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Topic: Introductions.
Hm. I have already introduced myself but Rebecca insists that as long as I am here I will write down what I gave to her first. So here it is.
My name is SephI, but many call me SephIroth. I am the one who has been trusted with the task of Her survival. I have been called by some a clone of the one who goes by the name of Sephiroth, a boy who, at Jenova's insistence was to be named after me.
There are those who see me as cold or heartless, I would not know. I have never required use of warmth or what humans laughingly call a heart. In truth what they mean by this is I am not kind. If something needs doing and it is within my power, limited as that may or may not be, I will do it. I am not a fighter nor am I by nature a killer, I do not need to be. I can, and indeed on occasion do both, I have never lost.
Had the boy known as Sephiroth completed his first task, his second would have been to die, mine then would have been to carry Jenova to safety and then return, to seek out what was required. Then would I have been granted death. As it is the boy failed. Thus do we both live.
The one they call Varian, he is mine, he was to carry on after my death to begin life on earth once more, so that at the peak of its power once more would Jenova feed. The joke though is that he believes himself son of Sephiroth. If he only knew, he is far older than that mere boy. In him alone does the power to regenerate the earth and those now within it lie. This then... is who I am.
SephI.
Rebecca here once more *grinz* fun lil thing to write wasn't it? He took over me completely when this was originally written, I didn't know what would be said until after it was complete.
News date... SephI works well with children!!!!! He does! I saw it for myself. I was looking after the youngest of my charges (6 and a half months old) when I was getting frustrated, he not only had her trusting him within minutes but he had her smiling and laughing, now whenever she sees me she grins again widely, I am positive it is because of him... he sang her something weird, it made no real sense in english, but then that is probably because english is not his native tongue so he had to translate what was for him a well known song from his own land to what was in my tongue so I could form the words. It's still kind of weird though when he takes over, with Sephiroth it's like I can usually see what he's doing but I can't intefere, or I can intefere but he's only half there. With SephI I can intefere if I want but he's always fully there, now he's chosen to come into conciousness it's like he was always there, he never really goes even when he's not in control I can feel him, hear his feelings about any topic, I can't tune him out either which is usually ok but sometimes a little annoying neh? ahh well Meh, I suppose christians would call me possessed.. maybe I am.. but I love it!!! I know I said Erik or Darc would probably write today but I can't be bothered to drag either of them out of hiding right now... meh I'm feeling kinda lazy kinda spaced, good fun though. SephI's songs are weird.. like they make no sense at all yet they do... his voice is different to mine too... I'm normally high he's definately in charge of the lower notes I carry now although I sense in his own form he would have more notes at his disposal, I can sense his frustration when I can't reach some of them and he has to change the tune to suit my voice. Heh.. guess I wasn't the best of choices but there was little choice... I think he needs to be close to Varian, or the presence of Sephiroth or.. meh something.. I dunno... sometimes he seems like he longs for the release the rest of his species has had.. other times he seems to embrace life with all the energy I can imagine and more... like today when I was coming back from the german classes I could feel the wind on my face and the sun... and something just made me so happy, like I was experiencing it all for the first time... I suppose techincally he is.. but so did Varian.., with Varian I got lots of questions.. but I never truly felt what he did.. with SephI I can feel it.. somewhere deep within me and it rises... I still have my own feelings but it's like I'm sharing for the moment.. meh.. fun and games..
Well that's all the news before I start rambling all the time.
Rebecca.