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Subject: it's alright with me because i dont like cats [Wednesday, March 26th, 2003 | 11:05pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
silly
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Slipknot: (SIC)

:P

sorry if your offended....

he he he

why you shouldn't masturbate )

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Subject: pics of me [Wednesday, March 26th, 2003 | 7:00am ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
nauseated
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Queens Of The Stone Age: The Lost Art Of Keeping A Secret

"whatever you do....don't tell anyone"


i have a lazy eye, but other than that....

the wonders of paint shop pro )

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Subject: bear kicking ass [Wednesday, March 26th, 2003 | 12:23am ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
excited
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Coldplay: Idiot

i have a new icon
i took it from someone else, but i don't think they'll ever see me use it because they don't know me...lol

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Subject: video [Tuesday, March 25th, 2003 | 10:23pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
amused
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
queens of the stone age: go with the flow

i have no idea what you need to watch this, but watch it if you can. i was home watching a lot of videos and this one stayed with me. i like it a lot and a lot...lol

queens of the stone age: go with the flow
picture )

here's a description i got from mtv.com:

Blood red, darkened sky Josh and Nick demonic, hysterical appearance devilish looking girls writhe around. Another vehicle appears somewhere between aliens and the grim reaper. The girls are getting excited pouring thick motor oil from a petrol can over each other. Josh and the girl kiss passionately an explosion of flowing, sexually metaphorical images women's legs, flower buds opening, figures intertwined the opposite of death and destruction.

shoot an apple off my head

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Subject: quizzes [Tuesday, March 25th, 2003 | 1:55pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
awake
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Coldplay: No More Keeping My Feet On The Groung

What Radiohead album are you...Results: )

What Radiohead song are you...Results: )

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Subject: i was checking my email and... [Monday, March 24th, 2003 | 8:28pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
ecstatic
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
The Raveonettes: Attack of The Ghost Riders

From: Ian Betley
To: Ginger Garza
Subject: Coldplaying Competition
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 17:18:48 -0000

Hi Ginger
I'm not getting any joy from Mr Parachutes Poster man so instead I'll take matters into my own hands and offer you the Clocks single & Clocks DVD instead?
Ian




Fuck yeah! That just made my day!

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Subject: wow sounds like a story for me [Monday, March 24th, 2003 | 3:13pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
blah
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
The Strokes: Alone Together

No choice now it's too late
Let him go, he gave up (I gave up)
Lisa said "Take time for me"
Dropping him down to his knees
I chance down
Take me away
see I've got to explain
Things they are changing in such a permanent way
My life seems unreal, can we go back to your place
Ah you drink too much, let me drink just the same
People tried, felt so right
Giving themselves good advice
Looking down sometimes felt nice
He knows it's just a fact to kill to survive
He's earning dollars you won't get in your life
Let's suck more blood, let's work 3 hours a day
The world is over but I don't care cause...
I am with you, now I've got to explain
Things they have changed in such a permanent way
Life seems unreal can we go back to your place
You drink too much, makes me drink just the same
The first time that I met your friends
And the second time I thought it would last
We all like it a little different

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Subject: public places aahhh [Sunday, March 23rd, 2003 | 7:11pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
horny
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Thursday: Standing On The Edge of Summer...Tool: Stinkfist

I'm back for the time being. I don't think I'll post like I always did, lol what am I saying? of course I'll still be here everyday.

The time I was gone was great. Well I didn't really do anything, everything happened today. We woke up early and he told me we were going to the movies. We ended up going everywhere else but the movies. We drove down to Galveston (my birthplace) and went by the beach for a while, then went to the Kema Boardwalk. That was the first time I been there. It was alright...just too many people. We stopped by La Porte, and visited some of John's friends. I wasn't too happy about that, but I hadn't been there in a long time, so it was good to go back. After that we came back towards Houston and went to the San Jacinto Monument and Musem. hehe I remember going there when I was a little kid. We went to the top and took some pictures. Then when I finally thought we were coming home we stopped by both the Houston Museum of Fine Arts and Museum of Natural Science. I told John I felt like I was on a school trip with him taking me to all those places. I was at the art museum not that long ago and I have to go again next month, but I don't mind it's fun to me.

We got back about 3 hours ago I think. I was suppose to go to sleep, but I stayed on here instead.

oh and about everything that was going on before I think I have resolved it all now. I still havn't decided if I'll stay with John. I chose to stay in school, so yes I'm still here :|

I plan to not write about what goes on with the war. I think I want to keep all this positive because I do go on forever talking about one certain thing. Until something bad happens to where I have to talk about it, I'll stay away from that subject.

tool: stinkfist )

What the hell happened to all my pictures? Is it just me? They kind of all just dissapeared since I've been gone >:| I found this great one, some free hosting site for communities. Then all the sudden they shut down because of excessive use...lol. OK So yeah, I do know what happened to my pictures.

Can anyone tell me a good FREE picture hosting site? I want to be able to use it mainly for background size pictures...like over 500x500 pixels.

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Subject: I'm finally thinking only about the present... [Thursday, March 20th, 2003 | 2:35am ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
pleased
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Sonic Youth: The Empty Page

I'm really into that song right now. I got the cd a long time ago, but just recently went back to listening to it. I honestly have to say that's the first band that I got into. I was really young, it was weird....around the age 7 and 8, or maybe a little older? Well anyways, at that age I was already getting into music, like really big! like the way I'm into it now. ah I love music. Crazy how I can name each band I followed for a while up until now. Of course I'm religiously into Coldplay and worshiping Guy Berryman like crazy!! It's been them for the past year and half. I wonder who's going to do it for me next?

I put a maketradefair.com banner in my user info. looks cool how at first you don't even have to scroll down to see it. I wanted it to be there in peoples faces when they first went in.

Yesterday I was sitting at the computer and nearly hit myself for forgetting about Coldplay on MTV2. John called and said, "what the fuck your missing it...Guy's talking, and they were playing soccer!!!" he knows I love Guy...hehehehe aaahh...I'm happy they'll air it again, I just don't know when.

ah so I have a boyfriend now. Who would have known that he'd come back and see me after years had passed and then we're together. I truly feel the same before I told him I would. He's going to show me the house tomorrow I think, he was yesterday, but I ended up just leaving to get some things done. I'm really please that he knows I don't want to rush in on all this. He told me that he's going to buy the house whether or not I go with him, and that when ever I wanted to finally go over I could at anytime. So I guess we'll be seeing each other a lot more just to get use to it all. Usually he just stops by once a week just to check up on me. Lately we've been together more, I think it was because of that vacation I went on. I was with him most of the time, and we shared a hotel every where we went. lol I hope I don't end up talking about him in every entry!! seems like it now.

I'll be leaving for home in about 8 hours. I just got up and have a few things to do. Still need to gather up my clothes and then take my webct quiz online...anyone want to take it for me? lol

and about what's going on right now. I just want to say this to everyone who reads my journal: I know I don't really know you and even if you don't always respond to me I want to tell you I love you and I want everyone of you to take care. Hopefully this won't go on for long and nothing drastic happens. It's crazy how we actually don't know when things will start to happen. :| but just remember you have a little ol' nut of a friend who lives here in houston texas thinking about all her friends. :)

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Subject: pic [Wednesday, March 19th, 2003 | 12:08pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
anxious
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Thursday: Understanding In A Car Crash

I have a new background. Looks kind of dull, but I love it. It's a part from the Coldplay's Trouble video (U.S. Version)

recent webcam picture )

Yesterday, well earlier this morning userinfolifeisforliving (Ada) gave me a call. It was really cool to hear her voice and all. It was a short convo, but sweet, I enjoyed it!

And yes Ada, he did call, and we talked forever, then I finally gave in and said yes. :D

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Subject: which weezer album am i.... [Tuesday, March 18th, 2003 | 8:12pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
blah
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Weezer: Maladroit

what the fuck, that's not me at all, how did i get that? i do like that album though!

maladroit
Maladroit


Which Weezer album are you?
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Subject: new things happening... [Tuesday, March 18th, 2003 | 7:38pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
distressed
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Radiohead: Ok Computer

Yesterday John came over and stayed the night.

The David Bowie, skull, and two faced icons he made, hehe and I took the credit.

We talked a lot. I'm going crazy because he want's me to do so many things. Last night he told me he wanted to be with me. That kind of freaked me out because I thought he was looking for somone else, I could have swore my mother told me he was with someone. Well, I asked him and he said he wasn't , but he would rather be with me because he feels more comfortable with me. I can truly say he's the only person I feel comfortable with too. He's going to buy a house near Houston, and he asked me if I wanted to stay with him. I thought maybe that'll be a good idea because I don't think I'll be at school anymore, so I have to move back with my parents, or move in with him. I would rather not live with my parents. I don't think I would have a problem living with him because he lived with us before when his parents kicked him out...he stayed in my brothers room for almost two years.

I can't handle any of this, I have so many dicisions to make, and I know they're all easy, and I shouldn't even be having a hard time about this, but it is hard for me to think about or even choose. I have to decide if I want to stay in school, if I want to go back to my parents, if I should be with John, and if I should live with him.

If I just stay in school I wouldn't have this problem. I've barely started my life and I'm back to not knowing what I want to do with it again. A couple of months ago I was happy that I was going to be here and do good with my life. Now I see school wasn't a good idea for me, or atleast this school wasn't a good idea for me, I should have went to art school, but then that would have been more complicated. I don't even know if I'm making any sense. :| I don't even see how the hell I got accepted into this school, and I'll even say it myself I'm dumb as a fucking bag of rocks. I can't even leave my room to go to class and when I am there I can't concentrate or calm down.

Today the weather was horrible. It rained and rained, then in the morning they cut the grass and that wasn't good for my sinus' at all. My whole face hurts, and I can't take anything because I'm not suppose to take two medications at the same time.

I might go home this weekend...my parents want to talk to me. I know what they're going to do........I'll keep this all to myself and make things worser if I don't go.

I just want to be happy, and I can't even do that for myself :|

10 shots + shoot an apple off my head

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Subject: A Joke.. [Tuesday, March 18th, 2003 | 2:43pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
amused
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Weezer: Slob

This is for: userinfosneak

Shoot The Chihuahua

A man walked into his back yard one morning and found a gorilla sitting in a tree, staring back at him. He tried unsuccessfully to get the gorilla to leave, so he called a gorilla-removal service, and soon a serviceman arrived with: a stick, a Chihuahua, a pair of handcuffs, and a shotgun.

Now listen carefully," the serviceman fold the homeowner. "I'm going to climb the tree and poke the gorilla with this stick until he falls to the ground. The trained Chihuahua will then go right for the privates of the animal, and when the gorilla instinctively crosses his hands in front to protect himself, you slap on the handcuffs!"

"Got it." the homeowner replied. "But what's the shotgun for?"

"If I fall out of the tree before the gorilla," said the serviceman, "shoot the Chihuahua."

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Subject: more icons cos i feel like it [Tuesday, March 18th, 2003 | 2:38am ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
bored
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Deadsy: She Likes Big Words

0 1
2 3
4 5
6 7
8 9
10 11
12


i'm bored, so this is all i made. if you want one leave a comment and tell me what you take. my favorite are the skull one and the david bowie one.

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Subject: Algebra Test [Monday, March 17th, 2003 | 11:23am ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
naughty
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
none

Fuck I'm going to die from excitment. I just started doing my algebra test and I noticed the professor put the page numbers and problem numbers where he got from the book. All the numbers he took from the book just so happen to be odd numbers! Last sememster two books were sold to the students one was a student solutions book that had all the odd problems with the problems worked out and the answers, and of course the regular course book. This semester all the same books are being used, but this semester the solutions book wasn't in the package, and wasn't sold to the students. So...I have a test with nothing but odd questions, with a book that contains all the odd answers with work shown. What does that mean, I fucking pass the test. Of course I'm not learning anything by copying from the book, but what the hell I'll be passing this class for sure :D

I'm sure at the end of the week I'll feel terrible for doing this, but oh well.

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Subject: I'm hungry [Sunday, March 16th, 2003 | 9:24pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
melancholy
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Weezer: Take Control, Fall Together

My brother's birthday is Monday, March the 17th. A St. Patricks baby!!! I have no idea how old he will be. I always thought I was ten years older than him, but I'm not even sure. I called my mom and asked and somehow without me even noticing she changed the subject then after we talked and hung up I barely realized she never answered my question. I won't even be there. :( He gets this cataloge in the mail that has all the cool clothes he likes. I finally put money on my card, so I bought him a couple of shirts.

I seriously miss all my friends on LJ. I have all these new ones replying all the time, but my old friends that I always had havn't been making any entries, or just aren't around. :(

I'm very proud of myself for making my style on my journal. I think other people think I'm putting this in the overrides, but that box that's there is empty and nothings in it. This one is my own style I made everything on my own from scratch. I think I'll just forget about having the frame, well for now atleast. I have classes tomorrow and a test on Wednesday. ugh and I also have my second and last response paper due tomorrow. It usually takes me an hour to do. I looked in the book and the story is not short at all. I should have looked over the book to see which stories were long so I wouldn't pick them. Shit I just also remembered I have to make 30 fucking copies of that paper. This time I'm doing it in a smaller font and keeping it on one page so I don't have to make so many copies

ah I just got a pm on yahoo from userinfoladyelainerocks. talking about journal of course. Well before I said I wanted a border around my currents like the way she had it, but I tried it out and didn't like the way it looked.

Does anyone watch 120 minutes? I wanna know who's going to be on tonight. Ah I remember when Coldplay were on. It kind of sucked for me because I was watching it at my parents house and they got mad and told me turn the tv off because it was so late. I think it was them who made me hate tv. My mother never let me watch tv when I was younger, only the cartoons every once in a while. I would think it be the opposite way and I would love tv because I grew up never watching it, but I absolutely hate it. It gives me a headache, just sitting there and keeping your eyes on that one box. ha I do the same thing with this computer, but with this lazyness sitting by the computer I still feel like I atleast get things done.

Today I went to bed usual time and woke up at 3, I started working on the journal then went to the message board. I watched this movie I downloaded, and no it wasn't porn, I swear. Then still felt tired so I went back to bed. I didnt wake up until now, and I just noticed that I havn't eaten since yesterday at 4am. I swear the time goes by fast when all you do is sit here or sleep. I don't even feel hungry. Well I'm going to walk to Wendy's and see what goodies they have. I'm sure if I see that food I'll get hungry. Matter of fact, my stomach's growling now that I'm thinking about food. I love their fries!!!!

look a rabbit
()()
(บบ)
^^
or I think it's a rabbit :|

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Subject: sorry [Sunday, March 16th, 2003 | 6:06pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
moody
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Coldplay: Parachutes

sorry that my journal wasn't all fixed when i talked about it yesterday.

well i promised it's fixed now. so maybe someone can take a look and help me put in a frame. like i said everything that doesnt have a black background i want in a frame. which is mainly just the entries. entries only. the reason why i want a frame is because i dont want my user info crap to scroll up. another thing i can't fix is where it has my currents. it says i'm feeling, i'm listening to twice and i cant take it off. >:| i saw userinfoladyelainerocks' journal and i want my currents to have a border like that.

my journal

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Subject: working on my journal again.... [Sunday, March 16th, 2003 | 8:56am ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
tired
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Dredg: Of The Room / Rammstein: Spiel Mit Mir

woohoo i fixed up my journal!!!

i still havnt figured out how to do the frames thing. what i was doing before was just looking around to find a journal i liked then copied part of the source into my style i was making. the background i had before it kind of the same, but later i ran it through paint shop pro and added the COLDPLAY to it.

What I really like the most is the picture I put in the place where the user pic goes. I didn't know that could be changed untill I saw it was different from my picture I had in my profile. After I saw that I noticed I couuld change the size of it.

Basically what I want to do to my journal is all the parts that aren't black put them into frames, or a frame. I want everything in a frame except my, friends calender, and user info links.

My friends journal has the background I had when left for vacation...the Jonny and Chris one. I figured since I was in a lot of communities that posted pictures I'd make that part big so it wouldn't mess up my style when someone would post a big pic w/o putting it behind the lj cut.

My calendar is the only thing I havn't worked on...lol it's still all white.

so take a look at my journal and my friends entries also.

oh yeah there's only one thing wrong with mine. i can't get rid of that second time it says what i'm listening to and what i'm feeling part.

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Subject: new icons [Saturday, March 15th, 2003 | 5:09pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
accomplished
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Feeder: Comfort In Sound

all the same as last time:
just leave a comment and tell me what your going to take. if you want any words or changes let me know and i'll be happy to make it the way you want it. i didnt have any words on it because i personally like them to be only the pictures.

i'm thinking of making some of them into blinkies too. that just takes more time. i'll post them when i'm finished!

1. 2.
3. 4.
5. 6.
7. 8.
9. 10.

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Subject: psp [Saturday, March 15th, 2003 | 3:21pm ]
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
ditzy
I'm feeling:I'm listening to:
Feeder: Comfort In Sound

yeah i feel like a dumbass. i should have done this a long time ago. i would go to jasc.com and download the trial version of paintshop pro and animation shop. sometime ago the trial for animation shop ran out. I'd go and download it again and it wouldn't work anymore. Then psp8 came out so i downloaded that. recently paint shop pro hasn't opened and if it did open it would close right in the middle of me working on something. so it finally occured to me that if i downloaded it from kazaa, i wouldnt ever have to download it again and i would have it always. the only crappy thing is it's psp7 and i think the newest version psp8 is much better, i deleted psp8. it has better options than the old one. well i'm happy now.

anyways i'm happy i have both programs back and expect to see more animated icons!

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