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Goku looked at me and he blushed suddenly realising. “Please don’t do this to me I
want to be with you. Gods help me I think I’ve fallen for you. But your married don’t
make us in to something we’re not.” I grabbed my shirt and slipped it on and picked
up my shoes and I walked off I was hurting inside again.
“I’m sorry Lee.” I heard him whisper after me my new saiyan abilities kicking in.
I wiped the tears from my face with the back of my hand. I wanted to go back to earth
with him. Meet all the other cool Z characters like Trunks and Andriod
Seventeen.
But I knew I couldn’t. I’d get nothing but shunned. Or would I? Do people get
shunned in anime series? I think they just get written to the background. I think that
might happen to me get written in to the background and forgotten. I stopped walking
outside the building where the nice people of Yardrat had lodged us to stay till they
could repair the Ginyu pod. I walked inside slowly my mind drifting and I threw my
shoes down to the side in the corner of my simple but yet cosy room and I stripped
down and I picked up a white shirt and ripped the purple frilly thing off from round
the neck and pulled the shirt up and over my head. and picking up a pair of the
trousers I grabbed my clothes and some soap and wandered in to the area designed for
laundry and began to do my washing.
My mind drifted to the group back on earth and I smiled to myself thinking on
Seventeen he never really hooked up with anyone. But he killed Krillen in the GT
series I think when he came back as Super Seventeen. He didn’t look as cute like that.
I smiled maybe I could be with a cold android be shunned like he was. Then I realised
that there are some dragonball characters that did get shunned and I frowned. I knew
then no one should come to know of what had happened with me and Goku and I told
myself not to let it happen again. But as I thought on it my hand touched the side of
my neck where Goku had bit me. Could I really just stop seeing Goku? he was after
all the main guy of Dragonball and all its follow up series.
After I’d done my washing I hung my skirt, top and underwear along a line in the
room and I powered up my ki and lit the fire with a simple but small and effect
fireball and the room began to heat up and the clothes began to dry I lay down on the
bed in the room and I looked long and hard at the ceiling. I think I drifted off looking
at that ceiling counting the cracks. Because I woke up sensing Goku in the room I
remember sitting up and I saw him sitting on a simple but yet still effective wooden
stool he was looking at me.
“Are you angry with me?” He asked.
I shook my head. “No I’m angry at me for opening up my heart again only to have it
ripped out of my chest again.” I sighed to myself.
I felt like a victim of Mola Ram. I always felt like a victim of Mola Ram. Mola Ram
must of been having a field day, er year with all my hearts.
Goku got up and he walked over to the bed and he sat down on the end of it his
elbows resting on his knees staring at the fire.
“I’ve never meet a female saiyan before Lee I guess I was drawn to you. I don’t
actually know but I’m sorry.” He lowered his head.
I placed my hands behind my head. “Goku I’m in love with you I know that. But I’m
not going to run away this time. But I can’t be with you. But I can’t leave you either.
You saved my life on Namek and I owe you that. But until I can repay you for that.
I’m not going to leave you alone either.” I remarked looking at the ceiling.
I felt Goku move on to the bed and lie down beside me. He seemed fascinated with
me for some reason I guess it was the female saiyan thing. I looked at him. He moved
so he was hoovering over me and I removed my hands from under his head and I
touched the side of his neck instinctively looking for a ‘claim’ mark on him but I
couldn’t see one. Goku I knew by his look knew what I was looking for.
“My wife is human. My son though he’s half saiyan.” He said reading my mind.
I looked at Goku. “But you marked me? Did you mark her too?” I asked.
He shook his head slowly. I guess I believed him because I really don’t know if he did
or not. I curled in to him resting my head on his shoulder like I had in the Ginyu pod
when we’d been thrown in to status and I felt Goku’s arm slid round me. I closed my
eyes tired. I don’t know why but I guess I was tired and I just fell asleep, and I felt
Goku fall asleep not long after me.
The next morning was kinda awkward I mean I had only seen Goku as just someone
who I owed my life to and knowing that I had willingly had sex with him was making
me fluster then the sharing the bed. It was an accident I’m sure of if.
Goku seemed quiet content him and people of Yardrat were eating and I mean boy
were they eating! Never have I seen such massive amounts of food devoured so
quickly and I mean piles of it. I’ve seen anime’s before where the hero eats alot but
Goku... and watching in person I was sitting in disbelief now I know how Trunks felt
watching Goku and Gohan eat like there was no tomorrow after coming out of the
time chamber. I looked down at my tiny pile of food compared to theirs and I picked
at it. Not very saiyan huh? I guess what I had on my mind was the million and one
ways Chi-chi would string me up torture me and then feed my insides to the
dinosaurs...
I swallowed my mouthful. not all saiyans had to eat like guts. Okay Gohan and Goku
well they were bad enough. But even Gohan was in awe of his dad’s eating abilities.
Yet he was ‘his father’s son’ as I remember Chi-chi I think described him in an
episode upcoming towards the battle with Cell.
“You finished eating?” Gokus’ voice interrupted my thoughts and I looked up and fell
off my chair in anime style as I saw every plate was practically empty I had been in
my dream world what two minutes and fifteen plates were empty in front of him.
“Lee you okay?” Goku asked leaning over the table looking at me on the floor. “Was
it something I said?” He added.
That was the first time I’d actually sat in the mess hall with Goku and the
Yardratians- is that even a word to describe their race? It was the first time I saw them
eat. The Yardrats were pretty bad like Chaoitsu, Yamcha, Tien bad like when they
were training on King Ki’s but Goku. Goku topped any man I’d ever come across
with a large appetite even my own brother.
I jumped to my feet and sat back down Goku gave me one of those typical grins of
his. I admitted it was rather cute and I sat there quietly eating the rest of my food I
was not going to be a guts. I was brought up in an upper class society. If I was going
to binge. I would do it like Vegeta. When no ones looking. Well I don’t know Vegeta
actually does that. But I’ve seen pictures... If only I still had them I could use them as
like blackmail against the prince. Who at this stage was somewhere out in the galaxy
looking for Goku as we sat here so casually. I knew there was trouble on earth with
Garlic junior but Goku didn’t seem any the wiser. Always oblivious like the child at
heart he was. I admitted I was kind of drawn to that aspect of him.
When I finished my food I stood up slowly and watched as Goku was sitting back
watching me. I smiled at him. He got up.
“Are you up for some training?” He asked.
I nodded. “I don’t see why not.”
Both of us were wearing the ‘in fashion’ on Yardrat at first I’d been reluctant but after
a while the clothes they were quiet comfortable and it made it easier for me to train in
than a mini skirt. What I loved though was the wild white shirt and if you moved in
the light or it hit the shirt from an angle is lit up almost like a uv light hitting it would.
I’m easily entertained by this shirt I love it. So sue me I’m going to start my own
fashion label when I get to earth. Well maybe...
Goku and I flew over to an abandoned area the people of Yardrat had cleared out for
us to train in. Six months left til Goku would go and maybe I could make a home on
earth to. Not with or near Goku though for my own safety that wasn’t wise. Especially
when Chi-chi and Gohan found out about me. I adored Gohan in his cute lil I’m eight
I’m adorable stage. But he would hate me when he found out the truth and he would. I
knew he would they all would. I’m such a negative person I probably make Vegeta
look like a ray of sunshine on a bad day.
“Well shall we get started?” Goku asked pulling the cool looking armor breast plate
off over his head. I didn’t wear the armor plate there something about metal crushing
my chest that makes me cringe in pain.
I nodded in reply to Goku’s question flipping my hair round my finger and in to a hair
clip I was lucky to have I pulled my hair in to a pony tail and smirked at Goku as he
powered up. He didn’t go super saiyan so I knew he was going to go easy on me
today. Hopefully we wouldn’t end up like we did yesterday. But there wasn’t meteors
round this area to make us end up that close and I was going to resist any urge I had
towards him. It was for the best. I had to make us grow apart, not close together like
we had.
Goku charged first he knew me well enough to know for some reason I never
attacked. Reason being martial arts is a form of defence the style I learn there is rarely
an attack move. Being as it’s called self defence for a reason.
I ducked the attack just and hit the ground as Goku flew round for another shot and he
fired a ki blast I held my hand up in front of myself and sent out my own blast the two
of them crashing and smouldering against each other.
I could feel the heat burning up in my hands I knew I was going to have to think of
some move to get Goku off guard but he was so much more skilled at this then me. I
smiled to myself and hid one hand behind my back powering up a small ki ball while
other held the blast in front of me and I held the ki ball up and threw it at Goku he
saw it coming and moved his head to the side and whizzed by and he grinned at
me.
“Sneaky Lee but you’re going to have to do better than that.” he remarked.
“Oh have and I motioned with my finger the c’mere sign.
Goku looked over his shoulder as the ki ball charged back with him directly for his
back Goku dropped down letting the main beam go I stopped the beam and shook my
hands as Goku played dodge with my ki ball it couldn’t hurt him. It was something I
remembered Yamcha using on the show to fight the saiyans of the past and it seemed
like a pretty good idea. It was quiet easy to control and I saw Goku run at me and I
squealed as he tackled me to the ground and ki ball whizzed over head and crashed in
the distance.
So much for not getting close I guess. But Goku worked it out I was controlling the
ball take me out the ball goes as well. He’s not as naive as everyone things he is. He
maybe in the general overall thing but when it comes to battle he it the most
strategically prepared man I’ve ever faced. He beat Frieza even though his power
level was much lower than the icejin tyrant.
I looked at Goku holding me down to the ground and he looked at me I smiled kinda
nervous and I knew I was blushing. There Goku ran his hand up my sleeved arm his
hand touching mine and his fingers interlocking with mine. I knew instinctively that
no matter what happened we’d keep getting drawn back to each other until I’d at least
found someone to replace the hole in my heart.
Before I knew it both of Goku’s hands were linked with mine holding my hands
above my head. I felt his breath close to mine were were only slightly sweaty he less
than me. His lips touched mine and I swallowed.
“Goku... don’t do this to me...” I pleaded in a whisper.
It was no use really though when a guy gets his turn on, he gets them I guess saiyan
turn ons were battle. Was I suppose to fight him off? I didn’t know how could I? He
was so much stronger than me. I felt his lips again and I felt a groan come from the
back of my throat. He kissed me more fiercely this time in a way I’d only felt before
and my mind flicked to it quickly and panic shot through me at the memory.
flashes of a past I never wanted to see again. A face I never wanted to remember. My
father’s face. Now you’ve got to remember in their world abusive father’s didn’t
really exist the closest would of been what? Vegeta. And he wasn’t a daddy yet.
Goku picked it up and he looked at me suddenly.
“Who was that I just saw?” He asked.
I blinked and looked at him. “Wha?”
“You had a face in your mind.” His concern general and he let my hands go.
“My father.” I replied.
Goku looked shocked. “But he-”
“Loved to beat me an inch from life when he couldn’t get any.” I closed my eyes I
wanted to shut out the memories. But I couldn’t my world memories locked forever in
my scarred mind.
Goku’s hand touched my brow gingerly and he looked at me. “Your dad was he a-”
“Saiyan?” I finished.
Goku nodded. I didn’t know what to say my dad had the anger of a saiyan. I lied to
Goku again I hated doing that, so I decided I would tell him part truth part fiction the
only fiction my father being saiyan.
“Yeah and my mother was a witch she was the only one who could really control him
until I was about fifteen. Then I had to protect myself and my brother and my mother
when she fell sick. I picked up martial arts to defence my mother and brother. and I
hate myself for leaving them behind.” I couldn’t believe I said the last part it was true
I hated myself for willingly let Odin- kill me. I left behind the brother who had shared
so much pain with me.
I always knew I was going to die first but I didn’t know I was going to die so young. I
felt Goku wipe tears from my face. I was becoming weak. I let someone see me cry.
For the first time in years I actually let someone see my cry. I was too proud before
and I’d never shed tears over my past. But to let them all go I knew I was going to cry
to do so. I felt Goku scoop me up and hold me I was an emotional mess.
“You let it out Lee.” he whispered. “Don’t let pride taint your heart with hatred.”
I knew Goku was referring to what he had seen it in Vegeta. So I cried and just clung
on to Goku and cried. And he’d gone back in to his fatherly mode, just holding me.
Years raising Gohan he had given him the skill of a good father. A father I never had
nor experienced.
After the tears were shed I wiped the back of my sleeve over my eyes and I wondered
if my eyes were all puffy in red like in reality or was it like I hadn’t cried at all. This
after all was animation. I felt Goku kiss me in the most loving way ever and felt like I
wanted to suddenly start crying again. How could he do this to my emotions he threw
me so off balance. But for some reason I kissed him back and I felt his hand slid
under the shirt. I didn’t tense up. I guess part of me wanted to be loved and I felt
Goku peel the shirt up and over my head. His gaze on my quarts crystal hanging round
my neck on a simple silver chain. His hands he placed them on my stomach and I
closed my eyes as his hands just began to caress my skin, nothing more than like a
calming massage. I knew I was just going to let what happened yesterday happen
again. Why did I always have a problem with the word no??
Goku just picked me up and my shirt and flew me back to where I slept lay me in bed
and I felt like I was suddenly five years old not just five years younger. His lips
touching mine reminded me though that he cared. At least while we were on Yardrat
we had each other. The minute we arrive on earth it would go back to be me and
whatever happened on Yardrat was gone. I knew it. The kiss lingered for a long time
while his hands travelled my body. My body swimming in the gentle attention it was
getting. It was like he was apologising for scaring up the nasty memories.
I felt my hands snake up to his neck and hold him in the kiss and I found that my
hands pulled his shirt from his body along with the trousers he was tugging my own
off until we were both there again this time in the privacy of my room, naked.
His kisses travelled downward last time it had just been a total lust thing this time we
were really getting attached to each other...
I don’t know what came over me but I was letting myself get attached to a married
man. A married man who had a family and was yet to have one more son. But when
two people are together for long enough it’s odd they seem to automatically become
attuned to the other’s ways. I felt his hand grabbing mine. I found myself wondering
who control who in his relationship with Chi-chi. But for now I think I was at least in
some control. I found myself nipping at his neck. That damn primal saiyan instinct
thing was taking over. I had control but not control over it as I bit down in to neck.
Goku grabbed on me suddenly. He didn’t pull me back though. He accepted it.
There were alot of things you didn’t see in the anime that made me wonder what had
happened. Like what reason had Bulma broken up with Yamcha for? Just because
there was another woman. I found that hard to believe considering Yamcha in the
anime turned in to a bumbling and blushing mess round woman. When did Kushami
leave Roshi’s island? How on earth had Bulma and Vegeta got together? When
exactly was Goten conceived? How did Goten and Trunks meet? What was Videl
doing when her father was ‘fighting’ Cell?
I should of stopped what I was doing. It was unfair to either of us. I would become
just a friend after this like with Andy. Could I handle being the friend? probably not I
couldn’t handle being Andy’s best friend while he dated her...
I felt Goku’s hand run through my hair as my mouth held firm on his neck. I couldn’t
believe myself I was claiming the savior of the dragonball world as mine. What would
happen to me after he died. Would I survive the androids or Cell. Gods only knew.
Would I end up with a broken heart again. That was a definite ‘Hell yeah’. I felt Goku
pull me up and our lips meet again.
I smirked down at him. He just smiled and I forever love that smile. It’s cute. He’s
cute especially in person with that wild hair of his. His hand touching the side of my
face. I looked at him. It was a selfish thought but I wanted him for myself. I didn’t
want him to go back to Chi-chi. I could tell he knew that’s what I was thinking cause
he looked at me with sympathy.
“Lee.” he whispered.
“Shhhh.” I touched a finger to his lips and leant down and kissed him ever so softly.
I lead the moment and he let me control I guess cause he kinda felt sorry for me. But
what could I do. This was the dragonball world he would never leave Chi-chi for me.
I was still a kid at least to people like Vegeta, Piccolo and the other Z fighters. I
wasn’t the equivalent to Gohan as a kid but a kid neither the less, probably seen in the
equivalent of Trunks, just without the super saiyan ability.
Damn how I wanted to feel that power.
But right now I knew exactly how Chhaya felt she had been used by a married man.
At least hers was separated at the time. Goku wasn’t. Bad me... bad bad bad...
Goku’s hand moved to touch my brow wiping the hair from my face I wondered how
I looked to him. To me my reflection looked animated. It was odd seeing myself like
that. It was odd feeling the animated sweat on my forehead. Goku rolled over taking
me with him. Till I was underneath his weight and he looked down at me. I looked up
at him. I felt upset. I felt used yet it was too addicting to stop. We had to pull apart
and I knew he was thinking that. Goku flicked some of my fringe to the side. Goku
pulled the control strings now. I flushed suddenly I must of looked so odd to him.
But he didn’t say what I thought he was going to say.
“Lee. If only I had meet you earlier.” He whispered.
I looked up at him. “I would of just been a kid when you were getting married. I’m
sure thirteen and eighteen year olds look reeeeeeaaal good together.” I drooled.
Goku looked at me. I think he picked up on the sarcasm. But he didn’t say anything
he just touched the quartz crystal round my neck I had a feeling it was some sort of
key for me at least to contact my friends and let them know I was okay in this new
dimension. This wasn’t what I expected the afterlife to be like. But I guess each after
life is what you make of it. I shivered slightly at feeling the cold and Goku pulled the
blankets from my bed up and over the two of us then he wrapped his arms round me
and rolled to the side and I curled in to him.
“Alot must of happened to you while growing up to have that negative side. It’s alot
like Vegeta’s just not as evil.” Goku remarked.
“I can be evil.” I protested. “I just don’t want the karma that follows with it so I have
to be good.” I added.
I saw Goku smile and I blinked he looked amused.
“What?” I asked.
“No you can’t evil doesn’t care what happens to it. You do so it means-”
“Hey I can. If I say I can. I can don’t test me.” I said pointing a finger at him.
“Lee you don’t have it in you. Evil just isn’t in your heart.” he said.
“Awww.” I pouted in mockery.
Goku kissed me on the forehead. “You’re not like other girls.” He said.
“I know I’ve got the furry belt fashion thing going on. What saiyan girl can also start
it as a fashion trend?” I asked.
He held me tight like I wanted to be held. “You’re in between you know that between
good and neutral.” He remarked.
“I’ll prove you wrong Goku. I’ll be evil one day.” I remarked.
“No you won’t.” He replied
Goku was still smiling though I knew he was right though. I could be a pain in the
butt but I couldn’t truly be evil. You’d think I could with the environment I was raised
in but no part of me choose to keep hope alive.
Our time on Yardrat passed by pretty quickly I trained with Goku whenever I had
time. Most of the time though I hung out with the Yardrat people trying to learn their
lingo. Now it sounded like gibberish in beeps and blips but Goku learned quickly how
unfair. I was never one for alien languages anyways. But I got some tips on how to
build a space ship. Which might I add is not as easy as it looks. But mechanics luckily
it is something my mother’s side of the family is good at and I think I inherited a few
genes to help me with that... if it’s even a gene at all...
The Mechanic gene... like the Y and the X and the Bee-Gees... I don’t know anything
about genes. I soooo skipped doing biology in high school. I got the offer and me well
I like blood and cutting pieces of flesh up... sick and twisted as it is I like it. But I
didn’t take the biology offer it clashed with my art class... art will always come first
then the nasty bloody stuff. I like seeing other people’s blood but when I see my own I
like totally faint... I’m like such a wimp I hate getting cut. Yet I can do it to others...
ironic huh?
Well we must of been on Yardrat about ten months according to my watch boy was I
glad I was wearing it when I died along with my hair pins and jewellery. As I worked
on the Ginyu space pod I felt the sudden approach of an energy or power level and I
looked up. It was then I was an oval creme, yellow and dark purple colored ship begin
to land and I knew instantly it was Frieza’s ship. I froze.
I knew I was strong but not strong enough to face him and I wondered why Goku
never mentioned in the series about Frieza’s visit to Yardrat unless he hadn’t and it
was because they picked up two strong power levels instead of one. Or they thought
Yardrat was earth. In any case it was Frieza’s ship and I watched as the hatch opened.
And there he stood in his android form he walked out. I stood up I was stunned. Who
wouldn’t be.
I grabbed my tail and hid it the best I could behind my back. I knew how Freiza hated
saiyans and after his embarrassing defeat by Goku he’d hate them even more. But it
was no good they had seen it I could tell by the way Frieza looked at me.
“Well well look here a grease monkey. Well girl I’m looking for a certian Saiyan.”
Frieza said. I looked behind Frieza to see if King Cold was with him. But I couldn’t
pick up his power level on the ship. He must of been doing so recruitment and
meeting up with Frieza later. Maybe if I took on Frieza I’d save the others the chance
of meeting him. But that was stupid I was no way as strong as Goku.
I let go of my tail and Frieza looked at me I knew he recognised my face I’d arrived
on the scene for him to see me before being blasted by Goku and his android hand
spun round in it’s connection and his metallic tail swished back and forward
thumping the ground and he began to spark ever so slightly. I knew he was
remembering me, and I knew I was going to be in big trouble.
“Tell me where he is monkey and I’ll let you live.” Freiza said.
“He’s not here.” I lied as I stepped in front of the insignia of the Ginyu pod hiding it.
Frieza laughed and he held his hand up a tiny sphere floating at the end of his finger
and he pointed it at me.
“I’ll give you once chance monkey. Tell me where the saiyan Goku is.”
To Be Continued...
