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GOTHIC
Chapter One
by Zen

 


Grey world.

Neo-gothic culture.

A lightless sky, clouded in dreamlike velvet-black and scarred only by the occasional pinpoint of a brave artificial star whose power source had not yet failed.

Dismal. Beautiful.

We live in this world that you made for us, Mother. You and billions of others. Faceless.

The weapon was cold in his hand. Colder still was the body of the wire junkie sprawled across the floor.

We live in this world, and we survive in it.

War danced outside of the abandoned low-rise apartment complex, and its sounds drifted through the panes of shattered reality that were the windows. An explosion rocked the sprawling City, far to the west--near the Copper District. He approached the window, as though he could look through the clusters of blackened hulks to watch the destroyed fall, and rebuild itself again within moments.

A self-contained City.

A monster of living technology. A fungus comprised of circuits and wires--growing, always growing, mindlessly following set patterns, repairing damage, devouring itself only to feed further growth. A dim memory of pre-school told him that it had once been a green continent called Eurasia.

He turned to face the sound behind him as the body on the floor twitched spasmodically. The microscopic nano-sprites had already burrowed their way into the lifeless corpse and were multiplying in its cooled blood like digital viruses. Soon the molecule-sized machines would reanimate the body, and it would walk stiffly to the underground disposal area, its dead eyes staring blankly at the world and head lolling grotesquely on a rubbery neck--destroying its pale beauty of death through the enforced motion.

Only more matter to decompose and recycle. Cold efficiency.

Raze crouched next to the pale, lifeless body, watching distantly as it twitched and writhed like a dying insect pinned beneath the microscope. Leather creaked, cool against his thighs, hugging his lean legs and angular hips, black against the paleness of his emaciated, almost wasted body, starkly contrasting a nearly bare torso, its ghostly whiteness broken only by the haphazard strips of shiny black tape criss-crossing his chest, arms, and neck. His boots squeaked against the rubble-strewn tile floor, echoing in the death-like silence. Every sound that the dead woman made as she flopped against the plastic echoed in the ruined chamber that had once, in some recent antiquity, been a center of domesticity.

He touched the eyelids, stilling their convulsive fluttering, the action born from a memory whose source he could not remember as more than a haze, a distant recollection of more colorful times. Then he bent and kissed them, first the left, then the right, before he stood and walked out of the doorway to be swallowed by the blackness of the stairwell, never looking back.

Goodbye, Mother.


Symphony.

It burst around him in the silence. His shoulders hunched against the crackling onslaught of soundless music, and he pushed his gloved hands into his pockets. He was the only organic on the dim street, moving down the cracked sidewalk and guarded by the glowering, dark hulks of the Iron District's ruined buildings, long abandoned by the Corporations and providing homes now for the human dregs of the City. Those that lived below the Level.

Things moved around him, snakelike and sinuous, silent in their mechanical perfection. They seemed to threaten, although he knew that they were incapable of deviating from their programmed tasks. They lacked the consciousness, the imperative, and yet they still chilled him as they slid through the shrouded darkness, enigmatic and sinister as they went about their functions--functions that he did not understand, considering that routine maintenance had long been abandoned in this district of the City.

Sometimes he wondered if they were more alive than he.

The walking was slow, but he could not catch a transport until he reached the Bronze District; they didn't run here anymore. He couldn't remember when they had.

The air smelled of machine oil.

He thought of spiders as his darkly stained golden eyes traced the webwork of cracks lacing the concrete beneath his feet. The machines reminded him of spiders. He wondered what a real spider looked like up close.

The scanner at the entrance to the Bronze District flashed a swiftly snapped image of Raze upon the vidscreen as he approached within range of its "eye". A soft buzz of complaint rose from its interface when a match could not be found for the youthful, jaded features shielded by a shock of shaggy white hair, and he silenced it with a touch of his glove-shielded fingertips to the circuitry casing. Microfilament wires laced with infinitesimal chips extended from their weave within the black nylon, and with a soft crackle an electrostatic feedback temporarily shorted the device. The gate opened for him.

Here, the machines were greater in number--but so were the people. All alone, all keeping to themselves and eyeing him warily as he passed; the simple presence of so many made him quietly uneasy, and he returned their wary stares with his own guarded aloofness. He obviously did not belong there among the middle class, with their barely-maintained housing structures and meagerly lit streets.

He made his way swiftly through the avenues, surrounded by sparse masses of humanity and the constant motion of sleek machinery. They always moved out of the corner of his eye, disjointed and liquid, too cold to be living and too sinister not to be. Again, he felt threatened. Hunted.

The Level was more visible here than it was in the Iron District. It was visible everywhere in the City, with its domed enclosure of white-polished metal raised high above the common masses on a slender pedestal of plated chrome, smooth and gleaming brilliantly even in what little light the faltering false-sky provided. It was the Mount Olympus of the shielded City, where unseen and fickle gods decided the fates of the unsuspecting, unworthy humans below. It was said that the Corporations were housed there.

Nothing ever came in or out of the Level, save for the machines; dark, gaping mouths would open in either the dome or its supporting pedestal, spitting out coldly glittering metal beasts only to devour them again when they returned. The Level never changed; no one ever entered it, or if they did, they never escaped to tell about it. Those within the Level were above even the higher classes. Those within the Level were gods.

The shining pinnacle of enigma disappeared as Raze wandered into the enclosed stairwell leading to the underground transport system, obscured by a ceiling of gravel-pitted cement scrawled with scribbles of magic-marker graffiti. An already dark atmosphere descended to further blackness, and pupils dilated against acid gold to gather what little light remained into the cat-like slits. He felt like a ghost wandering a wrecking yard.

The transport station was empty save for the lone wraithly figure, stark in his sunlight-starved paleness. Raze felt the echoing chamber's hollowness swell to envelop him, attempting to transform him into an echo as well. He resisted with a silent shriek, and the echoes fell to heel like well-trained dogs.

The waiting was not difficult. Standing still, his nearly bare back pressed against the coolness of a cement support pillar, he drifted. His mind was a strange place of orbs and shadow that he did not understand, and became easily lost in. Words did not do much to clarify, and only saved him from drowning.

There was no sound, and yet he knew when the transport drew near. As sleek and ominously silent as every other machine, the fully automated transport swept through so swiftly that the individual cars were impossible to distinguish; it was only a single lengthy blur of grey, another ghost within this darkened hell. This ghost bore many mouths of cold white light upon its smooth sides, and the boy stepped without fear into one rectangular maw, seating himself within the electronic demon's cramped gut.

Even the transport was empty. He could be the only living being within the City, and for a moment within that sterile enclosure he imagined it so. The thought did not stir him.

A small yellow light blinked in the rear of the cabin, and for a moment he thought that he was looking in a mirror. They were approaching the underground entrance to the Silver District, and if he did not possess the proper identification to satisfy the sweeping scanners then he would not be allowed to proceed further. He did not.

He hid.

The seats were constructed of thick plassteel, and his vaguely structured thoughts guessed that it would be thick enough to shield him from the heat sensors that triggered the identification scanners when a human warmth was detected. Perhaps its synthesized psuedo-intelligence would equate the mild hot spot with an engine coil.

The storage compartments beneath the seats were roughly two feet by two feet, forming a cramped square separated from the next by a thin plastic wall, easily punched out. Raze removed the separations between three compartments, and then crawled in and laid down.

The darkness was complete, and he was comfortable. He rested as he would in a coffin, and felt peace.

The transport entered the Silver District without incident. The chime marking the passage past the border drifted dimly through the walls of his claustrophobic prison, and he listened with a dull, clouded sense of anxiety for the Gold District to either pass or refuse him.

Ultrasonic technology took him across the vast area of the Silver District, and as the next chime tumbled through the air with acrobatic glee he rose from the dead and took a breath of the stale oxygen within the enclosure. He would have to exit the transport when it stopped at the Platinum District, for this particular vehicle would move no further within that exalted realm.

He felt nothing as the transport abruptly stopped, despite its speed of only moments before. Technology was beautiful.

Vertigo sent him reeling momentarily as he stepped into a station identical to his boarding location. Technology, and conformity. Uniform confusion. Secure instability.

He emerged into the eternal twilight, so close to the granite wall enclosing the Platinum District that its ancient coldness scraped his shoulders like a rough cat-tongue. It could not be real granite, but rather the identical molecular composition synthesized by nano-sprites, but it still bore the same aura of age, as though it had been excavated from the ruined, ultraviolet-soaked earth itself.

The gate was only a moment's walk. This scanner would be "smarter" than the one outside the Bronze District, and harder to short out.

His mind sharpened momentarily, thick liquid crystallizing into rapid calculations. The scanner produced an image of him, and Raze lifted a hand to let the gloves attempt to do their work once more--and then paused as a gentle blue hum trickled through the air.

"Raze Ikawa, S9-106-K27. Enter." The synthesized voice chilled him in its cool feminine seduction. It always had.

The gate lifted before him, and for a moment it occurred to him to be surprised. The thought was quickly abandoned.

He was expected. He tried to remember if similar instances had occurred upon other excursions. He couldn't.

A rabbit in Wonderland. Or perhaps Alice in the rabbit's fur. Here, now, was the difference between the classes. The Platinum District dazzled his apathy,

He slunk through the streets like a ragged white alley cat, booted feet silent against immaculate pavement of cement so white and cleanly smooth it could be ivory. Even without light the cubes of metal around him shone with their own radiance, as blinding and brilliant as mirrors beneath direct sunlight. Around them twined massive coils of the dragon reborn in white chrome, machinery more complex than any he had ever seen, and yet it twisted around an image in his mind, obscuring it even as it highlighted the oily similarities.

A single cube, indistinguishable from the others and yet picked out unerringly, opened for him without any action on his part, and he entered its cool recesses. The Doctor was there, waiting.

This, he remembered. He supposed it was necessary for him to recall the man in order to continue to trust him; he doubted that the Doctor realized that Raze cared so little that such measures were not necessary.

He didn't know the man's name. "The Doctor" served well enough for the reedy man with his sparse brown hair, flaking olive skin, and odd, tumbling accent. The man led him down the hall to the familiar examination room; Raze followed in silence, as was their routine. Vaguely he wondered just what The Doctor might do to him today, but with the same clouded vagueness the realization came that he still did not care.

Clothing piled black and oozing liquidly on the floor, and Raze laid upon the unfeeling white table, wondering why it felt like a part of him. Hands slipped easily into the wrist restraints; ankles followed, and he laid there, a bound cadaver.

The instruments were cold on his body, but hot underneath his skin. He supposed that was pain, red pain, imposing a misty cloud of blood over the hazy world of his thoughts. Blood and crude oil, and again that mechanical smell.....

Time disappeared. The blinding lights goring his photosensitive eyes vanished, and he floated. Where, he did not know. There were orbs--more orbs, there were always orbs. Glittering, crystal-clear and filled with a shimmering, glowing blue-green liquid. He thought of them as spider's eyes.

A spidery limb stroked his body, the bristles on the chitinous exoskeleton evoking that same rippling cat-tongue sensation, and he licked his lips swiftly, retinas howling in pain as the hot lights above him resolved themselves into reality once more. The jointed limb continued to stroke him, touching his exposed flesh, and he twitched in revulsion and a strange sense of burning just beneath his skin. He parted his lips, and the unfamiliarity of a moan rolled past them like sand tumbled by the washing of noontide breakers.

The spider became the Doctor, and the limb became an arm, and a five-fingered hand. Two fingers slipped inside of him, and he drowned in pain. Screaming did not come naturally to him.

More memories lost. Only pain, and shuddering, and a blinding white-hot physical flash. Wetness, and then he was standing outside of the silver cube, his clothing wrapped plastic-tight to his gaunt body, strips of tape clinging to his ribs and the small plastic card holding his payment credits clinging to his fingers. A small red bump on the side of his neck ached from the insertion of the nanoprobes. Its twin, used for the extraction, was missing.

Within the Level, a minute jolt of electric current toggled a long-dead control circuit, activating its processes.

Chapter Two