My Thought's for today!
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: good day
Hello! Cyber world I'm as happy as could be and it's was a wonderful day. Can you guess why I'm such in high spirits right now? Do ya wanna know why I'm so happy right now? First of all Mum and Diago will be here soon. Secondly, I had an awesome first day at my work experience. I have no school till 10:30am on Wednesday and that's not all. I had a very nice chat with my bf on th phone this afternoon. That made me so.... happy!!! YAY!!! can ya tell? Hmmm... u can can't u. Ya, I know I sound a bit like a love sick puppy,but I can't help it. If I heard correctly my bf said he loved me and missed me, i'm so... happy it's not funny. Let's hope these high spirits last a long time, I don't want to be depressed anymore if i can help it. My work experience is at 'Dial-a-movie" up at Parkgate. All i did was enter in all the movies from the drop box into the computer and put them back where they belong. I wish i didn't have to take a 10 minute break, but according to My teacher I have to do that to prove that i can come back on time from breaks. Well, th only thing that was bad about today is I had to do chores. I despise doing chores,but alas i have to in order to live in a healthy environment. Sometimes I wish i so damn lazy, but hey that's a part of who I am. Well, i need to try to change it and I think i just might do that. If I did that i think i'd lose a little weight. Oops! I almost forgot, I saw one of my best friends, Robin, the one I've known since the day i was born. She's only three years older than me and we have been friends forever... it seems like. I'm also best friends with her little bro Chris who is a week younger than me. We practically grew up together. Except, that would have been the case if i hadn't moved from the Sunshine coast. I'm VERY thankful I did, otherwise i wouldn't have met Ashley or anybody in Jamaica for that matter(I think). .Those pics show what i feel like right now and ya i know they are pics from the anime show Inuyasha, but if you knew me you'd know that i am a big anime fan (Inuyasha is my favorite). I also have two other pics, but I'll put them up later on. My heart is filled with happiness and it feels like it's gunna burst. I haven't been this happy in a very long time(No offense Ash). I am so totally psyched and i can't wait till mum and Diago get here. I also, can't wait till i go to Jamaica this summer, I pray to God that I do. I want to see my bf and my relatives down there, I miss them very much. The one i miss the most right now besides Mum and Diago is my bf Papa(B.P.). Only those who know me, know what the initials B.P. mean, and i'm keeping it that way.. Well, I'm droning on and on again, So i think I'll got to bed now. Hasta la Vista, Up to de time, mon Later, Tricia D-S My musing/quote for today is: "Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow." - (Act II, Scene II). "What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet". - (Act II, Scene II). -Romeo & Juliet - William Shakespeare

My Thoughts Right now!
Mood:  accident prone
Topic: Not Sure???
Wassup! everybody, if you want to know all of what happened with my uncle. After i phoned my mum, she tried to get ahold of manning hospital. She couldn't so she informed my Italian grandpa and a nurse from manning hospital called me. She asked me to phone my mum and tell her the phone number for the hospital and my uncle's room number. I phoned my mum with my calling card and was about to tell her, then my step-grandma called asking me for the number. When i went back to talk to my mum, but she had hung up and was trying the number. A few minutes later she called back and told me to calm down & she also told me everything she found out. That wasn't much, the only thing she found out was that it was a community center not a hospital. I hope that was the only health clinic around and not a hoax, but i doubt it is one. I'm just chillin' out at Shayne's right now at his crib, if u can call it that... Anyways I found out something new about my dad and that is that he hates Sara Maglocklan(spelt?). Ashley i want to apologize for not talking to you normally on the phone today. Ash you were right i really gotta phone my bf and I think I'll do it once i get home. No, I AM going to phone him as soon as i get home. I think if i don't he might break up with me, and yet again you were right. To heck with it your almost always right and thank you for being so concerned about me and my welfare. I know i sound like a complete 'baka'(Japanese for 'idiot') and i shouldn't be displacing my idiocy for something else. I have a really bad head ache and it's clouding my train of thought, all though you may think I'm full baloney. Well i better go, i think it may be time to leave. Hasta la vista, Cya, Tricia D-S My Musing for right now is: MIYOGA: Master, we must hurry before they do something to Kagome. INUYASHA: I?m sure she can handle herself. She?s probably got them cleaning their cave. MIYOGA: We can only hope. But if the rumors are to be believed, the Thunder Brothers do not keep pretty young ladies for long before they devour them. SHIPPO: Devour them? Inuyasha, do you suppose ? INUYASHA: Get real. Did?t ya hear him? He said, ?pretty young ladies.? SHIPPO: Yeah. She is pretty and brave and smart. MIYOGA: Isn?t anyone going to ask my opinion?

Last Night and Today's thoughts'
Mood:  lyrical
Topic: who knows??
Hey! everybody, I'm sorry I was going to post a 2nd entry last night, but i was really hystarical and pretty down. I got some really bad news after I came back from giving my dog Kia a hour and a half walk through the cove. My Uncle John called me collect, with some really saddening news. He said he was in the Manning hospital, not far from peace river, Alberta. When I heard this I started crying and he was crying saying he had an accident, doesn't know if he's gunna make it, and told me how much he loved me. I was very distraught after he told me he chopped off his hand. After talking to him, I broke down, bawling and shaking uncontrollably. I went up stairs still crying and MJ was on the phone with her brother Kevin, wink wink(inside joke with ash). She saw me on her couch hugging one of the pillows crying my eyes out and shaking. She soon ended her conversation with her bro and came over to me to see, what the problem was. I told her shakily and she tried to help me out a bit. Then I called my mum with the bad news, like i told my uncle i would. Mum told the others at her house to turn down the music and as i was crying I told her what happened. As she was listening to me tell her what happened she broke into tears and after i talked to her she frantically searched for a way to contact Manning Hospital. In the process of that she called my Italian grandpa(her dad) and it was delt with soon after that. Today my uncle called me all drugged up at the hospital to reassure me that he wasn't gunna die, he was just hurt very bad.. Tonight I went to the Tsunami relief concert and it was freakin' awesome. There was to begin with some band I never heard of, then Chantal kriviastik(spelt?) and her husband Raine. After that there was Sum 41 and then surprisingly Robin Williams came. Then Bare Naked Ladies came on, then i think it was Avril levegne and then some choir, then Sara Maglocklan(spelt?). I had such an awesome time. The only thing ill i have to say about it was, the lights occasionally blinded me and dads friends were smoking ganja and blowing the smoke in my face, otherwise it was a great concert. Adios Amigos & Hasta la Vista, up to de time, In de lights, mon. Tricia D-S My Musing for Today/Last night is: Draco Malfoy:"Scared Potter?", Harry Potter:"You Wish!" -Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets -Author J.K.Rowling

The I'm Tired thoughts
Mood:  lazy
Topic: who knows??
Hey! Internet world I'm so tired right now. My mum called me at 6:50 am and woke me up. I had to fax the papers again and I'm only saying that with practice i think i'm getting better at faxing. I apologize for not posting another entry last night like i said i would. I completely forgot due to i had some emotional distress caused by 'you know who'(dad). I know i promised not to mention my father Mr. grouchy again, but i said i try and it's that i had to write something about him. Anyways, I'm kinda half asleep and I'm really bored. Well who wouldn't be? it's it's bloody 7:30 in the morning what do expect, sunshine and rainbows. Anyways, I had a horrible evening after i posted yesterday due to my fathers anger and immaturity. He threatened to leave and never come back because he doesn't and i quote "want to deal with me anymore". Man, that man loves to put a damper on my high spirits. I'm babbling on again, but i really don't give a rats arse if i am or not. It's too early for subtleties, but hey what can ya do... i can't sleep. Just for the record I really don't like faxing things when I'm stressing out. Dad said MJ's gone and leaving from this house. To be honest i know that's not true because I know my dad and he always says these kinda things when he's angry. To heck with Mr.Grouchy bringing me down all the time and sometimes i think he can go suck and elf for all i care. I know he loves me and tries to make me happy, but you can't buy a persons love. Thems the brakes i'm afraid and he just doesn't understand. One last thing about 'you know who' I swear that man like to make everybody miserable like him and he loves to hear himself talk, lol. I thought this pic fit my mood right now due to me being full of different emotions. I'm sorry again about writing about my dad, but i have to get these kinda things off my chest once in awhile. Well i better go now, I think I'll try to go back to sleep. Hasta la vista, Up to de time, little more, Tricia D-S My musing for right now is: "Good friend for Jesus sake forebare, To digg the dust enclosed heare, Bleste be the man that spares these stones, And cursed be he that moves my bones" 1564-1618 - William Shakespeare - on Shakespeare's tombstone (My favorite Shakespeare quote)

boringness
Mood:  not sure
Topic: who knows??
Today's another day and yet again i slept till 12pm & am very bored. Well, I'm kinda frustrated cause i had to fax my mum the immigration papers they sent me. Man, did i ever have trouble with that, I don't know how to fax people things very well. Mum wanted me to fax it so she could see for herself what the papers said, if ya didn't know my mum is a see it and believe it kinda person. If that makes any sense to you which it may not, ya never know. I'll be updating this blog later tonight. I hope my dad doesn't freak, when i tell him i need another card. Ya he probably will cause he just gave me the card last night, oops. Oh well, I was talking to mum about important things so, maybe he won't get too mad. Who am i kidding of course he's gunna flip his lid, that's how my dad is sometimes, well most of the time actually. Hey guess what? I just got off the phone with him and he didn't flip, well out loud anyways and he didn't seem to thrilled when I asked him. I bet he's just fuming underneath because this is the third card he'll have bought me this week. Enough about my grouchy father and on with being excited. I can't wait till they get here. Well till my next entry, Up to de time, Tricia D-S My musing for today: "appearances can be deceiving"

My Thoughts Today
Mood:  surprised
Topic: whateva
I slept in till like 12pm and today was so... boring. That was until I got my mail, YAY!!!! it came, it finally got here. You should have seen my face it must have been priceless. I was so.... happy and i couldn't believe it. They finally said "yes" to Diago and at first i couldn't believe what i read and to be honest i had 2 read it over about four times, for it to actually sink in. If you are wonder who Diago is, well, he's my step dad and he's Jamaican. If you are also wondering what they being Canada customs said yes to my step-fathers application to come and live in Canada. The stupid d imbeciles took far too long, due to that jerk who i like to call 'He who must not be named'. Can ya tell I'm a huge Harry Potter fan and I'm kinda obsessed with it. The one whom i call he 'who must not be named' is my former step-father Ondria Scarlett(Shine head), man that idiot caused me and mum so much trouble. To be honest I thought at first they were gunna say "no", but thank God my prayers were answered. I was and still am infact very happy, even though my father bummed me out for awhile. I swear that man goes out of his way to make those he cares about most miserable just like him. I can't stand fighting with him, over such petty things. Well, enough with me babbling on about nonsense and back to being very excitingly happy. I'm rarely this happy, well to be honest most of my happiness at the moment is not only because of the letter but because of my best Bergin/best friend Ashley. My father tries to sometimes, but it always results in me being more depressed. I can't wait till they get here and they being mum & Diago. Unfortunately, that means major cleaning for me, oh well that's life. I hope i did well in all my classes, i usually do, but there's always that constant paranoia that shows it's ugly face all the time. I'm sorta getting kind sleepy, but I must go on. I was so... happy when i read the letter, that after I called mum and Ashley i blasted Raggae music for two hours straight. I even danced, which in my case is very rare, due to i hate dancing. I'm rambling on aren't I, oh well thems tat breaks i guess. Well, I'm heading off to bed cause I'm exhausted. Adios Amigos, Hasta la vista, cya later, Tricia D-S MY Musing for the day is: "O, what a tangled web we weive, when first we practice to deceive" - William Shakespeare