LP
breaking the habit:
memories consume
like opening the wound
im picking me apart again
youll all assume
im safe here in my room
[unless i try to start again]

i dont want to be the one
the battles always choose
cause inside i realize
that im the one confused
i dont know whats worth fighting for
or y i have to scream
i dont know y i instigate
and say what i dont mean
i dont know how i got this way
i know its not alright
so im breaking the habit
tonight

clutching my cure
i tightly lock the door
i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more
than anytime b4
i had no options left again

ill paint it on the walls
cause im the one at fault
ill never fight again
and this is how it ends

i dont know whats worth fighting for
or why i have to scream
but now i have some clarity
to show u what i mean
i dont know how i got this way
ill never be alright
so im breaking the habit
breaking the habit
tonight