Author's Notes: Wow, my first song fic! Wai! WAI! Anyway, a
bit about this song, it's sung by a Korean singer named Soo
Young Lee and it's called "I Believe". I translated the
lyrics but I'm not sure if everything is correct so if
anything seems wrong or out of place, it's all my fault!
^^; Also, this is a Fushigi Yuugi songfic, not just because
of the Chinese rhythm in the music (if you know what I'm
talking about), but also because of the lyrics! It's SO
Miaka/Tamahome! Insert usual disclaimers! Thanks to M.E.
and Rapunzel for editing it for me!
     
I Believe
By Blue Jeans
     
     Are you thinking of that promise you made back then?
     I believe, I believe, I believe
     Would I recognize your changed appearance?
     And I believe, I believe, I believe
     
I stand underneath the large tree, inhaling the sweet
perfume or the flowers surrounding me. I believe that he
will come soon, he will come, and he will remember that
special promise. Even though I still feel the pain of my
broken arm, I remember his voice promising me. With all my
heart, I believe that the one who broke my arm was just an
illusion. My disheveled hair flies in the wind and I feel
cold. He will be here, for I believe in him.
     
     The day you left,
     I remember that on your empty desk,
     The folded note.
     Today is the day of our promise.
     
I clutch the note Tamahome wrote to me, the note I
discovered after he disappeared. 'Wo ai ni' he wrote to me,
'I love you'. He truly does love me.
     
     I know that you're not able to come
     I won't be able to see you any more
     Is there no longer a person who is you?
     I'm praying that I am wrong
     While waiting at the place of our promise
     
I feel warm arms grasp me from behind. A soothing voice
whispers into my ear, a beautiful voice that sooths me. I
turn quickly and burrow myself into his embrace.
     
"Just a minute Miaka," he whispers,"Tasuki and Chichiri
aren't with you, are they?"
     
My heart falls and I pull away. This- can't be! He doesn't
know that Tasuki came along! No, I can turn him around, I
believe that he loves me!
     
     When I fist met you, I knew we were meant to be
     I believe, I believe, I believe
     Even though I didn't say it and chase you
     And I believe, I believe, I believe
     
"Look Tamahome, this letter, you wrote this for me. You
wrote 'Wo ai ni'. Do you remember?" I carefully hand him
the note. Yes, this will work, I will have the man I love
back!"
     
"I wrote this?"
     
"Yes! Yes you did!"
     
He looks over it and reads slowly,"Wo ai ni." He smiles, my
heart soars.
     
     Your sorrowful face
     When I knew the reason
     You just stayed in that sad position
     I want to hear from,
     The person who told me the reason he laughed
     Where are you now?
     
He rips the note in two. I gasp and he smiles, he knows
that he is slowly ripping my heart along with the paper. He
rips it again, and again, and again until its in tiny shreds
and he sends them flying in the wind.
     
I realize just now that Tamahome is gone. His sweet, gentle
smile twists into a bleak smirk as he sees my knees tremble
and I fall to the ground. The tears flow freely down my
cheeks as I raise my head to the sky.
     
"HE'S GONE!!!"
     
     I know you're not able to come
     I won't be able to see you forever
     Is there no longer a person who is you?
     I'm praying that I am wrong
     While waiting at the place of our promise.
     
"Die," is the last thing I hear as everything suddenly goes
black. 
     
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