DEPRESSED :(
I am so depressed today....I never have anyone to talk to whenever I try to tell my "friends" my problems they either ignore me or cut me and tell me one of their's and then they wonder why I never tell them anything! And then I have to listen to my one friend say how fat she is (she's 5'2" and weighs 110lbs) what the fuck is that? I don't know if she feels better telling me that or what, since I'm bigger than her? Anyway...
Then I can't figure out if I want to stay with my man of 6 years or be single and date I met him when I was 16 (almost 17) and been with him ever since. I don't know what to do.
Laterz
Sad Eyes :(
Bad Day
Today my girl texts me and wants to know what I'm doing? I ask why (cause she hasn't called in a while) and she says our girl is having a party for her birthday. Well since she only mentioned it once or twice last month I didn't think it was still going on. Like she really fuckin cares if I go or not the only time she calls me is if she needs something like a ride and now that she finally got a new car she don't need rides so she doesn't call me. Everytime she gets a new car she don't call until it breaks down. What a friend after everything I've done for her, that's bull shit. Whatever.
Then the stupid slut from my work decides to move a block away from me right in the middle of the S.D.'s she probably did that on purpose cause she saw all the guys. That's alright she'll move as soon as she starts hearing the shooting.
PROBLEMS
ALRIGHT THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG AND I BARELY KNOW HOW TO USE IT SO DON'T LAUGH (THAT'S WHY IT SAYS SAD EYES TWICE)....
I don't know what to write :(