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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
hey there.
Mood:  a-ok
Hia peeps, Reb back online and speaking at least briefly, what news? well none I guess.. not really, just felt like saying hi to you all... missing speaking with you all... I tried calling Jeri yesterday (*and in weekend) so far no luck will keep trying until successful. Hopefully will have longer as am going to use house phone from now on *weg* Wish me luck boys and girls..
Debz. You know I love you.. never let go of that.
Jeri. Love you too.. me lil sista. (I Still wanna know what my relation is supposed to be now.. *giggles* Well anyways.. ran outta things to say now... except the RP in AP has started!!!LOL!

Reb.

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 08:01 BST
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

Mood:  not sure
Well...looks like I get lead post for once.

Not too much has been going on lately... I was... ansy yesterday, my dad showed up. He told mom he killed himself... she said she saw it too. He told me what happened when he left... when I was little.

He was scared of raising me, of being a father. I don't really understand that... why was he afraid of me? I've hated him since I can remember, I grew up having to help take care of mom. All I knew was he left us alone and didn't care... I guess I was wrong.

He told me he was sorry. Sorry for everything, that he didn't want there to be a rift between us even though he was dead. I don't think he was actually expecting me to see him. Mom had to get him to talk to me... he even appologized to Raven and Rose. Rose is Raven's mom, she died a few years back trying to defend him and herself from some Soldiers guarding the Nibelheim reactor.

I'm not sure what to think... I don't know if I'll ever entirely be able to forgive him. I'll try though, he just wants to make peace with me... and he can think clearly.

I'm starting to understand why mom thinks I'm like my dad...

Deb: he angsts and thinks like him!!!! *dances across the background* oh and he looks like him too!!!

Don't mind her... gaia knows how much soda she drank tonight... Anyway, he will probably come to see us when mom does. His name is Akura, I guess I must look a lot like him. At least I have someone to blame for a constant bedhead. *cheeky look*

Other than that, nothing much to say. We're headed to Jer's house soon, can't deny I'm looking forward to that. Only a week... it'll be interesting watching Deb take her first flight. *Chuckles a bit* Hope she doesn't get airsick. Well that's all for now.

~Cloud

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 03:16 BST
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Hm.
Mood:  don't ask
I hate housework!!!! (Bet you can guess who this is just by that sentance LOL!) Sooo whats new? Not much to be honest but figure I should post sommat just so ppl don't think I'm completely lost. I'm supposed to be cleaning today but meh.. so far I can't be bothered, although maybe after posting this I will do the first floor anyway. I suppose I should it might be the only chance I get this week. One piece of news I suppose, Cara is able to recognise the difference between SephI and me I think, at least when he is at the front she looks at me differently somehow, it is strange that. We-ell what can I say? I'm slowly getting better at speaking German although I doubt I will ever be able to hold a full conversation and make sense without slipping back to English most of the time LOL. As for the gramma *shudders* no thanks. Heh.. well not much else to write, am looking for a decent phone card again, sorry debz and jerri didn't know it would run out quite that quickly! next time will buy more of them!! LOL..
Well.. apparently Varian wants to talk... so here yer go.

Varian.

Hey Father!!! How's it goin'? Are you missing me yet? *Wicked grin* Don't think you've managed to lose me just yet though I'm still here and slowly growing stronger! I've been reading a lot lately, and watching SephI from a distance, he's.. strange Father, One minute he's watching everything as though it were the best thing in the world and the next he freezes over. I tried to analyse him, but to no avail, my database has no record of his personality type or genetic make up. I have to wonder which bit he is faking, for he most certainly is faking something. No one changes thought processes that quickly. He reads up on you an awful lot though, thought you should know that. It is strange though, his eyes are the same colour as mine, but they do not change like mine do, so he is not a shape shifter. He claims still to be one of Jenova's race, but.. I thought it was discovered ages ago She was the only one? I trust Cloud and his family are doing well? I am still suspicious as to why he felt it necessary to place his own cells within all of them. My advice is do not let him too close, the sword he wields.. it may look like Masamune but it definately is not. I have watched him carefully when he trains, Father.. how many blades do you know can shrink and grow at will? I know of none, but I can not get close enough to the blade without him there to analyse more thoroughly, perhaps Lucrecia could persuade him to leave it somewhere? He seems to like her company and certainly has more respect for scientists than you have. I do not know if this is good or bad though. I am still keeping my distance.

SephI:
Varian... there is much yet that boy does not realise, if I wished to prevent him writing i could keep him in the background now, I have enough power with Rebecca to do so, however I will not. The link between myself and Rebecca seems to grow, I can now get her to experience the way I feel things with much less difficulty than to start with. I will encourage that link, it is after all my own link with this outside world which is still even after all this time strange to me. I have no wish to harm anyone although if it comes down to a fight I will not lose. Let him keep that in mind.
Sephiroth, your "son" grows ever more wilful, as you can probably tell, it is high time you took him in hand before I do. I do not wish to take on your job he has accepted you as a father, now accept your responsibilities.
Deborah, I trust you are well? JerI also. We will be speaking with you all shortly I assure you, do not allow hope to fade that is the most drastic of all solutions.

SephI signing off for present.

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 10:58 BST
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
wargh!
hi!!!

Yes I am posting again. I'm about to head off to a classical music concert with my friend tim. (he's sitting right here beside me.) Well nothing too much to report, mother's been yelling all day, but what else is new? I watched Dogma, highly amusing movie. other than that, nothing really.

Riku ended up on our roof and then BOOM gummi ship crashes in our backyard. So we have a Sora and a Riku. They seem kind of...distantish with each other. o.O'

Daddy's not too keen on either of them, he seems to eye them. Riku's got some pretty strong darkness based abilities, sora doesn't really have any(and I pray to god that kid leaves!).

Yeah...then there's Aeris and Tifa running around. Tifa seems to have a fetish for chocolate syrup >.>

Cloud's pissed off at my mom for being an asshole. and that's about it.

Love ya all!!!

~Debzy
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will let the others post later guys, dun have time right now!!!

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 00:15 BST
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
SephI
Well now, Rebecca is too lazy still to keep up with this journal, so I shall write for the time being. What is happening lately? Nothing much I have to admit, she cleans, she plays on her gameboy and she goes to german lessons. I have decided I definately like the sunshine. It is so much warmer than our planet, but I suppose that is because needs must. Our species not requiring heat due to being flame wielders need no true sunshine, but it truly is intoxicating. Why had no one ever commented on this before?! I simply do not understand why no one notices it! Although Rebecca was rather bemused at my reaction once again to the sun that shone down upon us. She was acting more like a child than I have seen her do since I first came to be part of her. Walking along curbs as though they were balancing pedestals. It was fun though, I do not deny that, nor do I deny the fact that I encouraged it completely. Everyone should be a child again sometimes, the simplicity is so overwhelming...
However time draws to a close, I must leave for now, and will update later.

SephI

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 21:25 BST
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SephI
Well now, Rebecca is too lazy still to keep up with this journal, so I shall write for the time being. What is happening lately? Nothing much I have to admit, she cleans, she plays on her gameboy and she goes to german lessons. I have decided I definately like the sunshine. It is so much warmer than our planet, but I suppose that is because needs must. Our species not requiring heat due to being flame wielders need no true sunshine, but it truly is intoxicating. Why had no one ever commented on this before?! I simply do not understand why no one notices it! Although Rebecca was rather bemused at my reaction once again to the sun that shone down upon us. She was acting more like a child than I have seen her do since I first came to be part of her. Walking along curbs as though they were balancing pedestals. It was fun though, I do not deny that, nor do I deny the fact that I encouraged it completely. Everyone should be a child again sometimes, the simplicity is so overwhelming...
However time draws to a close, I must leave for now, and will update later.

SephI

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 21:24 BST
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Monday, April 18, 2005
SephI and Rebecca, updating on the whole saga over here.
Mood:  lazy
SephI speaking here first for once...

Reb: For once?! meh..never mind...

SephI: as I was saying.. before I got interrupted... I figured I would post first this time. What has been happening? Well plenty for me! I travelled to and from Germany to England with Rebecca, so many things seen, so little I could do, it was rather... I am not sure of the word required here, I suppose strange or bizarre fit reasonably adequately, although in my own language the word is ThImentel. Don't try to pronounce it... not only is it more likely to give you a headache you are as likely to fail saying it as Rebecca does. She always wants to pronounce the "h"... basically in the human tongue I think it translates as boring but in an interesting way... which might not make much sense but there you go. I discovered during that journey that Rebecca can not draw, even if I guide her hands, but she can at least write things down as I see them, something which as you can probably imagine, I had her do for at least half the journey *smirks* All things considered I am slightly surprised that I survived it without going to sleep. Rebecca fell asleep almost straight away, but I woke her up again. Now we are back in Germany, and already I think I would prefer not to be. Something is... not quite right here, everything seems more hectic instead of less, although according to REbecca life in England is like that when she is working also. I have little else to say here for the moment. Sephiroth, I trust you are behaving yourself for once? Sephora, good news on Reeves, who knows? Perhaps sooner or later there will be young ones from that encounter also. Cloud, Aeris, fantastic news on the child, congratulations, I trust Aurora is doing fine also? Who else?.. Ahh yes Lucrecia, it was a pleasure meeting you, perhaps some time we may talk again? Of course Deborah and JerI I have not forgotten you both. I send you my fondest wishes that all is going fine, and do not fear I will ensure REbecca continues to contact you all and to phone when it is possible.

SephI.

REbecca here... jeez he's in a good mood today ain't he? I'm tempted to try and figure out what he's on so I can have some! Well as my mood of the day will probably tell you I'm feeling somewhat lazy today, a bit rough considering I'm supposed to be cleaining. LOL! Well SephI's already given the news of travelling so i won't go through that again. What news here? Debzy is apparently trying to persuade me to be her new mommy.. must admit I'm warming to the idea lil sis:P Watch out or I'll be nagging you about cleaning your teeth next! *giggles* Jeri's gonna let me know when i can call again, so don't give up on me ok? I don't always have a lot of access to the net, which is why you don't get a post as soon as you'd always like, but meh... lets just hope things get right soon. Somedays I really feel like quitting, but if i do that... *shrugs* no not a good idea right now. I'm gonna see out this year I have to. As to the poem I wrote.. what can I say? I was feeling evil and your poem just inspired me *chuckles dryly* Hey lemme know what u think of my latest side story huh? And show Vinny *sniggers* (for real confusion show both of them:D) My little sisters, you have no idea how much I am missing you both, I can't wait till things turn out right and we get to see each other, here's hoping you get to go to Jeri's in May, I will keep my fingers crossed although i wil of course be wishing I was with you both. Meh I really have to get a SEphiroth outfit.. just to really confuse all of America when i finally get to go there *weg*.

Well here's me outta here, giving you all, all of my love and wishing you all the best of luck in everything.

Rebecca.

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 15:27 BST
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Waaaaaaaaaargh!!!!
Mood:  spacey
So I shall post. Alrighty then, Sephora is officially paired with Reeve. We got attacked by pissy shadows and kicked their asses. Ummmm...Aeris is expecting, and other than that, nothing really.

I MISS YOU LIKE HELL ONEECHAN AND SARAH!!!!!!!

That's about all I have to say. Unless Tim has something to say. does he have something to say?

Tim: If you have a problem, then bring the ruckus, for the Wu-Tang Clan is nothing to fuck with.

*Starts dancing insanely to that song* comin' from the mutha fuckin' slums that's busted! Wu-tang clan ain't nuthin' to fuck wit!

o.o' You did not see me do that. EVER. *hides*

Seph:....................

*dies laughing* XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

~Fallen forever~
Debzy
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So here I am posting again. I normally don't, not really much one for updating.

Aeris is expecting.... So I've been excited.

Deb: you been down right giddy!

.....

Whatever. *just smirks slightly* eh... 3... 4 months? I don't know. No one does. Oh well, I've been thinking about sticking her to the bed permanantly. You think she'd forgive me?

Deb: probably not.

Didn't think so. I'm content, other than the battle yesterday. That was probably the creepiest thing that's ever happened to the house, it went "Silent hill" on us. That's about the only term I can think of. Well... it almost reminds me of when I fought the ghosts of the Gi tribe... But worse. We had apparitions floating through walls, my shadow came back. *shivers*

I remember him... he killed me once, and I would have been damned if I had let him do it again. So it couldn't get to me, it got Raven, and Aeris was wounded. I don't remember all that much of it... it's all pretty hazy.

From what I do remember, I came to and she was on the end of Raven's sword, which isn't exactly the greatest thing to see after you've been unconcious...

Holy actually activated on its own to defend her when I couldn't. So make a long story short...it turned out well. Everyone's a little tired but other than that, no mortal wounds, no permanant scarring.

I might post again later. No promises.

-Cloud



Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 03:22 BST
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Monday, March 28, 2005
Introductions at last!
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Nothing! *cackle* o.o;
Topic: Introductions.
Intros! Hurray! *giggles* Well, oki. I think I can do this okay.

Hi! My name is Jeri and I'm currently 16 years old. Most people say I'm kinda childish or innocent for my age, but I don't mind. I have dark red-brown curly hair that falls a bit passed my shoulders. (unless it's wet of course, and then it's to my lower back ^_^) I have hazel green-brown eyes and fair skin o.o though not on the pink side of fair.
I'm 5'3" (which Deb snickers about <.<) and I guess my weight isn't all that important XD

I am currently the happy host of Aeris, Vincent, Tifa, and Reeve (Cait Sith). Whom I'm sure will all post at some time or another. *giggles* If I make them that is. I'm sure Aeris will do it willingly but..the others will need a push.

I am also a Hi No Tenshi! (fear me! ..not really.)heehee. That means I'm one of Sephiroth's daughters, though I guess I'm less like him then my twin by spirit, Deb. I'm also bound to her on some weird level. We are able to feel eachother's emotions and pain. It's strange and yet sometimes useful, and wonderous..I love her soooo much^_^
And then there's Onee-chan! She is my big sister, and I love her too! I also love Papa of course.

umm..what else is there. oh! I guess for hobbies I like to Read, Role Play, Sing, Be Dramatic, collect interesting objects, Find four leaf clovers, Draw, Write, Make people happy, and lots of other things.
I've started to become adamant about being a cosplayer as well! Dressing up in costumes, pretending to be characters, doesn't that sound fun?

I love poetry and stories, and music is very important to me. I will do almost anything for those whom I care about. My alignment is light and I can use a varity of healing spells as well as barriers and intermediate damaging spells. I'm afraid I'm rather weak when it comes to attacking^_^;

Soo, I guess I'll end it here! I'll hurry up and let some of the others post their bit. I'll come back and edit if I found I've forgotten something. Ja ne! heehee!

~Jeri Hi No Tenshi

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Hey, I guess here is where I introduce myself. *laughs softly and smiles*

My name is Aeris Strife, I'm 23 years old, and am happily married to Cloud Strife. My maiden names are Gainsborough and Gast for anyone who was curious. I'm 5'3" with thigh length light brown hair and deep green eyes.

I like gardening, Reading, Refining Materia, Taking care of my beautiful daughter Aurora, Spending time with her and also her hansome father Cloud, spending time with the rest of the "family", and unlocking abilities that somehow seem to "save the day." *laughs lightly* It seems I've been deemed the "gaian Jesus" as well by Deb and Jeri. I'm not quite sure what to think about that. I don't think I quite meet the standard. *amused*

I am half Human half Cetra but Cetra powers don't seem to mind dilluded blood. My mom and dad had me in secret in the snowy village at the base of great glacier. They both are deceased now and I was raised by a kind woman by the name of Elmyra Gainsborough.*smiles brightly* I met Cloud when I was 22 and joined him on a sort of quest that intitled saving the planet. I'm sure you all know what happened so..I won't go into it.

Jeri: You just don't wanna say you died.

Alright, who said I wanted a peanut gallery? *laughs* Anyway, I'm quite happy now that things have all settled down and I was able to live the life I had wanted to. I'm a mother, a wife, and the last of a dying race..hmm. *sweatdrop* There are still a lot of things I haven't seen or done (Growing up in a Midgar slum will do that to you. Can you believe I had never seen the stars till I went on the journey with Cloud and the others?)but I'm sure it will all come with time.

As for "powers" I'm of the light alignment and have exclusive abilities to control the white materia, the channel for Holy. It sounds like a great job, but trust me, you don't want it. *laughs* I also am able to use inborn powers of telepathy, Telekinesis, healing, and something that I don't quite have a name for, but it allows me to grow plants without trouble. I am also able to commune and speak with the planet. It's hard to explain.

Wow, I sure got carried away. Well, that's about it. I'll look forward to posting sometime later.

-Aeris
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It seems I am required to post something about myself...

My name is Vincent Valentine. Former turk, gunsman class, sharpshooter. I am close to 60 years of age, though my body halted aging at 27 years.

Jeri: go onnnn, tell 'em what you look liikkee..

...

I am 6'0" in height, Raven black hair, fair skin complexion, Crimson eyes. They were originally a color similar to mahogany but have changed due to circumstances.

My existence was limited only to what nightmares were given to me for many years. I was asleep within a coffer in the basement of the Shinra Mansion of Nibelheim. There I was witness to the birth of many things that have come to pass and now lay to rest. Greastest of all being the beginning of the human experimentation within the Jenova project. Much time has passed since then. And I feel my time now is simply beginning.

I am now entrusted in the care of two children whom are my own, through the choice of a woman named Lucrecia. I will do what I can to care for her and her children..our children.
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My he's serious o.o but he's really sweet once you get him talking ^_^ heehee. that's all for now! I'm sure Reeve and Tifa will post soon. Ja ne!

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 04:18 GMT
Updated: Tuesday, March 29, 2005 03:25 GMT
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Bleg, blah and ploo
Mood:  down
Well here you are onee-chan, I'm excited I might get to see you in august. I'm not in the highest of spirits at the moment having fought a bit with mom. She thinks we're going to Philipines for 6 months, and no I'm not looking forward to it. The damned woman is insane. Someone save me.

I love you too onee-chan and miss you more than ever. o.O' do us a favour and don't marry Seph.

Seph:............

o.o' I should've have expected that reaction.

Papa's here with me, but he's been procrastinating with posts. :P

Well eventful last few days, Jenova spawn type spirit thing was hanging around and took turns possessing everyone. Including Aeris (whom she mentally raped) and papa was very pissed about that. We got this sphere thing from Washuu and shoved her into it and then papa put something of a holy element shadow thing in it to torment her. Then we took it back to the lab and ejected it out into what's called "zero space" and is just a blank white void. She'll get to suffer for all eternity.

Seph: *smirks*

don't you ever say anything papa? *pounces him**Cuddlecuddlecuddle*

seph: *raises an eyebrow* When I feel the need to...

I dunno, you're pretty talkitive with meeeeee!

Seph: ...there is only one "e" in that word, and at times I can be. *chuckles and holds her close*

*sticks her tongue out at him*

Seph:...if you are not careful it may fall out permanantly...*smirks*

Onee-chan!!!! I'm being abuseeeed!!!!!

o.o' well enough of that. As you can see he's fully intact and the same old retired general he always was. >.> Debzy needs an onee-chan hug. Very badly.

Last night was hard, I curled up in my room and sobbed on my bed, I was very upset. Lucrecia took over and called Jeri, she's really comforting to me but my communication with her is being threatened of course. Also I may not be able to hang out with James anymore soon, and that means no internet access.

I love you all dearly. So much I can't explain.

~Falling forever~

Debzy

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Hey,
Well...here I am posting again. Things have gone downhill a bit...yesterday was really hard. Aeris got possessed by Jenoava (that's what that thing was calling itself...) it tried to get...a little friendly with me. Too friedly. Since it couldn't get to me, it attacked her mentally...and raped her. Now I can barely touch her without her flinching away from me...

I can wait though for her to get better...I've waited before and I can do it again. I hate seeing her like this...it's that look in her eyes that makes me want to just hold her close and reassure her everything's okay, but I can't...

I'm not able to protect her that well..am I? I can try anyways...regardless of the outcome. I feel like I'm not doing as well as I should be, or could be doing...I'm only human, and I make mistakes like everyone else. I'll try no matter how futile it really is.

I'm glad it didn't go after Aurora, that would've gotten us both really badly...I wouldn't lose my family for the world...

Later..

Cloud

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Greetings.

As I have been mentioned before, my name is Sephiroth. I do not even see as to why they wish me to post here, I suppose I will do it since mai aijou has requested it of me.

I am 6' tall, though aijou insists that I am 6'1. Emerald eyes, platnium hair, waist length that flows into a flame shape. Pale skin. I suppose that will do for now.

My status currently is a retired general, mostly a father. Which at first took getting used to, since at first I was merely her older brother, taking the transistion of this role for her sake. I will do whatever is nessecary to keep her safe and happy.

One thing though...Varian I suggest you shape up on your grammar and simply stop trying to annoy me. It will not work.

Deb: HAHAHAHAH! o.o' it already did.

Currently ignoring her interjection...

I am uncertain what to think of the creature that calls himself SephIroth, he sounds more like a mockery, though I have been told I am a mockery of him. If he wishes to die so badly, then I will grant it to him, since the parasite wished it of him anyways.

There is little else I have to say, as I have stated before in another online diary, this feels more like a report than anything.

Signing off

Sephiroth Hi No Tenshi

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 23:22 GMT
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SephI's original introduction.
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Introductions.
Hm. I have already introduced myself but Rebecca insists that as long as I am here I will write down what I gave to her first. So here it is.

My name is SephI, but many call me SephIroth. I am the one who has been trusted with the task of Her survival. I have been called by some a clone of the one who goes by the name of Sephiroth, a boy who, at Jenova's insistence was to be named after me.

There are those who see me as cold or heartless, I would not know. I have never required use of warmth or what humans laughingly call a heart. In truth what they mean by this is I am not kind. If something needs doing and it is within my power, limited as that may or may not be, I will do it. I am not a fighter nor am I by nature a killer, I do not need to be. I can, and indeed on occasion do both, I have never lost.

Had the boy known as Sephiroth completed his first task, his second would have been to die, mine then would have been to carry Jenova to safety and then return, to seek out what was required. Then would I have been granted death. As it is the boy failed. Thus do we both live.

The one they call Varian, he is mine, he was to carry on after my death to begin life on earth once more, so that at the peak of its power once more would Jenova feed. The joke though is that he believes himself son of Sephiroth. If he only knew, he is far older than that mere boy. In him alone does the power to regenerate the earth and those now within it lie. This then... is who I am.

SephI.

Rebecca here once more *grinz* fun lil thing to write wasn't it? He took over me completely when this was originally written, I didn't know what would be said until after it was complete.

News date... SephI works well with children!!!!! He does! I saw it for myself. I was looking after the youngest of my charges (6 and a half months old) when I was getting frustrated, he not only had her trusting him within minutes but he had her smiling and laughing, now whenever she sees me she grins again widely, I am positive it is because of him... he sang her something weird, it made no real sense in english, but then that is probably because english is not his native tongue so he had to translate what was for him a well known song from his own land to what was in my tongue so I could form the words. It's still kind of weird though when he takes over, with Sephiroth it's like I can usually see what he's doing but I can't intefere, or I can intefere but he's only half there. With SephI I can intefere if I want but he's always fully there, now he's chosen to come into conciousness it's like he was always there, he never really goes even when he's not in control I can feel him, hear his feelings about any topic, I can't tune him out either which is usually ok but sometimes a little annoying neh? ahh well Meh, I suppose christians would call me possessed.. maybe I am.. but I love it!!! I know I said Erik or Darc would probably write today but I can't be bothered to drag either of them out of hiding right now... meh I'm feeling kinda lazy kinda spaced, good fun though. SephI's songs are weird.. like they make no sense at all yet they do... his voice is different to mine too... I'm normally high he's definately in charge of the lower notes I carry now although I sense in his own form he would have more notes at his disposal, I can sense his frustration when I can't reach some of them and he has to change the tune to suit my voice. Heh.. guess I wasn't the best of choices but there was little choice... I think he needs to be close to Varian, or the presence of Sephiroth or.. meh something.. I dunno... sometimes he seems like he longs for the release the rest of his species has had.. other times he seems to embrace life with all the energy I can imagine and more... like today when I was coming back from the german classes I could feel the wind on my face and the sun... and something just made me so happy, like I was experiencing it all for the first time... I suppose techincally he is.. but so did Varian.., with Varian I got lots of questions.. but I never truly felt what he did.. with SephI I can feel it.. somewhere deep within me and it rises... I still have my own feelings but it's like I'm sharing for the moment.. meh.. fun and games..

Well that's all the news before I start rambling all the time.

Rebecca.

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 14:12 GMT
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Monday, March 14, 2005
Yo people... we haven't forgotten you all!
Mood:  chatty
Topic: Introductions.
Hey there... as we're all introducing ourselves.. I figured I'd introduce myself too... The names Varian. I'm currently at the age of seven (my choice!) although thanks to something weird that Deb-chan/Lucrecia and the doctor (I never see her!! I can't remember her name now!) did I can age.. but at one point I couldn't. I have no real looks, I'm a shape shifter! but I do have two favourite forms, the first one is like Father, a younger version of Sephiroth, when I morph into this form I've got silver hair that reaches my shoulders, (curls around my ears... did yours do that too Father?:D) I'm about 3'5 tall and I wear black t-shirt with black trousers and black trainers (ok ok He used to wear shoes but shoes are yuckie!) and that is where the similarities end... he had green eyes whereas my eyes are silver unless I really want to look like him but that takes a lot of effort, also he has the number 1 on his arm (hee hee I gone and told everyone Father... what'cha gonna do?:D) whereas my number is 1/2 probably 'cos I'm only half his strength etc etc etc. (can you tell I like etc.s?) (Oh and brackets!! I really like those!!) (oh!!!! and ... yup you guessed it... exclamaition marks!) Lets see.. oh yes! description.. ok in my second fave form I'm again about 3'5 tall, but I've got black hair (somehow I like that colour) my eyes remain silver and Rebecca says I look a little chubby in that form but I guess that's all to the good... I can usually be found in one of those two forms or another *grins wildly*
Hobbbies hobbies hobbies... (yes I know I spelt the first one wrong Father.. and no.. I'm Not gonna correct it.. and You can't make me while your with Deb-chan so tough cheeeeessseee, (finishing that sentance with a comma Not a full stop,)


Yes... hobbies, well annoying Father for one *giggles* it's so easy and Deb-chan won't let him hurt me so I can do anything I like. I love to read, and I love changing shape. At one point I didn't like doing anything other than learning how to fight because I was mostly computer but again they fixed that one me.. so I only go into computer form if pain is going to be involved or if I need to analyse something. Rebecca says I was a real brat when I first "woke up" from being a computer but she loves me anyway because I keep her memory of what it is to be a child still alive.
In my previous life I used to live with one Professor Hojo, Deb-chan and Father don't like him very much but I thought he was ok.. if a bit too handy with the orders, still what does a computer know huh? They all keep fighting this creature called Jenova who says she is Sephiroths mother but then Lucrecia also claims to be Sephiroths mother.. and this is where things get a little confusing for me (Father has A mommy? Never mind 2!!! He's far too old *sniggers*) but at least it means I get to call Lucrecia Granny... I haven't tried it with Jenova yet.. but if she keeps coming back who knows? Could be interesting.
Ah yes.. news!!!! we have a new guest going by the name of SephI (He's very fussy about that I you know?) when I first heard the name I thought he was gonna be some sort of clone but the two do look very different and as for personalities!! Wow! SephI is a very calm person (except when I transform into an animal *giggles*) and answers all questions put to him as though they were about something or someone else.. it's as if he doesnt' really have a personality yet... but he does. He was laughing at Rebecca watching some kiddy programme the other day.. calling it pathetic.. he claimed it only showed how weak this thing everyone called love and friendship really made everyone, but... to be honest I think he's a little jealous because he doens't understand it at all... otherwise why does he keep coming back?

Well that's all the news from me.. I'll see you all again sometime!

Varian!

Well now.. he's a rascal isn't he? Rebecca back again incase you didn't guess... news from Germany I'm coming home in about 10 days time!!! Whoo hooo!!!! How cool is that?! although I'll be going again on the 10th at least I get to visit home for a short while.. and if I'm lucky maybe I'll get to speak with Debz again soon too!! I miss you mai lil sis!!!!!!! (hee hee Sephy isn't here to correct my grammar for now.. haveing fun with that debzy gal?) I miss you you know.. more than I can say.. I'm no good with this kinda thing you know? I hope you do get to come to Germany.. that'd be kinda neat... Carola says I get a holiday again in August... so I'm gonna look up prices of hotels, flights etc in America.. write me an e-mail with your state in again oki? I've gotta try and work everything out in Euros now!! *shudders* I think I need some kind of visa though don't I? any ideas on where to look for them? (god England is sooo stuck up!!! lol) Well that's my news.. next time round Erik or Darc'll probably post... give Sephy a poke into posting oki? I wanna see what he ends up doing.. and dun worry about it feeling strange.. it feels strange to me too... and he's supposed to be My alter... even so... he's very good at taking over completely... so watch him oki?

Lots of love.
Reb.

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 14:48 GMT
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Friday, March 11, 2005
Greetings and Salutations!
Mood:  cheeky
Topic: Introductions.
Greetings and salutations!
o.o' wow, that's so uncharacteristic of me. Name's One winged angel, or Deb, short for Deborah. Full name is Deborah Hi No Tenshi, quite cheeky, amusing and proud daughter of Sephiroth. I live in the US, though I'm not all that content with my life at the moment. I'm just waiting to go and see my onee-chan who's in Germany at the moment. *waves up to her post, one ebony wing twitching slightly*

I'm 5 and 3/4 tall (that's what the doctor said XD), I weigh 95 lbs, and have a slender build. I have long auburn hair, either with my bangs spiked like papa's or just down, or sometimes up in a high ponytail. My skin is paler than most because I don't get much sunlight. It's starting to hurt my eyes. Bleh! >.<

I have Cloud, Raven(cloud's half brother), lucrecia(seph's mom), Zack, papa, and Sephora aka Amaranta.

I've been adopted by Seph, everything ended up kind of weird. Or maybe it was me who adopted him, either way I'm quite happy. He's very sweet to me, but if anyone else tries to hug him he'd sooner slice you with masamune than hug you back. He's come a long way, we all have. That means YOU Reb!

Now here's a little secret for you, she may regard me as her little sister and I say she's my onee-chan, but really she's like my suedo-mom. I love her SO MUCH. I miss her too.

What I do? I'm just a pretty average teenager, just turned 16, I'm pretty easy going and don't tend to fight alot with people (unless you piss me off, then run like hell.) I'm trying to train myself with anything I can find to learn of swordsmanship. At the moment I'm rather pleased with a long metal bar that's close to the weight of a real sword, which is why I've been using it. My hands hurt every time after doing so, but I enjoy it, papa's been showing me some of his technique so I don't mind.

I live under the reign of a tyranical being (my mother) and am hoping to be free of it soon. My dad died 4 years ago, and my brother recently commited suicide, so it's all really hard for her, she has many anger issues and tends to take them out on us kids. Yesterday it was really bad. She was cursing, yelling, throwing things, as the usual.

I LOVE YOU JERI TOO! She's my sister, not by blood though, and we love each other soooo much!

Now for what went on recently. So you got a recap!
Let's see, we killed the Jenova spawn, she was very difficult to get rid of. she even tried to infect Aurora(cloud's little girl) with geostigma to get to them. She also had cloud um...rape Aeris, but it really wasn't his fault, she took over him and did it to freak them both out. I felt bad for them.

then we all got stuck inside a game (The world-.hack//) As aura tried to learn the human emotion love from us. I was stuck as a guy, dammit, washuu pulled a fast one on me. Now everytime I get scared for Jeri, I turn into one, I'm still myself but um...let's just say Deb vs. testosterone, guess who wins? I do turn back into a girl, but only after the fear has left. Papa was really pissed off about that one, he tried to kill Washuu, but that's just him I guess.

After we got out of that, guess who came for a holiday? XD we had Ron, Harry and his twin sister Sarah(unknown about really) staying with us. We helped them with a whole episode where Sarah was trying to kill him because voldemort sent her to do it, and all this lovely stuff happened, but now they're on good terms. So it's all good.

Lately nothing's really happened. Zack proposed to Tifa, Cloud and Aeris have their little girl Aurora (who is t3h cute!) Lucrecia and Vincent are together, and she has twins whom she had before meeting him again. She's working on him, she fixed his arm, also gave him something to counteract his demons, make them more subtle so they don't bother him as much.

Papa of course is with me. Feeling protective, refusing to let anyone else guard me but himself eversince my wings got ripped off by mother. He nags me constantly about my clothes, I think it's because he wants me only to himself. *giggle* which I think is quite funny.

What's NOT funny is that the boys who live across the street from me, they yelled out they thought I was hot and whatnot, which made me pissy. Last night we were having a birthday party for one of my mom's friend. I nearly was groped by a Nigerian who couldn't take a hint. Papa was very angry, he wanted out to hurt him, but of course, I couldn't let him do that. I'd rather do it myself.

Everything's actually been fairly peaceful lately. Until last night, Cloud, Aeris, Vincent and Lucrecia were invited by Reeve to a formal party, Hojo showed up and tried to dropa chandaleir on everyone's heads, fortunately Jeri and I had followed even though we weren't supposed to and caught him in the act. Sephora tried to fight him but ended up being injected with something.

Which we later found out was Jenova cells. Lu and Washuu worked frantically and managed to come up with a substitute for mako. Since she's a clone of Seph, the extra cells in her system started to mutate her, make her very sick, she can't be injected with anymore mako, if she was it would poison her. If not kill her. She's better, but being stubborn about getting up. She wanted to but papa made her lay down. *giggles*

Other than that, nothing much is happening. I'm at jame's house currently. He lets me borrow his comptuer which I'm grateful for, that and he's quite amusing. *watches him play knights of the old republic(starwars)* Well that's all I got to say!

LOVE YOU ONEE-CHAN!!!! <3

Debz

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Name's Cloud, 24, 5'7 tall,I don't know how much I really weigh, blonde hair, blue eyes. For some reason you can find my stats online now.
That just...disturbs me.

I'm typically pretty quiet, deb says I need a shirt that says "Lost in thought, please send a seach party" so that probably best describes me. *chuckles a bit* I'm currently married to Aeris, maybe you'll even see her post here... We have a 5 and a half month old little girl named Aurora Solace...

I stay at home alot, when I go out alot of people seem to know who I am... I'd rather stay as far away as possible from publicity. I'd be better off passing myself off as a cosplayer or something, I just want to live a normal life, be with my family... that's all I've ever really wanted...

I'm pretty protective of everyone who lives in our house...that's a lot of people, so you'll get alot of introductions. If you don't know my story, it's been made into a game...and why they've done that I'll never know. FFVII...I don't feel like going into it.

I still am a bodyguard in a sense, not that I mind. It's an ongoing thing, you'd be surprised at how many things want to get at Aeris or the girls, or other people. At this rate I wonder if we'll ever get a peaceful day...we do sometimes which I'm thankful for...but still.

I don't really have that much more to say...I'll post sometimes but not all the time when I can...

-Cloud
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Greetings.

My name is Sephora, or Amaranta. I prefer the latter. There is little to share, much less say about myself. I am a sister clone of my brother, despite that, I have retained my own personality and abilities. I am 23 years of age, 5'8 tall, auburn hair, green eyes, pale skin. Description means little to me.

I am the product of an experiment that went ary, I suppose I was too much of an asset to the Professor to simply discard. I was technically born to be a male, a replacement so to speak. Yet even though I am female, he kept me, attempted to train me and nearly succeeded. Unfortunately for him, ShinRa had cut his funding, therefore I was dropped. No longer of any use, left to die in a deserted laboratory.

However, I survived, I came to find the girl I now reside in. In doing so, I met my brother, at first despising him for I was never to be as great as he was, never to be able to follow his footsteps. Only to endevour, finding it futile in the end.

I too, was meant to destroy the planet as one of Jenova's children, yet horribly mistaken when her true nature was revealed,and because of this, I remain as I am, not seeking to destroy or mend anything.

One thing that has always fascinated me about the girl, is her way with even us. How she treads so close to the very thing that has the capabilities to kill her and everyone around her. Yet she persues it, keeping her innocence intact.

She has changed my brother, even succeeded in giving me the same means. I am no longer alone, no longer a failure. I have found a reason to live, other than merely to kill, to desotry...I have a place in this rather large dysfunctional family...

That is all I have to say at present, perhaps I will post later. Though I stand with my brother on this. It seems more like a report than anything.

-Amaranta
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Well, I believe this is the first time I've ever seen anything of this sort. I'm not all that familiar with this. *smiles pleasantly* My name is Lucrecia, since everyone else seems to be requested of to give description...

I'm 54 years old, 5'4 tall, long auburn hair, green eyes, pale skin. Simple enough I suppose.

I'm currently a stay at home mother, I was a biologist at one point, but that was many many years ago. More than thirty I believe. I am Sephiroth's mother, I will not however, say that I regret having him. No matter what he does, or thinks, I love him regardless. He is my son. Even if I may be disappointed in some of the decisions he has made in the past, that does not change anything.

I have seen from many people, that they think I am an adulterous person. That is not, and never has been the case. I want at least to make this clear, there never was anything going on while I was married to Hojo between vincent and I. He was only concerned for my wellbeing, and I did love him, but I could not stop things that had already been set into motion.

Firstly, sleeping with someone while pregnant is a huge mistake. One that I have never made. I have seen and heard many rumors of that, even if I began to become upset with him that gives me no excuse to do what it's been rumored that I did.

The last few months of the project were the most difficult, because I refused to have mako radiation, the Jenova cells had free reign in my body, there was nothing to balance it out to keep it from infecting me as well. I was imobile and very sick.

However all that behind me...Things have definately looked up since those times. For thirty years I was trapped inside a cave, but I'm not sure exactly as to where that was, after Jenova died I was free to join the lifestream. However, a girl, need I say the name? *amused* She called me, so I joined with her.

In doing so I found my son, a daughter, and two lovely grandaughters. I also have two infants and am rejoined with Vincent, which I'm very happy about. I'm content for the first time in a long time, I no longer am plagued by nightmares from that parasite.

I can settle down, be happy with those I love. We do have a family, large as it is, even though we all are not related by blood, it's something that goes deeper than that. By bond through the heart and spirit, I can only hope that it grows stronger as the days pass.

Much has happened, and things have yet to happen, but whatever those things are, I think I'm ready for them. Even if immortal I'm still human, proud of my humanity, weaknesses and strengths.

~Lucrecia
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Yo! So I get my own intro page? sweet!
Name's Zack Blaze, 22, 5'7, violet eyes, pale skin, spikey thick hair, and the damned things don't stay down! I'm an ex-soldier 1st class. Yeah, you know you want me.

HA! You wish, I'm engaged. So there! I got me the sexy Tifa lockheart! You wish you were me. *grins*
I think we planned things for the 29th of April, nice weather ya know? For bikinis that is...*snicker*

Zack-man made a little bit of a mistake, so now we're going to have a kid too. Though I'm kinda excited, it'll be great to be a dad! I guess I'm ready as I'll ever be.

I missed alot of things, and not alot happened while I've been alive. See I was helping buddyboy get away from that stupid madscientist weirdo. No idea what he did to me, but I know he was hurtin' Cloud. I couldn't let him keep on doing that! Poor kid was drugged up so bad when we managed to get away.

I ended up being shot, then I don't remember too much after that. Dying for me, was sort of like being asleep for a really long time. I like naps might I add. Then I somehow came back and found him, I had to know how he was doing. By the time I got to him he had saved the world and everything, proud of him I am. *joking sniffle*

Always knew the kid would be something great in the end, he just needed the right kind of modivation. Funny thing is, he thought he WAS me, isn't the difference between us kinda obvious? I mean COME ON, the guy's waaaaay more timid than me. from the sounds of it, most of the time he was being an angsty jackass. But that's okay. I forgive him.

*goofygrin* You know they got alotta great things around now that they didn't have when I was alive a few years back. Like video games! There's more stuff on TV too. I'm pretty happy, got wedding plans and all that. There's no hurry though.

Gah! I had to go back to Gonaga and meet up with my parents, I really thought they'd be dead by now, really! I didn't write because well...think about it. If I don't have hands, how'm I supposed to write?

They weren't too mad once I told them what happened. which is good, I introduced Tifa to them, they hit it off great. Dad's proud I got myself into 1st class, well I'm ex anyway. mom's proud too. I left out the little part about well...ya know. Dont' think they'd be that happy with me if I told them "Hey! guess what? we're havin' a kid!" I think I'd be better off being shot. >.>

Speaking of being shot, Reeve's killed me in Halo. That guy can game like a summon. Damn. I'm sooo out of practice, one day I'm gonna get him good! He nailed my ass to the floor! Seriously!One day I'm going to find the hammer and use some bigger nails and-wow...I just realized that was really stupid.

Sephy's here with us too! I don't talk to him that much, he gets pretty annoyed with me, he's so much more irratable than he used to be. He used to train me and stuff. Did I mention buddyboy stole my sword? Well...I kinda gave it to him. I'm glad I had enough money to get another one made. It's the same metal just a little darker so we can tell 'em apart.

Well anyway, done with the ranting. I got some Fable to play.mmm...crunchy chicks.

Zack

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Hi, my name's Raven Strife ^^
I'm Cloud's little half brother, we have the same dad, but not the mom. Dad was a bum, he always made me make money for booze. I'm 13, spikey blonde hair with black tips, pale skin, blue eyes.

I was sorta experimented on too, mom died trying to protect me from some soldiers, I don't why she was going up to the old reactor on Mount Nibel...I was left for dead until someone found me and did something to me.

there's a gap in my memory where I don't remember alot. All I know is that I'm sort of like a cat, I can turn into one too. I have an alter ego, his name is Draze. He's nice to me though, but alot older, he takes over when I fight alot of times.

I'm being trained by Sephiroth, and it's fun too! Even though it's hard work and he talks about discipline all the time, he thinks it's fun underneath it all I bet.

There's not too much to say about myself. I'm just a kid afterall, I'm a little intimidated by my big brother. I've heard all about what he's done, dad always used to scold me because I'd never do anything as good as onii-chan. But that's okay, I don't really want to be a great person.

Greatness doesn't matter to me. I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask for? well I am happy...onii-chan is really nice to me, so is sensei, everyone is. Dad is probably dead by now, but that's okay, I don't mind because I'm not really alone.

-Raven
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YAY! All the intros are done. I will post later onee-chan! love you and Jer!

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 00:25 GMT
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Sunday, March 6, 2005
Rebecca and SephI
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Introductions.
Greetings, hello and hi. Your probably wondering what this is all about, well for me Rebecca, this is hopefully going to be a good way for mai imoto-chans and I to keep in touch, if this works as I want it to... anyone might post in this blog.. OWA (she introduce herself hopefully later however she wants. Jeri, Sephiroth, Cloud, Aeris, Varian, SephI, Sephora, and Jenova only knows who else.. watch out we're quite a big family you know!!!
We-ell anyway this is mine and SephI's introduction so you all know who we are and whats happening...

As you already know I'm Rebecca, I'm 21.. although 22 in less than a month (scary huh?) I'm about 5'1 tall with dark brown eyes and dark brown curly hair that is slowly (extremely slowly) growing past my shoulders *grumbles* stupid curls...* How's life going? Pretty well I think.. I got the house to myself this weekend but no luck in getting hold of mai imoto's yet... I was hoping to maybe see one or both of them online but so far I guess it's not to be... why are we so far away you might ask... Well They live in America and I live in the UK and am currently in Germany of all places but only for this year I'm hoping to sooner or later go to America either as an Au Pair like I am now (desperate times call for desperate measures you know?) or just some how or another get over there.. once there I'm torn between just meeting mai imoto's and kidnapping them quickly, you might find out more about all that and why later.. then again you might not. Right now I'm supposed to be cleaning the house if I don't wanna do it Monday.. but I figure I got plenty of time on Monday.. and I can even work tonight yet if I wanna (if.. I wanna...) well that's that sorted then LOL! Well I'll hand over to SephI

Greetings...

As Rebecca already introduced me I will not state my name again, before you ask.. no I am not a clone of Sephiroth nor do I claim to be him... I am the pure bred son of the one known as Jenova, unlike the one created via her cells and a mixture of science I have had little contact with humans until this moment of time, why then have I come down? To be truthful I do not know. Jenova is however dying.. this I do know, she has little energy left, and this she continues to use up with battles against those who would oppose her plans, when she dies... I will be the last one of our kind left that is wholly of our race and only our race. The others that have been sighted are merely hybrids effectively speaking and although some can and do breed they can not carry on our line, for it gets diluted with each person that mixes it further... Thankfully Her problem is not one I have.. it is only the female that continually requires energy... we males do not need such things we just.. live... but then the male gender of our race is less... I suppose I should say aggressive, we can and do fight make no mistake, but only when it becomes necessary, I say we... of course being the last one I suppose I should say I. Myself and the other males I used to know.. we prefer flight or defense where possible compared to offense, perhaps that is why the males nearly always live longer than the females... I do not know. I will not go into all of our rituals etc here, I can not be bothered to be perfectly honest. If I get asked questions I shall answer them to the best of my ability and memory. The one known as Sephiroth... he is a strange mixture for although he is male his treatment earlier in life and possibly even as a result of which cells he got given have caused him to act more as a female of our race might, although I believe it is very human for a male to wish to fight and kill all the time... so perhaps that is partly why... To be honest I can not be certain... usually when I approach him he wishes to fight.. this I have no desire truly to do so can get no answers from him.
I believe I have given enough information here though, although Rebecca insists I give some physical details also just to prove a point.. although what point I am sure I do not know...

Very well. I am around the age of nine million years now, although I suppose to the human eye I would look around thirty, so I have been informed at any rate. I stand at around six foot seven when in human form, and have silver eyes. My hair is just past the backs of my legs for our race do not cut our hair ever.. it never gets longer than that, and usually reaches that length at around the age thirty years. I have been told my skin is pale enough to resemble snow although myself I do not see the resemblance, safe to say I do masquerade as a caucasian white male finding it easier to blend in around these areas that way. I certainly do not have what is known as fat, around my shape for I do not sit around long enough, one thing that is clear for all our race is we do enjoy movement, even the males train with their weapons purely for the exercise, so I would not say I looked particularly thin. I imagaine if anything again I look average in that department as the extra muscles our race requires are there yet concealed well. I will not go into describing how our race appears in the usual form... right now I can not be bothered.

I believe this is enough from me...

Farewell...

SephI

REbecca back again.. he's a cheerful soul isnt' he? you see what I have to put up with sometimes? Still it's good fun.. that's what's important...

Well.. take care for now..
Reb.

Posted by anime6/sephiroth_lost at 18:18 GMT
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