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d'ohTopic: whateva
Wassup Peoples? hows it hangin'? Anyways I want to apologize for not updating in a helluva lone time. MANY and I mean many things have happened since I last posted. Ya, I did graduate in June, my lowest grade was a C in English, the rest is A's and B's, i past my provincial. I went to Jamaica in July and it was AWESOME!!! & so ya my bf and I got to know each other better(*wink* *wink*). My uncle John died in a tragic accident on the BC day long weekend. I went on the Alaska cruise and I caught 5 salmon in ketchakan. I've been working in between that, from July till the last week of September. I am now in college at the Art Institutes of Vancouver and it's better than i thought it would be, so far anyways.
I still work on Fridays and oh!!! before I forget I inherited a puppy named Boo from my uncle. Uncle John's funeral was pretty good, More people, turned out then i thought, but I was still grieving and depressed. Uncle john was the thirteenth family member that I've lost and I'm only 18 for cripes sake.Well, I'll go into more detail some other time.
likkle more,
Tricia D-S
PS. I visited Ashley in Calgary and it was awesome.
My muse/quote for right now is:
"She to afaird to show how she feels and all she feels is hurt but when you look at her you will think she has the perfect life"~~~"The mirror sees the faceless as they should be.
Alone and cold you stand in front of its glass,
Praying hard to see yourself at last,
But through the foggy glass you see no reflection…"~~~"We live only to someday die.
Yet some still gaze out at the world as if it is full of mystery and hidden splendor."~~~1) John Greenleaf Whittier
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'
2) Jim Rohn
How sad to see a father with money and no joy. The man studied economics, but never studied happiness.
6) Malcolm X, Malcolm X Speaks
Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.
7) Voltaire
He is a hard man who is only just, and a sad one who is only wise.
8) Olive Schreiner
My feeling is that there is nothing in life but refraining from hurting others, and comforting those who are sad.
9) Wizard of Oz
Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.
10) W. M. Lewis
The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
lazy
silly
Well, on a happier note Diago's here, mums so... happy she's been and I quote "smiling so.. much that here cheeks hurt" and "He's actually here, Finally!!!".
This picture is a tribute to Diago and our family. I bid thee good night, I'll do another blog soon.
Hasta La Vista,
me soon come ya hear?
Tricia D-S
ps. my musing/misc for now is:
HAMLET "To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.--Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd."
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I'm sorry i just had to do that one since i did my own poem from this quote. ^_^ ^_~ >_< ~_~ @_@ by the way i meant posted not poted it wouldn't let me change it, oh well, later *_*
hug me
Ya, I know I don't have much to say that wouldn't be negative right now, so I think I'll stop here for today, because I just don't wanna talk about it. But this time I'm going to do a musing/misc. and nobody'd gunna stop me *insert*Evil*Laughter*Here* ^_~ 
Change the world - V6(inuyasha theme)
Well, I gotta go now, I might do another blog entry tonight.
likkle more ya hear,
Hasta La Vista,
Tricia D-S
cheeky
I'll tell you more in my next entry, cause I'm too tired right now.
peace out,
Hasta La Vista,
Tricia D-S
my musing/misc. for today now is:
Forrest Gump (Tom Hanks) My mama always said life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.
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Mrs. Gump (Sally Field) Remember what I told you, Forrest. You're no different than anybody else is. Did you hear what I said, Forrest? You're the same as everybody else. You are no different.
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Mrs. Gump defines vacation. Vacation's when you go somewhere... and you don't ever come back.
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Forrest Gump He was from a long great military tradition. Somebody from his family had fought and died in every single American war. I guess you could say he had a lot to live up to.
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Forrest Gump Lieutenant Dan was always getting these funny feelings about a rock or a trail or the road, so he'd tell us to get down, shut up.
Lt. Dan Taylor (Gary Sinise) Get down! Shut up!
Forrest Gump So we did.
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Forrest Gump Stupid is as stupid does.
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Forrest Gump Lieutenant Dan, what are you doing here?
Lt. Dan Taylor Well, I thought I'd try out my sea legs.
Forrest Gump But you ain't got no legs, Lieutenant Dan.
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Mrs. Gump Don't you be afraid, sweetheart. Death is just a part of life, something we're all destined to do.
crushed out
Anyways, it's almost 10:30 so I gotta go. likkle more, ya crazy irish(lol)
Hasta La Vista,
Tricia D-S
my musings/misc. for today is:
Johnny Depp: There are necessary evils. Money is an important thing in terms of representing freedom in our world. And now I have a daughter to think about. It's really the first time I've thought about the future and what it could be.
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Johnny Depp: It's fun to imagine what you could do with that kind of money. I could buy that island I've wanted to buy all my life, and live there with my family. Or I could buy some great piece of art that's just going to feed my eyes every day. It's fun to toy with the notion of that, and it is very tempting because money, unfortunately is freedom in today's world.
Anyways, I'm getting kinda tired, So I'm gunna let you go, I promise the next entry will be longer.
Hasta La Vista,
Peace out Gansta,
Tricia D-S
My Musing/ misc. for right now is:
William Morris
Love Is Enough
Love is enough: though the World be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the sky be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this day draw a veil over all deeds pass'd over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter;
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.
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Ralph Waldo Emerson
Give All to Love
Give all to love;
Obey thy heart;
Friends, kindred, days,
Estate, good-fame,
Plans, credit, and the Muse,?
Nothing refuse.
'Tis a brave master;
Let it have scope:
Follow it utterly,
Hope beyond hope:
High and more high
It dives into noon,
With wing unspent,
Untold intent;
But it is a God,
Knows its own path
And the outlets of the sky.
It was never for the mean;
It requireth courage stout.
Souls above doubt,
Valor unbending,
It will reward,?
They shall return
More than they were,
And ever ascending.
Leave all for love;
Yet, hear me, yet,
One word more thy heart behoved,
One pulse more of firm endeavor,?
Keep thee to-day,
To-morrow, forever,
Free as an Arab
Of thy beloved.
Cling with life to the maid;
But when the surprise,
First vague shadow of surmise
Flits across her bosom young,
Of a joy apart from thee,
Free be she, fancy-free;
Nor thou detain her vesture's hem,
Nor the palest rose she flung
From her summer diadem.
Though thou loved her as thyself,
As a self of purer clay,
Though her parting dims the day,
Stealing grace from all alive;
Heartily know,
When half-gods go,
The gods survive.
I'm in such HIGH spirits right now (lol high, ^_^) and I hope they last. My Life Drawing class was so... boring yesterday and not to mention gross, we had to draw a nude old lady, YUCK @_@. I really and I mean really wanted to be with my mum, instead of going to that class. For the record, I cannot and I repeat I cannot stand Blind contour drawings, *_*. You know what sux a big one, I just found out this morning that Ashley's not allowed to go to the birthday party i was planning to give her, oh well what parents say goes I'm afraid, ~_~. Can you tell that I'm really happy yet? if not, then u r just a weirdo. Who am I to talk? I'm such a strange and weird person, I shouldn't talk, lol. Hey, at least I'm honest about being lazy and weird, & am not denying it. You know de Niles not only a river in Egypt ya know, lmao ^_~. Well, I'm sounding like a broken record right now and we all know that's not good, it reminds us of 'you know who' LOL!!!
Hasta La Vista,
Up to de time,
Tricia D-S
My musing/misc. for right now is:
BONES
Jimmy Bones: All debts are paid, baby!
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Jimmy Bones: Dog eat dog, brother.
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Jimmy Bones: Gangsta of love don't eat no fried chicken!
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Jimmy Bones: what it is and what it will BE, my brotha!
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Maurice: 'Sup man?
Bill: Contact paranoia... maybe you've heard of it... I'm buggin' out 'cause I'm hangin' out wit you all the time! ...I tell you god damnit man....!
Maurice: Well I got bigger problems! I'm tryin' to get this joint lit, that's drug abuse!
party time!
I have awesome news, my step-dad Diago was accepted, I'm so... excited and happy for both him & mum. I missed my life drawing class tonight, but it was well worth it. The only bummer... well not so much, I'm not going to be Shayne's doormat anymore. The only reason i go to the skills room is to play cards, Shayne used to, but not anymore has anything to do with me coming there. I went out to MacDonald's with Ashley for lunch today, it was fun and thanks again ash. I know MJ cares about me and i do like her, but in my heart she just doesn't entirely feel part of the family, yet anyways. MJ is more of a step-sister/friend to me, not another mom, like my dad and grandpa want me to think. Maybe if she ever marries dad, maybe then would she feel like part of the family, i dunno, I have mixed feelings when it comes to her. I'm not going to talk about that anymore, just so ya know I'm starting to be a bit nicer to her and I'm gunna try harder. I wish dad would drop the subject, but knowing dad that's not going to be any time soon. I luv my dad and i do care for MJ, just not as much as dad & grandpa want me too. I don't mean to hurt MJ's feelings, but no one can force me to think of her as my step-mum, even though she isn't trying to. That's proably why i don't like her as much as i should, plus to be perfectly honest i am a bit jealous of her. Anyways, I'm rambling on and on, probably driving you nuts, so I'm gunna take my leave. I have to study a little bit fore my quiz, before i go to bed, anyways.
LOOK!!! Beenie Man, didja know his real name is Moses Davis? Did that pic brighten the mood or what, lol.
Hasta La Vista,
Up to de time, in de lights Ya hear
Tricia D-S
My musing/Misc. for tonight is:
"Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live!"
-Bob Marley
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Sanka: I'm freezing my royal Rastafarian na-nas off!
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Derice: Sanka, you dead?
Sanka: Ya man.
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[Pre-race cheer]
Kids: Who's the captain of our crew? Who's a friend to me and you? Kinda nice, good-looking too! Sanka, Sanka, yay, Sanka!
Sanka: Ha ha ha! Get back to work!
Derice: Who's the big hot bag of air, who doesn't have to comb his hair? Who doesn't bathe and doesn't care, Sanka, Sanka, yay, Sanka!
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"Until the philosophy which holds one race superior and another inferior is finally and permanently discredited and abandoned, everywhere is war and until there are no longer first-class and second-class citizens of any nation, until the color of a man's skin is of no more significance than the color of his eyes. And until the basic human rights are equally guaranteed to all without regard to race, there is war. And until that day, the dream of lasting peace, world citizenship, rule of international morality, will remain but a fleeting illusion to be pursued, but never attained... now everywhere is war."
- Bob Marley