from the inside:
dont know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
trying not to break
but im so tired of this deceit
everytime i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between a
and how
trying to put my trust in u
just takes so much out of me
i take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i swear
for the last time i wont trust myself with u
tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
i wont trust myself with u
i wont waste myself on u
waste myself on u
u