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Sunday, 11 January 2004
LP
Faint: I am little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard a handful of complaints but i cant help the fact that everyone can see these scars i am what i want u to want what i want u to feel but its like no matter what i do i cant convince u to just believe this is real so i let go watching u turn ur back like u always do face away and pretend that im not but ill be here cause ur all i got i am a little bit insecure a little unconfident cause u dont understand i do what i can but sometimes i dont make sense i am what u never want to say but ive never had a doubt its like no matter what i do i cant convince u for once just to hear me out so i let go watching u turn ur back like u always do face away and pretend that im not but ill be here cause ur all i got i cant feel the way i did b4 dont turn ur back on me i wont be ignored no hear me out now youre gonna listen to me like it or not right now
LP
Easier to run: its easier to run replacing this pain with something numb its so muc easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret ive kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they nver show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years theyve played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing bakc these memories i wish i didnt have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forwark so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i dont feel misplaced is so much simpler than change its easier to run replacing this pain with something numb its so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone
LP
Hit the floor: there are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me wondering what i think of u and i protect u out of courtesy too many times that ive held on when i needed to push away afraid to say what i need to say too many things that you've said about me when im not around u think having the upper hand means youve got to keep putting me down but ive had too many stand-offs with u its about as much as i can stand just wait until the upper hand is mine so many ppl like me put so much trust in all your lies so concerned with what u think to just say what we feel inside so many ppl like me walk on eggshells all day long all i know is that all i want is to feel like im not stepped on there are so many things u say that make me feel like youve crossed the line what goes up will surely fall and im counting down the time cause ive had so many stand-offs with u its about as much as i can stand so im waiting until the upper hand is mine one minute youre on top the next youre not watch it drop making your heart stop just b4 u hit the floor one minute youre on top the next youre not missed your shot making your heart stop u think u won and then its all gone i know ill never trust a single thing u say u knew ur lies would divide us but u lied anyway and all the lies have got u floating up above us all but what goes up has got to fall
LP
Lying from you: When i pretend everything is what i want it to be i look exactly like what u had always wanted to see when i pretend i can forget about the criminal i am stealing second after second just cause i know i can but i cant pretend this is the way it will stay im just trying to bend the truth i cant pretend im who u want me to be so im lying in my way from u [no...no turning back now] i wanna be pushed aside so let me go [no...no turning back now] the wvery worst part of u is me i remember what they taught to me remember condescending talk of who i ought to be remember listening to all of that and this again so i pretended up a person who was fitting in and now u think this person really is me and im [trying to bend the truth[ but the more i push the more im pulling away cause im lying my way from u this isnt what i wanted to i never thought that what i said would have u running from me like this the very worst part of u the very worst part of u is me
LP
Somewhere i belong: when this began i had nothing to say and id get lost in the nothingness inside of me i was confused and i let it all out to find that im not the only person with these things in mind inside of me but all the vacancy the words revealed is the only real thing that i've got left to feel nothing to lose just stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own i want to heal i want to feel what i thought was never real i want to let go of the pain i've held so long [erase all the pain til its gone] [its gone] i want to heal i want to feel like i'm close to something real i want to find something i've wanted all along somewhere i belong and i've got nothign to say i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face i was confused looking everywhere only to find that its not the way i had imagined it all in my mind so what am i what do i have but negativity cause i cant justify the way everyone is looking at me nothing to lose nothing to gain hollow and alone and the fault is my own the fault is my own i will never know myself until i do this on my own and i will never feel anything else until i do this on my own and i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed iwill never be anything til i break away from me and i will break away ill find myself today i want to heal i want to feel like im somewhere i belong
Linkin Park
Meteora (Dont stay): Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe sometimes i need u to stay away from me sometimes i'm in disbeleif i didnt know somehow i need u to go sometimes i feel like i trusted u too well sometimes i just feel like screaming at myself sometimes i'm in disbelief i didnt know somehow i need to be alone don't stay forget our memories forget our possibilities what u were changing me into [just give me myself back and] dont stay forget our memories forget our possibilites take all your faithlessness with u [just give me myself back and] dont stay i dont need u anymore i dont want to be ignored i dont need one more day of u wasting me away
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