:: The many FACES of NeoMarsie ::

And depression sets in. I don't know why I let myself get so down about such stupid and inane things, but I do. *sighs* What am I referring to? Just the fact that I haven't heard from the two people that I consider to be the closest to me besides my family...for three or more days. I'm starting to get worried about both of them...and I know I shouldn't be. They're both extremely busy, between college and working. Heck, in another week, I'll be in the same boat as they are. So then, why am I so depressed and hurt?

It just royally sucks to not have a damned thing to do on a Friday night. I was hoping that I'd feel up to going out to the high school football game to see my sister in the marching band...but I just felt so anti-social. So of course, I got both of my parents worried about me because I felt so shitty and anti-social, and I decided not to go. I probably should have though...at least I would've been able to see people and possibly talk. *sighs* I such a self-defeater somedays. I think I'm going to start crying now...-_-. Maybe I should just go to bed for the night to ease my mind. *sighs again* No, I'm not getting suicidal here...I'm just thinking in writing/typing. I dunno what's going to help me feel better at this point. God, I hope tomorrow goes better than today did.

:: felt productive at 11:23:01 PM [+] ::
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-_- There are days that I really hate my life. I want nothing more than to crawl into a hole and die right about now. *cries* Due to some 'fun' circumstances...I no longer have two jobs. Needless to say, my parents went postal on me when I told them this, and a wonderfully huge arguement followed. So now, unless things get drastically better...I'm not going to be allowed to go to Ohayocon in January. At least I have plenty of time to convince them otherwise...*sighs*

Ugh...my allergies are acting up so badly right now because of balling my brains out. ;_; I wish I was a little stronger in holding back my emotions. Anymore, I swear I cry at the drop of a freaking hat. I HATE crying...especially in front of other people. I guess I just have security issues or something.

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Hey minna-san!! *waves* The past few days have been really good to me. ^_^ I've been feeling really up and happy lately, which is a really good thing!! I have lots of good news...so get ready!

First of all, I got to go shopping...and...I found a totally kawaii dress outfit! *_* It's a skirt and dress shirt that would easily work for just dressing up, or for going out clubbing or something. *smiles* I'm so happy, because I even got it on sale. Talk about getting really lucky!

Second, yesterday (Tuesday) was my ex-bf's birthday. We're really good friends, so I decided to call him and wish him a Happy Birthday. ^_^ I could tell by the surprise in his voice that he was about ready to shit a brick when I talked to him. *falls over laughing* Anyway, we had a really nice conversation, and he encouraged me and supported me with my current love interest. *hugs Neal* You are a wonderful friend, and thanks for the male insight! ^_^

The third thing...Jeff and I had another anime fest today. *_* This time, we camped out at my house with the company of the cats and dogs and watched the first and second Tenchi movies. It was all pretty cool. I felt really bad though when he went to leave, because his car didn't want to back up so he could get out of our driveway...-_-. We ended up pushing his car onto the driveway and steering it so it faced out. It was pretty interesting though...

Well...I need to check Crystal Palace posts quick...and then it's off to bed. *looks at time* Yeesh! It's a quarter till 2 in the morning!!! O.o I need to get going...

:: felt productive at 1:48:10 AM [+] ::
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God I love Greppity chats! *evil grin* We come up with some of the best stoof to talk about! Speaking of which...I have a quote of the day today!

Jeff Da Wheelman: when did i become a sugar daddy?

Yes, I will probably be shot later on...but this is so worth it! *smiles at Jiff* By the way...thanks for updating!

Ah...now that I've gotten the first quote of the day posted...I guess it's time to talk about the day. Today was evilly stupid customer day at both Applebee's and Burger King. -_- How people can be so stupid and rude is beyond me. Anyway, I opened at Applebee's...and I had a party of 5 come in. I tried to seat them at one of our larger round tables that's located in the bar area. I got all of the menus down before the mother started in on me, saying, "Ma'am...MA'AM! We NEED a BOOTH!" I was all like, "Okay, that's no problem. The only thing is, is that since there are five of you, I'll need to put a chair at the end of the booth so you can all sit comfortably." Well, the mother got all pissy and huffy with me, and said, "WE can all FIT in a booth!" I didn't argue with her, and I took them back to one of our booths where they sat down. Well, I thought they looked kind of cramped, and since it is the hostess's job to make sure the guest is comfortable, I asked them, "Are you sure you don't want me to put a chair on the end of the booth for you?" Well, the lady started muttering and then started in on me again..."Let's go...Let's just go." Followed by..."I already told you, WE DON'T NEED A CHAIR!" She got all pissy and bitchy with me, and basically told me to fuck off. I apologized and introduced their server, and walked off, fuming.

So, as if that incident wasn't enough...on to Burger King. I was working counter, and we had run out of medium drink cups. Unfortunately, our truck isn't due till Tuesday, so we're kind of screwed at the moment...but that's somewhat irrelevant. Anyway, I had this guy who couldn't understand that I couldn't ring up a medium value meal for him because we were out of medium drink cups. I had rung up a large value meal for him instead, since it's actually a better deal. Well, he got all pissy because it wasn't the advertised price...so I called my manager over so I could correct the check. Well then, he started in on her about how stupid it was that he couldn't get a medium value meal. She calmly explained to him the situation, telling him that even if we could ring it up, it would screw up our inventory. Well, he had a freaking cow and eventually took his money back and left. -_- Some people are just so assinine.

Anyway, yet another chat going...and it's getting good! ^_^ Ja ne!

:: felt productive at 1:55:56 AM [+] ::
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Wow...what a day. I opened at Applebee's today, got off at about 2:30, and then got to turn around and go in to Burger King at 5:30 to work till 11. I'm just a tad tired, ne? XD I get to do about the exact same thing tomorrow too...-_- I hope I survive it!

*long distance thwaps Jiff* I've noticed you haven't updated! Bad Jiff!! You should update your bloggity for us! ^_^

Anyway, I must pay attention to the chatty now, otherwise it may die. Ja!

:: felt productive at 12:02:49 AM [+] ::
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Well, today was an interesting day to say the least. Got up at 7:30 so I could be out the door by 8:30...just to get to church by 9 for the Holy Day. Then I got to come back home and wait for the furniture delivery people to arrive...and then I finally got to go and visit Jiff for a whole of 4 hours. It was a good day all around, despite the funness of road construction.

My sister and I were almost late for church this morning because they were tearing up and repaving parts of the shoulder on 163. I wasn't the happiest person in the world, because we got stuck behind a bunch of idiots. -_- Driving in to the portrait studio was just as much fun, since I had to take 163 part of the way there. Poor Jennifer...she couldn't get her outdoor pics done because it was raining. ;_;

Driving to and from Jiff's house wasn't that bad, amazingly enough. I even managed to survive being 'attacked' by his dog. XD Our anime marathon consisted of two Ranma OAV eppies, the Escaflowne movie, and two eppies of Battle Athletes. *grins* I thought he was going to fall over laughing when he saw the Friendship Dance. XD

Anyway, lots of other stuff to accomplish...-_- (yeah, right) Ja ne!

:: felt productive at 10:23:53 PM [+] ::
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*dances around the room happily* Today was a totally awesome day!! Why, do you ask? Well, it's quite simple, actually. My mom, sister, and I decided to take a shopping trip to the Sandusky Mall today. Lo and Behold, Suncoast had some nifty manga that happened to catch my eye...and...I have a LOVE HINA manga! *squeals in delight* I'm soooooo happy!! *_*

Of course, I've read the entire volume of manga already, and I can't wait to find the other volume that's out right now. I also happened to notice something else fun. In the very beginning of the volume, there's a listing of other series that the company is putting out. It turns out that the same company that's putting out the Love Hina manga is also going to be putting out Kodocha (Kodomo) manga!! I think I'm in love with TokyoPop now. ^_^

:: felt productive at 11:01:55 PM [+] ::
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Okay...so I've found a couple more really cool music files and downloaded them. I hate how it takes me so long to download a simple MP3 on my computer...stupid 24.4 connection. -_- There are days that not having cable or DSL drives me insane.

Okay, so this is a serious rant session tonight. I've been having nothing but trouble with just about everything I've done on my computer tonight. The dial-up connection I have right now sucks major ass, for one thing. A 56k modem...and I have a freaking 24k connection. *thwaps the phone lines* Grrrr...I really hate this. Second, every time I try to download the OAV opening and ending themes for Ranma, something happens that I can't download it. I want those songs so freaking badly, and the program keeps shitting out on me!! Gah!! I just want to pull my hair out!

Okay, the biggest rant...Angelfire. For some odd and inane reason, Angelfire will NOT let me log-in to my webshell so I can upload my ecchi files. All I wanted to do tonight was upload those files and put them on a page so the Greppies could access them and laugh at the chat quotes. No...Angelfire has to decide to hate me and not let me log-in. I'm hoping to God that the site is just having some problems and it isn't my damned account. -_- There are days I wish I had enough money for my own freaking domain.

Well, seeing as things are improving slightly, I shall go and celebrate in the chatty I created. Yes, Marsie is Bored. Very, very bored.

:: felt productive at 12:12:39 AM [+] ::
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*_* I'm so happy!! Not only did I find the full versions of Ultra Relax and 7 o'clock News, but I also found full versions of Carnival Babel, Touch and Go, and Sakurasaku!! I'm so freaking excited I could start dancing around my room and screaming. Note, the dancing and screaming wouldn't be a good idea at this exact moment since my family is asleep. But anyway, I am excited and happy. Now if I can get both openings to Magic Knight Rayearth and the opening to Haunted Junction, I'll be in 7th Heaven. ^_^

On the other side of the coin is my annoyance with Yaccs. I still can't figure out what's up with my code, and it's pissing me off. It worked just fine until I attempted to upgrade. Oh well...hopefully by commenting and asking a question I can solve the problem.

:: felt productive at 12:32:37 AM [+] ::
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Yayness...I'm on a new mission! I must find fun anime MP3's!! I'm currently searching for the FULL versions of 7 o'clock news and Ultra Relax from Kodomo, and also Carnival Babel and Touch and Go from Blue Seed. I know I'll be able to find them, it's just a matter of time. I'm just not too darn patient!! ^_^;

:: felt productive at 11:23:19 PM [+] ::
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Another late night, and another chat game of Truth or Dare. We are so incredibly evil! Well...Kita, Ferret, and DG are so incredibly evil. The things we do in the name of entertainment. We've now gotten such off the wall truth questions as 'Would you rather shave Richard Simmons' butt the rest of your life or make out with Fat Bastard the rest of your life?' to 'If you were forced to bring a male llama to orgasm with a pencil, how would you go about doing it?'. I'm also probably going to get shot and beat repeatedly for what I just did to Kley. XD

Anyway, today was a pretty damned good day. I got to talk to Beth, Joshie, and Jiffers...I went to work and got some time in...and I got to sleep in this morning! Yay! Thursday will be awesome as well...nothing to do but clean the house a little. I can go and do just about anything I want tomorrow. *_*

I'm ignoring the chat again, so off I go!

:: felt productive at 12:47:52 AM [+] ::
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Yayness....I was up till 3 am again. At least I'm not falling over from exhaustion. ^_^ I'm in a pretty good mood today. I admit, I was a little pissy about half an hour ago, but that was because I had to go to the doctor. I don't like having to wait around to get a damned perscription written out.

Anyway, it was well worth staying up so late because we had some pretty interesting dares come out of the Grep* chat's Truth or Dare game. *looks at Kita and DG* ^_^ It is extremely evil to do such things to one another, but it's entertaining! I have to admit though, I was highly disappointed with Fer's lack of creativity for my dare...oh well, when you're tired, strange things can happen.

Well...I have about a million and one other things to do, so I should get going. -_- Yay...I just LOVE playing errand girl for my family. Ja ne.

:: felt productive at 12:03:10 PM [+] ::
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*sighs* The things you go and do when extremely bored. I should probably be shot for what I went and did, but it was fun. I went and visited Jiff at work today, out of sheer boredom. He was pretty bored too, which worked out pretty well. I must be a good luck charm or something because every time I talk to him while he's working, lots of people come in and buy stuff. XD

So, now I'm sitting online trying to come up with something to do to entertain myself. So far, it's not going so well. Maybe the chat will get interesting. *goes off to pay attention to the Grep Chat*

:: felt productive at 11:48:43 PM [+] ::
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Wow...the past two days have just been awesome. Actually, to be extremely technical...it was just today...but, I still consider 3 a.m. part of the previous day and nighttime. Anyway...I'm just bursting with happiness. As time goes on, I may actually post why and tell the story...but I don't feel that it would be appropriate at this point and time. All you need to know is that I'm practically the happiest female on the planet!

Well, I really don't have all that much to talk about right now. I just felt like updating the blog and telling the world that I'm all excited and happy.

:: felt productive at 12:18:15 AM [+] ::
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Well, today started off on a really sour note, but I'm feeling a lot better now. I think my parents forcing me to eat something was a good thing. Anyway...to explain a little...

The morning didn't start out too well. I woke up at 6 am just to lurch in the toliet...what fun, what fun. Anyway...until about 7 or so this evening, I couldn't bring myself to eat, period. Food was just not on my priority list of wants or needs. At any rate, I ended up calling in sick for my orientation, which majorly sucked. At least they were understanding and it's been rescheduled for tomorrow. So, around 7 or so, my parents decided that it was time to sit down and talk to me and force me to eat something. Thank God they did, because if they hadn't, I'd probably be attempting to lurch everywhere again. So, my stomach is finally somewhat settled, and I'm happily on the road to recovery.

In the meantime, both Beth-chan and Jiff called me today to see how I was doing. *huggles them both* You guys are such good friends. I felt so loved when you both called and were so concerned about me. Thanks a million!! So, that also helped me along my merry way today.

Seeing as it is now about midnight...I should probably try to get some sleep. Good night!

:: felt productive at 11:58:36 PM [+] ::
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