-----After weeks of promises, he had continued to use and abuse me, holding my manhood over my head. But no matter how many times he assured me, promised me that he'd return me back to normal, he made it stretch and continued to torment me.

-----But no more. I may not have come to fully accept myself as a female, but I have reached the conclusion that I'd rather be female than allow him any more pleasure in manipulating me to do his bidding. I won't hang on his promises anymore. I'm going to end this, now, while he's asleep. Someone like him, who has such awesome powers, doesn't deserve to live; not when they abuse their gifts and make innocent people suffer.