Ayashi no ceres
Ayashi no ceres is my all time favorite anime series. The english adapted form of the series is known as Ceres: celestial legend (art and story by the creator of Fushigi Yugi, Yu Watase).
It's about a 16-yr-old grl name aya mikage who leads a fairly normal life, but all this changes the day the moon and 16 stars aline (her 16th b-day) and her destiny will overtake her. On her 16th b-day she heads to her grandfather's house with her twin bro, Aki mikage. At the house her whole family is waiting with sad faces....later on in the story her family tries to kill her! her dad dies for her! And she finds out that she can transform into an ancient and very powerful tennyo or a heavenly maiden (celestial maiden) named Ceres...but Ceres is furious and out for revenge...

More anime websites
www.wingsofsuzaku.homestead.com
www.animenation.com
www.animanga.com
www.faeryshop.com
www.animewallpapers.com
www.animespy.com
www.animeshrine.com
www.animeworld.com
www.angelfire.com/my/celestiallegend
www.viz.com
www.pioneeranimation.com
www.hkanimestore.com
www.japanimation.com

....well thats all the sites i have for right now...if i think of or get anymore ill update my site

Anime/manga
For all u IDIOTS out there....anime/manga is a type of japanese art. You've probably seen it many times b4 but didnt realize it. Many animated series are anime/manga. such as cowboy b bop, ceres celestial legend/ayashi no ceres, yu-gi-oh, fushigi yugi, pokemon, inuyasha, kouroni kenshin, etc. and here im just gonna give u a list of alotta different anime/manga sites.

www.animeart.com
www.cels.org
www.icomic.com
www.theanimepitstop.com
www.inuyasha.org
www.mediaminer.org
www.animenewsnetwork.com
www.animecastle.com
www.tokyopop.com
www.amybrownart.com
www.cartoonpassion.com
www.animenation.com
www.animanga.com

...ive got way more but i currently dont have time to write them down so ill come back and do it then...l8er

LP
numb:
iim tired of being what u wnat me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i dont know what ur expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in ur shoes

ive become so numb
i cant feel u there
become so tired
so much more aware
im becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like u

cant u see that ur smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that u thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of u

[caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is
another mistake to u
[caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste
is more than i can take

but i know
i may end up failing too
but in know
u were just like me
with someone disappointed in u

LP
nobodys listening:
peep the style and thekids checking for it
the number one question is
how could u ignore it
we drop right back in the cut
over basement tracks
with raps that got u backing this up like
[rewind that]
we're just rolling with the rythm
rise from the ashes of stylistic division
with these non-stop lyrics of life living
not to be forgotten
but still unforgiven
but in the meantime there are those who wanna
talk this and that
so i suppose
it gets to a point feelings gotta get hurt
and get dirty with the ppl. spreading the dirt
[it goes]

try to give u warning
but everyone ignores me
[told u everything loud and clear]
but nobodys listening
call to u so clearly
but u dont want to hear me
[told u everything loud and clear]
but nobodys listening

i got a
heart full of pain
head full of stress
handful of anger
held in my chest
and everything left is a waste of time
i hate my rhymes
[but i hate everyone elses more]
im riding on the back of this pressure
guessing that its better
i cant keep myself together
becuz all of this stress
gave me something to write on
the pain gave me something
i could set my sights on
u never forget the blood sweat and tears
the uphill struggle over years
the fear and trash talking
and the ppl it was to
and the ppl that started it just like u

i got a
heart full of pain
head full of stress
handful of anger
held in my chest
uphill struggle
blood sweat and tears
nothing to gain
everything but fear

[coming at u]

LP
from the inside:
dont know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies

trying not to break
but im so tired of this deceit
everytime i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between a
and how
trying to put my trust in u
just takes so much out of me

i take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i swear
for the last time i wont trust myself with u

tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me

i wont trust myself with u
i wont waste myself on u
waste myself on u
u

LP
breaking the habit:
memories consume
like opening the wound
im picking me apart again
youll all assume
im safe here in my room
[unless i try to start again]

i dont want to be the one
the battles always choose
cause inside i realize
that im the one confused
i dont know whats worth fighting for
or y i have to scream
i dont know y i instigate
and say what i dont mean
i dont know how i got this way
i know its not alright
so im breaking the habit
tonight

clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more
than anytime b4
i had no options left again

ill paint it on the walls
cause im the one at fault
ill never fight again
and this is how it ends

i dont know whats worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
but now i have some clarity
to show u what i mean
i dont know how i got this way
ill never be alright
so im breaking the habit
breaking the habit
tonight

LP
Figure 09.:
nothing ever stops all these thoughts
and the pain attached to them
sometimes i wonder y this is happening
its like nothing i can do
will distract me when
i think of how i shot myself in the back again
cause from the infinite words i could say
i put all the pain u gave to me on display
but didnt realize in stead of setting it free
i took what i hated and made it a part of me

[it never goes away]

hearing ur name
the memories come back again
i remember when it started happenin
id see u in every thought i had and then
the thoughts slowly found words
attached to them
and i knew as they escaped away i was
committing myself to them
and every day
i regret saying those things
cause now i see that i
took what i hated and made it a part of me

[it never goes away]

and now
youve become a part of me
youll always be right here
youve become a part of me
youll always be my fear
i cant separate myself from
what ive done
ive given up a part of me
ive let myself become u

bet away from me
cimme my space back
u gotta just go
everything comes down to memories of u
ive kept it in but now ill letting u know
ive let u go
get away from me

ive let myself become u
ive let myself become lost inside these
thoughts of u
giving up a part of me
ive let myself become u

LP
Faint:
I am
little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i cant help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
i am
what i want u to want
what i want u to feel
but its like no matter what i do
i cant convince u
to just believe this is real
so i let go
watching u
turn ur back like u always do
face away and pretend that im not
but ill be here
cause ur all i got

i am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
cause u dont understand
i do what i can
but sometimes i dont make sense
i am
what u never want to say
but ive never had a doubt
its like no matter what i do
i cant convince u
for once just to hear me out
so i let go
watching u
turn ur back like u always do
face away and pretend that im not
but ill be here cause ur all i got

i cant feel
the way i did b4
dont turn ur back on me
i wont be ignored

no
hear me out now
youre gonna listen to me
like it or not
right now

LP
Easier to run:
its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so muc easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

something has been taken from deep inside of me
a secret ive kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep they nver show
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years theyve played

if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would

sometimes i remember
the darkness of my past
bringing bakc these memories
i wish i didnt have
sometimes i think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forwark so
there would never be a past

just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending i dont feel misplaced
is so much simpler than change

its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone