This picture was taken on March 10th 2003. I made this one in black and white cause I loved how it looked.
This is the same picture as above but in color so everyone can see just how gorgeous she really is.
Well as you can see she is just as gorgeous as I brag about.
The following are just some pictures that I had taken while I was with her.
This is a picture of my gorgeous girlfreind Melaney and her dog Dakota.
This is a picture of me and Melaney. Look at that height diffrence, wow shes a cute little one aint she!
This is a picture of me, in my green shirt.The only reason I am putting this picture up is because she loves the way I look in the shirt, and loves seeing me in jeans.
The following is the maening of our names.
Meaning of Melaney Your first name of Melaney has given you a quick-minded, sensitive nature. It gives you a creative ability in art, music, singing, or fancywork and an appreciation for refined surroundings. Your sociable nature expresses affection, kindness, and thoughtfulness to the extent that it is difficult for you not to be affected by others and governed by your emotions, rather than by logic and reason. As you respond to love and encouragement from others, your romantic and dreamy nature can easily lead you into love affairs. Your desire for peace at any price can result in going out of your way to avoid arguments and confrontation or hurting the feelings of others. Also, budgeting can be a problem as you enjoy spending money and can easily ignore being practical.
Meaning of Joshua Your name of Joshua gives you the ability to be creative along practical lines of endeavour. Your ideas can be very original and inventive. You enjoy being with people in a social environment. Your personal appearance is important to you, for you desire to make a good impression on others. Your pleasant manner attracts people to you with their problems and you are capable of offering practical advice, though you would probably not follow such advice yourself. This name causes you to be somewhat too concerned with the personalities, problems, and activities of other people. You seem positive and decisive and can be outspoken in the expression of your opinions, but you lack the self-confidence needed to follow through with your ideas and plans. Procrastination is your downfall. You frequently choose the path of least resistance to avoid your responsibilities. It is not easy for you to overcome obstacles or face issues. This name does you an injustice in that it restricts your success in business and personal pursuits through a lack of ambition.
The following are some poems that I wrote as I began to fall in love with Melaney and as we got together and I became the happiest man alive.
I sit and I cry I sit and I ponder why.. I just cant keep on going denying how I feel.. what I want.. and what makes me act the way I do.. I open up my heart and soul to someone who seems too good to be true.. I look at her and smile.. we sit and laugh.. no matter what happens our time together is just the greatest thing .. its something I couldn’t ask for anything better.. you have opened my eyes to me.. u have made me bring myself back out of hiding.. I thank you for the good things.. but what I feel isn’t a feeling of friends.. its a feeling of wanting more.. and a feeling of just seeing something so great in you.. I cant take my mind off of you
What is it to love someone? How do you know what it is you feel is love? I will tell you how you can find all this out. When you hear there voice.. you want to cry for hours.. cause you know that shes not a dream anymore.. she is here.. and waiting to be loved just like I am. As you spend time jokin laughin and cryin.. you begin to grow on each other.. not like something you don’t want.. but in there hearts and souls. You feel like you have known this person your whole life.. only to realize.. its been nothing more then a couple of weeks.. but that time weither spent laughin.. or loving its time you cherish. When you lay awake in bed at nite and cry for hours.. but then.. u stop just to realize that love.. that passion keeps growing and those tears don’t change who she is and why you love her. I think that after tonight.. I have found the person to devote my heart and soul too.. because no matter what she makes the smile on the outside of my heart and soul.. just as big as the one inside my heart and soul. Melaney.. thank you for making me happy.. thank you.. for giving me a chance to love you.. you will not be hurt.. no regret this.. I promise.. and I don’t break a promise.. not to the girl of my dreams.
The following are some quotes many people should read these and think hard before judging people or just not being a kind hearted person.
There is nothing as powerful as the truth and often nothing as strange.
Please, if you ever see me getting beaten up by the police, please put your video camera down and help me.
If its true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the OTHERS here for?
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them out of your dream and hug them.
Don’t go for looks; they can be deceiving. Don’t go for money; even it fades away. Go for the one who makes you smile; because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem brighter. Find the one who makes your heart smile.
How is it that we never have time to do a job right, but we always have time to do it over?
Showing people that you sincerely care about them can often be as easy as listening to them.
He is rich or poor according to what he is, not according to what he has.
Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it.
Do what you feel in your heart to be right--for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't.
Look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror.
The best portion of a good man's life - his little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and love.
Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart.
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.
If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded.
When life hands you a lemon, say 'Oh yeah, I like lemons. What else you got?
If someone is too tired to give you a smile, leave one of your own, because no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give.
I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.
I finally figured out the only reason to be alive is to enjoy it.
Love is one mind in two bodies.
A lover is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you don’t know the words.
If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, 'thank you,' that would suffice.
To accomplish great things we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe.
Enthusiasm is one of the most powerful engines of success. When you do a thing, do it with all your might. Put your whole soul into it. Stamp it with your own personality. Be active, be energetic, be enthusiastic and faithful, and you will accomplish your objective. Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm.
The following piece of writing was a piece I downloaded because its very moving to me and makes me realize no matter what other say or do you should always follow your heart.
TO ALL THOSE WHO AFRAID TO CONFESS THEIR FEELING...THIS STORY IS JUST FOR YOU As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don’t know why.11th grade, The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don’t know why. Senior year, The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, he’s not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together-just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine- but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and don't know why. Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "...I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!..." 'I wish I did too...' I thought to myself, and I cried.
