HERE
WITHOUT YOU
I’m
still on journey to search for my soul, for who i really am deep inside &
to search for the one, who would reluctanly share
the rest of her life with me. I still haven't found any clue to them yet,
but i hoping to stay strong n not give up
Wed August 27, 2003 3:40 PM
Rules for men (inspired by chris-bobadude)
1. The Female always makes The Rules.
2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification.
3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules.
4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules.
5. The Female is never wrong.
6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.)
7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.)
8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time.
9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female.
10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset.
12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.
13. The Male is expected to mind read at all times.
14. The Male who doesn't abide by The Rules, can't take the heat, lacks a backbone, and is a wimp.
15. Any attempt to document The Rules could result in bodily harm.
16. At no time can the Male make such comments as "Insignificant" and "Is that all?" when the Female is complaining.
17. If the Female has PMS, all The Rules are null and void!
Wednesday August 27, 2003
The ABC's of ME!
A- Abercombie & AE = addicted haha… love them
B- BeTTina Boba= beautiful: In appearance or personality? I rate her 10.
C- Cell phone: 714-553-6508
D- Don’t say YES: I can not say No!!! Dream: wish my dream come true.
E- Email: Lekhachuy@hotmail.com. Eyebrows -dont like draw in EWWw...
F- Favorite friend: Hmm!!! Your Name …haha www.friendster.com and
my Family, Future?
G- Gemini || Girlfriend: don’t have one.
H- Happiest Day of Your Life: That`s yet to come... I`d imagine dat would
be my…I don’t know :0)
I- Izzy, Ivy haha… They are so smart = I love you.
J- Julius = fag haha…
K- Kathleen=Kewl
L- Love: I love my family and friends
M- Money=goodbye
N- Name: Bryan
O- Own someone haha…
P- Partty, Photoshop= love them
Q- Question You Want to Ask: Why am I doing this!? = So many free times
R- Rolex: I am a collector, realatinship: suck!!!
S- Sarah= sneak out: She is my street sis, she is a cutie. Sport To Watch:
everything
T- Thai tea= best at bobahouse = bettina haha…
U- u are the one ?
V- Virgin? Who’s care?
W- Wendy omg!!! Her name poped rite up! www.Web design.
X- XXX: enuff ? xlegallyvietx = my aim
Y- Yvonne: My best friend. You mean the world to someone
Z- zZZz time to go to bed
August 24, 2003 9:11 PM
Random thoughts! There is nothing more than I hate than having too much time to myself. Don't get me wrong, I love being able to have "me time" and relax and stuff, but too much of it leaves me bored, and then I just start thinking too much about certain things. I don't even wanna go into it, but sometimes, I think that I'm a little too patient of a person. There will be things that will irck me, but for some reason, I'll still hold it back due to whatever reasons. I mean, myself personally, I don't like conflict. I really don't... I hate arguing and all that crap. I know it's necessary in everyone's life to sustain healthy relationships, and believe you me, I do my share of arguing, but I still hate it. I think it's because I've done so much of it in the past that it's just something I've grown to hate. Maybe that's why I've become such a patient person. It really takes alot to get me really worked up. It's not that I'm fake in any way, because I don't think I am (although I know I have it in me to be), it's just that I'm really understanding and patient, and I know that some things shouldn't be blown out of proportion. I dunno, I don't even know what I'm saying or what exactly is bothering me... so I'm just gonna stop now ;). But can anyone relate to what I'm saying?? Until the next time...
August 19, 2003 9:49
In recent years I've discovered that I'm not really a firm believer in the concept of unchangeable fate or destiny.
"What will be, will be." To me, that means we've all got options, different paths to take, each with its own definite outcome and consequence. That doesn't mean that if you wake up tomorrow, you will definitely be hit by a bus as you step outside your front door because that's your destiny. Instead, it means that one of the outcomes of your actions as you step outside is getting hit by a bus--and you can avoid that outcome by simply making another choice of action.
Fate shows us the outcome of choices we make. It's up to us to choose which outcome--which "destiny"--we prefer. In that way, we--not fate and destiny--are in control of our lives.
Some of the choices I'm about to make are going to have profound
impacts on my life's course, and it's time to force a decision outta myself
there. *sigh*). I might change jobs this year. I might put myself through
another round of Relationship Hell soon. I might cause irreparable damage
to my body--and that's something I might write about later. Not tonight because,
well, I'm not in the mood to talk about it at all, and I'm not sure I wanna
talk about it publicly ever. I might really screw myself over this year.
Or may be not.
YOu wonder why I talk about fate right ? cauze I dont like my fate today
August 14, 2003
Friends! I dunno about you, but friends, in my life, are one of the most important things to me. Now, I`m not talking about just any random people. I`m talking about those kind of people that have been there for me through thick and thin, regardless of the amount of time they have been in my life. They are the ones that have proven to me that things go beyond the petty arguements and unecessary drama. They have proven to me that, they are true blue. Those select few, I know, will be there for me no matter what-- and they can sure as hell count on me to be there for them as well. One of those special people in my life is Yvone. Throughout the seven years of our friendship, we have proven to each other that, although times get tough, our bond is strong to sustain pretty much anything. We have laughed together (time and time again), cried together (time and time again, lol), shared crazy moments together, and the list goes on. I`m a firm believer that you have more than one soulmate throughout your life. One may come in the form of family, the other a lover, the other a friend... bla bla. Yvone is my friend soulmate. Hey girl, I just wanted to let you know that I love you! No matter what goes down this year, just know that I`m just a phone call or IM away (or 2 hours, haha). Regardless of what changes occur within our lives, they will never make us drift apart. Have faith in the Lord that they will just mold us into the people we are meant to be, allowing our friendship and bond to grow even stronger than it is today (if that`s even possible, lol). This one goes out to you…YVONE
And new friends umm… haha I ran to Jenny today, finally I met her. We’ve been talk for like every nite. Sara and Grace there too. They all so super duper KOOL haha, and we gonna have diner 2morrow. Done for now
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