WHO IS WOLF CREEK?
Hello, all of you know me as Wolf Creek.....who am I really? Does it matter? I have pondered this question so many times, the answer is still elusive.....perhaps my ex came up with the best description, he always said I was like a huge house with many doors...but only a few were unlocked.....only rarely did one catch the "real person" who lived there, if ever...I have come to think of myself as more of a time and space gypsy, LOL, a term that I could not even begin to explain to anyone *smile*, I guess I am like everyone else, to each person, I am something different.....to my kids, I am mom, to my parents, I am daughter, to those of you who know me online, I am Wolf Creek, Cougs, Kiowaeyez, and for the really oldie goldies, I am Pantera, in a way, each of these is an intrinsic part of me, but there is soooooo much more that no one sees.....who am I? I don't know...I am all of the above and more.....I have never felt like I belonged in this time or place, my heart yearns for so much more, something just beyond my grasp, like quicksilver through my fingers...I almost reach it and then it is gone.....someday I hope I find me, I lost me long ago.....
I can however tell you specific things about myself.....I love all thing celtic and renaissance, native american, and I have always had an affinity with animals...all kinds wild and domestic...I am a hopeless romantic and dreamer, possibly because of my classic piscean nature.....I truly do see the world through rose colored glasses and I like it that way! I take in strays, two footed and four footed without thought, which usually gets me in trouble, but has also brought me the most joy that I have ever known! Mi Casa su Casa, literally! LOL, maybe this is all a left over of the sixties and seventies *smile*, but it was a kinder and gentler time, for me anyway...I am a true activist, I hate injustice in any form or fashion, and go to great lengths to prevent or stop it, I guess that part of me is here to stay, because it just keeps getting stronger!
My beliefs are hmmmmmmmm somewhat scattered, I am afraid that I do not fit into any appropriate category *smile*, after many years of been there, done that, I have decided the best thing for me to do is take the best of what I have experienced and combine them.....I do believe in God, but I do also believe their are many things that we have no way of understanding.....because of experience, I have definately come to believe in spirits, good or bad!!!!!!!!! But I think there is a middle ground there as well that I have never really understood...Saul was obviously able to go to the witch of Endor and call up Samuel.....altho' this ended in his death, he was still able to do it...I do believe now that there are many places or things that are 'haunted' if u will, maybe it is just like an impression on time, who knows.....I do believe that we are responsible for what happens to this earth and the living things on it, very strongly...we have to speak for those that cannot speak for themselves, especially when BIG MONEY is involved, if we want our children and grandchildren to have a world to grow up in!!!!!
My favorite colors are purples, emeralds, burgundy's, all the jewel tones.....favorite music, hmmmmmm, is anything from Dylan to Classical and everything in between.....I am partial to celtic and native american music.....animal totems from childhood are wolf, raven, and snake......for various and sundry reasons.....I love children, they are the closest we ever get to God...I have a wonderful son, 16, and a lovely daughter, 5, and they are the light of my life!!!!!!!! If there is anything else you would like to know, please just email me, and I will be more than happy to answer, as best I can.....
Email: WolfCreekWoman@aol.com
