Bleg, blah and ploo
Mood:  down
Well here you are onee-chan, I'm excited I might get to see you in august. I'm not in the highest of spirits at the moment having fought a bit with mom. She thinks we're going to Philipines for 6 months, and no I'm not looking forward to it. The damned woman is insane. Someone save me.

I love you too onee-chan and miss you more than ever. o.O' do us a favour and don't marry Seph.

Seph:............

o.o' I should've have expected that reaction.

Papa's here with me, but he's been procrastinating with posts. :P

Well eventful last few days, Jenova spawn type spirit thing was hanging around and took turns possessing everyone. Including Aeris (whom she mentally raped) and papa was very pissed about that. We got this sphere thing from Washuu and shoved her into it and then papa put something of a holy element shadow thing in it to torment her. Then we took it back to the lab and ejected it out into what's called "zero space" and is just a blank white void. She'll get to suffer for all eternity.

Seph: *smirks*

don't you ever say anything papa? *pounces him**Cuddlecuddlecuddle*

seph: *raises an eyebrow* When I feel the need to...

I dunno, you're pretty talkitive with meeeeee!

Seph: ...there is only one "e" in that word, and at times I can be. *chuckles and holds her close*

*sticks her tongue out at him*

Seph:...if you are not careful it may fall out permanantly...*smirks*

Onee-chan!!!! I'm being abuseeeed!!!!!

o.o' well enough of that. As you can see he's fully intact and the same old retired general he always was. >.> Debzy needs an onee-chan hug. Very badly.

Last night was hard, I curled up in my room and sobbed on my bed, I was very upset. Lucrecia took over and called Jeri, she's really comforting to me but my communication with her is being threatened of course. Also I may not be able to hang out with James anymore soon, and that means no internet access.

I love you all dearly. So much I can't explain.

~Falling forever~

Debzy

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Hey,
Well...here I am posting again. Things have gone downhill a bit...yesterday was really hard. Aeris got possessed by Jenoava (that's what that thing was calling itself...) it tried to get...a little friendly with me. Too friedly. Since it couldn't get to me, it attacked her mentally...and raped her. Now I can barely touch her without her flinching away from me...

I can wait though for her to get better...I've waited before and I can do it again. I hate seeing her like this...it's that look in her eyes that makes me want to just hold her close and reassure her everything's okay, but I can't...

I'm not able to protect her that well..am I? I can try anyways...regardless of the outcome. I feel like I'm not doing as well as I should be, or could be doing...I'm only human, and I make mistakes like everyone else. I'll try no matter how futile it really is.

I'm glad it didn't go after Aurora, that would've gotten us both really badly...I wouldn't lose my family for the world...

Later..

Cloud

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Greetings.

As I have been mentioned before, my name is Sephiroth. I do not even see as to why they wish me to post here, I suppose I will do it since mai aijou has requested it of me.

I am 6' tall, though aijou insists that I am 6'1. Emerald eyes, platnium hair, waist length that flows into a flame shape. Pale skin. I suppose that will do for now.

My status currently is a retired general, mostly a father. Which at first took getting used to, since at first I was merely her older brother, taking the transistion of this role for her sake. I will do whatever is nessecary to keep her safe and happy.

One thing though...Varian I suggest you shape up on your grammar and simply stop trying to annoy me. It will not work.

Deb: HAHAHAHAH! o.o' it already did.

Currently ignoring her interjection...

I am uncertain what to think of the creature that calls himself SephIroth, he sounds more like a mockery, though I have been told I am a mockery of him. If he wishes to die so badly, then I will grant it to him, since the parasite wished it of him anyways.

There is little else I have to say, as I have stated before in another online diary, this feels more like a report than anything.

Signing off

Sephiroth Hi No Tenshi