As I walk outside of my front door one night I looked up into the sky To see something that was serious But nothing of a lie Crying, screaming, dropping of bombs In front of my very eyes There was nothing I could really do Since I stood there in surprise This little girl ran up to me And asked, ”What is wrong?” At that very second In my head popped a song As I shake my head and walk away I was hoping that it was just a dream For this couldn’t be happening ‘Cuz I was about to scream Reassuring myself this couldn’t be the obvious Hoping it wasn’t what I thought The drugs in me couldn’t be the reason ‘Cuz that I had already fought I couldn’t help but ask myself “What could the problem be?” I knew my mind was playing tricks In my head inside of me It's been so long since I had some last What if the effects are still in me? Or maybe 'cuz I’m stoned and dont know it With them before it was hard to see My docter said I was clean Maybe these are real How can I tell the truth? If the truth the government would steal All these things I see are different They seem so unfamiliar I see them all the time And are never similar What can I do? I do not know How will I find out If noone helps show? I guess I’ll never know I’ll just sit and moan For this might be my last day My feelings I hadn’t shown Rocking back and forth Waiting for my day I’ll sit and cry To peacefully pass away