes my grandma is okay cause I love her*
November 19th, 2001
I'm not gonna pull any bull crap here, and I'm not gonna make it seem like I'm all hunky-dory if I'm not. I get up and I am fine, I'm still happy, and at night I am fine, I am happy now. But from 8:00 AM to 3:00 PM, I feel like shit. It is depressing me really bad. I feel absolutly worthless and hated when I'm at school and it makes me really depressed and I hate it, it makes me feel horrible. Warren says I'm not horrible but that I am precious--I hope he's right. But all the same, despite warren and justin...my friends, I have to put up w/ bullshit. I have to sit there watching them knowing that they are thinking awful things about me because of something that isn't true and that I didn't do. To make it worse, it's my senior year. And yet, that doesn't mean that they've won because I wouldn't even give anyone the satisfaction of winning unless they proved worthy. I would pay for warren to come back to school :-/ I would at least have someone who cares then. Other than that going on at school, I went to Raferties, and then to barnes for just an hour and a half...here I am, here I go...
November 18th, 2001
Wheeee, I got Yen Ching--yay! And then I went to barnes, for what I thought would be an awful and worthless night. I almost didn't even go! Thank God I did, because where I sat had an overall radiance to it--whoop whoop! And I have nice fingernail polish I've been told. Fleety even said that I "looked awfully happy and glowy"--as I sat there grinning. teehee, I just love moments like those that can make you happy and everything better even if it's nada outta the ordinary. Awwww, yes. I'm gonna go and sit around in an all about glow. My week has been made (thank god cause it wouldn't have been going well otherwise!)
November 16th, 2001
*thinks* I laughed all the way to ashleys house, and I was really excited in the morning but the day just progressed to awfulness. I tried to do something nice, and I got laughed at. Well fuck that. And then later my counselor tried to joke w/ me, only it wasn't a subject that you joke about and it was rude and inconsiderate and made me want to burst out in tears. stupid whore. I got home, and layed down and then went to yen ching where I saw Paige--she's so sweet! I felt sick tho, but I'm feeling better now. And then I filled out the UE application for my dad and Jon, and wrote a small essay for it. It is exceptional. *grin* So it's 2 minutes until 12, so I'm gonna go to sleeeeeep!
November 15th, 2001
Well I unfortunatly got up and went and picked ashley up, but by the middle of 1st period I felt like I was gonna die: weak, dizzy, achy, sinus, cramps, backache, etc. However, I got my test back, C...again, no surprise, yet, on this one there was an ENTIRE PAGE where there wasn't a wrong answer or a single grammatical mistake, and an entire other page where I only got 1/2 point off because of some stupid grammatical mistake!!!!!!! But then in Spanish I got my test back and it was a 77% which discouraged me and made me think about my French grades....and at lunch I went home...thank God, and slept from 12-3, and then got up and took a shower. Katie brought the cookie dough today so I munched on somma that later, YUM. After that nothing imp. really happened, food, barnes...and here I am. Aurevoir!
November 14th, 2001
Ummm....Hrmmm....*think* I know I had a gov't test, and I studied all day for that, but it was STUPID multiple choice, oddly enough I do bad on those, I like the written answer questions cause I can do those! Damnit!!! I better get a damn A on that because it wasn't fair. We ate at my grandmothers, and then went to Target where we got Toys for Tots..we got a huge bucket of legos, a barbi, and some car toy...and also a purple blanket for Blanket the Children. Yay--that was fun. So then I went to barnes, got there, had no purse, went back home, got $, called debby to ask if she could bring it to school tomorrow, went to barnes and then all the sudden my dad shows up w/ my purse--it was in my room the whole time. (Tucker is being really cute, he is sitting on my bed looking around in the air.) Lets see, at barnes I gave paul the comedious net sites about the taliban. And, that was about it, except that some guy left a book on a chair and someone put it up tthinking no one was using it, and he came back an started bitching and yelling that it was gone, and he looks scary and was wearing a black leather trench coat. So I was like UMMMM! Anyway, I'm gonna go! Adios!
November 13th, 2001
Not a good day. Wakeup, let tucker out, get back in bed while tucker runs around on my bed, and all the sudden he runs up, licks me once, and runs off--obviously he knew I needed to get up. So I get to school and have a horrible English test--how am I supposed to remember a damn story from last year!!??! BITE ME!!!!! And I'm sorry, but maybe if you'd TAUGHT US how to find i.c's and d.c's I could've DONE THAT! And then I had a Spanish test, not too bad, but I think I got a B :-/ I want an A tho, but WHO KNOWS! And apaprently adam is a whore...hahahahahaha. Lunch--whoopeeee....theatre arts I did my monologe and it was very good! "Like completely awsome! I was soooo excited!" After school I fell asleep until 5:15, and during that time I had a dream of cashew chicken turning into chicken lo mein--odd. I did eat at yen ching later tho. Then went to barnes and got my mocha and did my work while evading some WEIRD PERSON who kept following me--seriously, I came outta the bathroom, and he was in the isle right out side the door leaning there and looking up at me reaaallly scary!!!! AHHH! I studied for gov't and did some psych. And I just took a shower and am off to dry my hair and then to bed. Songs Downloaded: "ABC" Jackson 5, "Having a Bad Day Again" Fuel, "Always be my baby" Mariah Carey, "Almost Blue" Gwen Stefani, "Southside" Moby/Gwen, "Let me blow your mind" Eve/Gwen, "Saw Red" Sublime/Gwen, "Rise and Shine" Poe/Gwen, "Think We're Alone Now" Tiffany
November 12th, 2001
Talk about a great day, I don't get my hot chocolate cause everyone at the g.a.bagle co. is INCOMPETENT, get everyone pissed off at you, do tons of stuff for people, get reeaaallly hot, clean a litter box....fell asleep and then threw a fit when I got up, LOL, and went to the Olive Garden to eat. Came home, and warren made me feel better cause he was really sweet *hug*, he wins the award of the day. I went to barnes and slaved over h/w--2 tests I'll prolly fail, an essay, and a monologe memorized that I'll prolly just end up forgetting! And I got punched in the side tonight, but I'm not complaining, and some REAAALLLLY WEIRD GUY kept sneaking around staring at me! I was like "UMMM" and ran into the music section. Oh well, I think I have it memorized, and I'm just ready to go on to Tuesday.
November 11th, 2001
So haven't done it in a while. Sorta just forgot the think about it damnit. So I slept today. I ate Wendys, and then watched Chocolat. That was a damn GOOD movie. And afterwards I just wanted to eat a whole lot of chocolate. But then I lounged around...and then went to Barnes to study and get my mocha!! Hehe. Yea, sleep.(Oh yea, it's Justin's birthday!)
November 5th, 2001
HOW MUCH BETTER CAN THIS DAY GET!? (I know how but it's not gonna happen) First, we end up not having a test in AP English--which is good, but sorta was annoying cause I spent the night before studying. Then I ACED my monologe! And finally we finished The Exorcist in psychology. So after school, I come home, and see a HUGE ENVELOPE FROM PURDUE that says "CONGRADULATIONS!" And I got accepted to their liberal arts program! Yay me! And THEN I got to go eat at Yen Ching! Wooo! So I'm at Barnes and matt got a 1/2 price mocha, but I got a free mocha & a wink! So I get frustrated on my h/w but that's no biggy at all! So I'm leavin', and I looked at my computer graphics notebook @ my car real quick, and I see h.g. comin' back from his break where he was outside---and ooooooooooo we talked for the longest time and he smells sooooooooooo good....(oh yea, what happened at the post office or whereever? there've been all sorts of sirens and lights over there--BUT MMMMM I AM SOOOO GIDDY!
November 4th, 2001
Sleep...wake up....find out that ellen had rubbed her face all over my pillow the night before--she has poison ivy on her face. Grrr....And umm, yea, so I went to barnes w/ caitlin and we got mocha fraps--mine was employee discounted! Yay. And then we went up to talk to Paul, and then Debby showed up. And then H.G. talked to me for a second and then went outside. Debby left, lil' while later I left w/ caitlin and H.G. stopped and talked to me and asked if I was coming back--yay. Me, Debby and Caitlin went to Raferties, then Debby took caitlin home...and I went to barnes. Home work. Ewwww homework. :p....mmmm hot guy! And he gave me a entirely free mocha (have to rub that in matts face) So now I'm here...and I have to memorize my stupid ass monologe and type a spanish paper (in english?)....grrr, adios!
November 2nd, 2001
It's my daddy's birthday! Yay! I got him two neato books! and caitlin got him a shirt, picture frame, and a movie, and ellen got him a giant plush Sponge Bob Square Pants! Hehe. I can't really think of what went on today....studyhall, computer, study hall, gov't...went to my counselor and had to rave (good way) about last night--tee hee! And...we went to Nagasaki for my dads birthday. And of course, I went to barnes to get a mocha, and I got a discount--yay, which he made apparent to everyone around the area and to which melissa "awwwwwwwwwwwww"ed at...LOL...mmmmmmm....so, now kitty is falling asleep on my bed and I think I'm gonna wait for matt to get home since I didn't get to go out and do anything tonight *COUGH*
November 1st, 2001
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED TODAY. I am soooo ecstatic right now. Oooo lordy. I kept squealing and waving my hands around. mmmmmmmmm.............*giggle*
October 30th, 2001
Ummm...Zimmerman is a bastard. Unfortunatly I was in one of my moods today for most of the day, every few minutes someone would ask if I were okay, I just wasn't with it. I also felt really sick. Horrible headache, and lethargic, as well as freezing and not able to get the slightest bit warm. Later tonight I felt just as bad, but it was better cause of what went on. Matt found Josh, a short little compact HILARIOUS guy, ooo my, he's great! Hehe. And, ummm, I DEFINATLY got a look from hot guy. Boy did I. A little more than 1/2 the world saw it. Unfortunatly, well on a different note, Cara has disapeared and I can't find her, but I need her! Oh dear.
October 29th, 2001
well, found out that lucien uhhhh did something to my hair *cough didn't hardly get the back cough* so I bought dye and have to have cara fix it. And ooooooo GOD WAS AP US GOVT BORING! I wanted to DIE! Ummmm....and at dinner there was a hot guy sitting at the table next to me. Then at Barnes I saw Chris from afar...hrmmm....and then hot guy *WASN'T* there. :-/ ugh. but mark came! so he hung out w/ me and matt and we all talked for a long time. so now I'm home. and apparently I'm a 7. Ugg. Adios
October 28th, 2001
I went to church cause I was given a guilt trip and a bribe--oh my. I got there and the whole sermon was Jew bashing, to American freedom bashing, to all other religion needs to be kicked out of america basing. I uhhh, thought that was sorta fucked up. I ate at yen ching for lunch. justin and emily came over to look at my pictures, those poor people had to deal w/ my sister. Did anything happen? Oh yea, I ate dinner w/ cara justin and lucien @ the olive garden and lucien later dyed my hair--it's like black, just for fun. and sooooooo yea, sleepy time.
October 27th, 2001
well I got up at 10:30 about, and ellen pissed me off right away, so being that I was tired and just wokeup, I took her hair and meanly and very strongly yanked it all the way to the ground--nevertheless she fell down screaming so I felt really bad. But then I got into the shower. And @ 2 caitlin and I met cara and justin at Marco Bridal to get measured for our dresses. :D Yay! And then cailtin and I went to barnes and I got my dad his birthday presents and a mocha frap of course, surprisingly a new girl makes them very well. And we went to see my aunts new kitty--it's black and has the exact same markings as midnight :-/ and then we went to my grandparents. and then went to outback. and...then I watched "Head Over Heels"--twice, and recorded it. :-D and I'm talking to warren and matt right now--aurevoir ma amis
October 26th, 2001
Mmmmm? Hmmm, had a...no..*thinks*...had an Elements test very first period--no doubt I'll get a C on it, cause apparently he won't give me anything above a C. Second period I had a Spanish vocab test. Easy cept I couldn't understand when she said la calle--the road/street....so I guess and put like la cahier--which is french for notebook...LOL. @ lunch matt took me to the bank, and then we went to Maxines. Dum de dum. Last period I had a vocab test in Psychology. There were 5 of us (me courtney ashley mark and osman) who just copied off each other--however for like 5 of the questions osman and I did ini-mini-miny-mo for 'em. worked out pretty well. Ermmm...after school came up and slept from 3:45-7:30 ish. Got up. Watched tv--yay! And....am going to sleep at 10:45. Woo Woo! g'night!
October 23rd, 2001
I slept second period on the floor curled up in the ball--comfy! Ummm, didn't really do anything....I ate dinner at Yen Ching and the waiter who hits on me was being annoying. So then I go to barnes. And I got ANOTHER 1/2 price mocha :-D HEHEHEHEH...and THEN rubbed it in matts face, sorry you know I have to :), and THEN I got to pick out what cd was gonna be played in the store! Choice: Bob Marley "Ledgends" !! And THEN I got a free $3.00 discount card from Paul--which is good cause it can get me a mocha! Whooo! bbye!
October 22nd, 2001
Z. is a bitch. I dirty stupid bitch who is too picky and is a god damned bastard. Yea, but ummmm....yea. I didn't really do anything today. After school I fell asleep, and then me, my dad, and jon went to dinner at Darrels (ew)...and I went to barnes, and mmmm I got employee discount on my mocha from hot guys thing--wooo! and he said something reallllllly adorable! :-D Yea, but ummmm....then a really UGLY GROSS PIMPLEY NERDY NASTY GUY CAME AND TRIED TO HIT ON ME. I wanted to kill myself. And I got up to leave, and he chased after me like "I didn't get you're name, that's the least I could do" and shook my hand. I got in my car and started shaking and gagging and going "ew ew ew ew ...ew ew ew EW UGHHH UGHHH OH MY GOD UGHHHH" and I feel sick now, I REALLY DO--not to be mean, but had you been there. UGH!!! Ummm, I got home and talk ed to warren for a minute. Unfortunatly now I have to read 80-90 pages of modern world civilization by 9:30 tomorrow so I must go. :'( Aurevoir.
October 21st, 2001
It's warrens birthday! He's 18! Yay! I didn't really do anything today, got up, watched tv, went to sleep, went to dinner, went to barnes, watched tv...and here I am. Adios! (Happy birthday honey)
October 20th, 2001
I didn't get up until 1:30 this afternoon cause warren and michael were over until 2 am, it was fun! And....I did nothing, watched tv....layed down, and during that time kitty fell asleep on my bed but fell off and got stuck b/w my desk and my bed!! Me my dad caitlin, ellen and her friend ali went to Yen Ching YUM. I came home and watched a movie, great ending. And then talked to justin for about ever. And I'm still bored w/ nothing to do. So I'm gonna go dry my hair.
October 19th, 2001
I don't remeber school. I can never remember school? I don't think anything happened...oh! me and matt went to lunch w/ nathan, dana, sarah, and cody...and someone smashed sarahs door I think....but after that nothing happened. Caitlin and I went to eat dinner w/ Matt, @ Raferties--mmm potato soup! mmm salad! And then we went and rented movies cause someone REFUSES to watch mine. Gimp. And then matt and I went to barnes--no Hot Guy--so we left and just drove around newburgh looking @ neighborhoods--I got to Drive his Car! Weee! We got home and I'm like "...is that warrens car in the driveway???" walked in and there they were (warren and michael) sitting in my living room, LOL. They stayed until about 2 am--LOL, my friends, LOL, wheeee. But that was quite fun, esp when they were about to leave. Adios, g'night
October 18th, 2001
Lets see, took Elements test--easy, took that thing, easy. Did nothing all day. Waiting for matt who some how slipped past us (dork) but we ended up getting free pizza anyway. I went to my counselor who tried to talk to me about sex? I was like AHHHHH! And then i went to dinner and then to Target and got a fleece, a sweater, a coat, and a thing--amoung other things. And then I went to barnes. Ahh barnes. these guys at barnes, prolly like 15 & 16 were runing aorund talking extraordinarliy loud, howver they had horrible hick accents, like the absolute worst I've ever heard...and then they started hanging around where I was sitting, and I hadn't even looked at any of them and one was like "shh be qwuiet she's studain!" "shes ownly studain' mae" I was like OMG...and then I went upstairs to look at books and they followed me and stood in the section right behind me (i forget what it is exactly, but I know it's NOTHING they'd be looking at" and 2 wwere like to the other one "go tawk to her, she maght like ya" so I deliberatly walked over to the gay and lesbian section and stood there (I actually was legitimately looking) and then they all walked around and followed me and stood at something next to me, and then they go "dayyyyymmmn!" And I grabbed a book and walked off, and went back to my seat, and as they were leaving one goes "I tink she wos gaeee!" I just about ran after then and bitched at them for being loud and obnoxious and losers. UGH. That was MY night. Wooop wooop.
October 17th, 2001
We actually had to read in Fleety's class :-/ But then profe showed me my report card--the good thing is that I got a 3.39 GPA...the bad thing is that I saw my AP English grade and was like "YES! I didn't think I got that!" And then I read his comments and he totally slammed me and told me I was his worst student and that he would never help me, etc. I was like "that dirty fucking bastard" (Profe tried to wash my mouth out w/ soap after she heard that...) But, @ lunch I got Ritzy's.......but matts food looked better! And at barnes I went crazy--I just got nervous and anxious really bad for about 2 hours. Matt gave me our wedding ring, but I had to give it back when he left...! Uhh! And Im gonna fail all 3 english tests tomorrow. =O :'( Piss.
October 16th, 2001
School, we drive 20 minutes up to Jim Hips Nursery--to take our sr. picture. I got yelled at for driving too fast and weaving in and out of traffic. But to sum it up we stood infront of 3 things, in about 50 degree weather, with the wind blowing at like 100 miles per hour...fucking FREEZING, made sure to get a mocha on the way back...Z. made extra sure to NOT listen to me today and then yell at me saying that I had no comments to share when every time I did share one (a lot) he would be like "well no." and someone would say something along the same line and be like "possibly, well yea"...I tried to make scrambled eggs--it didn't work. *gasp*...but then I went to barnes tonight, read my gov't, and was gonna go get a mocha and leave, and I look in and I'm like HOT GUY WORKING I LOOK LIKE SHIT...so I went and put my stuff in my car, but when I got outside I was like FUCKING COLD, GOTTA have a mocha! So I run inside like gimme! Oh God he's hot. :) "oh great, my night was going so well until you showed up *grin*" "well I have to, I'm obligated....ummmm, can I have a small mocha and a oatmeal cookie?" (prolly almost 5$) "I suppose, since you are here so much" "I should get a free mocha sometime since I spend so much on them!" "hahaha, you should, here every night........oh you missed it the other night by like 10 minutes, she pretending she was gonna spray whipped cream at me and I jerked my head over and smashed it on the coffee machine and cut my head--it was pretty funny" "hahaha, I missed it? damn!" "Yep--just by like 10 minutes, I had blood running down my face! Ummm....$1.01" "*blank stare* Oh! Thank you much!" "Your welcome much! *killer smile*" And actually, I ordered a small and he gave me a medium mocha, for free--yay yay! God he's gorgeous! I just walked away like "wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm flying!"
October 15th, 2001
Yep, I'm alive. So Matt and I went to tell Fleety we were here today--he wasn't here. Poor guy, he's prolly sick and exhuasted! :-/ Esh. So study hall, computer graphics, another study hall, then AP Gov't (prolly my fav. class this year, odd enough)Later.....my dad and I went to Chili's some woman decided upon my entrance that I did something, so every few minutes she'd give me a death stare, and then her ENTIRE TABLE TURNED AROUND AND STARED AT ME! I *really* didn't do a thing! Yikes! And then, I'm eating, and just becaue I'm' picky, I pulled appart a piece of chicken that wasn't cut all the way...and out falls a very sharp metal thing!? They put shrapnal into my food! (actually it broke off a spatuala) We got the entire meal free. Barnes: MMMM HOT GUY WORKING! He uhh forgot to finish making my mocha frap--ran off. But then later he ran by me and hit my book, then ran by me again and hit it harder, but then we talked, and I can't remember what we said cause I was in awe, he is GORGEOUS! Oh yea, Matt made a song up, ask him about it. Finally--too many police sirens, scary, they should stop. Adios!
October 11th, 2001
Yesterday we went to visit Purdue, which was great, i liked the campus, didn't get to go visit justin tho cause two of my 3 other companions were being CRANKY *coughpopellencough*...we drove to Indy...and uhhh...oh yea, this entire time it was RAINING, it wasn't TOO bad during the tour, but drizling all the same. Then today we got up at six *cry* and got ready, and ate, and drove down to IU...oh geez...I didn't think that I liked it anyway, but we got there, got lost trying to get to the most obscure room on campus, and then we got there as she finished up...and then we got a residence hall tour and this girl who was doing it was fucking STUPID. But then after that we had a meeting and a campus tour, and those went really well so now I like the campus a lot better, just got off to a horrible-kill-me-now-and-slowly-please start...:) It was esp. raining today, massive umbrellas out. then we drove home, droped the sisters off, went to yen ching, came home TUCKER! and yea, so now I have to go fill out college apes *cry some more* Adios mon amis! (...)
October 9th, 2001
So i didn't wake up until 1 pm. That was Tuckers fault, he was in his room meeeeeeowing at like 8...830, so I kindly go in and let him out, so he comes runnin' in my room, fine, but he's all wound up and decides that i did something too him, specifically my arm, yea so I shove all of my limbs minus my head under my covers...so then apparently my eye did something to him. The fuck? So all of the sudden BOOM ON MY FACE! And he realllly scratched the top of my eyelid too (don't know how because it was his front ft that hit me and he doesn't have claws in the front...but he did) so then I throw him out and lock my door. *meow* "SHHH!" got up, took a shower, then looked at college stuff w/ my dad. FINALLY THE MAIL CAME. I got my act stuff--overall I got a 21. Not too bad. My english seperatly was a 23--TAKE THAT MR.ZIMMERMAN! YEA SHOVE IT! then watched tv, painted nails, went to eat at Fridays w/ my dad and Jon...came home, wrestled w/ my dumb old drive and hooked up my dumber new hard drive. Got online, then took my dads big scary car that's "almost a monster truck" to get a mocha--SCARY CAR, I never advise driving it unless you are used to huge vehicles. So here I am and have to get up at 7am tomorrow to drive to purdue--I'll tell you guys about it when I get back Thurs. night. La de da...
October 8th, 2001
Noooo school! Nope, not at all this week. "Fall Break..." Oh well. Got up--Chinesse food (chicken lo mein and hot sour soup)....yummy yummy.....watched some news...then watched Miss Congeniality--funny stuff! And then went and was a huge bum--it happens, so now since I didn't eat until a quarter 'til 2, I can't decide if I am hungry or not, and even if I were, then what I want or don't want
October 5th, 2001
School. Pooey! Did I do anything there? Ummm, had a s/h in ap english...played lottoria in spansih (that's bingo) hehe...oh yea, and then I ewnt and got my sr pictures taken, I didn't think it was too bad, I hope they turn out good, but I have to wait about a week and a half--ick. So then I got back to school 15 minutes late for the class that I was having a test in, so I park up front, RUN in the middle school door to the highschool, grab my back pack, and RUN back to the middleschool and into the room...they all turned and stared at me "where you running?" damn straight I was! Took test, went home. Then went to Haubs w/ matt and lucien at 7:30 and then to barnes--MOCHA...and REALLY HOT GUY...mmmm......then we drove around for an hour, and found something* out, hehe...and onward home!
October 4th, 2001
Ugh, school. 12 to 1 I was at my counselor who told me just how psychotic I am....however, I had AP Gov't which resulted in LOTS of cookies! And I got a high B on my test! (87) wheee. Dinner at yen ching--mmmmm. Oh yea, and I tried clothes on cause I have sr pictures tomorrow UGH!!! Then I went to barnes and warren and michael came to see me....yea...lordy...warren thought the books were for throwing and michael yanked off his tear aways to reveal boxers in the middle of the parking lot--hehe, the people I know! But I love them both! And there were about...oh...50 REALLY hot guys at barnes (esp the blond cafe guy...oh mmmmmmmmmmmmetc) and out of all of them....the one ugly guy there sat next to me. Fuck the luck. And I just got something in my eye, no idea what it is, had to take my contact out....and my eye is screaming in pain...fuck.....Well, it's 10:45, and I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow for a shower so I'm off to sleep....
October 2nd, 2001
Get up. Get pissed at the FEDS. "eat lunch"...ap gov't test. Home. Pizza. Barnes: Matt and Joshua were there at the same time? so you AREN'T the same person...HORRIBLE FLEETY REPORT...sleep
Oh yea! I saw Micahel and Warren last night...
October 1st, 2001
It's Matts birthday! Yay!! Finally 17!! Ummm..went to school...got my essay back...frickin' B+ oer an F!! GOD DAMNIT! then spanish. Then I went home cause I was sick--I think I had a fever...so then I slept from 11:30 to 3:30. Got up, shower, dinner...barnes--GAG ME. Stupid AP Gov't! (even tho I like it.) Fleety caught me :-/ and then I looked at dvds....and then they closed--god damnit...I'm gonna go now, bye bye
September 30th, 2001
Last day of the month, PRAISE THE LORD! Anyway,last night we went to Nagasaki and ate a WHOLE LOT...and then went to my house and sat infront of the tv for a while, went to wesslemans about 15 minutes later deciding it was freezing, we went to barnes and got mmmm mochas and looked at funny books. So then we headed back to luciens in Henderson (she was nearly killed in her car! drunk driver going down the strip!) And we locked matt in the basement and decorated his cake YAY,and then lit the candle and he came up to blow them out :) They were sparkler candles! AND the kind that take forever to go out. So then we ate cake and gave him presents and watched movies and went to sleep. And lucien and I woke up early cause someone called her house at 7:30...but matt couldn't wake up and at 9:00 we ran and jumped on him and then layed down on him--he got up :) and then mrs.keach made us BREAKFAST! mmmm: bacon, eggs, sausage, and pancakes!!!! Wooooo! Then matt and I went home and the panda waved to me on the highway! hehe. I went to sleep, and then got up and went to matts for dinner w/ lucien. Mmmmm food--esp potatos and the pasta salad :) But I have an issue w/ purple ketchup....:-/ And then we ate MORE cake....and then lucien left and matt and I watched A Bugs Life, hehe. Then I went home, and threw a horrible fit cause I fucking hate alcohol, and did my h/w. Ahhh well, time to sleep...
September 29th, 2001
I didn't wake up until 1 pm! I was COMPLETELY knocked out. Who knows. I took 2 nyquil things at 1230--but I didn't think it'd really last until then...hmmm...I got up and took a shower and then went around town w/ caitlin! I just got back from eating at Nagasaki w/ Matt and Lucien and tonight we are going to luciens house to watch movies and play w/ matt! (his birthday is on monday!!) And lucien made him a cake (the yellow kind mmmmm) w/ the confetti icing on it! and we get to decorate it when we get there--ssoooooo much fun!
September 28th, 2001
@ school...had studyhall...had computer graphics...had another studyhall at what time the head master (mr.hebbebrant) comes waltzing down the hall in a TUXEDO!? What? Yea, we are just as confused, don't worry. Then gov't--good class! Come home.....and I really can't remember...well I took a shower...and I know I got chinesse food...oh yea....the horrible call--god damn....but than god that I finally got to talk to eric again!!! g'night!
September 26th, 2001
Oooops. Well, it's been quite a rough past few days. Oooooooo lordy armegedon day is coming. I got bitched at, then matt got bitched at...and then the bitcher got bitched at by matt. Some little bitch whore turn someone elses life upside down just cause she is scared and doesn't understand something that is so simple. And I hope the "bitcher" and the "little bitch whore" end up in hell. And if the "bitcher" sends the cops after matt and/or I....she is fucking gonna get bitched at by my mom--yea, just TRY IT. I'm not gonna talk about that any more because it's wiping me out. UGH. Anyway, I got a A on my AP Gov't test--very happy about! And mmm orange juice--I love it, and we finally bought these little mini bottles so I can just grab one and go!! Let us see...kitty fell in the potty (hahahahaha!!) and I talked to warren all night. Me, Dana, and Matt made "plans."....and I spent forever writing a god-awful paper and now I didn't get to study for my spanish test! Oh yea, my last spanish test I got a 100% on! YES!! I even got "populares" right. HAH. 1:26 am--goonight.
September 23rd, 2001
I didn't write yesterday cause I slept 19 1/2 hours straight. Sick huh. Today I didn't go to church, got up and took a shower....talked to matt....got moody for no reason until real late in the day. I went and got a mocha frap from barnes and saw lucien there for a minute. Randomly Chris came over to see caitlin, and Ian charged in my room to use the computer (??)...we went to eat at los bravos...I went and got a small mocha....came and talked and found out that NO WHERE IN THE BIBLE does it state that gay people are going to hell, all it states is that jesus thought it was personally "icky"...and then I did h/w while tucker played under my legs....and here I am and goodnight.
September 21st, 2001
Test? What test? Grrr.....memorization? Huh?? ARGH. However, Emily S. did a cookie dance which made me buckle over in laughter and almost fall on the floor and start cry and my sides and back started hurtin' like a bitch! hehe...oooo that was great. At my counselors I got to play in sand w/ little toy figurines! And then I went to eat w/ lucien and matt and then to the wesslemans play ground. Then I tried to work on this page and it BLEW. Fuckers. Yea, I hate angelfire. But I have to get up at 6:30 am on a Saturday, so I'm going to sleep
September 20th, 2001
Picture day. Gross. It was horrible. Ugh ugh ugh! yea um so I had my AP Gov't test, and I REALLLLLY hope that I did good on it! Wheee!! :) I came home and sat for a while and then went and watched tv....went out to eat: Chilli's....and the came home and went o Barnes. I saw Dana at Barnes! I haven't seen her in forever! Geez. We talked for probably abour 45 minutes or so. Yea, and now I'm even more bitter at Zimmerman. Castle AP English has already read 4 books and are almost done w/ their 5th...and it's just September! UGH, so we decided that I'm gonna frickin' FIT about it in class, haha! :) Came home, Shower...memorized horrible skit....then someone broke the god damn rules *COUGHERICCOUGH*...and now I'm talking to matt and i'm going to sleep...g'night
September 19th, 2001
this morning around...oh you know, a few minutes past last night was great. Perfect and smooth. Zimmerman can bite me cause Elements blows. Spanish is easy. Theatre arts is easy. I nearly fell asleep in Fleety's class cause it's so warmin that room--perfect temp. So I came home, and was just gonna rest until 530 when we'd go eat. Yea, well, i fell DEAD DAMN ASLEEP...I wasn't responsive at all until 7:30. Dead asleep. Once kitty tried to wake me up by nudging me w/ his nose but I was like "oh hey, g'night" when I did get up I went to barnes and got a horribley made mocha and 2 oatmeal raisin cookies. Lots of AP Gov't studying. I got to kiss Matt beacuse there was a horribly abnoxious guy there so I was trying to get him to think I had a boyfriend...hahahaha....JP wished me goodluck. Then I read the special ed. of Time and went into shock again(still am after reading it)......g'night cause pictures are tomorrow!
September 18th, 2001
Don't remember...don't remember.....I won a piece of gum in Ap Gov't.....don't remember....(I am not remembering too much as of the last hour...)...went to eat at...Fridays! And we had a really cool waiter (starts to come back to me now!).....mmm sesame jack chicken strips--mmm........then, I sat around, and went to barnes, I GOT THE NEW TORI AMOS CD!!!!!!!!! (and a mocha frap) and Eric called me....and then warren FINALLY came in after an hour of sititng in his car talkin' to brit.....and he looked at his ferrari books.....and then we came here, and I just gave him my stuff from my research paper last year...note cards....works cited....the paper.....yea, if he doesn't at least get a B on it I'm gonna kick that teachers butt! Esh! So he just left. Interesting night as always
September 17th, 2001
I woke up completely disoriented. Entirely! I stumbled around my room trying to find the door (!?) and then I found it & walked back and forth from my room to the bathroom three or four times w/o every even doing anythng--then I realized that I had to go to school. Yea, so I don't remember what really happened--but if Andres gives me ONE MORE PICTURE.....I'm gonna bitch at him big time....and if he draws ONE MORE "nudey" PICTURE ANYWHERE AND I SEE IT....I'm bitching at him and complaining to the teachers--especially when he does it in a class w/ only girls making us all really uncomfortable, seriously, wth!? School Over. Nathan is tailing my car, LOL, and then I go to the turn lane and randomly at the last second some old woman cuts over into the turnlane nearly killing me *BREAK* nathan behind me: *BREAK*....then, we turn, and she goes to the right lane,and right when I get into the left lane w/ nathan like 3 feet behind me she cuts over *SLAM ON BREAKS* for both of us...we nearly got killed!! We were like what the fuck!? I understand that this woman had to lean up in order to see over her wheel and I couldn't see tha there was even a person in the car when I was behind her--but honestly! And then tonight I went to barnes--surprise! And that chick...she makes me one more BAD mocha frap, esp w/o whipped cream---ughhhh i'm just gonna snap. UGH!!
September 16, 2001
Yea so I had to get up at 8 for stupid church. But I went to McD's to get food....and I payed for just what I ordered...but they doubled everything I ordered (gave me extra)....right, then I get to sit in church and listen to this: "the people who died deserved it cause they were sinners!" and then about 10 minutes later "they didn't deserve to die, but YOU should have died because you sin too much!" --well geez, sorry! I'm sure they would appoligize too.....!? Yea I came home and kitty was a COMPLETE spaz for 2 straight hours while I was watching Sweet November (good movie)...then I got a mocha frap...and was gonna go to the park, but just drove to Vincinnes and back instead. So then 2 hours later I got home and then went to pick up debby for dinner--I got the "jesus" talk--UGH....and...I dyed my hair tonight a purplish color (complements of Cara)...and then I talked to Eric for a while....and now I'm in my really comfy pj pants that only I have and you don't which makes you jealous (!?)...and I'm gonna go to sleep--g'night "y'all"
September 15th, 2001
Okay, so I didn't get up until about 1:45 pm--I supopsed it's cause I went to sleep at 2:30 am....but still that's very weird of me to do. So I take a shower, dry my hair....and the rest of the day I layed on the couch watching tv--prolly until 6:30....and then I slept until 7:30....and then I....well in between all of that I was washing clothes every now and then...so then I went and got Rtizy's....came home....went to Erics......watched MiB.....and on accident I didn't get home until 1:00--opps! Debby wasn't too happy about that, but oh well--she's still reading. G'night
September 14th, 2001
First period, sat and stared....second period...drew silhouettes on the computer....went to w/ matt to lunch at the Bagle Company. Made him and Addie try a tomazo (mmm)....back to school and I did spanish on the computer. AP Gov't--I really can't remember except at the end matt and I both won REALLLLLY cool pencils! And then I went to my counselor. Came home, eric called me, then I got ready, and then matt came, and we waited for eric.....and when we go to get eric, he is waiting on the street outside of his neighborhood--great laugh! We went to yen ching where the waiter hit on me the entire night, Grrrrr. And erics parents called us like 8 times. We went to Denny's.....fun fun--hung out, took pictures......Then we went to luciens--on the way I got kisses from matt and eric! hehe! (it grossed matt out hehe) and then at luciens we all played super mario bro's 3--only when we were watching, I sat in a chair, w/ matt on me, and eric on matt, w/ everyone wrapped around each other, hehe. Then I started 'ouching' and had to curl into a ball---ouch....went home I was in a ball the whole way home and then at home I forgot I still had erics neckalace--opps, and then he called me, and then I went to sleep about an hour before my daddy left on his trip--I'll miss him!
September 13th, 2001
Today first period, Z. had it out for me, big time...while all the "special" people got special treatment. Yep. Then in Spanish we played lottoria (Bingo) and I got my ENTIRE card filled.....except for every spot where I could get a bingo...seriously, I'm not joking...I had about 4 spaces that weren't filled--and each was preventing me from getting even a first bingo. Yep! Finally I got it, and even a grand lotteria...and I beat adam! HAH!! I don't remember anything else. Almost fell aslepe in Psychology. Gave Jeff Cara's year book. Went to chuck who gave me medicine to "make me the cutest" (so I say) only.....this one stuff...you aren't supposed to touch...which confses me, and it doesn't say how long ot leave it on before you wash it off...esh! my face will peel off. Oh yea, my normal full gas tank is 13$....it was 20$ tday--that's gross. I got to go to Target too! And I finally got more hair dye that cara is gonna do hopefully this weekend...I went to Barnes...and I saw Joshua who's real cool, and even cooler that he can fluently speak and write in French, lucky pole! ;) And then Eric called me...and then I listened to music...and came home, and Eric called me....and I tihnk I'm gonna go wash this stuff off before my face slowly peels off......
September 12th, 2001
I slept in until 10:30--yes! Then I went to school and picked up arby's on the way (I didn't leave until 1130 and I got there around 12) And I had study hall where I had to finish reading my AP Gov't...and then I had AP Gov't. He split us into 2 groups--anti-federalists and the federalists--I was a federalist (we will win on Friday when we finish the debate--at least I hope!) Came home and I talked to warren a lot, and he was gonna come to barnes to see me, but grrr....oh well, and we made our own club up that only WE can be in (H.E.A.T.N.C.---heat for short) And then I fell asleep and woke up when kitty touched his nose to mine to try to wake me up, hehe, soooooo cute, I ate dinner, and went to barnes, and bought a really good cd AND a mocha frap (surprise) and I came home and talked to eric and matt in a chat room and it was REALLLLY funny cause at all times 2 of us would be going at each other jokingly and the other person would try to be the moderator (eric I won! and matt I'm cutest!) and then eric and I talked on the phone, and his retard phone went dead, so here I am....g'night!
September 11th, 2001
So I wake up this morning thinking that my biggest worry is going to be deciding if I should wear a short plaid shirt, or my blue pants. Right. I go to school...and before 2nd period, they had us in the gym telling about how the Twin Towers[world trade center]and the Pentegon had been hit by planes. I'm like "what..?" So basically that's all I know that's going on until the 2nd part of spanish when we all went into fleety's room and watched the news. A plane EACH smashes into EACH tower! and moments later it completely collapses. The entire island was surrounded in a plume of smoke and dust and debris. They had tried to evacuate as many people as they could before the 2nd plane hit, but there were THOUSANDS in each building who were in it when it completely crumpled. THOUSANDS....possibly up to 50 thousand total. Unbelieveable, it's fucking disgusting...yea those fuck-face-terrorists try that again and they are gonna have to get through me first. I watched the news for 4 1/2 hours straight...Spanish: 45 minutes, lunch: 40 minutes, Theatre Arts: 90 minutes, Psychology: 90 minutes. In every teachers room "September 11, 2001" was written on the board...did you guys know that that is 9-11? Thank God that besides that I had a good day. OH thank God. I needed a break from that. Eric and I hung out until I had to force him to leave, just hung around--I managed to smash my head on the wall again, LOL, and also smash my fingernail on my desk...all because he wanted to see a picture in my year book! LOL you silly dork. Oh well, we had fun. I"m sooooooo special! hehe! Proud of it too! ;) Yeaaaaaaaa, so I didn't get to barnes until 9...and it was awful trying to study so I went home at 1030
September 10th, 2001
I'm 100% addicted to mochas. Completely. I spent 20$ a week on them (mocha or mocha frap).....in a year that is 1000$! in 10 years that's 10,000$! Unbelievable. Yea so no much went on besides that....I talked to eric on the phone...about it though---boring day
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