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sweet chunsa & friendz
*about mi*
.::NAME::. ask mi...
.::CAR::. 2001 black Corolla aka Chunsa Cruiser
.::STATUS::. single & honestly don`t care
.::JOBS::. Sanrio & Enzo at Bellevue Square mall
.::RELIGION::. Christian
.::HOBBIES::. Drinking bubble tea @ Gossip (yummy!!!!), going to ABC for chyknees food, ooo my gosh....13 is the #1 best card game or any game to play...if youknow mi, then you know that I carry my Hello Kitty cards everywhere! Plus, I can beat y`all....no joke! I also draw if I ever get any peace & quiet. Magazines captivate me....they are so fun to read and gawk at.
.::LIKES::. Sleeping, napping, showers, chocolate, chinese food, clothes, accessories, funny, action and scary movies, sweet & funny ppl
.::DISLIKES::. Liars, playa wannabes, bad drivers (I`ve noticed that all the drivers that have hit my purty car are all White dudes with nasty cars), traffic/rush hour, smelly ppl, homework, mean ppl, shady ppl, psycho ppl, bird poo on my car, kosaree, strong alcohol, commercials on the radio, cigarettes and anything else that involves `lighting and puffing`
a new chapter in your life is being written
Never Felt This Way~interlude
by Alicia Keys
::There will never come a day::
::You will ever hear me say::
::That I want or need to be without you::
::I want to give my all::
::Baby just hold me::
::Simply control me::
::Because your arms, they keep away the lonelies::
::When I look into your eyes::
::Then I realize::
::All I need is you in my life::
::All I need is you in my life::
::Cuz I never felt this way about loving::
::Never felt so good baby::
::Never felt this way about loving::
::And it feels so good::
thoughts
*there are serious thoughts i`ve had for a long time to whims and `out of nowhere` ideas-you might be surprised of what you thought you knew and didn`t know*
.:.july 11th 2001.:.
what a long day. woke up at 1:30pm-went to the mall 3ish to turn in applications to the body shop and sam goody cuz i need a 2nd job to pay off for my bills next month-went to a park to get some rays but my sis whined too much. feel so isolated. went online for the rest of the day....around 11ish checked out mi page bookie to see that Brian left me a silly entry- ^.^ ~ yoo so sweet blue boi-ya know, that made my day worth it. I feel so void...
.:.july 9th 2001.:.
AUGH-can ppl please tell me if I have a huge neon sign over my head saying `Matchmaker`? I feel absolutely depressed becuz I honestly think that I don`t have a significant other in this world....although I am young, STILL, I should at least FEEL like I am wanted by a guy....right? I always feel as if I am the one hookin ppl up, even unexpectedly....it sorta hurts me cuz it`s as if my friends don`t really want to hang out with MI, but they want me to find them some person. But ya know, I really wouldn`t care...as long as they hook mi up w. a guy too. YAM CHAE! I feel so jja jjung nah....so alone too. I think I`m actually getting my first zit from it....but newayz...I am going into hiding forreals....all I want to do is work, go home, sleep and prepare for my future. I still don`t know what I want to do yet in life. Also, I will be going to BCC....I really don`t think I`ll be happy there. Newayz....although the sun is out, life looks bleak in my eyes. No reason for me to smile....
.:.june 23rd 2001.:.
heehee-friday night was hilarious. During the day, Sally and mi wandered around Southcenter and Alderwood.....it was *yawn*....no guys! Where the heck did y`all hide?!? Well...then we called mi Jimmy Cha and he wanted us to go w. him, Pheng, Don and Joon to Alki cuz it was Pheng`s b-day....^.^. It was slow in the beginning cuz they had to try to light the bonfire....then they strated cookin the meat....I think they gave me food poisoning....this is why guys can`t cook-hehe. Newayz.....i think like 12ish.....6 Laos / Thai guys were walking along the beach with Coronas.....and then one of my guys invited them to join us....o my-some were yummy! Well sometime later...one of those guy invited this drunk white wigga to join us...he was rambling on and on and I sat there w. Sally agitated and then I became pissed when he started dissing on the Asians in the US. Newayz....I asked Sally to give me my big flashlight cuz I was ready to hit that freak.....but then a black preacher got between the drunkard and the azns....then the drunkard walked off....newayz....mi and Sally left early and went to Dennys hehe. yea...what a night....*yawn* Still tired....work was a bore....
.:.june 21st 2001.:.
I am so content. I have graduated. Finally. ^.^ ~ What a busy day I had yesterday! Went to Seattle 3 hours before we had to be at Safeco field then Sally`s friend never showed up to meet us at the ferry dock so we got droped off in Chinatown and wandered around til we got a call on my phone that she was waiting for us so Sally told her to meet us at Safeco field....too bad that place is so far from Chinatown! Especially on a 80+ degree day! OOO my gosh...I thought I was going to faint from the heat. I was so thankful that I saw someone I knew that used to work at Uwaji that was driving by in his company`s sake van and gave us a ride there....haha. We were at Safeco field an hour early so mi and Tony walked back to Honey Court to be greeted with quite hostility from some ppl who made us feel unwanted...even though a few days before, we were ever so wanted as company-I really dislike users....hecka rude! Newayz...walked back in time for mi to get dressed and wander downstairs to the hallway the Mariners stand around before they run out on the field. Sat so uncomfortably in my seat til my name was called...I`m for sure that I looked like a fool on the screen....then went and ate with my family at a nasty restaurantafter gradution...then I drove to Kenmore Lanes at bowled with the LW `01 posse til mid 4am...then we went to Denny`s til 6.....I didn`t get to sleep til i think 7:30am....I zonked out til 3pm....hehe. NewayzZzz...here I am, an LW graduate with a very sore body from bowling 4 hours....*yawn* I`m flyin-
.:.june 15th 2001.:.
YAY! I graduate in 4 days! *sniff*sniff* O my...I never thought this euphoric day would appear upon me. I didn`t have to go to school today since I didn`t have anymore finals to take....but then I missed Memory Day assembly-I heard my picture was on the screen which more than 300 ppl for sure saw..... aigoo! My humongous face! hehe. Yesterday I watched `What`s the worst that could happen?` with Tony Ly...Alex and Ngoc were away by a couple of seats....oddballs hehe. I wasn`t expecting the movie to be good but it was funny! *sigh* I usedto think that John Leguizamo was a kewtie. Omg...I`m watchin the rerun of MTV Movie Awards....I wish I had Christina Ricci`s body...she has the perfect body......and she`s so pretty....*sigh* So jealous...newayz...I worked today...my feet hurt terribly bad because I was silly enough to wear my fancy dressy uppie high heels. I am going to purchase a nice pair of platforms tomorrow at work-hehe. Working at the mall is awesome possum. Newayz....I`m outties!
.:.june 1st 2001.:.
HmmMm...My senior year has been the worst year out of all the years in school....and it got worse this week. My new ear pierce...well, it got infected. I don`t care if you don`t want to read the details but bear it-my ear was bigger than dumbos and as red as an apple. Swollen so bad there were creases when there was supposed to be the entrance into my ear *blech*. Can`t sleep on it, touch it nor show it. HmmMm...also, I went to SCCC and found out that I am not skilled enough to even take the beginner sewing class. That just made me feel great about my future since I`ve always wanted to be a fashion designer. *..*BCC FOR ME*..* - *sigh* Terrible...well, I`m just happy that my Friday wasn`t dull like Thursday was. Let`s see...today I got out of school arund 12:45pm and went home, twiddled my fingers til I had to pick up my bro from school, came home and talked on the phone w. all kinds of ppl and took a 20 minute nap til I picked up my lil sis from school then I took her to Uwaji to see my schedule and to turn in my 2 week quitting notice. Augh...manager was working and I am too chicken to tell her in person so I just got my schedule and bought hecka origami paper (again) and went to the mall to see my schedule at Enzo since I`ll be working there again (yayyyy!!!!!!!) and saw tons and tons of kewt kewt guys. ^.^ ~ my sis & I ate at McDonalds...had a contest on who`s french fry was the longest and then we had a french fry war. She won. Hmm on the way home we dropped by Idylwood Park (crappy `beach`) and my sib chased all the ducks into the freezing water. She`s 9 in 23 days and she`s still amused by this! *sniff* I want my childhood back...I`m gonna take her back there and take pics of her torturing the ducks so I can show her when she becomes older--heehee. Newayz....dropped her off at home, changed into more decent clothes, picked up Albertttttttttt (albie.heeehee) and took him to Gossip cuz he`d never been there...midway through our game of 13 he called up Phil and so we all played 3 hours....I won a few times...had hecka lotta bombs-hahaha. Went to ABC.... terrible terrible service...Albert was so determined to get a waiter to serve us that he even would grab the guys` arm. Fun fun....might watch a video w. him tomorrow....if I ever finish my campaign project for marketing and writing up a bill for AG. Hmm....I wish my family had another baby....they soOoo kewt... especially those well mannered, with beeeee-yoo-ti-ful innocent crystal clear eyes and rosy chubby cheeks....AhhhhHH! SOoo AdORabLe!!!!! And one thing that really makes me a softie for guys....if they hang around kids and get along with them great....and they treat them soo sweet! That is like how they would treat their future kids... ^.^ . Hey....why is it that all the guys that I talk to on the net are far more interesting, funnier and sweeter than the guys I know and see everyday? Are they hiding their bad sides or whaaaaaat? Some seem too good to be true, ya? Ya....but if it was just like they seem...they would be great to have around. *yawn* I hope you had a great prom Brian....hopefully it made up for the one you didn`t go to at our school-ya looked sizzlin! O yea-I`m gonna be quitting Uwaji....as soon as I tell T#!&!$@....but I`m so scared....she might come running after me with that butcher knife we have in the deli-ahhHhh but I have to get it over with...newayz---i`m outtiezzzz
.:.may 28th 2001.:.
Aigoo...me ahn, I know my page is terrible...but you gotta give me credit-I learned by mouth, no classes, nada. Plus I am busy...working, sleeping, school-in that order of importance. Can`t wait for summer....I will have to work, summerschool at Seattle Central Community College aka SCCC for apparel design, and hopefully squeeze in some trips (I luv to travel.... ^.^). I`ve never been to Cali....even though I`ve been to Hawaii, Korea & Cheju, Florida, Alabama and all the states surrounding WA. Hey, do any of you think that I`m different from other girls or am I typical? Hmm...I feel like...how would I say...*shrugs* more sophisticated, mature, intelligent? Those 3 traits don`t show physically though. But of course, I act childish sometimes...hehe. I feel so old....I look at those teenyboppers and even girls my age and I can`t connect to them very well. A lot of girls I see, I honestly can`t picture a better future for them other than marrying a rich guy or working at an entry level job their whole life. Maybe I expect too much of things I shouldn`t. Life is sooo repetitive, I wish I could find something to spice it up. Also wish I was more brave about guys....I always blame it on my weight. *sigh* I`m admiring a totally kewt guy at Uwaji from afar...how dumb of me. I`m not a stalker cuz I don`t use my time thinking and dreaming about him, but when I see him I`m just like *swoon* cuz he fits the criteria of a dream guy... ^.^. Smart...so proper n polite, kewt, groomed. Mean Uwaji ppl tease me about how I think he`s kewt. Okay, if I lose like....40 pounds, I will go for him. ^.^ ~ and.....grow out my hair. I feel guyish with short hair. Can`t do anything with it. *yawn*
.:.may 25th 2001.:.
Hehe...this week was weird. I didn`t go to school on Monday for the 2nd week so that already made my week shorter. Then it just seemed like it was going by soo much more faster. Thursday I went to Mukilteo/Lynnwood to hang out with my sister. Ate phad tai, went to Alderwood Mall...walked around...and then we went to Claires to look at accessories. We saw this littlegirl brave enough to get her ears pierced and so my sister and I started thinking about getting out cartilidge pierced. I was like, "If you do it, I will" and so we both just decided on it and I wanted to go first so that my sister wouldn`t scare me hehe. It didn`t even hurt! ^.^ - just a small pinch and I was like `oh, that`s it?` but my sister had a more funnier reaction. She already has big eyes for a Korean, ya know? But then when she heard the click of the gun, her eyes became the size of half dollars-hahaha. Newayz---I hung out w. her all Thursday and didn`t get home til midnight although I left her place at 11 becuz there was stupid traffic on the beginning of 405. One of many things that she tells me to try to improve myself is this: ME:o my...this shoe looks so ghetto SIS: augh! why do u say that word! it makes you ghetto! ME: (laughing) what? the word ghetto? it just describes whatever is ghetto SIS:well stop using it cuz it makes u sound ghetto ME:okay then....this is very cheap and inexpensive. Then today school was uneventful as usual...hung out with JimJim all day...we talked, ate, watched Crouching Tige Hidden Dragon and then hung out at my house. *yawn* I`m exhausted. I`m sooOoo happy that I don`t have work on Saturday! TOo bad that I have to work Sunday thru Wednesday-ARGH! crazy...newayzZzz I`m out~!
.:.may 14th 2001.:.
I`m sooOOoo sick...why why why me?!?!?!? I can wholly blame my manager for my failing health. She disregards the fact that I need to work less days. My head....I thought I was going to faint today at work....haha-I slept til 1:30pm. Geez louise....then I also got my HID Xenon lights in the mail and ya know....they didn`t fit. GRrRRRR. I was so disappointed. Stupid ebay ppl.....ripping me off...I also didn`t get this other thing in the mail I ordered. Online shopping really sucks. The guys I work with at Uwaji are so nice to me....they try to make me feel better that I didn`t get asked to prom...blah. Jerry was saying that I have a great personality. I know for a fact I nag too much. Sometimes I feel absolutely concieted. I can`t wait til I graduate....then I can get out of that teenybopper world and start a new life...27 more days til graduation! YAY! My school has such bad timing for gradution. All the other schools are graduating earlier than mine and because my graduation is so far away, I can`t go to New York with my mom and relatives....my mom is so sad that she can`t go to New York. I told her to go and don`t worry about my graduation cuz the only reason I`m anticipating the event is that I get out of high school-not becaue there are tons of people there that I don`t know and the anmnouncer will pronounce my middle name wrong. Hmmm I like having this update because I can go `blah blah blah` and no one can tell me to shaddup. O yea, Brian, Jerry told me how you both think I`m too annoying with the `why do i have to .....` and how i like to carry on a conversation too long. For one thing....I like to talk with my friends....is that a problem? It shows that I invest my time in my friends. Do you want to be my friend? Ah wait....pretend like I didn`t say that. Hey people, can you tell me what`smy dealio with guys? They all are my friends, nothing more. Do I look too nice? HmmMmm I was thinking about how I should try to be all mysterious and provacative-hahahaha. But then, I always think up funny things. Newayz-I need to go to school tomorrow so I`m gonna do some last minute things and be off to la la land.
.:.may 12th 2001.:.
*yawn* Early mother`s day...what did y`all get for u`r mamas? well...not to brag but I can`t beat whatever u got u`r moms...in the materialistic and non-materialistic ways. Mi got her a purty purty pearl necklace, gold bracelet chain, peach rose with pink carnations...hehe. Ahh newayz...on with my weekend. I did absolutely nothing on the weekend I had off from work. Friday: no school-had to wake up at 6am to take my car to get the bumper fixed in Aurora. Drove my siblings around in my mom`s car. Went to get my paycheck from Uwaji and was disappointed with the amount I recieved. Then I talked to my manager about my schedule and ARGH! I specically wrote in my note to her that I could only work Tues, Weds and Sundays but she decides to disregard my request and she scheduled me Sunday-Wednesday this week. I`m F(*#%^(#W*% sick and my throat hurts sooOOoo bad-I can barely talk and she doesn`t care. Evil lady...newayz- I watched Mummy 2: The Mummy Returns with Sean from Uwaji-he`s so funnE. We went to Old Navy before watching the movie and I was teasing him to buy pinks shirts. Picked up my car around 7ish-went home, tried to start setting up my spankin new computer desk but alas, it sucks cuz it`s so complicated so we left the boards all around my room and I went to sleep. Saturday, my precious day off from work, my dad comes barging in my room to wake me up at 10 IN THE MORNING! and I was slurring my words telling him I`m sick and I need my rest. Got up, nagged my brother to help me set up my desk since he set up his andknew the rounds. Blah-didn`t do anything. Had to bribe him by taking him to the mall to try tofind DDR for Playstation but couldn`t find it. Bought more stuff at Sanrio...*Sigh* Bad habit. I got a paycheck for $1-hahahahah. Bought teriyaki dinner and STILL my brother didn`t do anything except put together the main structure of the desk so it stands up. Mi and my mom put the rest together and I only need to put in the keyboard thing and the bottom drawer-I am so proud of myself cuz I put all my computer wires and etc back together without assistance. ^.^ ~ I`m sooo tired...gotta work 8.5 hours tomolo...such much to organize in my life....
.:.may 9th 2001.:.
whoohoo! soOOoO happy! I turned in a Psych. paper and filled up most of the Amer. Gov`t questions on the test....and I did all my hw for tomorrow before I left school. I feel like I have accomplished a lot. My hair ain`t blonde anymore..it`s a dark red/brown and it`s so dark! I`m still trying to get used to it but it brings out my dark side. *hehe* YES! I am NOT going to prom-for these reasons: #1~I was not asked #2~Don`t want to spend a lotta $ for one night #3~I got in a car accident therefore I need to get my bumper fixed #4~many people who went said it wasn`t worth it and the people who didn`t go didn`t regret it #5~That money can be used towards something better-hehe. Newayz-no school on Friday....I dunno if I get the chance to sleep in though...might have to take my car to Seattle to get it fixed 6am in the morning! But I get to watch The Mummy Returns with Sean from Uwaji! I really really really wanna watch that! Hehe. ^.^ ~ newayzZz-I`m flyin~
.:.may 3rd 2001.:.
*yawnnn* So tired...as usual...I think it actually got to me this time-I had a hecka sore throat when I woke up...felt like either I kept my mouth open the whole time I slept or something was shoved down my throat. Didn`t have to work today....(yay)...today I picked upmy lil sis from her school, took her to Arby`s (yumm), went to the mall, got a red fisherman had for $10 at Banana Republic ^.^ !!! hecka cheap! Then off to FAO mi and my sis went...stayed there for almost 20 minutes deciding what board games to get...I want my sister to become intelligent when she grows up so I got Scrabble but as a bribe to play that, I bought her Operation...man...FAO is PheeSSAH! Aigoo....$40 down the hole...hmMmm-ebay is hecka addicting...don`t go on there unless you have tons of free time. TONS. NeWAyZ~gotta do hw before I get sweet dreams...*cough cough* darn nit...mi working at Enzo tomorrow...hopefully it`s slow-as usual.
.:.april 17th 2001.:.
So tired...Working at Uwaji is so...AUugGGhHH!! I can`t even describe it! WHY AM I STILL WORKING THERE?!?! O YeaaAA....I need the hours...*sigh*. I wish...that high school was over..... I hate hate hate hate it! I just want to get away from all those little kids...teeny boppers annoy me soOOo much. I want to be happy~! I made be-yoo-tee-ful origami iris` tonight...I painted them with glitter nail polish and now I have a headache....o yea! Mi taught mi lil yuhdongseng to play 13 - puhaha~she beat me a few times... >_< ! I want to make my car look nicer...so what that it`s a corolla? ^.^ ~ it`s *potential* cuz hondas, acurasand beamers are all played out~no offense to all my friends who have those. Just sayin...it`d be kewl to see a girl with a fixed up car that no ones ever seen. O yea...BRIAN! I need my car washed & waxed anyday now...heehee. You ignore me on AIM but u read my AA stuff-silly blue boi. *yawn* Flyin........
.:.april 16th 2001.:.
I am soooOooo tired...it`s 2:06am~! NewayzZz-church was good...then I ate w. mi namdongseng at Peking...it was okay....then went to Chinatown to give Johnny his celly`s and I got bubble tea at Gossip---yumm!! TOOK 20 MINUTES! AiGoO-soo many ppl. HmmmM-went home and did my most favorrrrite thing-sleep! Then Jason came over & we watched The Emporor & The Assassin....sad *sniff*. Freakin darn Jason... I wanted to play cards! *yawn* newayz-spring break as finally started-MAN SAE!
.:.april 15th 2001.:.
I see that a lot of ppl on asianavenue have updates on their life and I thought `hmm....I`m usually too busy to update my friends what`s happening in my life so I might as well do it this way too`....newayz-it`s early Easter Sunday....I woke up at 8:20am on Saturday to get to work at Uwaji by 8:30am....hmm, I`m such a good driver-got there hecka fast~! Worked til 5, I feel paralyzed now-everytime I try to walk, I feel like I`m gonna collapse...*sigh* I swear...it`s all labor work! I should be getting paid more than I am. Well, I`m gonna go checkout Michael`s Toyota and see if they need a cashier...*cha ching*-if anyone knows any good jobs, please tell me!Life sucks for me...I work too much and I`m planning on not goingto prom. HmmMmm-I need my doggy back! *sniff* I miss my Polo....
These pics are from May 4th 2001 and a lil bit earlier than that~enjoy!
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Sonnet XLIII
Elizabeth Browning
How do I love thee ? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday`s
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood`s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life !--and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
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