Lying from you:
When i pretend
everything is what i want it to be
i look exactly like what u had always
wanted to see
when i pretend
i can forget about the criminal i am
stealing second after second just cause
i know i can
but
i cant pretend this is the way
it will stay
im just trying to bend the truth
i cant pretend im who u want me to be
so im
lying in my way from u
[no...no turning back now]
i wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
[no...no turning back now]
the wvery worst part of u
is me
i remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk
of who i ought to be
remember listening to all of that
and this again
so i pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now u think this person really is me and im
[trying to bend the truth[
but the more i push
the more im pulling away
cause im
lying my way from u
this isnt what i wanted to
i never thought that what i said
would have u running from me
like this
the very worst part of u
the very worst part of u
is me