May 25, 2004 I want to entitle this entry "Goodbye"
This is a short letter for those of you who I have talked to over the years that Starheart has been around. What has it been? Three years... alittle more maybe? Wow. I still remember the first time I came into Starheart. I met Ana... but that wasn't where it began. It started with Robus at the pool. hmm.. those were the good old days. Those were the days that I never knew I'd be looking back on.
Yeah, the first time I left for several months, I did realize that this will end up being a memory. The truth is... we all fell apart before it all ended, and it was my fault. When I left, you guys left. When I came back, we all started fighting.
No matter how much trouble we started with each other, I still cared about you guys. It didn't always feel like roleplaying. Sometimes it felt like I was my character, even though I'm not Mel.. my name's not Melany or Illusion, she's a character that I wish I could be more like.
I will always miss you guys and the times we've had. IF you ever want to, you can e-mail me... even just to say hello. Starheart will always be in my memory and I hope to really write it and publish it one day.
We all knew this day was going to come. We were kids when we started this and reality slowly started taking up our time away from our imaginary world. Even though it wasn't real, I will always remember you guys....
Robus
Minion
Squall
Rei
Ana
Seph
Ruin
Kenada
Tsia
Mat
Anyone else I didn't mention, I still remember you. You all played a large role in my life and helped me to learn alot of things.
I don't want to say goodbye because I will probably come back every once in awhile but that doesn't mean that I will see you or get a chance to talk to you. I guess I will simply say 'See you later'. Starheart will never die. I hope I see you guys around.
-Mel