And again
pardon the format as I haven't set that in "stone" yet it'll just be how
I'll put in...blah...lucky number #3!!. Email, IM, or some other contact to
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February
3rd, 2004 -
Love
Love...what
a wonderful thing huh? isn't that what everyone says? We'll guess what, I'm
gonna rant about the negativities of "love"
"Love: n. A strong positive emotion of regard and affection"
uhuh....well you see although I've haven't much experience at this game I've
gained much of my knowledge seeing my friends relationships go from bad to
worse to over and depressed. It really is a "fucked up" feeling and emotion
(pardon the language as I don't mean that in a literal meaning, you see as
human nature, the people that came up with English and all the other
godforsaken languages [once more I do not mean that in a religious
way...hmm...I don't think I've had a rant on the stupidity of religion yet,
alas I'll save that for another day] have many MANY references to sex...you
know sexual intercourse, that profound, annoying human desire that is the
cause of our overpopulation problem.) Anyhow, love, to some love just means
sex, others its a romantic affair, but to me its bluntly pain, for my own
experiences I'll I've had are broken-hearts, you "fall in love" being
attracted to other humans, through chemicals I supposed but many will argue
it isn't so black and white but I couldn't say myself. And then of course
when I get rejected my "heart" just falls for another girl. Simple human
nature I suppose, in "animals" I suppose, the reason for "love" is clear,
for sex, for reproduction, cause we just want to keep this damn cycle going
for as long as we possibly can, through thick and through. As for my
friends, a variety of reasons seem to have broken them up, but after going
through tons and tons of data, I conclude the primarily, stupid and
"immature" human instinct makes them fall in love with other people after
"getting what they want" or 'succeeding" or whatever they may get out of
their relationship (I would hope it wouldn't be sex, as they are what I
consider underage for such things, however I couldn't say whether or not any
one of them is a "virgin", although it does seems that ridiculously its
something like 1 in 5 have had sex at my school, or so its seems, to their
brags, claims, etc. which I am forced to hear due to the fact I can't tune
it out (once again a disadvantage of being a multitasker and being able to
simultaneously hear many people speak and so forth) Love is stupid and I
hate it.
Marriage:
Marriage...stupid stupid...stupid...for my first reference my parents (in
this situation I refer to my birth parents) Ok so my "birth" parents are
divorced...I live with my mother (and she is annoying nagging pest) and I
used to have "visitation" with my father but I broke that off starting at
7th grade because he was a jerk, bad influence, couldn't take care off me,
etc. etc. bad parent to summarize. Anyway enough history, their marriage
obviously didn't work, they got they divorce final when I was 2yrs.
old...Now onto my mother and step-father
well they bicker and don't believe
they truly love each so much...whatever...I'm tired at the moment and I
started like 4 rants today so I'll upload what I have and finish at a later
time.
Posted by:
Kevin