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Age: 22;
Height: 5'9"-5'10" (1.75m-1.77m);
Hair / Eyes: Brown Hair with Blue
Eyes;
Body type: Thin / Slender, yet Muscular
/ Athletic;
Nationality: Romanian;
Living in: Houston, TX. (near);
Interests: Self Improvement, Reading, Movies,
Outdoors, Sports, Martial Arts, Music, Science Fiction, Arts, Computers,
[and More]
Biggest regrets: Not being able to sing,
or at least Paint; I wanted to become a famous football
(aka soccer in US) player, but I didn't have it my genes
either;
What I despise most: Insensitive People; People
that break their promises, that say/promise something and do something
else.
Read here
more details on my interests.
Read here
more details on what kind of lady I am looking for. |
My
professional side, my
resume.
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Main
News:
Nothing good, lately, except a thing or two. Everything
else just as the usual... People lie to me, I believe them, I put my
life into their hands and they screw me... Been without Internet access
for a while. (mid Feb 2003). [ Read More
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Love letters revealed here. By reading
this, you can find out which are my opinions on subjects like life,
love and relationships. I have posted here excerpts from the emails
that I received a while back, from ladies . I discuss
here some very controversial issues, like "Marrying young, or
not", "Age difference and relationships", "Younger guy
looking for older women", "Why marriage is not a prison"
and more. You will see that the word "marriage" scares away not
only guys, but women too. I may even include some of the love letters
I used to send away, in my search of someone to love and be loved by.
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Long Term Goals
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Reaching Nirvana;
Becoming a
Wiser and a more powerful Spirit.
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Not to forget the lessons I
learned through much Pain, many Tears
and a lot of Spiritual Hunger;
and apply these lessons in real life, maybe even tell others about
them.
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Midterm and Short Term Goals
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Start my own business. Help my friends, relatives
and people from Romania, by providing them the opportunity to create
wealth and live a better life.
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Marrying a beautiful, intelligent, kind, sensitive and loyal lady
to share the rest of my life with. Where is my soulmate, I keep
wondering ?
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Getting a masters degree in USA, Romania or somewhere
else, or at least improve my knowledge in foreign languages, business
and culture by studying on my own.
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Going to Tokyo to learn Ninjutsu and Mikkyo from
the best. Maybe even live there for longer period of time to learn
more and get better.
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Learning how to fly an airplane and actually fly
one from time to time. Gliding, Paragliding, Flying.
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Like / Love |
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Dislike / Hate |
Science Fiction movies and books
Computers, Electronics and Technology
Fast Cars, Super Bikes
Freedom at all costs
Dogs, cats and other animals
People that are God fearing (loving), yet those
that aren't fooling themselves by thinking that they are worthier
than the ones having another religion, or even no religion at
all. To be kind to another is to be kind to yourself.
So be kind to one another.
Star Trek (TNG, DS9, Voyager, Enterprise),
X-Files, Pretender, Matrix, Baywatch, PSI
Factor, Stargate SG1, The Outer Limits, Knight Rider, [etc...] |
Smoking behavior
Alcoholism and Alcoholics
55 MPH speed limit on Highways
Having Freedoms taken away
Dog and Animal Killers, Mean
and Heartless people
So called religious people that think they
are above others because their religion. Sacrifice yourself
for others and you will become a saint. Otherwise
stop talking about how much you love Jesus
or Lord.
Telenovellas, Soap Opera like "Young
and the Restless", most of the new Country music. |
I told you above about some things I dislike, or even hate. Hate
is a dangerous feeling though. We live in a world where we have
free will, where some of us have more power and opportunities
than others, but no matter who we are, when we start HATING and
ABUSING each other, no matter what the reasons would be, sooner
or later we will decay ourselves. What you give is what you get.
This is an universal rule, it's real and it happens. Unfortunately,
too slowly in many cases, but we will all get what we deserve one day...
Romanians have a proverb that says (word by word translation)
"The Lord is not beating one with the bat, but with the Year",
meaning that God is not hitting you right now if you do sin (mistake),
but He will remember and you will get back your share later... I've seen
very powerful people become wrecks in less than 10 years, so we all
do get our share, no matter how powerful we may be today... I wish that
this karma law would work sooner, rather than later. That way, when one
does something wrong, he will get it now, rather than later when he won't
even remember why is the ordeal happening to him.
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The path of the Ninja is the path of
enduring, surviving, and prevailing over all that would destroy one.
More than merely delivering strikes and slashes, and deeper in significance
than the simple out-witting of an enemy, Ninjutsu is the way of attaining
that which we need, while making this world a better place. Ninja art deals
with the protection of not only the physical body, but the mind and spirit
as well."- Takamatsu Sensei.
Life is a fight and the quote above, although may have lost some
of its impact and power within translation, tells us that a
ninja's way is enduring and surviving all that
could destroy him. My life has also been a fight,
a never ending fight of improving myself, of failures, but also with
at least a few great victories. It's not gonna stop here. There are
many things left that need to be done, much knowledge and wisdom to
be apprehended, much power and kindness to be obtained; and there is
not much time left, too many limitations that keep me and all of us away
from the final goal, Enlightenment, Nirvana,
or whatever you wanna name it.
"To be kind to another is to be kind to yourself.
So be kind to yourself." -- All
the Smart People.
"We are not human beings on a spiritual journey,
we are spiritual beings having a human experience." -- Unknown
"It is regrettable that there is a tendency of
humanity to focus attention upon a messenger rather than upon the message."
I started writing something that one day may be a book, if I can
keep writing and it's good. You can read those lines [here], if you're curious. I believe this is my best
writing ever. It's cheesy, but it represents me and my frustrations.
I am looking forward to get your critique.
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About my Love Life
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My love life
really sucks. I haven't been able to find someone who would
stick to me. No fairy tale girl, no princess, not even someone "normal".
[Read more here]. I mean, yes, I want someone
attractive, someone beautiful and sexy, because I realize that I
get dumped anyway, no matter if I am after a very attractive girl,
or just a plain one, the result is the same for me: Loneliness.
So, this time, I will be more picky. I'd rather be alone for the rest
of my life, than commit again to someone that later one will literally
throw me to the garbage. I don't make empty promises, I don't throw people
to the garbage and I expect to get the same back. Yes, physical beauty goes
away in 20 years, more or less, but since I am pretty attractive myself,
I do need someone of my caliber this time. I do know that outer looks aren't
more important than one's soul or heart, but I do need someone beautiful
to gaze at, because her pretty eyes and face, or because her sexy body,
and for more.
It's so easy to hurt someone, so difficult to bring light,
wisdom, peace, love
and kindness into one's life and soul. Sufferance
is a must for our evolution. Through pain is how we pay for our lack
of wisdom, for the bad choices we make and especially for all the
great opportunities we disregard every day. We must pay for our past
lives' bad deeds, or maybe we need to suffer in order to somehow
purify ourselves and become wiser and kinder. I am a dreamer
and a fighter, it is what keeps me alive and what brought
me to this level. I am looking for a female companion, attractive and
spiritual, open minded and tolerant, not fat and into sports, honest
and kind hearted to bring joy, excitement and maybe even love into my life.
In return I will do my best to bring joy, excitement and maybe even
love in hers. Would you join me in my quest ? So yes, I am still looking
for my soulmate, someone that believes in commitment and
marriage, a lady that knows how to love
with all her heart, with passion, yet someone that
can and will love the same person
in 20 or 40 years from now, one who will be a wife that sticks to
her husband and not leave on him. This is my philosophy and this
is my search of love, true love.... a life term love with
lifeterm lover. I may be a fool, but I am still trying, I
am not giving up yet, because I know it can be done.
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If you want to see more pictures of mine, you can
do this here. The newer pictures are pretty
blurry, but very new and you can still see the face and body features.
Last updated, April 2003.
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