Figure 09.:
nothing ever stops all these thoughts
and the pain attached to them
sometimes i wonder y this is happening
its like nothing i can do
will distract me when
i think of how i shot myself in the back again
cause from the infinite words i could say
i put all the pain u gave to me on display
but didnt realize in stead of setting it free
i took what i hated and made it a part of me
[it never goes away]
hearing ur name
the memories come back again
i remember when it started happenin
id see u in every thought i had and then
the thoughts slowly found words
attached to them
and i knew as they escaped away i was
committing myself to them
and every day
i regret saying those things
cause now i see that i
took what i hated and made it a part of me
[it never goes away]
and now
youve become a part of me
youll always be right here
youve become a part of me
youll always be my fear
i cant separate myself from
what ive done
ive given up a part of me
ive let myself become u
bet away from me
cimme my space back
u gotta just go
everything comes down to memories of u
ive kept it in but now ill letting u know
ive let u go
get away from me
ive let myself become u
ive let myself become lost inside these
thoughts of u
giving up a part of me
ive let myself become u