well i haven't really had much to say lately. today was kind of interesting though. my earrings came in the mail. ok that's not interesting, but i needed something to start with. i dyed my hair again. fun shit. i really hate it when someone just won't let the idea of dating go. like wonder boys friend just won't fuck off. he's always like 'i'm having a better day because of you' and as much as i appreciate his feelings, i don't care. seriously. and the thing is, he's fucking up things with this other guy that i'm kind of into. like we were hanging out yesterday and he kept trying to put his arm around me, which null and voided all contact with the kid i really like. goddamnit. and he's always like 'oh, i'm so depressed. i might as well just kill myself when you leave for college' whatever. that's just being dramatic. i mean, either do it, or stop talking about it. i mean sure i talk about suicide, but i don't say shit like that to people. jesus christ.
oh yeah. today i saw my dad snorting something on the counter. he didn't know i was downstairs. isn't that wonderful.
my former best friends birthday was a few weeks ago. i kind of forgot. i mean, someone told me about 2 days before, but i think it was just easier to let it go. so i did. and now i feel like such an asshole. i didn't even talk to him that day. i don't even know him anymore.
my parents are gone for the night. so i don't really know what to do for the evening. i actually probably won't do anything. maybe i'll invite wonder boy up. probably not. either way, i'm kind of bored so i think i'm gonna go take whatever is left of the reputation tarnishing substance on the counter. later.