June 2002
June 2002 - Amos Amos
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30 June 2002 - precious things
- hung out with rachel almost all day today. sisters are quite an asset. especially mine. we watched "i am sam" which i thought was a really excellent movie. both sean penn and michelle pfiefer acted very well. i also especially liked the actress who played the eccentric next door neighbor who's name escapes me at the moment.
- hung out with the group tonight and bowled. i love those guys. its too bad ali was too busy with rocco to come. she would have had a good time.
29 June 2002 - tear in your hand
- what a great random idea of ali. i haven't been to the museum of natural history in ages but it was all the fun i hoped and more. spontaneity is great. i love ali. and new york. the stroll through central park reminded me how much i want to be a part of all that culture. some day. some day...
- trust rocco to ruin the good day. what is his problem lately? she should just break up with him. then he'd realize what he lost and come crawling back and that would be the last peep of asshole we'd ever see out of him. though schemes like that have been known to go awry....
28 June 2002 - a case of you
- i miss you. both of you. but i hope what comes for you in your lives apart from me is happy. though i may either cross your path many times yet or not at all, know that you've made an impact on my life. a real one. there haven't been all that many of those. so i thank you. and i've chosen today to say goodbye. no particular reason why. except maybe that i am ready to be again. and to let go some little parts of me. we'll see. so i guess this is goodbye.
"I am colorblind. Coffee black and egg white. Pull me out from inside. I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am. Taffy stuck and toungue tied. Stutter shook and uptight. Pull me out from inside. I am ready, I am ready, I ready, I am fine. I am covered in skin. No one gets to come in. Pull me out from inside. I am folded and unfolded and unfolding. I am colorblind. Coffee black and egg white. Pull me out from inside. I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am fine. I am fine."
27 June 2002 - me and a gun
- damn you rocco. i do not get angry with my friends very easily. but last night rocco, if i had less self control i really would have let you have it. its just not considerate to leave people hanging for 2 hours, just wondering if you are going to "grace them with your presence." who does that?? i would never do that to someone i cared about. least of all my significant other. if i had been ali last nite i would have killed you. well whatever, guess this isn't the place to rant - least of all in the second person. k, bye.
26 June 2002 - silent all these years
- june is quickly drawing to a close. hard to believe.
- AHHHH! the lydians are coming down next weekend!!!! yay!!! i miss them so much! it was so great that no debate at the end of the year gave me a chance to get close with lydia's group of friends. they are such great people. wish i was keeping better in touch with them (and many others). its just so hard - theres so much to do.
25 June 2002 - professional widow
- some days work is sooooo stressful. its hard to believe. i never thought working in a doctors office could get so intense. but some of the people who come there go through a lottttta shit. crazy.
24 June 2002 - cornflake girl
- JCC = fun times.
23 June 2002 - i'm on fire
- sooooooo great. i throw a damn good party. though now theres much work to be done. the rents get home tomorrow but i'm gonna hafta make some madddd trips to the dumpster to dispose of all these bottles...
22 June 2002 - raspberry swirl...
- well tonites the nite. hope everything goes as planned. and pleeeeease don't let any cops show up. thats the last thing i need. i just wanna throw a chill party and see some good friends i need to touch base with. and a little alcohol for everyone'll add to the fun. of course I will be playing the "sober hostess" role tonight. no one will leave the house drunK! my word!
- holy crap. i never thought word would spread this far. i'm seeing people i haven't seen since like 8th grade. its great! and everyones being really respectful of the house. theres like 60 people here!
- its 5 am. the last people went to sleep or left at 4:15. i even fell asleep for half an hour. however, when i awoke, it was SO RANDOM i just had to update. please observe who is lying in bed next to me. PLEASE. craig DAMN fried. he made fun of me in middle school more often than i can DAMN remember. i'm laughing and hes passed out in my damn bed. HA!!!! remind me to take blackmail pictures in the morning. ehhhh, whatever. i needed that. least it was fun...hehe...
18 June 2002 - carnival
- someone was a little missed today and i am a little freaked out today.
- swimming is great. it makes me feel so healthy to be exercising again. i can't believe i let myself go so long without it.
- uh-huh. ignition not starting. this cannot be good.
17 June 2002 - purple rain
- mondays are no fun. back to work. blah.
- chilling with the best friend. always fun.
- hot boy coming to my party. one word: YAY.
16 June 2002 - siren
- damn! i lost another day!!!
- father's day. family = good times.
- coning also = good times. as does video camera. and high speed chases. right stick?
14 June 2002 - spark
- so there's this girl.
13 June 2002 - pretty good year
- you know what i'm thinking about right now?? brandeis people. i miss my lydian friends, and my debate friends. sniff. "...still, a pretty good year" as tori would say. godess.
12 June 2002 - crucify
- just the girls again tonight. we finally made a list for the party. preliminary count of invites is around 75. wow. double o-c. out of control. i love crusing in nikkis car. did i mention that?
- so i forgot today at work, not only was liz not there, cause she quit, but lauren called in sick. HORRIBLE. hardest day ever. people are assholes when they're sick.
11 June 2002 - hey jupiter
- i can't believe she just quit in the middle of the day. damn. makes my job a LOT harder. i should get paid more. i'm a fool.
- well that was great. i was a little worried that i was going to be disappointed, but my dad loved dinner, and the girls ACTUALLY showed up in time to help. amazing.
- wow, i'm jealous. nikki just got a new volkswagon cabrio convertible, champagne. soooo nice. we did the WR twice and went to friendly's in between. fun times. and we had a great time --- just us. no boys. fair enough.
10 June 2002 - happy phantom
- clearly, i spoke too soon. clearly, its been so long since i last updated that i LOST the scrap of paper the 9th of june was written on. uh-huh.
