*Most
the stuff i written below is up to 3 years old. I dont write alot
recently that rhymes. Most the stuff i write is spontaneous and
very personal. But i like to keep all my old stuff as memories*
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Speak Of the
Devil °
HaHa, Yeah, so its funny to stare. Lame, Laying Bare. Feeding off me,
like prey, stood u there. Sing to me. I want to hear ur lullaby, because
i heard it stings u. Can U touch me there, so I can kiss the wound dry,
why dont u try? Give me a little bit back, why dont u breathe some more.
Tainting all ur words, u lied to us, lie to urself and forgive those who
blank it out. Choose this way, that path, this light. Is it blinding
when u cant see it? Say it. Im waiting to hear it, I cant believe your
scent. Smell Bad. Stink so much. U wish u could but u cant fly, so stay
where u are and I'll grab a pen and write it all down for u, haha, laugh
now. Im the one with the wisdom and u just grace way of life alone. Show
me this place u say u live. I bet I live closer to it. U shame it. I
love it. Leave now, I will follow. I will get their first. Dont try and
make sense or i'll be sane. Stay the way it was and I'll give it back to
you. Patch the scab back up. Let nothing see it. It will heal in a
million years, While it stings u. haha, laughing again. U seem to stand
by each word i say. Why listen and talk when u can rhyme. a b c d, a
life u see, is the way u want it to be. Ur so niaeve. Looking up at the
sky and knowing its there, doubt u'd even wonder whos there with u. So u
scratch ur face and kiss mine, turn ur back and watch me bleed. why the
irony, when its not real, no point in telling, i told it to u.
° titled
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Take away ur makeup and take away ur clothes, ur average, a somebody,
that noboody knows. Smile, let it stain you, be honest and be true, for
ur passion will show ur something different, ur more then just u....Dont
love me for my makeup. Dont love me for my Style. Love for my heart and
the way i make u smile..
° Dirty
Comfort °
I stand on my shadow, I see it turn into dust, I blink my eyes for a
second, and see a beautiful lust. I sleep amongst a dirty comfort.
It’s clean when I close my eyes. She writes herself against the mirror
and sings that deplorable rhyme, why dance and sing, and play all night
when the sun is almost mine. I sleep amongst a dirty comfort. It’s
clean when I close my eyes. Two weeks have past and Im still living
real, I grab my heart and squeeze it still. Dear myself don’t do this
again. I love this life and Im here to attend. I sleep amongst a dirty
comfort. It’s clean when I close my eyes. Cradling each tear that
falls out my eye, swallow my tongue so my voice is shy. Open skies,
opened my scar, I need to die before Im far. I sleep amongst a dirty
comfort. It’s clean when I close my eyes.
So clean, when I close my eyes. Dirty is my comfort, where im here to
lie.
° comparative
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Blank
out and see me stare, Close
ur eyes and hold me there, I'm
tainting ur memory, Breathe
me in, breathe me in...
I see
you, you see me, I see you seeing me, Were one, Were one
together..
I'm ur
chassis, Let me
remain urs, I know
ur constitution, We
share the flaws, Swallow
me, Swallow me whole...
I see
you, you see me, I see you seeing me, Were one, Were one together..
Leave me
here, Let me take custody, U
are not forlorn, I'm a piece of you. We
were born to bleed together, I
taste u, I taste ur torment.
I see
you, you see me, I see you seeing me, Were one, Were one together..
No where
to run, and nowhere to hide, This life is not a hoax, ur not idle,
Together we'll cure
ourselves, Apart
depraved, apart solitary, Ur
always mine..Always mine..
I see
you, you see me, I see you seeing me, Were one, Were one together..
I belong
to you, inside and through, we are always one. we....are....one.
° Lo*e
Like Love
°
I told it to ur face, Standing in this space. Lying down to hold me
still. I want to lay here until I feel. I can hear your touch and feel
ur sound, I sense ur here, I smell the ground. Seeing it from all
angles, but im upside down, promosing silence when I see that frown, I
know what ur thinking, don’t turn around. Don’t hide ur smile,
because I love its sound. Ur patience stings me, Ur beautiful when u
cry. I need to tell you how I feel, This heart can no longer shy. Step
back a second, I need a minuite to see, the space inside our circle is
it full of me?
° My plea to
my world °
One tear rolls down my face, then one follows in its disgrace. Blaming
the way, the novel is written, I blame the way u wrote it. I just want u
to love the way I cry. Forsaken a certain part of me.. the part that
people don’t see. Taint the spinning of the record, strike up a new
rhyme. …let me breathe again.
...please let me breathe again.
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Accommodate
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Strip
to the standard, Ur one of us now. Born to be famous, only to them. Impose
ur thoughts onto mine, and close ur eyes, will will corrupt you to conform.
Leave
those thoughts behind,
Counterfeit
the way you contemplate,
Ur
one of us now, step inside, there's one way to cry.
We
call ourselves 'us' do u want a number tag?
Image
is substantial, this is approved,
U
sense like us now, we are all associated,
Lack
of disposition, Lack of autocracy,
This
is how we should prevail.
Leave
those thoughts behind,
Counterfeit
the way you contemplate,
Ur
one of us now, step inside, there's one way to cry.
No
such thing as an outcast,
Were
all mutually tangible now.
There
is a right and a wrong-we don't conclude,
Its
not up to ourselves, its up to our association
Leave
those thoughts behind,
Counterfeit
the way you contemplate,
Ur
one of us now, unheard sign, there's no where to hide.
A name is insignificant, U
are insignificant, he is now 'him'...she, is now, 'her' Life is
now stolen, answer to sir.
° Isolation
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An
insignificant smile upon her face, for her contented heart, now blinded.
cant seek but need only
find, a distant belief that she can be percieved. for
whose their to listen but her own ears?
who is
that girl who treads upon her shadow.
wheres a
notion to simplify her existance, for
she is not one to him, nor to her,
who is
that girl who treads upon her shadow.
inhale,
exhale for a reason as to why, her flesh so illusive, her mind so
devoid,
who is
that girl who treads upon her shadow?
that
girl is a somebody that girl is me.
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