Title: Only
Human
Author:
Nursie
E-mail:
Nursie1126@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: I
don't own Smallville... WB does... Only original characters and storyline are
mine.
Rating: Rated
R
Characters:
Clark and the gang plus original characters.
Spoilers: Any
and ALL Smallville eppies up to Nicodemus and possibly future eppies once they
air and I keep up with the story.
ONLY HUMAN:
SMALLVILLE FAN FIC
BY: NURSIE
Part
5b- "Standing Still..."
Clark gave
one quick last glance back at the Talon through the rearview mirror as they
pulled away from the curb. Lex was saying something... but he didn't hear it.
He hadn't really wanted to leave just yet. He saw her standing there... and he
hadn't even said good-bye. What was wrong with him to do such a thing? How
could he have been so careless... so rude... so stupid? He tried to tell
himself since Lex had said good night to his sister that she would take it as
said... but the truth was he hadn't known what to say to her. He was having all
kinds of trouble trying to figure out what was inside his head. And since this
afternoon, he wasn't sure if he would ever be able to utter a complete sentence
directed towards her again. Blinking, Clark glimpsed at Lex from the corner of
his eye.
"You
don't really think I like your sister do you?" He asked sheepishly. He
didn't know how Lex would take it if he truly knew what went through Clark's
head since he had first laid eyes on her.
Lex smiled
wickedly. "I'm not sure Clark. I am pretty sure you find her
attractive."
Clark got
very quiet.
"Come
now Clark. You couldn't keep your eyes off of her. I know you think she's
pretty."
"I
do..." Clark hesitated with his answer. He cleared his throat. There was a
silence that settled over them the rest of the way to Luthor Manor. Clark
parked his mother's car in the garage and then followed Lex into the house.
Lex slid out
of his leather jacket hanging it on the back of one of the kitchen chairs. He
turned on a light and looked at Clark.
Clark looked
a bit nervous. He hadn't ever stayed at Luthor Manor before and he wondered
slightly why he was now. He eyed Lex for what seemed like forever until Lex
folded his arms across his chest and smirked.
"Look
farm boy... don't flatter yourself. Although you are fairly attractive for a
guy... I do prefer the ladies... I just noticed you have had some things on
your mind lately and figured you could use a way to unwind." Lex turned
and proceeded towards the den with Clark close behind him. Picking up a remote
control, he pushed the power button and a large screen ascended from the
ceiling.
"You
brought me here to watch television?" Clark laughed.
"Not
really...what do you want to do Clark? Anything in particular?"
Clark watched
Lex walk over to a small bar in the corner and grab two glasses from the
cabinet. He watched as the movie Boogie Nights started to play.
"What's
your poison Clark?" Lex joked as he poured himself a scotch and soda.
Clark
breathed deeply. What he was about to say would probably shock Lex, because it
sure as hell shocked him. He turned towards the television screen, away from
Lex. "I'll have what you're having."
A half grin
crossed the corner of Lex's mouth. "And what makes you think I would
provide alcohol to a minor?"
"You
said you wanted me to unwind..." Clark arched an eyebrow. "I've never
really drank before. I was sorta wondering what a hangover feels like."
Clark held his breath.
Lex mirrored
Clark's expression and toyed with the grin on his lips then began to pour a
second glass of the scotch and soda.
Clark,
fidgeting hadn't noticed when Lex walked over to him and handed him the glass.
He took it and swallowed carefully.
"Take it
easy on that stuff." Lex laughed. "You really don't want to know what
a hangover feels like."
Clark took a
seat on the leather couch and toed off his shoes. Lex sat down in the chair
next to it and sat his glass on the oak end table. Clark finished his glass and
sat down the empty container on the coffee table with a resounding noise. He
thought for a minute before asking if he could have more. He didn't know if he
wanted to put himself through the horrendous task of swallowing something so
awful again. Lex looked at him and practically read his mind.
"There
is some beer in the mini fridge if you want to help yourself." Lex
offered. "But know that you are staying over if you drink it."
"I
thought I already was." Clark responded.
"As long
as we are clear on that."
"Crystal...
now were's the fridge?"
By the time
Lex found he could hardly even hold the glass up to his mouth, Clark had drank
more beers that he could keep track of. The boy was definitely tipsy... Lex noted
that from the comments he would make about the movie they were watching.
"Oh
man... how do they do that?" Clark would suddenly say in between drinks
from his bottle.
Lex didn't
know how to answer him. His head was swimming and he'd drank less than Clark.
"How do they do what Clark... Your dad did tell you about sex..."
Clark turned
to Lex with a lazy curiosity in his green eyes. A sloppy grin crossed his
features. "It just looks like it would hurt is all." Clark slurred a
bit.
"You
have been with girls before Clark... right..." Lex asked.
"Uh not
really..." Clark sounded embarrassed.
"You do
LIKE girls..." Lex teased.
"Very
much so..." Clark answered. "I've been getting all these weird
feelings lately Lex... it's wonderful and scary at the same time." Clark
stood and pointed the beer bottle at the screen. "Is that her leg on his
shoulder?" His gaze was concentrated and his chin tucked at his chest in a
drunken haze of sorts.
Lex shook his
head. "And this isn't even a really dirty movie... it's just a movie about
the making of dirty movies."
"What
was that Lex?" Clark asked still concentrating on the screen.
"Nothing..."
Lex said audible enough then stood himself. "You know... I think we both
could use a little coffee."
"Got any
food back there... or anywhere for that matter. I'm starving."
"Would
you like to order a pizza Clark?" Lex asked as he found his footing and
walked slowly over towards the bar area to start a pot of coffee.
Clark let out
a laugh. "A pizza? How 'bout sex."
Lex dropped
the mug he had grabbed and it ricocheted off his toe and hit the floor without
breaking. "Wha???" He gasped while bending over to pick up the mug.
"I
said..." Clark was still slurring his words profusely and Lex knew he needed
to get something in him to sober him up. "How 'bout SIX."
"Oh you
said you want six pizza's..." Lex turned to put the water through the
coffee maker. He wanted to laugh at Clark's innocence. The boy was obviously
dealing with some growing up issues... "Then six pizza's it is." He
didn't question the amount of food Clark had inquired. He just turned around then pushed a button
on the intercom, the voice of one of the kitchen help echoed through the room
and Clark jumped towards the intercom with a wide eyed grin on his features.
"Shelly..."
Lex asked.
"Yes?"
the voice came back with a little static.
"Could
you order a few pizza's for us... Clark's over for the night and Lis should be
home soon."
"Certainly
Mr. Luthor... what would you like on them?"
"EVERYTHING..."
Clark cried. "Well except anchovies... they sorta taste gross."
Lex cracked a
smile. "Did you hear that?"
"Yes
sir... how many did you want again."
"Six."
Lex informed her.
"I'll do
that right away. Is there anything else before I retire for the night?"
"Just
make sure one of the guest rooms in the same wing as Lis's and my room is
available for our guest." Lex said politely. He was happy that he hadn't
sounded drunk.
"I'll
get right to it. Max will bring your order when it is finished."
Lex let go of
the intercom button and returned to his coffee. He poured himself a mug and
also one for Clark. He walked back over to the seating area and placed Clark's
cup next to several empty beer bottles. Clark walked slowly toward the couch
again, trying to decide if he wanted to sit down. He ran a hand through his
hair and looked at Lex awkwardly.
"What's
the matter Clark..." Lex asked sipping his coffee.
Clark
breathed deeply. "I don't know." He stated and he was serious. His
head had been a bit fuzzy a second ago but now, it was clearing. ~ Shoulda
guessed alcohol wouldn't keep it's affect on me~ He shook his head and Lex eyed
him wondering what he was doing.
"There's
got to be something wrong. You know you can trust me Clark. Haven't I proven
that to you?"
"Of
course you have. I trust you completely." Clark said then winced at the
realism in his words. He did trust Lex... but except when it came to his
abilities. His mind went back to Lis... someone he had been trying to forget to
think about since he had gotten to Luthor Manor. His thoughts came to him like
a flood. She definitely knew he was not normal... For many years he had longed
to be able to tell someone, to talk to someone besides his parents about his
gifts. He knew that he did not scare Lis Luthor... he also knew that she did
not know the whole story. She didn't know about his vision, or his speed... or
his ability to float... which he had been doing a lot more of lately. One night
even, he had actually dreamed he had flown. Through clouds and stars... it was
beautiful. The wind in his hair and the air around his body, he hoped that the
feeling he had in the air as he found himself speeding towards earth was what
being in love was like. Because that was the feeling he was getting whenever he
was around Lis. Clark sighed. "You know Lex... I am just so tired of being
unnoticed. The other day when I wore that sweater... it was funny I got a lot
of different looks. I got attention... Is that what it takes for Lana to want
me? A sweater? If she wants me because I look good in a skin tight sweater then
that doesn't seem right to me. I want someone to be with me because they love
me."
"Clark...
you're young... believe me... You'll fall in love for real someday."
Clark threw
his arms in the arm dramatically. "I don't mean that. I've been having
these feelings lately... Let's just say I've been taking a lot of cold
showers."
"You
don't have to be in love with someone to have sex with them Clark." Lex
answered and he could see the relief in Clark's eyes because he had addressed
the subject Clark was miserably stumbling around.
"Isn't
that the way it's supposed to be? I mean... that's the way I want it to be. But
I don't want to be such a doof at it when it happens that the girl I'm with has
a terrible time." Clark tried to step around his words. He couldn't
actually come right out and say what he really wanted to ask. Clark had many
questions. He was almost positive he could be with a human female...but then
there was the question of his strength... his abilities always became an issue
in everything he did, and this was no different but he couldn't very well ask
Lex about that aspect of his thoughts. He decided to stick to basics.
"That
depends on the person. Most of my relationships are never based on love. When
you ask me what that means... I guess it's just less complicated to keep it
that way." Lex took another drink of his coffee. "Do you still think
you are in love with Lana?"
Clark shrugged.
He knew the answer to that... but didn't want to address it. He didn't really
know how Lex would take it if he just came out and said... ~No I'm not in love
with Lana anymore... but I think I am falling for your sister ~ Clark shook off
his thoughts. "I dunno..." Clark smiled as he saw Max, one of the
housekeeping staff bringing in six rather large pizza boxes.
"Thank
you Max... you can leave them on the bar and retire for the night." Lex
said standing and gliding over to the pizza. Clark beat him there, he had one
box open before Max left the room. The man nodded and disappeared.
Clark took a
rather large bite from his slice and chewed it like he was starving. "I'm
just hungry." Clark said, and then realized there were two definitions for
that word. He was definitely hungry.
The movie
credits started to roll and Clark finished his first piece of pizza. He looked
over at Lex while leaning on the bar. He reached his long arm down towards the
mini refrigerator and took out a Red Bull energy drink. His smile asked
permission as Lex nodded his head. He opened the can and took a long drink.
"You wouldn't have anything... a bit more racy... would you?" Clark
asked suddenly sounding shy. He grabbed for the bottle of Vodka and took a long
drink from the bottle then chased it with the energy drink.
"Are you
asking me if I have any dirty movies?" Lex laughed.
"Well..."
Clark paused, thinking as he chewed. "Yes." He finally answered.
Lex smiled.
"Have you ever watched a pornographic movie before?" The laughter was
there, in his eyes as he asked Clark this.
Clark stared
into space for a full minute. "Not really. But the movie we just watched
sorta made me wonder. I've always been curious... and even more so lately. I
just want to see how it's done."
Lex made his
way over to one of his many shelves in the room. "What kind of movie are
you wanting to watch? Something funny? Like maybe an older 80's romp... or
something a bit more sophisticated... perhaps foreign."
"If it
has nekkid girls in it... Just push play." Clark said as he stuffed
another piece of pizza in his mouth then took another long drink from the
bottle.
Lex winced at
the way Clark was drinking then smiled. He could see the child like innocence
in Clark's eyes and he could also tell he was still very much under the
influence of all the alcohol he had consumed. The pizza must be helping though;
he could tell that in the way Clark was forming his sentences. He hadn't
planned on spending the evening watching filthy movies and drinking with
Clark... but he figured Clark was just expressing his curiosity. He finally
loaded his DVD player and pushed the play button. He shrugged to himself when
he thought about it... it really was inevitable... If Clark had seen half the
things he had seen at his age... It was natural for Clark to wonder. He decided
to sit back quietly and let Clark watch the show. Lex knew he could control
himself... but poor Clark... didn't know what he was in for. If he thought
those red underwear Lana had stripped down to when she was under the influence
of the Nicodemus flower were hot... Clark had a lot of learning to do.
Clark grabbed
three pizza boxes as well as his drinks and moved towards the sitting area once
more. Placing the pizza slice in his mouth, he placed his bottle on the table
next to the coffee Lex had made for him. He watched the screen as it went from
blank to something else... and he winced at the sounds coming from Lex's
surround sound.
After a few
minutes of not blinking, the pizza fell from Clark's mouth and he was unable to
chew. Lex wanted to laugh out loud at the reaction Clark had to the film but he
didn't want to hurt his feelings. The noises grew louder as Clark shuddered
when he heard a moan coming from one of the pretty red headed girls on the
screen before him.
Lex sat in
his chair, his head in his hand partially covering his eyes. He wasn't watching
the movie, but he was interested in the look on Clark's face. Clark started to
chew his food slowly and swallowed even slower. His lips trembled and he got
this far away look across his face. Lex wondered for a moment what Clark was
thinking... but pushed away the urge to say something. ~ He really needs to get
a girlfriend...~ Lex thought as the noise from the movie echoed through his brain. Every second or so he would peak through his
fingers and catch Clark's expression. He had to bite his tongue to keep from
laughing several times.
Clark had
placed the pizza boxes on the table. He had a furrowed look to his face and he
was squirming a bit. He swallowed hard and turned to Lex. "Somehow, I
don't think that's what I needed to see."
"You
asked for it." Lex replied chuckling.
"Look, I
am curious. That's normal... right?" Clark's voice trembled for a moment
and Lex blinked at his words... Normal wasn't exactly something Lex thought
Clark would worry about. Sure he was always turning up doing extraordinary
things... but in a way, Lex felt Clark was more normal than most people. Lex
smiled at Clark.
"I can
see that you are confused. You know you can talk to me. I don't think a movie
is going to clear anything up for you." Lex observed. "Are you really
that worried about being with someone?"
Clark gulped
hard. "It's not that I am all that worried about being with them... I
don't know how to explain it. It's just been on my mind a lot."
"What
has been on your mind? I can't help you if you don't talk to me Clark."
Clark
suddenly felt awkward. Funny how the movie didn't do that, he hadn't really had
a problem with watching the explicit material that flashed across Lex's
television screen. It had been somewhat insightful. Not that Clark did not have
any idea about what was going on there, he was more than curious... and the
need for information was getting out of hand in his opinion.
"Are you
a virgin Clark?" Lex asked amused.
"What?"
Clark obviously hadn't expected the question.
"You
heard me... have you ever been with anyone Clark?"
"Depends
on what your definition of those words are." Clark answered in a low
voice.
"I know
Chloe kissed you... I know Lana has kissed you... Tell me Clark... are you a
virgin?"
"Lex...
I haven't even had a serious relationship..." Clark looked down at his
feet.
Lex noticed
that Clark was starting to become embarrassed.
"You
know it's nothing to be embarrassed about. Everyone has a first... Lana is
blind...same as you are when it comes to Chloe."
"Chloe?
What does she have to do with any of this." Clark asked aching an eyebrow.
"She
loves you Clark." Lex stated as if it was nothing new.
Clark
shrugged his shoulders and a look even older than his seventeen years crossed
his face. "I know." He breathed. "But I don't feel that way
about her... like that... that is. I do love her. She's my friend. I've known
for a while now. She doesn't hide it very well."
"And
Lana?"
"Lana
has Whitney."
"Isn't
that what the past three years have been about though? Breaking them up and
getting the girl?"
"I'll
tell you the same thing I told Lis... I'm not in love with Lana... I don't know
if I ever was." Clark looked away from Lex.
"Then
who has got you in such an emotional mess?" Lex questioned.
"I don't
know if I should say... I mean..." Clark breathed. "Lex..." He
began again. "You're my best friend. I don't want anything to come between
that." He looked back at his feet.
"And
nothing could. What are you afraid of Clark?"
Clark sighed
leaning his head back to rest on the leather couch. He closed his eyes.
"Myself..." He said.
Lex looked at
him confused.
Lis Luthor
made her way down the road that led her home. Finally after what she felt was
forever she pulled the jag into the garage. Slamming the door, she quickly
entered the house, slipping out of her jacket and looked around for any sign of
Lex or Clark. She moved past the kitchen and went into the foyer... when she
didn't see or hear anyone from there, she started actively looking, turning the
corner and coming to the den, she started to peak her head inside the room.
She couldn't
help herself but to smile. Her heart felt warm inside her chest as she entered
the room and felt for the remote to turn off the television screen. Pushing the
power button was as good as an alarm clock for Lex who jumped upright.
Lis saw him
sit up and walked over towards him. He and Clark had fallen asleep; him in the
recliner chair and Clark was still sprawled on the leather sofa. Lis smiled at
Lex. He gave her tired half grin in return.
"Hi..."
He practically whispered. "What time is it?"
"Hi..."
Lis replied. "Just after twelve. You two fell asleep early."
"I guess
we did." Lex shrugged his shoulders and started to stand to stretch.
Lis's eyes
scanned the room, noting the six pizza boxes. She walked over to them and
opened one, taking a cold slice from its cardboard home. She took a bite.
"I take it you boys had fun?"
"You
could say that." Lex stretched his arms above his head. "I should
wake Clark and show him to his room."
"He's
staying over?" Lis asked sounding a bit too interested.
"He had
a few drinks. I don't feel comfortable letting him drive home." Lex said
and took a step in Clark's direction to wake him.
Lis chewed
her food. "A few?" She glanced at the empty Vodka bottle.
"Wait..." She cried then put her hand to her mouth as Clark stirred
in his sleep. Her eyes ran the length of his body and she hiccupped from eating
the pizza too fast.
"What?"
Lex asked almost to Clark.
"Why
don't you go on upstairs? I can show Clark to his room... besides..." She
paused and this time Lex saw his sister look down at her feet. He smirked a
bit, as his brain started to wake up and throw questions at him that he didn't
know if he wanted answered right there and now.
He finally
sighed. "I am tired..." He said watching for any change in Lis's
face. He saw it then... the way she looked at him. He knew Clark found her
attractive but Clark hadn't given any other indication that he was interested
in Lis. However, with the look in Lis's eyes, it was more than apparent how she
felt about the boy sleeping somewhat soundly on his leather sofa. Finally after
he watched Lis look upon Clark with those eyes, Lex didn't know if he could
take much more. "Just make sure he makes it up to bed... I'm going to head
on up myself." Lex then turned and took several steps away from the two.
As he made it to the door, he turned and peered over his shoulder. "Are
you going to tell him about your illness?"
Lis became
somewhat exasperated. "Lex..." She whispered a cry. "I told you
I'm feeling fine."
"From
the way you look at him... you are feeling more than fine..." Lex said.
"He
makes me feel safe." Lis admitted in a low voice.
"He
makes everyone feel safe." Was Lex's answer.
Lis watched
Lex as he unbuttoned the cuffs of his shirt as he left the room. She stood there
for several remaining moments, until she heard the grandfather clock in the
foyer chime the time of twelve thirty.
She waited
until she knew Lex was a good distance away before she wiped her hands on her
dress to try and remove the grease from the pizza. Kneeling quietly she went
over to her sleeping beauty and just looked at him. Smelling his hair and
letting her eyes look upon him. The shirt he was wearing was snug, and it was
inching up his belly to where she could see his stomach along with his belly
button. She wanted to touch his skin and fought the urge to do so. She didn't
know how much he had had to drink... but from the looks of it... it had to have
been enough to make an elephant tipsy. There were bottles everywhere... she
didn't need to count them. She could smell the sweetness of the alcohol on his
breath when he breathed as she observed his chest rise and fall with each
breath. Her hand went to brush his hair from his face but she stopped herself
just short of touching his cheek. She stared again... half not wanting to wake
him, but just wanting to look at him without anyone around. She sighed to
herself and took several shallow breaths. She wanted to curl up next to him,
have him put his arms around her... make her feel safe. She started to scold
herself again. Rolling her eyes at herself she prepared to wake him up. Licking
her lips and clearing her throat she placed a soft hand to his shoulder.
He didn't
notice her touch him. He didn't even stir. Lis started to shake him gently and
finally he took a deep breath and moved slightly. She smiled as his arm tried
to stretch in front of her. His hand blindly made contact with her shoulder and
Clark's eyes slowly peeked out from his lashes when he felt his hand smack into
something. The surprise in his eyes was hard to hide. He fumbled for something
to say and started to smile slowly.
"I'm
sorry... I didn't realize I had..." Clark tried to spit out.
"It's
ok... I shouldn't have startled you." Lis answered.
Clark swung
his legs over the edge of the sofa and sat up stretching. "What time is
it?" He yawned for effect.
"Just
past twelve thirty." Lis replied.
"My head
hurts a little." Clark lied.
"I'm not
surprised." Lis said as her hand went to the small bandage on Clark's brow.
"Drinking will do that to you... and the knot on your head probably has
something to do with that."
Clark felt
her hand on his forehead. Without thinking his hand reached out and touched the
top of hers and she jumped a little bit. Clark winced at her actions and a look
of confusion played with his eyes. "I should probably get to bed." He
said softly.
"I can
show you to your room." Lis offered.
Clark's mind
suddenly went elsewhere when she said that. His eyes followed her face and
inched downward towards her neck. "You know... We haven't been able to
talk since my parents came to the clinic this morning..."
"I
know..." Lis said meekly.
"Can I
ask you something?" Clark spoke softly.
Lis's heart
pounded in her chest. "Sure you can ask me anything."
Clark thought
for a moment. There was so much he wanted to say to her... but didn't know how.
The evening had been somewhat insightful... the movie and talking to Lex... he
hadn't remembered when they fell asleep... but he had a good idea that Lex knew
how he was starting to feel about his sister. "Why did you do it?"
Clark asked suddenly.
"Do
what?" Lis asked now taking a seat next to him on the sofa.
"You
know... this morning at the clinic. You could have done everything
differently... but you chose to help me. Why?"
Lis took a
deep breath and tried to look him in the eye. She saw a dark lock of hair fall
over his eyes and she moved to brush it away. The electricity in the touch
would have stood their hair on end... and in the end, the hair was brushed
almost lovingly away from his face and she was left looking directly into his
green eyes.
She saw so
many questions there, and none of them she knew the answer to. "I..."
She stammered. "I... just know what it's like to want to keep things from
the outside world."
"Are you
talking from experience?" Clark asked.
"Clark...
everyone has something they don't want others to know. Including me." She
answered shyly. "Maybe I should show you your room."
Clark didn't
know what to say. He liked having her there talking to him without anyone
around... but he didn't know what to say. He chided himself at being so
unarticulated and blushed as he felt her eyes on him. "I... um..."
Clark felt his mentality snap then, all reason going directly out the window.
He leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips.
Lis felt the
gentle touch and goose flesh went up her arm with lightning speed. The kiss was
simple and she didn't know how to take it. Was he just thanking her for what
she had done at the clinic? She let herself feel the kiss but it was over with
too fast. Short and sweet... she told herself. "What... was that
for?" She asked when he pulled away from her.
Clark
shrugged his shoulders. "I didn't know what else to say." He
answered.
"Well...
it was rather well said..." She told him.
Clark smiled.
"Thank you... for today... and yesterday."
"Yesterday?"
Lis asked dumbfounded.
"At the
Beanery." Clark admitted.
"The
Beanery?" Lis's voice sounded soft and full of something Clark was not
sure how to comprehend.
Clark waited
for her response quietly yet hopeful, debating on whether to just tell her that
he thought he was falling in love with her.
"Why are
you thanking me for that? I remember you were the one that came over to me and
tried to make me feel better." Lis's looked down at Clark's lap.
Clark watched
her avert her gaze and a small grimace toyed with his mouth. He took a
cleansing breath and prepared himself for what he wanted to say. "I was
talking about what you did..."
"What
did I do?" Lis asked. She blinked then returned her eyes to his handsome
face and tried to take a mental photograph at how wonderful he looked in the
dim light of the room. The fireplace gave an amber look to the room, and the
dim lights in corner cast a romantic shadow on the moment.
"You
don't know what you did?" Clark said.
"All I
did was kiss you... why would you thank me for that... you don't even like me
like that..." Lis rambled.
"What
makes you say that?" Clark wondered out loud.
"The way
you look at Lana." Lis answered.
"You
never let me finish a sentence do you?" Clark's hand went up to push a
piece of Lis's hair from her face. "You have pretty hair." Clark
said, the blush creeping to his cheeks.
"Thanks."
Lis replied shyly. "I don't feel so pretty Clark."
"Why
don't you?"
"Tell me
Clark... do you look in a mirror?"
"It's
sorta inevitable. You have to look at your reflection once in a while."
Clark teased.
"Do you
know you are the most attractive man I ever saw?" Lis whispered then
looked down at her feet.
Clark heard
her... the comment echoed through his brain and bounced around his head. He
didn't know how to reply to that... she was giving him a compliment... Clark
didn't take them all to well. He tugged
at his shirt and found Lis's hand on his removing it from his shirt.
"Don't."
She requested. "I rather like the view."
"So do
I." Clark responded as his hand covered hers at his waist, the other went
up to touch her face. He leaned in once more and she watched him with doe eyes
as his face came closer and she could feel his sweet breath on her face.
"You...you...do?"
She stammered.
"At this
moment... I can only hope you can sense the way I feel. I don't know what I'm
doing... but if you'll show me..." Clark's eyes didn't waver, they locked
with hers and Lis thought she could be lost for decades in his eyes.
"What is
it that you want me to show you Clark?" Lis asked softly. "Are you
sure you know what you are saying?"
"I don't
think I've ever been so certain." Clark confessed.
Lis's heart
started pounding and she could hear the blood rushing through her veins in her
ears. She knew he had been drinking. She didn't know whether or not to let her
heart take over, or listen to her head. Her head told her to show him his room,
and kiss him good night. Because tomorrow, after he woke up from his apparent
intoxication, he would probably regret what he was asking of her... and she
just couldn't live with that. What her
heart told her to do was lead him to his room, and do as he was asking. The
thought of waking up next to him sent shivers down her spine and she once again
looked up at Clark, not realizing she had looked away. There she saw the
innocence of a boy on the brink of growing up... "Clark?" She
whispered as she felt his face closer to hers. She leaned her cheek on his, and
closed her eyes.
"Yes?"
"I
should show you to your room."
"I
know." Clark answered. "Are you coming with me?"
"Is that
an invitation?"
"Take it
anyway you want... I just don't know if I can be alone right now."
"Then
follow me hero." She stood and gently pulled on his hand. He followed her
and they made their way out of the room with Lis leading the way... her hand in
Clark's and he was staggering slightly.
They made it
up the stairway without much problem... and went down the long hallway that
would lead them to their destinations.
She opened the door to the room Clark was to sleep in and waltzed inside
as Clark entered after her. She looked on the bed, noticing that one of the
housemaids must have laid a pair of Lex's pajama's out for Clark because there
was a pair of navy blue silk pajama bottoms laid out on the satin comforter.
The sheets and blankets turned down awaiting his presence. Clark's frame swayed
a bit... reminding Lis of how much her guest had actually drank. "You've
never had that much to drink before have you?" She smiled at him and he
smiled back.
"I have
never had more than the two beers Pete and I snuck up in my loft a while
back." Clark admitted. Lis stopped near the bed and turned to face Clark.
Her heart felt heavy at what she was about to do... she knew she shouldn't stay
with him tonight... if she did, he probably wouldn't even know what happened...
and her feelings could not take that. She wanted to be with him... but not like
this. "You should change your clothes.
Shelly must have laid them out for you."
Clark
shrugged. He effortlessly pulled his shirt up over his head as Lis felt her
knees begin to cave. "I should go to bed myself." She said.
Clark reached
out for her arm as she took a step past him. She turned and saw his face
clearly... and then he kissed her again. This time not at all like the first. A
reminder of how he had touched her at the Beanery went through her body and she
leaned into him, feeling every possible inch of his body she could. His tongue
darted out to touch her bottom lip awaiting entrance to her mouth. She gave in,
touching his with the tip of hers. Her knees did grow weak from under her, and
she felt the loss of contact of her feet and the floor. Yet she was still
standing up right sort of. Clark's arms were around her, holding her up and his
mouth was causing her inability to stand. Her hands moved over the soft skin on
his shoulders and across his chest down his rib cage towards his waist. She
found his cargo shorts hanging on his hips and she could feel the elastic of
his boxers peaking over his shorts. She felt something pushing into her hip and
realized that she wasn't the only one enjoying the encounter. The physical
reaction to their touch made Clark moan when she moved against him.
Finally, Lis
pulled back from him and placed a hand on his cheek. She looked in his eyes...
for any trace that he was aware of what he was doing. She tried to imagine it
there, but it wasn't. She shook her head. "Clark?" She said softly.
He opened his eyes.
Clark shook
his head as if in a daze. He blinked hard and returned his eyes to hers. His
smile turned into a goofy grin and Lis smiled sweetly back.
"I need
to go."
"Why?"
Clark asked defensively. Something in him was about to snap. He didn't like
playing the Boy Scout and he was really starting to grow tired of girls running
out on him. He slowly wondered what he was doing wrong... or what was wrong
with him. The guys in the movie never had this much trouble... in fact, if this
was the movie... Lis would already be sprawled out on the bed. His goofy smile
still plastered to his face as his mind played out the events he wanted to happen.
He was smacked back to reality when he felt Lis's eyes searching his face and
his grip on her arm started to release.
Lis took a
deep breath. She could see Clark wasn't thinking clearly and it killed her to
take the step backwards and try to walk away.
"Where
are you goin?" He asked as her arm slid away from him. He reached for it
again but she eluded him. He winced when his hand came back empty. That had
never happened to him. The room began to spin and he had to put a hand on a
near by chair to steady himself. "What's happening to me?"
"You're
plastered." Lis answered. The fear in her eye, for she had seen men drunk
before and if Clark did indeed harbor the super strength she believed he did,
then she really didn't need to be in that room. She cursed herself for ignoring
the fact that he was clearly plowed and she took another step back.
"What's
the matter?" Clark slurred a bit. His world was slowly becoming dark and
he didn't know what to do about it. "Are you afraid of me?"
That about broke
Lis's heart. "No..." she sighed. "I could never be afraid of
you. What I'm afraid of is that you don't know how you are feeling right now
and I don't want you to look upon me as a mistake... nor do I want to be a
substitute for Miss Lana Lang."
"Where
did that come from?" Clark asked trying to clear his mind and stop the
world from spinning.
"Let's
just say I've seen the way you look at her. Why don't you look at me that way
Clark?"
Clark wanted
to answer her. He actually tried but the world, as he knew it went black again
and he found himself sprawled against the hard wood of the floor. Lis saw him
fall to the floor, once again she found herself alone... standing still.
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