:::Life Is Confusing::::
Ok so Eryn gets online around 3:30 and I asked her to have Bryan call me and she never answered right? Well like 10 minutes later Bryan starts talking to me under her screename TOTTALY bitching at ME because I "Didn't answer the phone" and he went ON and ON about how "I am wasting all of his minutes" I was like FIRST of all, Someone must have been on the phone because it definatley DIDN'T ring...And even if it hadn't my Caller ID would have shown that he called (which it DEFINATLY DID NOT) SECONDLY, I was the one who bought him his calling card! Who the else should he calling besides me? Ummm...NOBDOY! At least not with my minutes! Not like he's even called me more then 5 times since he's been gone anyways! I mean don't get me wrong I love the kid but I was SO PISSED....I mean like he honostly hurt my feelings! He was SO mean! And then he gets on a few minutes ago wondering why I'm not talking....Hmmmm wonder why! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Oh well...It's ok because I love him and he puts up with MY shit right? *SIGH*

*"Blurring and sturring the truth and the lies, So I don't know whats real and whats not. Always confusing the thoughts in my head so I can't trust myself anymore. I'm dying again. I'm going under, Drowning in you. I'm falling forever, I've got to break through. I'm going under......."-Evanescence "Going Under"

*"NEVER miss somebody from your past...There is a REASON they didn't make it to your future"...SO TRUE!

*U think your so fine, and that he wants you! Take a hint sweetie! Where do you think he's at when you're blue??!(Hahaha...SO GREAT...Reminds me of somebody...=)

**P.S. THANK GOD FOR KAYLA!! Hehe ..She's my "MENTOR" =)~

*** Life is GREAT ***
Yea, so A LOT has happened since I've written in this! Friday Me, Alyssa, Amanda, and Marty took the boat down and met Angela, Sheena, and David at the condo's. (Ray and Ashley ended up not coming...Ray's car is in the shop and Ashley had to go back to Virginia for school)We spent the day at the Peir, and then Mandalay in the afternoon (haha I LOVE that place!)Marty bought us drinks..Took the boat to watch fireworks...MISSED BRYAN..Got back around 2 and practically passed out on the floor! Saturday me and the girls rented Jet Skii's and took the boat out to an island...I got SOOO sunburned OMG! The tanning bed dosen't do justice! HAHA I swear to God Sheena is SUCH a DUMB F*CK...I really don't know how David can STAND dating her! Honostly, It's SAD! Random I know...But she bugged the SHIT out of me the whole time!(Me and EVERYBODY else...) Marty took me to get my Bellybutton peirced... Awwww! It's SO cute! Bryan still hasn't seen it yet..I'm gonna "suprise" him when he comes back from Wisconsin.(He's been like BEGGING me to get even before we started dating..LOL)Awww....God....I MISS MY BABY... ONLY 5 MORE DAYS!!! Actually to be EXACT...5 days and 58 minutes=) HAHA! I'm not counting I swear! ANNNYYWAAYYS, back to what I was saying....Sunday: Came home..Did NOTHING! FUN huh? Monday I had class and I played tennis for 2 hours....Gym, Tanning bed, came home and SLEPT! Me and the girls went to the *VARSITY CLUB*...Karoeke night WOOHOOOO!! That was REAL fun let me tell ya! LOL...Good times..=) Today was a whole lot of nothing...Hopefully I will be busy again when Bryan comes back........CANT WAIT, IM COUNTING THE DAYS! Hehe .. But besides missing bryan Lie if really great.. Just havin fun!

"there are certain things in life your better off not knowing, things you wish you never knew, never asked, never heard" -Borrowed from a friend
*Isn't that the DAMN truth? OH WELL...Life always goes on!

::My First Entry::
Hey guys! I finally got this thing up and running (thanks to Nikki) I was havin a little trouble lol (It's the hair I promise!)The last couple of days have been sooo depressing..Bryan Left for Wisconsin Wednesday morning, and I am completely miserable...
I MISS BRYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
The weekend was great though...My mom was out of town...WOOHOOO!! So I baisically had the house to myself...=)Thursday morning Dabney and Brittany called. I went over there around 3..Mike, Jeff, Zack, and Drew we're all there. I got to see Mike's new car...OMG I'm going to STEAL IT! I can't stand the fact that almost ALL of my friends are driving now...And I JUST got my permit...! It completely sucks...But I geuss it's okay because Bryan has to drive me everywhere anyways lol. We went tubing and Jet skiing most of the day, went and grabbed some food, and just hung out. Bryan was over all day Friday..We grabbed food around 3 (VILLAGE INN BABY!)and He didn't end up leaving till like 5am...=)~ Saturday we we're out in the boat all day..Went shopping and out to dinner (I got him his anniversary present FINALLY) I know he wanted earrings really bad...but those things are so damn expensive! I ended up getting him a couple of shirts...Which he REALLY NEEDS anyways.(He stayed late again) Sunday I did absolutley nothing except Bryan stopped in for a couple of hours. Monday I played tennis, went to the gym, tanning bed..etc etc..my boring routine, and then Bry's house that night. Teusday was Ybor with Bryan, a movie at Channelside, and dinner at BEEFS (hahaha Bryan...)I had to get up around 7 on Wednesday so I could finish doing Bry's laundry and pack his stuff. We picked him up around 11 and dropped him off at the airport...OMG I WAS SOOO SAD! I just about CRIED! I am going to miss him SOOOOO much..(I already do lol)! And I've baisically been sittin on my ASS ever since! I'll be at our beach condo's till Monday with Alyssa, Sheena (God this should be interesting).., David, Marty, Angela, Amanda, Ashley, and her Boyfriend (I cant STAND that guy...)Ray, and a couple of his friends..I'll write more later...Happy FOURTH!