My Thoughts' Today
Mood:  happy
Topic: Not Sure???
Hey Internet world! How's it going? fine, OK then and on with the entry. Ya, I know that last sentence was kinda weird, but hey I'm weird and proud of it too. I talked to my bf today and that always makes me happy. I have one question, what should i get him for his b-day? I know what he wants, but I don't know if it's enough. I asked him what he wanted or needed and one of his suggestions was a new cell phone. I really don't think I'll get him that and I agree with mum that it is a little much. I really don't want to end up like my mums friend Heather, who i know is probably going to get her heart broken. I know that probably won't happen to me, but I'll keep that in mind. There are four people in this world that can actually make me happy. One is my mum and another is of course my step-dad Diago. Third, would be my best friend Ashley and fourth would be my bf. I know I'm droning on and on. I'm probably boring you people to death with my sob stories, but hey i got to let this stuff out once in awhile. I love my dad very much and i know that in these entries it seems like i hate him, well i don't. I appreciate everything he does and i know I'd be lost without him. He does try to make me happy, but he can't get it through his head that money can't buy happiness. Look at the dancing Palm Tree, doesn't it brighten up your mood, lol. Ya I know this may seem kinda lame, but here goes. That plam tree is props to Jamaica, Jamaica kicks arse. Are you laughing yet? I hope this silly dancing plam tree gives you a good laugh, it sure made me laugh. Anyways, back to my day which in my oppinion was kinda boring. I also had a long conversation with my mum and Daigo tonight, so it's all good. My second day at my work experience was a great hit, I might not have to have an adult come with me anymore, yay. Mr Crowe said I did so well without an aid with me, that I showed a great sense of maturity. Well I'm getting pretty tired so I'll let u guys go. Hasta la Vista, Little more, Mon. Tricia D-S My musing/quote for today is: Shippou:'You shouldn't talk to yourself, people would wonder' ~~~ Miroku:"For the dead, there is neither good nor evil. All that remains is the mercy of Buddha." ~~~ Kikyo:"The red thread of fate, once broken, can never be rejoined." ~~~ Sesshoumaru: "My talons bid you... goodbye." ~~~ Sango: 'He's acting like a dirty old man' ~~~ InuYasha: 'Your brain's broken or something' ~~~ Inuyasha: "Sango, am I imagining it, or do I sense a bit of jealousy?" ~~~ Sango: (flames in the background) "It's just your imagination." ~~~ Inuyasha (rushing off): "Sango! Take care of Kagome!" Miroku (likewise): "Sango! Take care of Koharu!" Sango (thinking): "Is it just me, or am I not being treated as a woman?" Shippou: "Don't worry Sango, I think you're beautiful." Sango (resigned): "You don't have to treat me specially, Shippou." ~~~ Kagome: "Just exactly what did you think I was thinking about?" Inuyasha: "Hey, you're the one who's snuggling up to me!" Kagome: "And you're the one having dirty thoughts!"

Yesterday's and Today's thoughts!
Mood:  accident prone
Topic: who knows??
Wassup! World? I'm sorry for not posting yesterday, I fell asleep.. I slept till 10am yesterday, well i wouldn't have woken up if it weren't for my father. The sleep over was so... much fun, but it would have been better if we stll had BET. You know what sucks? dads probably not gunna get BET back, because I'm the only one in this house at th moment that actually watches it. Well, you'd never guess what i did yesterday afternoon, can you? well i fell down the stairs, lmao. Man! that hurts, I fell, rolled once, then slid down the rest on my butt. That's the second or third time i fell down those damn stairs, but last time i landed on a basket of laundry and ended up with a twisted ankle. R u getting dizzy yet? lol. Anyways, back to what happen yesterday. I went out to dinner with my dad, MJ and grandpa. Then I watched 'Racing Stripes' and it was awesome, although Snoop Dogg didn't say much. Today, I woke up at 12:47pm and have been on this computer ever since(it's 5:49 now). Well, i bets be off, oh... wait I talked to my bf yesterday, just to let ya know before i forgot. I'm still happy, but I'm fighting a little bit with Shayne today. Hasta La Vista, Up to de time, Tricia D-S My musing/quote for now is: Kagome: He's really not a bad guy after all. I guess he is a reasonable person. Miroku: (rubs Kagome's butt) Kagome: On second thought, kill him! ~~~ Kouga: Then you can fall in love with me(To Kagome) Shippo: Doesn't he know about something called embarrassment? Miroku: No, I envy his personality ~~~ Shippo: "Kagome is scary when she gets angry" Inuyasha while cowering behind a rock... Inuyasha: "she's not scary at all! Damn you!!!!!!!!" ~~~ Inuyasha: Feh, I've heard similar threats from a number of poor fools whose memories I keep alive by dancing on their tombstones! - To Hiten ~~~ Curiosity is not a sin.... But we should exercise caution with our curiosity... yes, indeed.-Albus Dumbledore ~~~ If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.-Sirius Black

My thoughts for the past two days
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: who knows??
Wassup! World? hows it goin'? and on with the show. Well, it's not really a show, but do i care, nope. I'm hyper as could be.... yippee....lol, anyways enough with the hyperness and on to reality. This gif is so funny and she's saying "sit sit sit...."lol. Poor Inuyasha, Kagome nearly broke his back and ya i have seen that episode.Man i luv that gif it's hilarious. Anyways I started school on Wednesday and man has it been boring. Guess what? I'm still happy for the most part anyways. Tonight, I'm having a sleepover and we are going to watch BET. I luv BET, especially club comic view. Yay! Inuyasha's on tonight, it's my anime watching night, they end before ash comes over,so she doesn't have to watch it(she hates anime). Anyways once my dad gives me another calling card i can phone my mum and my bf. After that I'll be even more happy and that's always a good thing. I walked to the cove with MJ last night and I had sushi for dinner and dad bought me gelato for dessert. I am sorry for not posting th past two days, i tried last night but my Internet's's on the fritz. If it's OK by the time i get home or sometime today I'll post another entry, just to make up for not updating.Look brotherly love, and ya i am being random, but hey i'm hyper and in school right now and it's so... BORING!!!! It's like 11:21am and I don't have a class till 1:20pm, so it seems like it's gunna be bordomville for a couple hours. I'm so.... hungry right now I am so... stupid i didn't make a lunch and I won't have eaten til i get home. Well, I'm off and I'll cya later. Hasta la Vista, little more, Tricia D-S My musing/Quote for the day is: O mistress mine, where are you roaming? O! stay and hear; your true love's coming, ...That can sing both high and low. Trip no further, pretty sweeting; Journeys end in lovers meeting, Every wise man's son doth know. What is love: 'Tis not hereafter; Present mirth hath present laughter ...What's to come is still unsure. In delay there lies no plenty; Then come kiss me, sweet and twenty; Youth's a stuff will not endure. .....O Mistress Mine by William Shakespeare (1564-1616) ~~~ Shall I compare thee to a summers day Sonnet 18 William Shakespeare Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate. Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimmed; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed. But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st; Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st, So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

Today's Thoughts!
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: love Sick
Hey World! As you know I was extremely happy yesterday and ya I still am. I talked to my bf again today and i told him that i loved him. His reply made me even more happy, he said "love you too".. You know, not even doing chores made me feel any less happy. I may hate chores, but my bf can always brighten my day. My house is clean, minus my room, it's a disaster zone (mum if your reading this don't worry I'll clean it). I hung out with Ashley, we had subway, we called my bf who loves to talk, especially to me. Also, Gerry and Quinn stopped by and we hung out with them for awhile. Gerry took back all his blues/jazz Cd's's and we looked through my photo album of my JA pics & talked for awhile. Dad came down and saw them(Gerry &Quinn), gave both me and ash dirty looks, checked the house to see if i had done my chores, which i did. I swear to him Ashley's the angel and I'm the devil, he also gave us looks of disappointment. I thank God he didn't come back down, but I'll never hear the end of it for having those two over, believe you me.. I'm so... happy right now...nothing can put a damper on my mood, even the thought of not being around mum and diago. To be perfectly honest, it did become slightly depressed for five minutes, but then i became happy again. I miss mum, diago and papa my bf dearly, i wish i could be there right now. Alas,that's not possible right now, there's school tomorrow, bummer. Oh well, who cares... I don't, i don't have to be at school till 10:30am anyways, so it's not a total loss. I did wake up till 12 today, now it's 11:40pm and I'm not tired at all, well maybe a little bit. Well, I'll head off to get my bag ready for school, till next time. Hasta la Vista, peace out, Tricia D-S My musing/quote for today is: "Because I want to fix that in my memory forever," said Ron, his eyes closed and an uplifted _expression on his face. "Draco Malfoy, the amazing bouncing ferret..." ~~~ Inuyasha: Hey Shippo, your village called. They're looking for their idiot.

My Thought's for today!
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: good day
Hello! Cyber world I'm as happy as could be and it's was a wonderful day. Can you guess why I'm such in high spirits right now? Do ya wanna know why I'm so happy right now? First of all Mum and Diago will be here soon. Secondly, I had an awesome first day at my work experience. I have no school till 10:30am on Wednesday and that's not all. I had a very nice chat with my bf on th phone this afternoon. That made me so.... happy!!! YAY!!! can ya tell? Hmmm... u can can't u. Ya, I know I sound a bit like a love sick puppy,but I can't help it. If I heard correctly my bf said he loved me and missed me, i'm so... happy it's not funny. Let's hope these high spirits last a long time, I don't want to be depressed anymore if i can help it. My work experience is at 'Dial-a-movie" up at Parkgate. All i did was enter in all the movies from the drop box into the computer and put them back where they belong. I wish i didn't have to take a 10 minute break, but according to My teacher I have to do that to prove that i can come back on time from breaks. Well, th only thing that was bad about today is I had to do chores. I despise doing chores,but alas i have to in order to live in a healthy environment. Sometimes I wish i so damn lazy, but hey that's a part of who I am. Well, i need to try to change it and I think i just might do that. If I did that i think i'd lose a little weight. Oops! I almost forgot, I saw one of my best friends, Robin, the one I've known since the day i was born. She's only three years older than me and we have been friends forever... it seems like. I'm also best friends with her little bro Chris who is a week younger than me. We practically grew up together. Except, that would have been the case if i hadn't moved from the Sunshine coast. I'm VERY thankful I did, otherwise i wouldn't have met Ashley or anybody in Jamaica for that matter(I think). .Those pics show what i feel like right now and ya i know they are pics from the anime show Inuyasha, but if you knew me you'd know that i am a big anime fan (Inuyasha is my favorite). I also have two other pics, but I'll put them up later on. My heart is filled with happiness and it feels like it's gunna burst. I haven't been this happy in a very long time(No offense Ash). I am so totally psyched and i can't wait till mum and Diago get here. I also, can't wait till i go to Jamaica this summer, I pray to God that I do. I want to see my bf and my relatives down there, I miss them very much. The one i miss the most right now besides Mum and Diago is my bf Papa(B.P.). Only those who know me, know what the initials B.P. mean, and i'm keeping it that way.. Well, I'm droning on and on again, So i think I'll got to bed now. Hasta la Vista, Up to de time, mon Later, Tricia D-S My musing/quote for today is: "Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow." - (Act II, Scene II). "What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet". - (Act II, Scene II). -Romeo & Juliet - William Shakespeare

My Thoughts Right now!
Mood:  accident prone
Topic: Not Sure???
Wassup! everybody, if you want to know all of what happened with my uncle. After i phoned my mum, she tried to get ahold of manning hospital. She couldn't so she informed my Italian grandpa and a nurse from manning hospital called me. She asked me to phone my mum and tell her the phone number for the hospital and my uncle's room number. I phoned my mum with my calling card and was about to tell her, then my step-grandma called asking me for the number. When i went back to talk to my mum, but she had hung up and was trying the number. A few minutes later she called back and told me to calm down & she also told me everything she found out. That wasn't much, the only thing she found out was that it was a community center not a hospital. I hope that was the only health clinic around and not a hoax, but i doubt it is one. I'm just chillin' out at Shayne's right now at his crib, if u can call it that... Anyways I found out something new about my dad and that is that he hates Sara Maglocklan(spelt?). Ashley i want to apologize for not talking to you normally on the phone today. Ash you were right i really gotta phone my bf and I think I'll do it once i get home. No, I AM going to phone him as soon as i get home. I think if i don't he might break up with me, and yet again you were right. To heck with it your almost always right and thank you for being so concerned about me and my welfare. I know i sound like a complete 'baka'(Japanese for 'idiot') and i shouldn't be displacing my idiocy for something else. I have a really bad head ache and it's clouding my train of thought, all though you may think I'm full baloney. Well i better go, i think it may be time to leave. Hasta la vista, Cya, Tricia D-S My Musing for right now is: MIYOGA: Master, we must hurry before they do something to Kagome. INUYASHA: I?m sure she can handle herself. She?s probably got them cleaning their cave. MIYOGA: We can only hope. But if the rumors are to be believed, the Thunder Brothers do not keep pretty young ladies for long before they devour them. SHIPPO: Devour them? Inuyasha, do you suppose ? INUYASHA: Get real. Did?t ya hear him? He said, ?pretty young ladies.? SHIPPO: Yeah. She is pretty and brave and smart. MIYOGA: Isn?t anyone going to ask my opinion?

Last Night and Today's thoughts'
Mood:  lyrical
Topic: who knows??
Hey! everybody, I'm sorry I was going to post a 2nd entry last night, but i was really hystarical and pretty down. I got some really bad news after I came back from giving my dog Kia a hour and a half walk through the cove. My Uncle John called me collect, with some really saddening news. He said he was in the Manning hospital, not far from peace river, Alberta. When I heard this I started crying and he was crying saying he had an accident, doesn't know if he's gunna make it, and told me how much he loved me. I was very distraught after he told me he chopped off his hand. After talking to him, I broke down, bawling and shaking uncontrollably. I went up stairs still crying and MJ was on the phone with her brother Kevin, wink wink(inside joke with ash). She saw me on her couch hugging one of the pillows crying my eyes out and shaking. She soon ended her conversation with her bro and came over to me to see, what the problem was. I told her shakily and she tried to help me out a bit. Then I called my mum with the bad news, like i told my uncle i would. Mum told the others at her house to turn down the music and as i was crying I told her what happened. As she was listening to me tell her what happened she broke into tears and after i talked to her she frantically searched for a way to contact Manning Hospital. In the process of that she called my Italian grandpa(her dad) and it was delt with soon after that. Today my uncle called me all drugged up at the hospital to reassure me that he wasn't gunna die, he was just hurt very bad.. Tonight I went to the Tsunami relief concert and it was freakin' awesome. There was to begin with some band I never heard of, then Chantal kriviastik(spelt?) and her husband Raine. After that there was Sum 41 and then surprisingly Robin Williams came. Then Bare Naked Ladies came on, then i think it was Avril levegne and then some choir, then Sara Maglocklan(spelt?). I had such an awesome time. The only thing ill i have to say about it was, the lights occasionally blinded me and dads friends were smoking ganja and blowing the smoke in my face, otherwise it was a great concert. Adios Amigos & Hasta la Vista, up to de time, In de lights, mon. Tricia D-S My Musing for Today/Last night is: Draco Malfoy:"Scared Potter?", Harry Potter:"You Wish!" -Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets -Author J.K.Rowling

The I'm Tired thoughts
Mood:  lazy
Topic: who knows??
Hey! Internet world I'm so tired right now. My mum called me at 6:50 am and woke me up. I had to fax the papers again and I'm only saying that with practice i think i'm getting better at faxing. I apologize for not posting another entry last night like i said i would. I completely forgot due to i had some emotional distress caused by 'you know who'(dad). I know i promised not to mention my father Mr. grouchy again, but i said i try and it's that i had to write something about him. Anyways, I'm kinda half asleep and I'm really bored. Well who wouldn't be? it's it's bloody 7:30 in the morning what do expect, sunshine and rainbows. Anyways, I had a horrible evening after i posted yesterday due to my fathers anger and immaturity. He threatened to leave and never come back because he doesn't and i quote "want to deal with me anymore". Man, that man loves to put a damper on my high spirits. I'm babbling on again, but i really don't give a rats arse if i am or not. It's too early for subtleties, but hey what can ya do... i can't sleep. Just for the record I really don't like faxing things when I'm stressing out. Dad said MJ's gone and leaving from this house. To be honest i know that's not true because I know my dad and he always says these kinda things when he's angry. To heck with Mr.Grouchy bringing me down all the time and sometimes i think he can go suck and elf for all i care. I know he loves me and tries to make me happy, but you can't buy a persons love. Thems the brakes i'm afraid and he just doesn't understand. One last thing about 'you know who' I swear that man like to make everybody miserable like him and he loves to hear himself talk, lol. I thought this pic fit my mood right now due to me being full of different emotions. I'm sorry again about writing about my dad, but i have to get these kinda things off my chest once in awhile. Well i better go now, I think I'll try to go back to sleep. Hasta la vista, Up to de time, little more, Tricia D-S My musing for right now is: "Good friend for Jesus sake forebare, To digg the dust enclosed heare, Bleste be the man that spares these stones, And cursed be he that moves my bones" 1564-1618 - William Shakespeare - on Shakespeare's tombstone (My favorite Shakespeare quote)

boringness
Mood:  not sure
Topic: who knows??
Today's another day and yet again i slept till 12pm & am very bored. Well, I'm kinda frustrated cause i had to fax my mum the immigration papers they sent me. Man, did i ever have trouble with that, I don't know how to fax people things very well. Mum wanted me to fax it so she could see for herself what the papers said, if ya didn't know my mum is a see it and believe it kinda person. If that makes any sense to you which it may not, ya never know. I'll be updating this blog later tonight. I hope my dad doesn't freak, when i tell him i need another card. Ya he probably will cause he just gave me the card last night, oops. Oh well, I was talking to mum about important things so, maybe he won't get too mad. Who am i kidding of course he's gunna flip his lid, that's how my dad is sometimes, well most of the time actually. Hey guess what? I just got off the phone with him and he didn't flip, well out loud anyways and he didn't seem to thrilled when I asked him. I bet he's just fuming underneath because this is the third card he'll have bought me this week. Enough about my grouchy father and on with being excited. I can't wait till they get here. Well till my next entry, Up to de time, Tricia D-S My musing for today: "appearances can be deceiving"

My Thoughts Today
Mood:  surprised
Topic: whateva
I slept in till like 12pm and today was so... boring. That was until I got my mail, YAY!!!! it came, it finally got here. You should have seen my face it must have been priceless. I was so.... happy and i couldn't believe it. They finally said "yes" to Diago and at first i couldn't believe what i read and to be honest i had 2 read it over about four times, for it to actually sink in. If you are wonder who Diago is, well, he's my step dad and he's Jamaican. If you are also wondering what they being Canada customs said yes to my step-fathers application to come and live in Canada. The stupid d imbeciles took far too long, due to that jerk who i like to call 'He who must not be named'. Can ya tell I'm a huge Harry Potter fan and I'm kinda obsessed with it. The one whom i call he 'who must not be named' is my former step-father Ondria Scarlett(Shine head), man that idiot caused me and mum so much trouble. To be honest I thought at first they were gunna say "no", but thank God my prayers were answered. I was and still am infact very happy, even though my father bummed me out for awhile. I swear that man goes out of his way to make those he cares about most miserable just like him. I can't stand fighting with him, over such petty things. Well, enough with me babbling on about nonsense and back to being very excitingly happy. I'm rarely this happy, well to be honest most of my happiness at the moment is not only because of the letter but because of my best Bergin/best friend Ashley. My father tries to sometimes, but it always results in me being more depressed. I can't wait till they get here and they being mum & Diago. Unfortunately, that means major cleaning for me, oh well that's life. I hope i did well in all my classes, i usually do, but there's always that constant paranoia that shows it's ugly face all the time. I'm sorta getting kind sleepy, but I must go on. I was so... happy when i read the letter, that after I called mum and Ashley i blasted Raggae music for two hours straight. I even danced, which in my case is very rare, due to i hate dancing. I'm rambling on aren't I, oh well thems tat breaks i guess. Well, I'm heading off to bed cause I'm exhausted. Adios Amigos, Hasta la vista, cya later, Tricia D-S MY Musing for the day is: "O, what a tangled web we weive, when first we practice to deceive" - William Shakespeare