Feelings
Mood:
hungry
Now Playing: The Maid - The Movie
Juz woke up not long ago, had a splitting headache last nite and had to wake up like 6am in the morning to take panadol..it still feels heavy and weird though.
Woke up wondering about my relationship with my baby. Two more days and we are marching in 2 months of our relationship. Till now, I still feel uncertain about us. I wonder how much he loves me and I wonder how much I loves him. We don't seem to meet up much and we dun seem to talk on the phone much, yet we are still a couple. We don't know each other well at all. He doesn't knows about my family, I don't know about his past. Is this the right way to a relationship? Can we still progress on without knowing each other well? Seriously, if you ask me what is his favourite food, color or watever, I have no idea.
I feel like I'm a lousy girlfriend, feel like I'm not doing my part in the relationship at all. I wonder why I'm so lousy and yet he still wants to be with me? I have realised that I started to yearn for things that will happen with him by my side, like him being at my graduation ceremony, celebrating christmas together, visiting each other houses during Chinese New Year and even celebrating our Valentine together. I want him to be a part of my life, someone important in my life forever. I don't know whether he feels the same way as me though but I know I definitely hope to make this relationship works.
Been hurt before many times, I wish this will be the end of all hurt. Please Baby, please let you be the one that will stay with me. I want to be yours...