To those that know me personally, thank you for the support that you have shown me in the past. I know I have done things and said things which have caused you pain and hurt. I regret this and I am sorry. I miss our friendship and valued your support.

I know that I have not been in contact with any of you, but I do think about you all. I hope in the future I can be your friend. Now is not the best time for me to renew your friendship, I am still in pain and have many issues that I have yet to deal with.

I am hopeful that in the future you will wish to renew our friendship too.

Thank you with love

Debbie

"So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's going to change, I'm going to change. This is the last of this sort of thing. I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on, loosing weight and choosing life. I'm looking forward to it already. I'm going to be just like you; the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the bullshit car, the compact disc and electrical can opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, three piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nineto-five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters, getting by, looking ahead, the day you die."

...from trainspotting, screenplay by John Hodge based on the novel by Irvine Welsh, directed by Danny Boyle