Dirty

I feel so damn dirty,

after what I did,

even as the water falls,

it does not clean me,

there is dirt all over,

like four thousand year old scum,

covering my body,

I betrayed you,

you have to see,

all of the mud, on my skin,

but you look past it,

into my heart,

I'm caked in it,

cannot scrub it off,

no matter how hard,

or how long the water washes,

it never leaves my body,

it slides down my skin,

so I feel dirty,

so damn dirty,

for hurting you,

I'm sorry, my love.