1. Your smile
2. Your genorousity
3. Your beautiful eyes
4. Your “by the book” laugh
5. The way you look at me
6. How quickly you go from one window to the next on the computer
7. Your hands
8. The way your hands move
9. Your hair
10. Your girlish bathroom products (which help # 9)
11. My favorite face that you make
12. All of the faces you make
13. How good you are to your sister
14. The way you hold me all through the night
15. The fact that you say “ti ti”
16. The way you feed squirrels
17. The way you say “get”
18. That you always lose things
19. Your short strides when you walk
20. The way you say “hey what’s up” with a slight laugh when you answer your phone
21. The smoothness of your skin
22. That you cry a lot
23. The way you can quote movies (as long as it’s not during the movie we’re watching)
24. The way you put your fingers through my hair
25. They way you say “Okay”
26. The fact that you’ll go into a “paint your own ceramics place” by yourself
27. How good you look in your jeans
28. How good you look in just your jeans
29. How good you look in everything you wear
30. How good you look when you’re not wearing anything
31. The funny curves of your feet and toes
32. The way you step on the snow edges when they’re icing over
33. The way you don’t agree with Valentine’s Day but you still will be romantic for it
34. Your arm speckles
35. The calluses on your hands
36. How easily you get tan
37. How hot you look when you are tan
38. How hot you look always
39. The way you put gel in your hair
40. The way you dry your hands and hair after you put gel in
41. The way you stand behind me and kiss me when I’m in the kitchen
42. The fact that you can do math in your head
43. The fact that you send out thank you cards
44. The way you love and admire your grandfather
45. The fact that you can always make random people smile and laugh
46. The gap in your front teeth
47. The way you always have to be your best
48. The way you always have to be the best
49. How you hug your dad when you leave home
50. The way you bend your leg and put it up on me (especially when I tap for it to "hop up")
51. The fact that you look good with or without glasses
52. The way you hug me when we first see each other
53. The fact that you always forget something when you travel
54. The way your lips taste when you’re a little sweaty
55. The way you say “sweet”
56. The way your fingers look when you type
57. Your biceps
58. The way you wrestle with the dogs
59. The way you play with Chelsea in the pool
60. Your smell
61. Your taste in cologne (that helps # 60)
62. Your systematic way of eating
63. The way you are calm when your throat gurgles
64. The fact that you like RENT
65. Your hip bone
66. The fact that you wear a ring
67. Your pioneering skills of half.com
68. The way you pull up your cell phone antenna
69. Your handwriting
70. The way you repeat “talk to you soon” a million times when you get off the phone
71. The sound you make when I am near your ear
72. The way your fingertips feel on my lower back
73. The way you will put hair behind my ear as many times as it takes to get all of it out of my face
74. The fact that you’ll notice that #73 was the longest one yet
75. How quickly you find things when you’re searching on the web
76. The way you add “ies” to words because I do
77. How beautifully you use words when you write
78. Your many nicknames for me
79. The fact that you’re a good writer AND a math geek
80. Your phone etiquette when you’re at home
81. The way you keep your pinky up when you drink
82. The look on your face when you drink hot coffee
83. How you have so little hair on your face but it’s still so scratchy
84. Your tummy
85. The way you stretch my calves
86. The way you smell when you first wake up
87. Your ti ti voice
88. The way you drink water so quickly
89. The way you say my name often when you’re concerned about me
90. The way you kiss off my chapstick
91. The way you say words with my accent to tease me
92. The fact that you used to watch Dawsons's
93. When you refer to yourself as a "big brother"
94. The noise you’ll make when I tell you this next bunch is all “fun” ones
95. The way you scrub my back in the shower
96. The fact that you gimme eat your neck
97. The way your squirm when I eat your neck
98. The shape of your mouth when you’re sucking my nipples
99. The softness of your lips
100. How you curse when you’re about to finish
101. Your babble noises when I kiss your ear
102. The texture of your pubic hair
103. The way your naked body feels against mine
104. The fact that you let me touch and suck places that require trust for you
105. How good you feel inside of me
106. How openly we talk about our sex
107. The fact that you’re willing to read to add fun to our sex life
108. The way your hands look when they’re feeling me from behind
109. The way your fingers touch my neck before you kiss it
110. The way we hold each other in the shower
111. The way you squeeze out the buff puff on your chest to rinse it
112. The way you hand me my towels after the shower
113. The curve of your hands on my chest
114. The way you make my legs shake after we finish playing
115. Our foreplay
116. Our sex
117. The look on your face when you’re about to finish
118. The way you get upset if you finish and I don’t
119. The way we lay together afterwards
120. The way you let me play with you even when he is done playing
121. The coldness of your butt
122. The cuteness of your butt
123. The crookedness of your butt
124. The way we sweat whenever you’re on top
125. The way you look when you get up to get tissue’s after sex
126. The way you always hand me a tissue first
127. The way you wrap yourself in tissues
128. The sound you make when you take your wrap off
129. The way you open your mouth when something feels really good
130. The way you look like a horse when I lift your feet to wash them
131. The way our legs intertwine in a loving but sexual way
132. The warmth your body produces against mine
133. The way you eat food off of me
134. The way you act when I eat food off of you
135. The groans you make when we’re on the phone and you want to play
136. When you text message me and tell me you’re sexually excited
137. The way you call your penis your penie
138. The way you call your penie a “he”
139. The way you let me make fun of your penie
140. The fact that you'll get sad sad knowing we’re at the end of the sex portion
141. Your fear of me going near your butthole
142. The way you let me say butthole so openly
143. The fact that every time I see 143 I say “I love you” to you in my head
144. The fact that when I say I’m being a bitch you don’t tell me other wise if it’s true
145. The fact that you still love me while I’m being a bitch
146. That you were addicted to ARL and went there at midnite
147. The way you let me introduce you to new things so openly
148. The way you don’t like to admit that what I’m teaching you is new to you
149. That you’re weirded out by boys saying “mommy” and “daddy”
150. That you always have “some” work to do
151. The way you use an unfamiliar person’s name when say goodbye to them
152. The fact that you love Penn State as much as I do
153. That you go to gymnastics meets with me
154. That you talk to my friends online
155. That you don’t think Heather is the hottest girl on the planet
156. Your present buying ability
157. That you agree that flowers on a random Tuesday are the best kind
158. The fact that you do the dishes
159. Your craftiness
160. Your preciseness when doing projects
161. The way you hold a pencil
162. That you enjoy the theatre
163. That you know all the words to tons of songs I’ve never heard
164. That you have a systematic way of using "OK" and "okay"
165. The way you protect your sister
166. The fact that you’re not ashamed to admit that you use Pantene
167. The fact that you like when I watch you shave
168. The fact that you started watching ER with me
169. That you will never let us get off the phone for a long time unless we're mostly happy
170. The way you selectively tell me about conversations with your friends as not to upset me
171. That you used to hide money in your ceiling
172. The fact that you’re still close with so many people from high school
173. The way you can make anyone who knows you smile so easily
174. The way you look hot in a bandana
175. The way you look hot in sleeveless shirts
176. The fact that I could start 50 of these with “the way you look hot…”
177. The way that my age never affected you
178. The way you put your hands in my back jeans pockets
179. The way you can always tell me “what he’s from” when we’re watching a movie
180. The fact that you made my whole family fall in love with you
181. The way you say “meeee” when you want attention
182. The fact that it’s been so easy for me to get halfway through this list
183. The way you Amanda LaRose is obsessed with you
184. The fact that you use a too small towel when you have a bigger one too
185. The fact that you call me on breaks of your classes
186. The fact that you knew all of the words to “there’s a hole in the bucket”
187. The way you know all the songs in Winnie the Pooh
188. How naturally it is for you to rap
189. How much it turns me on when you rap
190. The fact that you were too proud to ask for massages during THON
191. The way you hate that I write THON in all caps even though it’s trademarked
192. The way you advise me on the stupidest decisions that I don’t want to make alone
193. The fact that every time I am in a kitchen store, I start picturing our kitchen
194. The fact that you like the Greyhound bus ride
195. The way you say the “I” in “I love you” with a grin and slight chuckle on the phone with your mom
196. Your non-pickiness for food
197. The fact that you cut your chin open so many times
198. The fact that you’re proud of cutting your chin open so many times
199. The way you can always fix my computer
200. Your yo-yo skills
201. The fact that you wear necklaces
202. How well you get along with Haley
203. The fact that you danced in THON (This one has multiple reasons!)
204. The fact that you put your seat up close when you drive
205. How hot you look when you eat strawberries
206. The fact that you don’t mind that I’m the messiest eater ever
207. The way you kiss me when we wake up in the morning
208. The way you kiss me in the middle of the night in your sleep
209. The way you kiss me
210. The fact that you’re a scarf person
211. Your incredible sense of fashion
212. You’re incredible amount of useless knowledge
213. The way you like me to hold you in the mornings
214. When you call me a crank pot when I deserve it
215. The way you worry about me being in a bad mood when I’m being a bitch rather than getting mad that I’m being such a bitch
216. The way you say “I know” to comfort me when I’m crying and tell you I miss you
217. The way you say “I know” when you agree with me when I tell you miss you
218. The fact that seeing you a few times a month make it 100% worth the distance
219. The way you feet peel
220. The patience you have when you massage me
221. The fact that you like to massage me
222. The fact that you played baseball and not football
223. The way you program random numbers into your phone
224. How good you are at taking pictures
225. How amazing you are at simplifying and explaining so many things
226. The fact that you have an amazing fashion sense for girls too
227. The fact that you call clothing cute
228. The fact that you go into the dressing room at girl stores with Chelsea
229. How often you eat chicken and rice
230. Your warnings to me in supermarkets to stop me from bumping into people
231. Your fake ID-making skills
232. The fact that you’ll make IDs for riding buses but not for me to go to bars with you
233. How good you are at using the sensor pad for the mouse on laptops
234. The way you get things done when you say you will
235. How slowly you moved when we were first together
236. Your amazing ways of giving advice
237. The fact that you listen to others when you know that it’s important
238. How great you are at doing the turn to go from skating forwards to backwards
239. How you have to make friends with every service person you encounter
240. The way you handle stupid or rude service people in such witty ways
241. The way you play darts
242. The fact that you love spinach
243. The fact that sometimes you’ll eat tomatoes like it’s no big deal
244. The fact that most of the time you’ll pick every tomato out of your food
245. When you sign your name “Joshua” in cards or letters to me
246. The fact that you do everything online
247. The fact that you’ve never lost a graphing calculator
248. The way you never trust me that you weren’t an asshole the day after you were out drinking
249. The way you can add a sarcastic twist to anything
250. The fact that you’re in awe of the NYC Subway system
251. The way you open and close your hands like I do when you want me to come over so you can hold me
252. The way you won’t give up on cracking your knees until you hear the pop
253. The way your eyes change color (and look beautiful no matter what color they are)
254. The fact that I love so many things about you that I can’t keep up with myself as I write them down
255. The way you know when to dry my tears, and when it’s OK to laugh at my tears because I’m being ridiculous
256. The way you deal with my PMS
257. The way you say my name when you’re drunk
258. The fact that you’ll talk a lot during sex if I do
259. The fact that have to say “I love you so much” when you’re drunk
260. That your AIM member info is so simple, yet says so much
261. Your multitalent of peeing and brushing teeth at the same time
262. How sexy you are when you eat sherbet or ice cream
263. How you’re so honest when I’m talking and you’re not listening
264. The way you hold a spoon when you eat cereal
265. The fact that you secretly like the binary clock even though it’s annoying
266. The fact that you’ll always be my dancer
267. The way you pick me up and hold me like I’m a toddler
268. How comfortably my head rests on your shoulder when you hold me
269. The way your spine indents on your lower back
270. The fact that a few letters over the computer represent sounds you’re making and I understand them completely just by those letters
271. The way you use the big smile on AIM
272. The fact that you came up with such a good shortcut to Giant Eagle
273. The way you picked bird shit out of my hair
274. The bounce in your step when you’re walking toward me and haven’t seen me in a while
275. That you like Shrinky-Dinks
276. The way you say “byeee” when you’re on the phone with Matt or Dave
277. That you don’t want me to stop playing with your hair even though you don’t love it
278. The fact that you use special engineering paper
279. The way your binders are so neatly labeled
280. The way you breathe in the air at Penn State in a way that says “wow, I really love it here”
281. The fact that you wish you were back at Penn State just like I do
282. The evenness of your eyebrows
283. Your present-wrapping skills
284. The way you say “F” instead of fuck
285. That you hug Marc
286. The way you listened to me talk about all my friends before you even knew them
287. That you’re not embarrassed to kiss me in front of your friends or family
288. The way you never stress
289. The way you come to me for relief when you do stress
290. The fact that you are always enthusiastic about a new outfit of mine or a new color on my nails
291. The way you do weird things with numbers and perfect squares
292. That you don’t like fish
293. That you trust me enough to taste the fish that I like
294. The noises you make when you stretch
295. The way you say “okay”
296. That you looked good even with bleached hair
297. The way you spoil me and do things for me that I’m totally capable of doing for myself
298. That you’ve “let your guard down” and will whine to me when you’re sick, and not try to be strong and independent
299. The way you’ll talk about hurting people who hurt me, even though it would normally take a lot for you to fight
300. The way you imitate Neil talking
301. The way you sometimes get a reluctantly cute voice when you’re complimenting me
302. The way you accept my craziness and will freely tell me that I’m crazy
303. The fact that you have practically no hair on your body
304. That you have a phone that makes such a good noise when you lock the keys
305. The fact that you stay positive and only look forward to next February 15
306. The fact that you’re as excited to read til the end as I am to write it because they are all about us, not just you
307. The way you cried when I told you “I love you” for the first time
308. The way I told you I loved you so soon after we were together
309. The fact that I knew I loved you for some time before I told you
310. The way you somehow knew to call me last year when we were both supposed to be at class—twice!
311. The way you gave up nights with your friends to be with me last year
312. How excited you were when I came up for graduation
313. The way you kiss me goodbye when you leave me in the mornings
314. The way you kiss me hello when you come back from somewhere and I’m still in bed
315. The way we can’t be next to each other for more than a minute without needing some sort of physical contact
316. The way we give each other butterflies, even from so far away
317. How much fun we have when we play on playgrounds
318. The way you can turn me on by saying some of the most non-sexual things
319. How you are so right for me that I can picture our future together so clearly
320. The way you like planning SO far into our future
321. The fact that I know I’ll never get “used” to us
322. The way our hands always seem to fit perfectly together
323. Our similar oddities and quirks
324. The way you help strengthen my weaknesses
325. The way you make me want to be a better person
326. The way you are so easy to love
327. The fact that sometimes you eyes wander and I catch you staring at my chest
328. The way we get excited in stores and want to pick out stuff for our house
329. The way we can find it perfectly fine to look at apartments 20 months in advance
330. The fact that you came into my life and became my top priority
331. The fact that I know you’ll be the most supportive Lamaze coach ever
332. The fact that you will cry in the delivery room
333. How great of a coach of our children’s sports you will be
334. How you are going to produce such smart children
335. The fact that whenever our children have random questions, there is such a good chance that you will be able to answer them
336. The way you like the same candle scents as I do
337. The way we both say “mmm” when we smell each other
338. The way so many of your habits have become mine
339. The way so many of my habits have become yours
340. The way I can picture the look on your face when I walk down the aisle
341. The way I know you will be so involved in wedding planning
342. The way our feet touch when we’re laying in bed
343. The way we hold hands when we sleep
344. How peaceful it feels when I lay on your tummy
345. The fact that our parents know how serious we are and they are okay with it
346. How cute we look together
347. How we take so many pictures together
348. How I can picture you in a tux at our wedding
349. The way I have come to love so many love songs because I can relate to all the words
350. How you are excited to “have sex with a purpose”
351. The way that you at truly my better and stronger half
352. The happiness we find in making each other smile
353. The way that nothing in the world matters when we’re in each other’s arms
354. The way that when we’re holding each other we never want to let go
355. The way we’re just as excited to see each other whether we’ve been apart for a few hours or a few weeks
356. The confidence I have that the butterflies will never go away
357. The fact that you have defined the word love for me
358. The fact that you redefine the word love every single day
359. The confidence you have given me that there is no one better for me in this world
360. The feeling you give me all over my body when you tell me you love me
361. The feeling you give me at the thought that I get to spend forever by your side
362. The chills I get when I picture looking into your eyes and saying “I do”
363. The way that I know that no one understands how much I love you except you
364. The way that when I think of love, YOU are all I think about
365. That there is so much between us in a year, that the thought of how far we will go is simply the most exciting feeling in the world
And I’m sure that I will find one more reason with every day to come…
I love you Josh, Happy Anniversary, and many MANY more
