Dancing In The Darkness

I feel the whirling
carrying me around
Letting it go
feeling free
all the emotions
getting spun out
all the darkness
breaking free

I can feel the way
that my clothes move on my body
I can feel
all my happiness coming back
now
the happy go lucky
is gone

the real me
is back
no cover ups
no hiding
just me

Twirling in the dark
whirling,spinning, my eyes shut tight
in the dark, no one can see
so no one knows
how I can be so happy
and still be me

everybody
wears shallow masks of deceptions
but I,
Don't.
I dance.
I dispise the mask
I burn it, pitch it
despise it

For I will not wear it
not like the rest
the others
the fools
who think it is nessicery to wear it

But I dance
I dance in the dark
all the emotions fly
but tomorrow...
I will dance in the light.