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Anime and LP

Sunday, 11 January 2004

LP
Faint:
I am
little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i cant help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
i am
what i want u to want
what i want u to feel
but its like no matter what i do
i cant convince u
to just believe this is real
so i let go
watching u
turn ur back like u always do
face away and pretend that im not
but ill be here
cause ur all i got

i am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
cause u dont understand
i do what i can
but sometimes i dont make sense
i am
what u never want to say
but ive never had a doubt
its like no matter what i do
i cant convince u
for once just to hear me out
so i let go
watching u
turn ur back like u always do
face away and pretend that im not
but ill be here cause ur all i got

i cant feel
the way i did b4
dont turn ur back on me
i wont be ignored

no
hear me out now
youre gonna listen to me
like it or not
right now

Posted by anime5/linkin_p at 11:26 PM EST
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LP
Easier to run:
its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so muc easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

something has been taken from deep inside of me
a secret ive kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep they nver show
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years theyve played

if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave i would

sometimes i remember
the darkness of my past
bringing bakc these memories
i wish i didnt have
sometimes i think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forwark so
there would never be a past

just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending i dont feel misplaced
is so much simpler than change

its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone



Posted by anime5/linkin_p at 11:18 PM EST
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LP
Hit the floor:
there are just too many
times that people
have tried to look inside of me
wondering what i think of u
and i protect u out of courtesy
too many times that ive
held on when i needed to push away
afraid to say what i need to say
too many
things that you've said about me
when im not around
u think having the upper hand
means youve got to keep putting me down
but ive had too many stand-offs with u
its about as much as i can stand
just wait until the upper hand is mine

so many ppl like me
put so much trust in all your lies
so concerned with what u think
to just say what we feel inside
so many ppl like me
walk on eggshells all day long
all i know is that all i want
is to feel like im not stepped on
there are so many things u say
that make me feel like youve crossed the line
what goes up will surely fall
and im counting down the time
cause ive had so many stand-offs with u
its about as much as i can stand
so im waiting until the upper hand is mine

one minute youre on top
the next youre not
watch it drop
making your heart stop
just b4 u hit the floor
one minute youre on top
the next youre not
missed your shot
making your heart stop
u think u won

and then its all gone

i know ill never trust a single thing u say
u knew ur lies would divide us
but u lied anyway
and all the lies have got u floating
up above us all
but what goes up has got to fall

Posted by anime5/linkin_p at 10:34 PM EST
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LP
Lying from you:
When i pretend
everything is what i want it to be
i look exactly like what u had always
wanted to see
when i pretend
i can forget about the criminal i am
stealing second after second just cause
i know i can
but
i cant pretend this is the way
it will stay
im just trying to bend the truth
i cant pretend im who u want me to be
so im

lying in my way from u

[no...no turning back now]
i wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
[no...no turning back now]
the wvery worst part of u
is me

i remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk
of who i ought to be
remember listening to all of that
and this again
so i pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now u think this person really is me and im
[trying to bend the truth[
but the more i push
the more im pulling away
cause im

lying my way from u

this isnt what i wanted to
i never thought that what i said
would have u running from me
like this

the very worst part of u
the very worst part of u
is me

Posted by anime5/linkin_p at 10:10 PM EST
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LP
Somewhere i belong:
when this began
i had nothing to say
and id get lost in the nothingness inside of me
i was confused
and i let it all out to find
that im not the only person with these things in mind
inside of me
but all the vacancy the words revealed
is the only real thing that i've got left to feel
nothing to lose
just stuck
hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own

i want to heal
i want to feel
what i thought was never real
i want to let go of the pain i've held so long
[erase all the pain til its gone]
[its gone]
i want to heal
i want to feel like i'm close to something real
i want to find something i've wanted all along
somewhere i belong

and i've got nothign to say
i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
i was confused
looking everywhere
only to find that its
not the way i had imagined it all in my mind
so what am i
what do i have but negativity
cause i cant justify the
way everyone is looking at me
nothing to lose
nothing to gain
hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
the fault is my own

i will never know
myself until i do this on my own
and i will never feel
anything else until i do this on my own
and i will never feel
anything else until my wounds are healed
iwill never be
anything til i break away from me
and i will break away
ill find myself today

i want to heal
i want to feel like im
somewhere i belong

Posted by anime5/linkin_p at 9:38 PM EST
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Linkin Park
Meteora (Dont stay):
Sometimes I
need to remember just to breathe
sometimes i
need u to stay away from me
sometimes i'm
in disbeleif i didnt know
somehow i
need u to go

sometimes i
feel like i trusted u too well
sometimes i
just feel like screaming at myself
sometimes i'm
in disbelief i didnt know
somehow i
need to be alone

don't stay
forget our memories
forget our possibilities
what u were changing me into
[just give me myself back and]
dont stay
forget our memories
forget our possibilites
take all your faithlessness with u
[just give me myself back and]
dont stay

i dont need u anymore
i dont want to be ignored
i dont need one more day
of u wasting me away


Posted by anime5/linkin_p at 9:22 PM EST
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