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Welcome to my site. This is brand new so...yea lol...hav fun. - The song that is playing is "Old and Wise" by The Alan Parson's Project. ENJOY!!


- "If You're Not The One" -
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t
understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms



- "Hit or Miss" -

the needle on my record player has been wearing thin. this record has been playing since the day you've been with him. no more long rides home no more of your station. i didn't like it anyway... remember the time we wrote our names upon the wall? remember the time we realized thriller was our favorite song? have i waited too long? have i found that someone? have i waited too long to see you... maybe it's for the best. maybe it's not for anything. it wouldn't be so bad to take this right from me. how many times i've tried. it's simple to you...so simple to lie. blatant mistakes of your design.


- "2's and 3's" -

i sat and stared at the sky. i knew i'd find myself there again. i wonder how else to cope with the air. the air that brings me this luck. i'm unlucky...that's just me. seems what used to be has changed. i feel it coming again, i feel it coming with the wind. i feel it coming again, i feel it breaking with the waves. and i know, i won't feel it again if i just played along. "stupid games are for stupid people" and they end just like a song. a song with no beginning. a song that has no meaning. just like this one...


- "The Goodbye Song" -

last year was one of our better years. in a life full of separation it's ok to second guess. just as long as you remember she's gone... in the bright of day it might seem like the stars are gone. they never leave, they come back when the sun moves on. it's over now. you watched me as i turned around. it's not why, but how the light is on. i'll come home now. i feel it's been such a long time since her eyes have met with mine. i feel it's been such a long time i'm glad you've made up your mind. it's hurting me from the inside. if i only had something to say. maybe if i prove that i'm right. will it still be safe to stay?


- "Ballad For The Lost Romantics" -

i've grown sick i've gotten older i finally have an audience to ignore me i can yell all i want but you still can't hear me i'm punching myself out holding in my breath i can take this lightly throwing up the words that i said to you i always do what i'm not supposed to here's to us fools that have no meaning i tip my glass to you let's toast the night away to friends and forget about tomorrow i might say things you don't want to hear but someday you might care and i won't be there no i won't be there here's to us fools that have no meaning i tip my glass to you let's toast the night away to friends and forget about tomorrow i'm punching myself out holding in my breath i can yell all i want throwing up the words that i said to you i always do what i'm not supposed to here's to us fools that have no meaning i tip my glass to you let's toast the night away to friends and forget about tomorrow


- "Understatement" -

i'm sick of smiling and so is my jaw cant you see my front is crumblin down im sick of being someone im not please get me out of this slump im sick of clapping when i know i could do it better for myself im sick of waiting sick of all these words that will never matter i wire these nerves together hoping for a chance to think on time and im tracing over your letter to see if your intentions are as good as mine but your getting worse i swear it it's hard to prove your an understatement but your getting worse and i know that you'll be calling calling, calling me again i'm done with everything that had to do with you don't worry, your pictures are already burned i'm done with new friends don't sell yourself short your losing in the end i'll wire these nerves together hoping for a chance to think on time and i'm tracing over your letter to see if your intentions are as good as mine but your getting worse i swear it it's hard to prove your an understatement but your getting worse and i know that you'll be calling calling, calling me again i cant help how i feel no i can't help how i feel but your getting worse i swear it it's hard to prove your an understatement your getting worse and i know you'll be calling calling, calling me again calling me again calling me again but your getting worse i swear it it's hard to prove your an understatement but your getting worse and i know that you'll be calling calling, calling me again


- "Sonny" -

i'm sorry i heard about the bad news today a crowd of people areound you telling you its okay and everything happens for a reason when you lose a part of your self to somebody you know it takes a lot to let go every breath that you remember pictures fade away but memories forever an empty chair at all the tables and i'll be seeing you when all my days boil down but its better where your going anyway i'm sorry i heard about the bad new today its really hard to get through tough times and long days but it really just depends on the season when you lose a part of your self to somebody you know it takes a lot to let go every breath that you remember pictures fade away but memories forever an empty chair at all the tables and i'll be seeing you at all my when all my days boil down for now we'll say goodbye we know its not the last time i've lost the best part of my day but its better where your going anyway an empty chair at all the tables and i'll be seeing you when all my days boil down for now we'll say goodbye we know its not the last time i've lost the best part of my day this is the last thing i i will remember but its better where your going anyway


- "Forget My Name" -

tell all my friends i'm dead i'm leaeving you this time its for good tell all my friends that i'm dead it won't be long before you forget my name can you tell that i'm losing myself i think i'm trying too hard to let it show, to let you know don't trace your footsteps back to me because i've been gone for a long time waiting on the sidelines hoping for a chance to play well i thought i would never leave anything behind i also never thought i'd say tell all my friends i'm dead i'm leaving you this time its for good tell all my friends that i'm dead it won't be long before you forget my name can you tell that i don't know myself i need someone to remind me to let it go, please let me know don't trace your footsteps back to me because i've been gone for a long time waiting on the sidelines hoping for a chance to play well i thought i would never leave anything behind i also never thought i'd say tell all my friends i'm dead i'm leaving you this time its for good tell all my friends that i'm dead it won't be long before you forget my name and if i had the chance (had the chance) to do it all again i wouldn't expect anything less and if i had the chance (if i had the chance) to do it all again i wouldn't expect i wouldn't expect anything less tell all my friends that i'm dead i'm leaving you this time its for good tell all my friends that i'm dead it won't be long before you forget my name forget my name


- "Forget Everything" -

can we pretend for one second that we are together whats the point of keeping my feelings at bay it takes a lot of me to get the nerve to wake up everyday and what if i don't would you even care would you even care forget everything that we have done erase me from your memory don't call, don't ask about me until the day hell freezes over i cant remember that last time i saw you smile it might of been around this time last year it takes a lot of me to get the nerve to tell you everything is ok and what if i don't would you even care would you even care forget everything that we have done erase me from your memory don't call, don't ask about me until the day hell freezes over its gone before you know it you can't let go of something you've never had its ash until you burn it i hope that i never see you again and what if i don't would you even care would you even care forget everything that we have done erase me from your memory don't call, don't ask about me until the day hell freezes over when hell freezes over


- "The Glory of Love" -

tonight it's very clear as we're both lying here there's so many things I wanna say i will always love you i will never leave you alone sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret it breaks my heart to see you crying i don't want to lose you i could never make it alone 'coz I am a man who will fight for your honor i'll be the hero that you're dreaming of gonna live forever knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love you keep me standing tall you help me through it all i'm always strong when you're beside me i have always needed you i could never make it alone 'coz I am a man who will fight for your honor i'll be the hero that you're dreaming of gonna live forever knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love it's like a knight in shining armor from a long time ago just in time I'll save the day take you to my castle far away i am the man who will fight for your honor i'll be the hero that you're dreaming of gonna live forever knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love (x3)


- "The Minute I Met You" -

i would like to start off by saying i had everything to do with it you may think that I lied real well you can tell that I'm holding it in nevermind the time or the spinning of your head i could tell my life was changing since the minute I met you and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd probably choke on the words I never said and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed and what a sight that will be (yeah) i will never tell you this but I'm scared of falling apart it may seem like I'm holding it together but the weather is making it hard nevermind the time or the spinning of your head i could tell my life was changing since the minute I met you and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd probably choke on the words I never said and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed and what a sight that'll be all my friends sorrounding me just 'cause you made it this far doesn't mean you've made it and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd probably choke on the words I never said and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed and if I stop (stop) ever thinking of you i'd probably choke on the words I never said and if I stop ever thinking of you i'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed and what a sight that'll be (that'll be...) and what a sight that'll be (yeah)



- "My Paper Heart" -

Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed This wait for destiny won't do Be with me please I beseach you Simple things, that make you run a-way Catch you if I can Tears fall, down your face The taste, is something new Something that I know Moving on is, easiest when I am around you. So bottle up old love, And throw it out to sea, Watch it away as you cry Now a year has past The seasons go Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed This wait for destiny won't do Be with me please I beseach you Simple things, that make you run a-way Catch you if I can Waiting, day to day it goes through My lips, are sealed for her My tongue is, Tied to, a dream of being with you To settle for less, is not what I prefer Summer time, the nights are so long The leaves fall down, and so do I into the arms of a friend Winter nights My bedside is cold, for I am gone And spring blossoms you to me


- "The Last Song" -

This may be the last thing that i write for long Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want Is this what you need, how you end up let me know. As I go, remember all the simple things you know, My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when I'm gone This is the last song The hearts start breaking as the year is gone The dream's beginning and the time rolls on It seems so surreal, now I sing it. Somehow I knew that I would be this way, Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade. Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now. And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow You want it too, I want it too.



- "Master Of Puppets" -

End of passion play, crumbling away I'm your source of self-destruction Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear Leading on your deaths construction Chorus: Taste me you will see more is all you needyou're dedicated to how I'm killing you Come crawling faster obey your Master your life burns faster obey your Master Master Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Needlework the way, never you betray life of death becoming clearer Pain monopoly, ritual misery chop your breakfast on a mirror [Chorus] Master, Master, Where's the dreams that I've been after? Master, Master, You promised only lies Laughter, Laughter, All I hear and see is laughter Laughter, Laughter, laughing at my cries Hell is worth all that, natural habitat just a rhyme without a reason Neverending maze, drift on numbered days now your life is out of season [Chorus] [Fade out with evil laughter].


- "THE THING THAT SHOULD NOT BE" -

Messenger of fear in sight Dark deception kills the light Hybrid children watch the sea Pray for father, roaming free Fearless wretch Insanity He watches Lurking beneath the sea Great old one Forbidden site He searches Hunter of the shadows is rising Immortal In madness you dwell Crawling chaos underground Cult has summoned twisted sound Out from ruins once possessed Fallen city, living death Fearless wretch Insanity He watches Lurking beneath the sea Timeless sleep Has been upset He awakens Hunter of the shadows is rising Immortal In madness you dwell In madness you dwell Not dead which eternal lie Stranger eons, death may die Drain you of your sanity Face the thing that should not be Fearless wretch Insanity He watches Lurking beneath the sea Great old one Forbidden site He searches Hunter of the shadows is rising Immortal In madness you dwell


- "One" -

I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just one Oh God, help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, help me Darkness imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my soul Left me with life in hell


- "HARVESTER OF SORROW" -

My life suffocates Planting seeds of hate I've loved, turned to hate Trapped far beyond my fate I give, you take This life that I forsake Been cheated of my youth You turned this lie to truth Anger, misery You'll suffer unto me Harvester of sorrow Language of the mad Harvester of sorrow Pure black, looking clear My work is done soon here Try getting back to me Get back which used to be Drink up Shoot in Let the beatings begin Distributor of pain Your loss becomes my gain Anger Misery You'll suffer unto me Harvester of sorrow Language of the mad Harvester of sorrow All have said their prayers Invade their nightmares To see into my eyes You'll find where murder lies Infanticide Harvester of sorrow Language of the mad Harvester of sorrow Language of the mad Harvester of sorrow


- "TO LIVE IS TO DIE" -

When a man lies He murders some part of the world These are the pale deaths which men miscall their lives All this I cannot bear to witness any longer Cannot the kingdom of salvation take me home?


- "THE UNFORGIVEN" -

New blood joins this earth And quickly he's subdued Through constant pained disgrace The young boy learns their rules With time, the child draws in This whipping boy done wrong Deprived of all his thoughts The young man struggles on and on, he's known A vow unto his own That never from this day His will they'll take away What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never be Never see Won't see what might have been What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never free Never me So I dub thee "Unforgiven" They dedicate their lives To running all of his He tries to please them all This bitter man he is Throughout his life the same He's battled constantly This fight he cannot win A tired man they see no longer cares The old man then prepares To die regretfully That old man here is me What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never be Never see Won't see what might have been What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never free Never me So I dub thee "Unforgiven" You labeled me I'll label you So I dub thee "Unforgiven"


- "Wherever I May Roam" -

…And the road becomes my bride I have stripped of all but pride So in her I do confide And she keeps me satisfied Gives me all I need …And with dust in throat I crave Only knowledge will I save To the game you stay a slave Rover, wanderer Nomad, vagabond Call me what you will But I'll take my time anywhere Free to speak my mind anywhere And I'll redefine anywhere Anywhere I roam Where I lay my head is home …And the earth becomes my throne I adapt to the unknown Under wandering stars I've grown By myself but not alone I ask no one ...And my ties are severed clean The less I have, the more I gain Off the beaten path I reign Rover, wanderer Nomad, vagabond Call me what you will But I'll take my time anywhere I'm free to speak my mind anywhere And I'll never mind anywhere Anywhere I roam Where I lay my head is home But I'll take my time anywhere I'm free to speak my mind And I'll take my find anywhere Anywhere I roam Where I lay my head is home Carved upon my stone My body lie, but still I roam Wherever I may roam Wherever I may roam Wherever I may roam



 




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