i got a b on my sociology exam... damn it. high b grant it but still a b... and my first b on an exam. crap.
besides that today was nice. better than most. maybe because i blew off work... maybe not the best idea... but stress was getting to my head. tomorrow- all work, no play...
and why do i always say the wrong things... and i never make any sense... im a nonverbal person... maybe i just shouldnt talk... it never comes out right. damn it... i think i may have issues.
"ive got big dreams but no self esteem... id reach for the stars but i cant find my arms"-rbf\
November 19, 2004 5:38pm
i dunno why i fret over things that i acknowledge will never happen and that i shouldnt worry about it. yet here i am again.
not to mention i have a horrid headache. and today im not sure i even spoke much at school... except "thanks have a nice day" to the lady that handed me breakfast. thats kinda sad actually. today sucked.
"im just a fucked up girl looking for her own piece of mind" -- eternal sunshine for the spotless mind... the best movie ever. which reminds me i have to call my friend before she moves to new york...
"waste a day so i can think clearly"-- death cab for cutie
i dunno why i have a website anyway because ive had bad experiences before with things being said and what not... and ill eventual forget the password... everything im really thinking is in my head anyway so this doesnt even really matter... but alas i am being way too pessimistic... ill shut up
