This time, I'm trying a first-person fic, in the point of
view of Quatre.
Please let me know what you think. Thanks to the Lizard Queen and Kelley
all the help!
Title: Chance Meeting part 1
Warning: yaoi, crossdressing, lemon
Disclaimers: Don't own the G-boys, sob!
Once again, Trowa had mysteriously disappeared for the evening. He had
this almost every night during the month or so we had been staying
safehouse. At first, I asked where he was going. He always had some
explanation. At first I believed him, but after a while I stopped asking,
he stopped trying to lie. It's none of my business, anyway. He can
do what he
wants, and he certainly doesn't have to report back to me. It's not
we're anything more than friends. I know he can take care of himself.
for all his life, after all. I'm not sure why I care.
No, there's no sense lying to myself. I know exactly why I worry about
I... I think I love him. I know, it's wrong, it's forbidden,
I've heard all
that before. But I can't help myself. I've never been attracted to
never. I guess it comes from having all those sisters, I don't know.
really sure about myself, until I met Trowa. One look at that tall,
mysterious boy stepping out of his Gundam to surrender to me; that
was all it
took. I was sure, and I was in love.
Through everything, I became more sure of my love for Trowa. For a while,
was very simple: I just needed to be near him. That was enough. But
I've had these feelings. I'm sure it is just my body's awakening hormones,
but I want more. I want to touch Trowa, and have him touch me. I've
dreams, dreams that leave me either incredibly aroused or with wet
Dreams in which Trowa does all sorts of things... I've done some research,
and I know about some of the things boys can do with each other. As
more, my dreams get more vivid. I want Trowa to do all those things
to me. I
want to feel him...
I want to tell Trowa how I feel! But I don't know how. We've been good
friends, comrades, we've fought side by side. But he's never given
indication he returns my feelings. If I told him what I dream... he
probably be disgusted. Even if he did like boys, why would he want
small, pale, and so much weaker than any of the other pilots. Nothing
Duo, so beautiful with all that hair. Or Heero, with that body and
intensity smoldering in his eyes. Or even Wufei, darkly exotic and
determined. And Trowa... oh, Trowa, with your amazing emerald eyes,
body that I dream of. Listen to me, I sound like a lovesick girl. That's
I should have been born as, probably; a girl. Then I could at least
to be normal when I stare at Trowa, wishing he would wear something
than that turtleneck so I could feast my eyes on that body.
I look in the mirror in disgust. Yes, I should have been a girl. Then
wouldn't have to pretend to be something I'm not. With my delicate
and long blond hair, I bet it wouldn't take much to pass for a girl.
if Trowa would like me then? I have a wicked thought. Well, I'm all
the house. It's one of my family's houses, so there should be some
sisters' stuff here. I'm bored, so why not? I giggle as I go search.
After a while, I've gathered what I think I will need. I lock my door,
though no one is home. I've watched my sisters often enough to know
is done. After about an hour, I study myself in the mirror, and even
I'm wearing a light blue miniskirt, and a matching blue midriff top
loose enough to disguise the fact that I have no chest. The skirt and
don't meet, and the eyes are drawn to my flat stomach instead. I'm
garter belt and sheer stockings. The hair on my legs is so light that
can't see it. And I'm wearing white sandals with a bit of heel. I've
my hair slightly, and put on just enough makeup to enhance my features.
I am stunned at the effect. I make quite a pretty girl. I spin around
front of the mirror and admire myself. I need a 3-way mirror, I decide,
can see the whole outfit. Opening the door, I listen carefully for
a while to
be sure no one has come home. Then I set off in search of a larger
skipping through the halls. Maybe I'm getting into this girl thing
a bit too
I find a mirror, finally, and admire myself for a while. I'm getting
getting used to the dress. It's actually quite comfortable. I had to
girl's underwear, too, because my usual boxers would have been too
the skirt. I take a shortcut through the living room on my way back
room. Something catches my eye as I go past. Today's newspaper lies
open on a
table, left there by Duo, no doubt. I see an advertisement for a male
stripper show. I am intrigued. I always wanted to go to something like
just to see if I was really... different... or if it was just Trowa.
only allow women in those shows. This was my chance! I could go, and
feelings. Am I attracted to all men, or just Trowa? This was my chance
find out. Ninmu ryoukai, as Heero would say. I call a cab.
The taxi arrived, right on schedule. The driver called me miss, so far
good. I sat in the back of the cab, feeling excited about my deception.
the club, a bribe was all that was needed to get in, despite the fact
was underage. I settled myself at a table near the stage. The show
to start. It was amazing how people automatically accepted me as a
without looking too closely. I guess people see only what they want
Looking deeper might complicate things. I ordered a drink, but didn't
too much of it. I wanted to keep my senses about me, and besides, I
didn't want to deal with the ladies bathroom!
The lights dimmed, and sensual music began. I didn't know what to expect,
my mouth dropped open as the first man came out on stage. He was dressed
cowboy, complete with hat and boots. Not for long, though, for as he
dance, he slowly removed each item of clothing, throwing some at the
the audience. He was very well built, as was revealed when his shirt
off. It was a good thing it was dark, because I started to blush when
unbuttoned his pants. I wanted to drop my eyes, but I forced myself
as he deliberately wiggled out of his jeans. I thought of Trowa and
would look like, wiggling out of his jeans. I blushed some more, and
myself start to get aroused. I wasn't sure if it was the man taking
clothes in front of me, or the fact that my mind persisted in supplying
with images of Trowa doing the same thing. Several more handsome men
their way across the stage in front of me, and I was shocked again
to see the
women wave dollar bills in the air. The dancers would come to them,
women would shove the money in the waistband of whatever the dancers
wearing! Most of the women would get a kiss in return. There was a
disappointment, though; the men didn't actually strip all the way,
to a g-string. Part of me, the part that was slowly rising in my lacy
underwear, was disappointed. Part of me, though, was glad, as if seeing
completely naked would somehow be cheating on Trowa. I had to admit,
I was enjoying the show. It was with some disappointment that I realized
finale was being announced. Some of the women had obviously seen the
before, and began cheering. The final dancer must be something special.
The lights dimmed even more, a new song started and a spotlight lit
of the stage. The crowd hushed as the curtain was drawn back and a
in black, with his back to the audience, was revealed. He began to
the music, and I reflected that this man had possibly the nicest ass
ever seen, next to Trowa of course. I could tell, because this ass
practically poured into the tightest pair of black leather pants I
seen. The dancer spun around, with his face still in shadow. He was
short black mesh top under a short leather jacket. He seemed quite
Black leather boots completed the outfit. For some reason, the sight
dancer, still fully dressed, caused me to get completely hard. It was
thing I was sitting down. I didn't know if I could hide a hard-on under
miniskirt or not!
He danced to the music, slowly removing the jacket. This man had to
trained dancer; his moves were fluid and graceful. Dropping the jacket,
revealed a very well-developed chest and arms. After a few more agonizing
minutes, during which I found I was holding my breath, he dropped his
to his pants. He squatted down, grasping the legs of his pants, and
sudden motion ripped them completely away. The crowd gasped as he tossed
pants away and danced away from us again. At this point I was so hard
trying to rub myself under the table. Why did he have this effect on
Now, the dancer had on only his mesh shirt and a g-string. We were treated
an extended view of his firm ass as he danced around the stage. I admit
hadn't really looked much at his face since he started removing his
but I looked up as he came to the center of the stage again. He performed
another dramatic rip and the shirt was gone. I looked at his face and
fainted. It was Trowa!
I nearly gasped. I had been so busy staring at his body that I never
at his face. The hair was slightly different, and he was wearing makeup,
I knew that face. Of course, I had never seen this much of his body.
incredible body it was. Trowa, my Trowa! A male stripper?
I was torn! I was incredibly turned on by seeing Trowa dancing up there
virtually naked, but I was also jealous, because all these women were
at Trowa too. Not only were they looking, they were... they were touching
Trowa! Putting money down his pants! I did notice, however, that Trowa
wouldn't kiss them, no matter how much they tried, or how much money
stuffed down his g-string. Before I realized what I was doing, I had
out a large bill and was waving it in the air like I had seen the other
do. I just wanted to see him more closely. Trowa was making the rounds,
eventually he came to my table. My heart was pounding a mile
a minute as he
Finally, he stood before me in all his glory. It was still relatively
off the stage, and I knew he couldn't see me clearly. I saw him frown
slightly when he looked at me. My hands shook as I tried to stuff the
in his g-string like I had seen the other girls do, but I couldn't
Trowa smiled gently and guided my hand. When he touched my hand, however,
frowned more and looked more closely at me. Did he recognize me? My
stood still. Trowa was absolutely gorgeous, practically naked, sweaty
moving to the music in front of me. I looked up at him... and he grabbed
hand and pulled me close against him.
I gasped and tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let me. Trowa looked
and his emerald eyes widened in shock as he felt my hardness against
naked thigh. His lips moved but I couldn't hear what he was saying.
smiled and pulled me up onto the stage with him.
The crowd cheered as Trowa dragged me into the spotlight. He began to
in front of me, while still holding my hands. Then he deliberately
against me, and whispered in my ear, "Dance with me, little one. I'll
your secret if you keep mine." With that, he rubbed his g-string against
stomach so I could feel his hardness too. "And by the way, you look
beautiful," he added.
Trembling with shock, I let Trowa dance me around the stage. Slowly
to enjoy dancing up there with him. I forgot my inhibitions and let
go. The crowd had no idea it was two boys dancing on the stage. They
it was a great show and cheered us on. Apparently you can hide a hard-on
under a miniskirt.
I felt disappointed when the music finished, but Trowa smiled at me
whispered, "Stay." He took his bow, and pulled me backstage with him.
When we were off the stage, I started to say something, but Trowa put
finger to his lips and shook his head. He led me to a room, his dressing
obviously, and pulled me inside. Then he turned around and looked at
Trowa looked even more gorgeous close up, if that was possible. He
dressed in only a g-string, and still obviously aroused, as was I.
I found I
Trowa came closer. I opened my mouth but nothing would come out. Trowa
gently and traced the line of my cheekbone with a finger. "So beautiful,
Quatre," he whispered. Then he kissed me.
The kiss was everything I had ever dreamed of. Trowa's lips were soft
sweet. He opened my mouth gently with his tongue and slipped it inside.
lost myself completely; the only things that mattered were Trowa's
his body pressed against mine. I slipped my hands around Trowa's neck.
Trowa's hands held my face; then they began to touch me everywhere.
my neck, my shoulders, my back; Trowa's hands worked their way downward.
stopped at my hips, and Trowa broke the kiss. He whispered in my ear,
you this way, Quatre, but you didn't have to dress up to catch my eye.
turn me on all by yourself, do you know that?" I shook my head negatively,
and he ground his hips into me so I could feel exactly how turned on
I moaned. "I've wanted you for a long time, little one, but I didn't
you returned those feelings."
I finally found my voice. "Oh, Trowa, I've wanted you since I first
But I didn't want to disgust you."
Trowa actually looked shocked. "Disgust me? You, my beautiful angel?
you could do would ever disgust me."
"Oh, Trowa!" I cried and kissed him as hard as I could. Trowa kissed
just as hard and pressed the length of his body to mine. I moaned into
mouth as he ground his hips against me. Then I felt his hand underneath
Trowa's hand crept upward and he caught my eyes with his own. "Is this
he asked softly.
I nodded, and moaned as I felt his hand continue upwards. "Do whatever
want, Trowa," I said as his hand brushed the top of my stockings.
Trowa smiled as he felt that I was wearing a garter belt. The ache between
legs intensified as Trowa's hand came nearer my hardness. "Trowa,"
as his fingers just touched the lace of my undergarment. "Please,"
not sure exactly what I was asking for.
Trowa's eyes widened as he felt what I was wearing. Then he guided me
against the wall and captured both my hands with his free hand. Then
pulled my hands up my head; I was pinned to the wall. Then Trowa's
continued its explorations.
I felt deliciously vulnerable, trapped against the wall by Trowa's strength,
his hand touching me where no one had ever touched before. Trowa traced
outline of my erection through the lace panties, and I gasped at the
sensation. I was so hard the tip of my arousal was poking out the top
panties. Trowa touched the tip and could feel the wetness there. He
"Do you like this, angel?" he asked, knowing the answer full well.
I moaned again, pushing my hips forward wantonly, wanting more contact
Trowa's hand. Trowa responded by sliding his hand inside the panties
grasping my length. I gasped again as Trowa squeezed me gently, and
stop myself from thrusting forward into his hand. Trowa smiled as he
desperation. "This is your first time, little one?" I nodded in answer.
I am going to make sure you never forget this." The tone of his voice
shiver with anticipation.
Trowa lowered my hands and led me over to the only chair in the room.
pushed me gently into the chair. Then he kneeled in front of me. Gently
pushing my trembling legs apart, he pushed himself between them. Then
began to push my skirt up again. I moaned as he let his fingers brush
inside of my thighs as he raised my skirt. Finally, my skirt was around
waist and I was exposed to Trowa's emerald eyes. I was so hard, the
was painful. I wanted Trowa to touch me so badly but I thought I might
explode if he did. Trowa teased me by just looking at me hungrily for
moment, leaving me open and vulnerable. Then Trowa slowly undid the
my garter belt. He gently inserted a finger into the top of my panties
stopped. He looked up at me. I gazed down at him.
Trowa whispered, "What do you want, Quatre?"
I panted, "Oh, Trowa, touch me, do anything you want!"
Trowa smiled and said, "Your wish is my command, little one," and he
off my lacy panties in one pull, without taking off my stockings. "I
we'll leave those on for the moment," Trowa continued, and refastened
garters holding them up.
Now I was completely exposed to Trowa's hungry eyes, naked and aroused
front of someone for the very first time. Not only naked and aroused,
Trowa now lifted my legs to the arms of the chair, spreading them apart
further. This turned me on even more, so now I was biting the back
of my hand
to keep from crying out.
"You are so beautiful, my angel, you make me want to ravish you all
Trowa said. "You turn me on so much." Trowa indicated the fact that
hardness was also trying to escape its confinement.
I bit my lip as I gazed at Trowa. Trowa caught my eyes and kept my gaze
locked to his as he raised my shirt up to my neck. Then he lowered
and his tongue flicked out over one nipple. I gasped at this touch
hips thrust involuntarily upwards. My arousal stiffened even more as
continued his assault upon one, then the other nipple. The he began
his way downward. I threw my head back and closed my eyes as Trowa
dangerously near my most sensitive region. Then came the moment that
felt his tongue on my rock hard erection.
I started moaning uncontrollably as I felt that hot wetness envelop
Sensations beyond belief assaulted my arousal as Trowa slowly took
me in. Oh
god, I had never imagined anything could feel this good, ever. I bucked
wildly into Trowa's talented mouth, and he took it all easily. I must
screamed, because I felt as if my lower body was on fire; a fire of
and ecstasy. All sensation became concentrated on that one point; and
Trowa slid his hands up to toy with my nipples again I could take it
longer. With a scream, I emptied myself into Trowa's willing mouth.
after wave of pleasure washed over me as Trowa sucked me dry. I lay
panting, and Trowa gathered me into his arms.
I looked up at Trowa; I had never seen anything as beautiful as him.
from desire and exertion, he looked like a god as he held me. I looked
him. He smiled when I said, "I want more."
"Anything for you, angel," he answered, then he looked serious. "Do
"Of course," I answered breathlessly.
"Then let me show you how I feel," Trowa answered and he kissed me deeply.
Then he settled me back on the chair and went to retrieve a small tube
I looked up at Trowa apprehensively as he approached me again. "What's
I asked him, though I had an idea.
"Lubrication," Trowa answered, "So I don't hurt you. I would die before
"I know," I answered. "That's why I trust you, Trowa." This made him
and he stood in front of me and removed his g-string. I licked my lips
hungrily as Trowa was finally revealed to me completely. His
large and straight up, proof of his desire for me. Once again he kneeled
front of me. He leaned forward and captured my mouth hungrily. As he
my mouth with his tongue, I also felt his lubricated finger enter me.
gasped as I felt Trowa's finger inside me, and moaned when he added
Trowa then looked in my eyes as he added a third finger. When Trowa
fingers, I felt something so intense it caused me to cry out.
"I think you're ready," Trowa said. I felt bereft when his fingers left
but I soon felt something larger and hotter pressed against my opening.
felt a bit apprehensive. I had seen the size of Trowa's manhood, and
it was a
lot larger than three fingers. Trowa saw the look on my face and whispered,
"Don't worry, my angel. I want you so much, but I won't hurt you."
I felt like I was being split apart with a red hot sword, yet it felt
I wanted more. Trowa pushed deeper, and lifted my legs up over his
With that change of angle, I suddenly felt that incredible sensation
Trowa's hardness brushed against something inside me that made all
sensation feel mundane. I thrust forward against Trowa, and suddenly
buried to the hilt. He paused to let me adjust. The feeling of being
completely filled was so perfect, so right, so intense. Trowa was breathing
hard and I could tell it was all he could do to keep from pounding
roughly. I tried to tell him I was ok, that he could take me harder,
that came out was a pleading moan.
"What do you want, Quatre?" Trowa's voice, full of passion, was the
incredible thing I had ever heard. His voice was full of desire, and
that all that existed for him right then was me. I felt the same way
him, and I wanted to tell him that.
I tried again, and I managed to say, "Please, Trowa, I need you to take
Fill me, fuck me, please!" I begged.
At my words, Trowa closed his eyes and threw his head back. Then, with
growl, he proceeded to claim me. He pulled out slowly, nearly all the
then pushed back inside a little faster. With each stroke he increased
pace until he was slamming into me so hard the chair rocked beneath
with each stroke, Trowa brushed against the spot that made me scream.
didn't think it could get any better, when Trowa reached between us
pumping my throbbing arousal. I was catapulted to a new level of ecstasy
I released my passion while screaming Trowa's name. Trowa must have
holding back for me because as soon as I came, he climaxed as well,
hard into me one last time and saying my name.
I couldn't have moved if there had been a fire. Trowa withdrew gently
held me in his arms. He smoothed my sweat-soaked blond hair and kissed
forehead gently. "That is how much I love you, my Quatre."
I looked up at my handsome knight, and snuggled against him. "I love